Oxidation reaction

When the door was closed, Fang Congxia's heartbeat was still fast.

He stood with his back against the door, and the elevator opposite the door stopped at the [-]th floor. Two seconds later, the red number in the small black box quickly moved down.

He counted down one floor at a time, and when he reached the 25th floor, Ruan Nancan's soft, pleading voice reappeared in his mind.

"I want to be your boyfriend"

"Want to sleep here with you"

"sleep like... like now"

"Don't be angry, I'm sorry, I was wrong"

Fang Congxia's breathing suddenly became hot as if he was on fire. He closed his eyes tightly and pressed his fist against his forehead. When the elevator stopped at the seventeenth floor, he let go of his hand and pressed the button to go downstairs.

With a ding, the elevator door slowly opened, and there was only a delivery boy in a yellow jacket standing inside. The other person glanced at him, then lowered his head and continued to look at his phone.

Fang Congxia walked in without expression, and pressed the number one.

The elevator descended very fast, and the delivery man went out first. Fang Congxia stayed in it for a while, and then came out slowly. When he reached the third streetlight, he stopped and squatted by the flower bed, lighting a cigarette.

From here, you can see the floor-to-ceiling windows of Fang Congxia's bedroom. When he looked up, the small square window was pitch black, with no light coming through.

At this time, Fang Congxia thought of Ruan Nancan sitting on the bed holding a glowing rabbit doll and looking up at him.

Simple and harmless, she didn't show any desire in that direction, as if she appeared on Fang Congxia's bed in JK Qingqu uniform tonight, not because of her own initiative, but because of some kind of coercion.

Thinking of this, Fang Congxia's face was a little hot, he rubbed his earlobe, and smoked heavily.

To be honest, Fang Congxia didn't feel disgusted or repelled by Ruan Nanshen's liking and his sudden and direct appearance at his house tonight, and was even a little surprised.

That night Ruan Nancan had no intention of confessing his love after drinking, Fang Congxia was surprised at first, and then he didn't want to admit it, but he had to admit the real joy.

Despite being single for years, he knows what that means.

He also likes Nguyen Nam Sam.

But after the joy, there is endless distress.

He wasn't ready to start a fabled relationship just yet.

Deeply influenced by the failed relationship between her parents, Fang Congxia believes that at the beginning of a healthy relationship, there must be three elements-abundant time to accompany each other, trust and love.

The reason why he put "plenty of time" first is because Fang Congxia felt that the primary factor that caused the relationship between Fang Weicheng and his mother to break up was the unreasonable allocation of time.

When Fang Congxia was just in primary school, Fang Weicheng's company took a big order, and he was so busy that he was socializing and drinking on weekends.

And his mother Fu Qing also returned to the reporter's post, writing, interviewing, and going out to the field, and she was also busy like a spinning top.

In that year, Fang Congxia spent two-thirds of his time with the company of his nanny. On the day of Chinese New Year, Fang Weicheng was on a business trip in City C, paid off to do interviews and reports in Country M, and spent time with his family reunion. Xia ate a deserted New Year's Eve meal alone in front of the Spring Festival Gala on TV.

Fang Weicheng and Fu Qing get together less and leave more, and the time they meet can be counted on one hand, and the common topics are naturally less and less.

The first fierce quarrel broke out on the eve of a parents' meeting. The cause was unknown to Cong Xia, but the sound of broken glass came from the living room in the middle of the night, followed by Fu Qing's loud curses. Far away, the seven-year-old Fang Congxia only vaguely heard a few words such as "integrity", "deception", and "professional ethics".

After the first time, naturally there will be the second, third and countless times. At that time, Fang Congxia was young and ignorant, and did not understand why the originally harmonious family was full of quarrels, cold wars and verbal abuse overnight.

All he knows is that he rarely goes home after paying off. Whenever Fang Weicheng mentions paying off, his eyebrows and eyes are full of contempt and sighs. In the life of the godson, other children have their mothers to accompany them, but he does not.

In the next few years, Fang Weicheng and Fu Qing had an ugly fight. One month before they decided to divorce, Fu Qing went abroad to follow up and report a serious air accident. There was a gun battle, and Fu Qing was shot and died.

In the third month after Fu Qing's death, another woman appeared in the family. Only then did Fang Congxia know that Fang Weicheng had always had another home outside all these years.

Since then, Fang Congxia has decided to leave Fang Weicheng and live independently.

