out of control relationship

Eighteen-year-old Qin Yuan became a unique sight at the parent-teacher meeting. When the teacher gave a speech on stage, the curious and questioning eyes from all walks of life made him feel like he was so stupid.

Across the rows of uncles and aunts in the classroom, he held Qin Shuobei's report card and looked out the window.

Qin Shuobei stood in the empty corridor, facing the gray sky outside the window, not knowing what he was looking at.

His expression seemed to have nothing, and it seemed that everything was silent.

The parents' meeting lasted for 45 minutes, and when they left, all parents had to sign their children's roster in the column behind their children's names.

Qin Yuan was mixed with countless dazzling "father" and "mother", and wrote on the horizontal line forcefully: brother, Qin Yuan.

Written bitterly and bitterly.

He didn't want to accept the sympathetic gaze cast on him by the teacher who expressed his understanding, but he had no choice but to smile helplessly as a reward for the "goodwill" to the outside world.Not out of intention, but this is etiquette, and some so-called proper things, he admits their rationality from an objective point of view, even if he doesn't agree with them at all in his heart.

Just like him to Qin Shuobei.Even though he knew that he was innocent, that he was a victim, a victim of that tragedy, but he still carried the resentment and endgame that had no proof.

Qin Shuobei saw the adults come out of the classroom one after another, some chatting and laughing together, showing off or talking about his own children sadly, he remembered when his mother was still alive, and when he talked about him, his expression was always proud and gratified , feel happy from the bottom of my heart.

If it wasn't for this woman, without this family, he didn't know where his life would go, falling into the abyss or rotting in the gutter, or dying early before he lived to this age-he was so close to death, It was so close that I could directly feel the coldness and helplessness.

But not anymore.There will be no more in the future.

He looked at Qin Yuan who was walking towards him, took his report card, walked out of the teaching building with him, and walked into a warm and lonely evening.

"you."

As a "prospective parent" who just finished the parent-teacher meeting, Qin Yuan felt that it was necessary to make a concluding statement for this unforgettable experience to reflect the majesty of the parents.

"The teacher said that your ranking has improved, but the overall score has not changed much. What does this mean? On the one hand, it proves that you are stable, on the other hand, it means that you have not improved."

"I did well in the Chinese test this time, and my score in chemistry was not as high as last time, so I need to work harder on science. Do you understand?"

Apart from these, there is really no thorn to pick, damn it.

Accidentally caught a glimpse of Qin Shuobei's involuntary smile, Qin Yuan slapped the stack of white papers into his hands, and smiled, "I'm talking to you, I'm looking for smoke."

"I'm listening." Qin Shuobei licked his lips and replied softly, "Brother, continue talking."

"It's gone." Qin Yuan said coldly, and while they were talking, they walked to the place where he worked. A clerk who was on the phone at the door saw him and greeted him with gestures.

Qin Yuan responded with a smile, and explained to Qin Shuobei, "Go back. There is instant fried rice in the refrigerator, so don't worry about me."

"You can't buy anything to eat after get off work at that hour except bread and instant noodles." Qin Shuobei retorted lightly, "I'll make you some porridge."

Qin Yuan couldn't speak for a while, but kept everything in his throat, and looked at him with a pair of clear and sharp eyes.

No matter how you look at it, it's still annoying.

There are less than two months before the college entrance examination, and Qin Yuan's troubles can be queued from the east to the west of the city, and a mere Qin Shuobei can't get in the queue.

The results of the second model came down. In the self-study class on Saturday morning, the teacher called him into the office again. From the current difficulties to the long-term future, in the final analysis, he still wanted to persuade him to go to college.

Qin Yuan's hand holding the paper was hanging by his side, surrounded by the desk and the teachers listening to him, he was very confused, he thought: Could it be that my anger is so strong that it is flying to the face?

It seems that everyone can see that he is very anxious, only he himself is still living in self-deception calmly, firmly believing that his heart has been sharpened by life, and he is invulnerable to swords and guns. Don't go up, just pull it like this.

