out of control relationship

The scuffle lasted until the end, neither side was able to settle down well, and was frightened by the brave adults who heard the sound and came to do something for justice. Seeing that the situation was unfavorable, the hedgehog-headed group retreated unilaterally, leaving Qin Yuan and his younger brother behind. His broken bicycle.

He spat bright red saliva on the ground, half of which was mixed with blood.

Qin Shuobei stared at that piece for a while, then moved his eyes away uncomfortably, his breathing had not yet calmed down, he didn't want to stand too far away from Qin Yuan, so he just stood there helplessly, wanting to hear what his brother had to say, Anything is fine, but his brother just doesn't say anything.

Qin Yuan cleared his throat with difficulty, "Go back."

It was only then that Qin Shuobei realized that his throat was hoarse, his voice seemed to be torn apart, and it was incompletely glued together into one sentence, which made people feel shivering.

He said, brother, buy medicine.

Qin Yuan reflexively wanted to say, buy a fart, but he changed the angle in time. When he thought of the kind of person who would be sick and not take medicine and leave half of his life, he would hurt the spring and autumn and disgust others to death. Decided to eat for myself.

He reluctantly agreed, "Oh."

Qin Shuobei misinterpreted his pure self-promise as a kind of obedience, thinking that his brother was finally willing to listen to him, and he bit the corner of his mouth with a bit of suppressed joy, and stretched out his hand embarrassingly to scratch the bruised skin The cheeks, the movements are particularly childish, with a sudden and uncharacteristically childish look.

Qin Yuan went to push the bicycle with his schoolbag.He hurriedly followed.

When he was very young, his favorite entertainment was going shopping with Qin Yuan.

At that time, Qin Yuan would help his mother look after the child. In front of this little guy who was a few years younger than him but was classified as another kind of creature, he had a natural sense of superiority, although he didn't feel it from the bottom of his heart. I like this kid.

He is used to holding Qin Shuobei with his right hand, letting him walk unsteadily on the side of the road, while he walks on the side next to the road. His mother is very relieved about this, not only because Qin Yuan is sensible, but also because Qin Shuobei is not at all He will not be as troublesome as children of the same age. He speaks and cries surprisingly infrequently, and his obedience is worrying.

That's why Qin Yuan dared to take him out. The older children led the younger children, and they would be surrounded by the neighbors every time.Most of the women who knew Qin Shuobei's identity were tolerant, relying on their own motherhood. Besides, a big child who looked like a doll was pulling his little brother, and he had a good appearance. Just looking at it was pleasing joy.

Sometimes they go to buy daily necessities, soy sauce and vinegar, sometimes fast food, fast food, mother is too tired to cook when she comes home from work, so Qin Yuan is asked to buy ready-made ones.Sometimes it is snacks. Even if life is tight, I will occasionally try to reward the two children and give them some pocket money. The frequency is not much, so even the memories are extremely precious.

They both like to eat the rice cakes sold by the peddler across the street. In the early years, they were cheap, and you could buy three yuan for one dollar.Qin Yuan usually pays two yuan to buy six yuan, and he, Qin Shuobei and his mother each get two yuan, but if Qin Shuobei is greedy, it's okay to give him one piece...

Qin Yuan had a severe sore throat, and had difficulty swallowing liquid food. Eating an oden for dinner was like being tortured.

However, in this unstoppable period, in order to preserve the capital of the revolution, he still tried his best to eat part of it, and then he put his feet on the coffee table and fell on the sofa to wake up.

Looking at Qin Shuobei's back as he took out the disposable lunch box and threw it away, he thought to himself, they still haven't said anything.

There is nothing to say, and no one wants to take the initiative to talk to anyone.

But Qin Shuobei helped him fight today, which he never expected.He thought that the other party would want to walk around like he met him in school during the day.

Actually he was wrong.

After throwing away the trash, Qin Shuobei went to the bathroom to face the mirror and applied medicine to the corner of his broken brow. The cotton swab accidentally wiped the exposed area, causing him to hiss in pain.

——But Qin Yuan didn't even say "thank you" to him.

He put a Band-Aid on himself, chasing this anger that he didn't know where it came from, and after thinking about it, he finally figured it out. There are many things he can't say, and there are still many, only he cares about everything, so what All forgive.

Only he knows why.

