out of control relationship

"Lend me ten years

Lend my bravery

Borrow the oath that I can say

Lend me to be lonely as before

Lend me the fresh life that is not afraid of being crushed

Lend me to be fierce and reckless and not ask about tomorrow"

Qin Yuan heard this song on the car heading to the university. He looked out the window and didn't know what he was thinking.

Qin Shuobei touched him, but he was too busy to pay attention to him.

The stubborn child had to put his hand close to his hand and look out the window in the opposite direction to him.

He was finally willing to go back to school.After insisting on taking a year off from school, he stepped into the key university that belonged to him and everyone yearned for. This time it was Qin Shuobei's turn to send him off.His younger brother acted more like a mature and calm adult than him, and started preparing for the start of school with him a few days ago, or in other words, he was using less than superb acting skills to whitewash the anxiety of leaving him.

In fact, Qin Yuan could come back every three to five days, and he didn't miss part-time work or weekends, but Qin Shuobei just felt anxious about being separated from him objectively.

Indescribable.

He seemed to suddenly realize that he was still like the kid who was clinging to his brother back then, with no regrets for making progress.

The ups and downs of emotions kept him from speaking all the way, and even his brother, an emotionally disabled person who couldn't read the atmosphere at all, felt the low pressure that was different from the past.

After getting out of the car, Qin Yuan walked among the many freshmen who came to report, dragging his luggage with his left hand and his family's large piece of real estate in the shape of a human with his right. Same.

Qin Shuobei called him "Brother" breathlessly from behind.

"Why," he turned around, "didn't you make me go back to school early, and you can't bear it now?"

The scorching sun above his head was like fire, illuminating the flood of brightness above his eyelids, Qin Shuobei covered his eyebrows with his hands and looked at Qin Yuan for a while, as if he was afraid of missing a glance.

He actually admitted frankly, "Reluctantly."

"Please, Qin Shuobei, you are almost seventeen."

"I'm only seven years old now." He said so seriously: "I will cry without you."

"..."

Seeing the other party's helpless appearance, his mood became a little awkward and clear, and he didn't care about being angry like a child.

He heard Qin Yuan sigh.

"I didn't see you cry when I was a child, and I didn't have a chance to coax you." Qin Yuan said, "I will make it up to you in the future, okay."

——My heart was relieved all of a sudden.

On the car back, the song was still playing.

"Lend me a beam of light to brighten the darkness

Lend me to smile brightly like spring"

Brother, I borrowed from you, and I will pay it back for the rest of my life.

End.

postscript

Hello everyone, I am Sun An.

First of all, thank you all for watching the ending. I almost thought it was an impossible task, but to be honest, I never thought of giving up. I finally fulfilled my promise. I feel wronged Xiaoyuan Xiaobei for waiting too long.

I originally wanted to write a conflict at the end and then finish it. After nearly two months of hesitation, I finally decided to give up that ending and replace it with this gentle, warm ending that left a little bit of kindness for these two people.

Before, I wanted Xiaobei's scumbag father to be used as cannon fodder, but after thinking about it, I didn't want to see Xiaobei, a 17-year-old boy, being forced to take revenge, because he really wouldn't be like a child.You have to forget what should be forgotten. I didn't understand this truth until I thought about it in the end.Anyway, I hope everyone can understand my intention to change the ending, and at the same time thank you for liking this story, and it’s hard work for you to wait until now.