He said such wicked words to Wang Yihong when he was angry, but as a child who accepted and followed the traditional educational philosophy since he was a child, and a general admission student with no special background, the college entrance examination is indeed the only way out, and he has no choice.

...Do you really don't want to go?

The teacher asked thousands of times, as if he wanted to use this method to pry a real answer out of his mouth, Qin Yuan, are you afraid of not being able to pay the tuition so you don't want to go to school?

If it doesn’t work, the teachers and the school can help you... As long as you have collected the tuition and living expenses for the first semester, you can apply for scholarships every year for the rest... It’s not impossible...

Say anything.

Regardless of whether Qin Yuan likes to listen to those words, the other party always has a good intention, and there is no absolute need to understand his so-called difficulties. He has the ability to be reasonable, so he smiled and thanked those who worried about it. Adults.

——These are obviously not his blood relatives, there is no need to raise money for him, and there is no need to persuade him repeatedly.

"I'll think about it."

When he reached the office door, he turned around and bowed sincerely and respectfully.

"Thank you, teacher."

There was no need to go to self-study in the afternoon. After cleaning the inside and outside of the house, he went to the supermarket to buy vegetables for the past few days, a net bag of eggs and a small pot of cooking oil.

In April, the sky is windy and the sun is warm, but the poplar tree hairs floating all over the street are a bit unpleasant.When he got home, he took the plastic bag to the kitchen, and when he slid by the wall to put down the things, a brown spider suddenly crawled across the wall, with a round belly, and his movements were extremely sensitive, as fast as electricity.

Qin Yuan saw the timing, and stretched out his hand to pat it, but he was still half a beat too late, and the insidious and tenacious little bug escaped through his fingers and landed on his instep.

Qin Yuan looked at the eight furry legs, and immediately the back of his head went numb. When he hid back, he was hit by the kitchen counter. Now the spider's whereabouts are completely unknown. Did he get into the sewer while taking advantage of the chaos, or climbed onto him along the trouser legs.

in his body?

Thinking about it this way, the numb and itchy feeling also spread from the back of the head to the territory of the back very appropriately. For a while, Qin Yuan was so disgusted that he didn't move for a long time, and Qin Shuobei knocked on the door outside for almost 3 minutes, and finally Got in with the key.

"elder brother?"

He was surprised to see someone in the room, "So you are here."

"..." Qin Yuan was in a terrible state of crazy brain leaking at this time, the more he thought about it, the more frightening he was, and he agreed quite reluctantly, "Yes. I didn't hear it."

Qin Shuobei himself is the kind of child who is good at observing words and expressions. He pays more attention to some eyes and small movements than ordinary people. He can feel that Qin Yuan is covering up something for some embarrassing and embarrassing reasons, such as not wanting to let others I know, what I am afraid of.

If you ask now, you will definitely be scolded, and then you will slam the door and leave.

Qin Shuobei suddenly felt that his brother was kind of funny, this was a compliment, who would live a lifetime without anything to be afraid of, it was this kind of uncomfortable but still trying to be brave, it seemed very real.

It's the kind of truth with weakness, warmth and popularity that makes Qin Shuobei want to reach out and hug him, but dare not.

So he went back to the entrance calmly, brought a pair of slippers for his brother, walked up to him, knelt down on one knee and placed them next to his brother's bare feet.

He even tugged on Qin Yuan's trouser legs as he did when he was a child, and brought his thin ankle forward, "Put it on."

Qin Yuan lowered his head and looked at his younger brother, who was regarded as tall and burly among children of the same age, who was squatting beside his knees, hugging his knees and squatting obediently, with his face upturned, and his thick black hair clinging to Chu Xian docilely The angular eyebrows and eyes are pleasing to the eye no matter how you look at them.

He shivered again, "...I'm going to take a shower."

Still itchy.

But it doesn't seem to be the spider.