A few days after that, the semester ended.

Seniors have no winter break and no right to complain.

Qin Yuan felt that he was 500% to [-]% recovered from his illness, so he couldn't wait to return to work.Other children can always save money when dealing with this kind of thing, procrastinate if they can, escape if they can, and there is not enough time to play and rest, but he has a face that borrows another [-] years from the sky every day, for fear of missing it. opportunity to make money.

During the few days of Chinese New Year when no one was at work, Qin Yuan volunteered to look at the store. On the one hand, it was because the overtime salary was doubled during the holidays, and on the other hand, he really didn’t want to spend the New Year at home.

Qin Shuobei had no objection to this, he went to the library for self-study every day obediently, and returned home at four o'clock in the afternoon to cook and wait.The dishes he can cook are not many and the styles are single, but the taste is acceptable, at least when Qin Yuan comes back, he can have a mouthful of hot food.

A thoughtfulness that is entirely self-assertive.

Qin Yuan didn't have any idea about it, both good and bad.

Sometimes, he felt that he could capture certain emotions from some behaviors of this 15-year-old boy. For example, he could vaguely feel that since his mother passed away, Qin Shuobei had been immersed in a sense of crisis that Qin Yuan would abandon at any time— —He is trying his best to be obedient and well-behaved in exchange for Qin Yuan's goodwill and confidence; but sometimes Qin Yuan looks at the misty eyes of the other party, and feels that this kind of expression is not real, it is deliberate The reason is not to please, to achieve another purpose. Of course, he still can't figure out what the purpose is.

Because all thoughts stop there.He was too lazy to waste his life trying to figure out another person.

An insignificant person.

After the New Year passed, the old residents living in their area heard the definite news that a part of the residential area was assigned to the developer, and the government paid for the reconstruction. Each family was not only given a new house, but also an additional sum of land acquisition Compensation payments.

Qin Yuan also heard about it, and he heard it from an old lady who often wanted to introduce him to someone on the way home from get off work, and it was highly credible.

He deliberately went to the bulletin board at the gate of the community to read the posted notice, and found that it was indeed true, so he secretly became bold and happy.

——For their current living situation, it is a great thing.Even if I inquired about the location of the new house, I found that it was a bit far from the school, and I might need to take a bus to and from school.

But this did not prevent him from being happy, and made this news the first sentence he and Qin Shuobei spoke in a few days.

It is undeniable that they communicated very little, and the rare opportunities turned into cold wars from time to time because of Qin Yuan's unilateral unhappiness. Their relationship was like a plant that froze to death in winter, and there was a seemingly hopeless relationship. stiff.

"Maybe moving."

Hearing the nonchalant tone of the other party, Qin Shuobei couldn't hear the surprise brought by the news itself at all, and its connotation seemed to be the same effect as "get out of here tomorrow".

Anyway, it's not been a day or two since his brother expressed his complicated love-hate relationship with him.

So he had no choice but to echo, "Yeah."

After thinking about it, he could seize this opportunity and say something, then he added in a "sensible" way, "Is there anything I can do."

At that time, he was washing dishes in the kitchen. Qin Yuan was standing behind him, with one hand in charge of the door frame. When he spoke, his upper body was turned, and he saw Qin Yuan with a cigarette in his hand.

Under the light, Qin Yuan was very fair, his skin was exposed more with the rolled up sleeves, the veins on the back of his hands meandered like a river, he just took a bath, his complexion was a little better than usual, his cheeks were slightly sunken when he smoked, There is always a mature nick between the eyebrows.Even if it doesn't quite match his looks.

"I'll go to the house this weekend first, and then I'll talk about moving things over there." Qin Yuan walked to him, extinguished the cigarette butt on the edge of the sink, and threw it into the trash can—while doing this, he Almost touching Qin Shuobei's arm, Qin Shuobei sensitively smelled the scent of shower gel that had been fumigated by body temperature on the other party's body. This scent is very common and is a brand that can be seen everywhere, but the smell on Qin Yuan's body made him feel uncomfortable. The child lost his mind, first of all he thought about what it was, and then he was embarrassed by the shock of the previous moment.

He already cared to this extent.

Qin Yuan didn't notice the change in Qin Shuobei's expression at all, and turned back to the living room, he just heard the ringing of the mobile phone.