He planned to never return to this city after graduating from high school, and never get in touch with Fang Weicheng.

It happened to be the second semester of the third year of high school. Because she rejected a girl's confession, the girl spread rumors everywhere that he was gay and had a crush on Gao Zhi, a good brother for many years.

Fang Congxia has never denied being gay, but having a crush on Gao Zhi is pure nonsense.

When the rumor reached Fang Congxia's ears, he and Gao Zhi couldn't stand up laughing, but neither of them thought about explaining or clarifying.

At that time, Gao Zhi had been with the girl he liked for half a year, and Gao Zhi's girlfriend was far away abroad. Three months later, Gao Zhi would go to the same country to finish his studies with her.

The incident became more and more troublesome. After Fang Weicheng found out about it, it was rare for him to go home.

At first, Fang Weicheng also thought it was a rumor, and talked to Fang Congxia in a good voice, and said that Fang Congxia had always had excellent grades, and no matter how he looked at it, he didn't seem like a person who would do that kind of thing.

But Fang Congxia sneered after hearing this, looked at Fang Weicheng coldly, and said expressionlessly: "It's not a rumor, I just like men."

Fang Weicheng's face darkened suddenly, as if he wanted to provoke Fang Weicheng deliberately, he paused for two seconds, Fang Congxia shouted at Fang Weicheng even louder: "I can't get up with Shi Shi, so, do you want to send me to see a doctor?"

Since then, the relationship between father and son has been shattered. Fang Weicheng immediately threw a set of blue and white porcelain tea sets on the coffee table, scolded Fang Congxia for not being clear-headed, and asked him to think carefully before speaking, and then slammed the door and left.

However, a week later, rumors even reached the ears of Fang Weicheng's company shareholders. Due to multiple factors such as face and the company, Fang Weicheng came to Fang Congxia's school in person, and used some means to calm the school down.

In order to make a good show, he slapped Fang Congxia with a cold face, and then warned Fang Congxia that if he continued like this, he would have to sever the relationship between father and son.

Unexpectedly, Fang Congxia agreed, and Fang Weicheng was so angry that he was admitted to the hospital.

After the college entrance examination, Fang Congxia moved out of that house. When filling out his volunteer application, he did not hesitate to fill in a university three thousand kilometers away from the city.

And now, returning to this city is just a matter of work.

It was an accident to meet Ruan Nam-san, and it was also an accident to fall in love with Ruan Nam-san.

None of this is in his life plan for the next five years, so he's not sure if the current self is capable of starting a perfect relationship.

But he wanted to be with Ruan Nam Chan.

After Fang Congxia smoked a pack of cigarettes, his phone vibrated. He took it out and saw that it was Ruan Nanshen's call.

Fang Congxia's heart skipped a beat, and she unconsciously squeezed the cigarette case in her hand.

He stared at the words "Ruan Nancan" on the screen for a long time, and when he was mentally prepared to answer, the phone hung up by himself.

Fang Congxia breathed a sigh of relief.

In the next second, the message notification bar will automatically pop up a warning that "the battery is only 5.00% left".

Fang Congxia didn't pay much attention. He found Ruan Nancan's phone number, looked at the string of numbers, and hesitated whether to dial it back.

Just as he was thinking, 2 minutes later, Ruan Nancan called again. His index finger was hanging on the connect button above the screen. When he pressed it, the phone automatically turned off.

He froze for a moment, feeling relieved, but at the same time felt a little uneasy and guilty.

After smoking a cigarette, Fang Congxia looked up at the floor-to-ceiling windows of the bedroom, stood up, thought for a while, and went back to the Internet cafe where he and Gao Zhi and the others played games just now.

Gao Zhi was playing vigorously, when he saw someone suddenly sitting on the empty computer next to him, he glanced distractedly, and grinned.

"Yo, didn't you go?"

Fang Congxia plugged the charger borrowed from the front desk lady into the USB port of the computer host, and then connected it to the charging port of the mobile phone, and said, "Well, I didn't bring the key, so I came back again."

"Oh."

Gao Zhi withdrew his gaze and asked him, "Then do two more blows?"

Fang Congxia lowered his eyes and shook his head, sighed, "I'm not in the mood."

"What's the matter?" Gao Zhi killed the last head, and a Wing prompt popped up on the computer screen. He closed the game window, lit a cigarette, and asked, "What's going on? Tell me."

"I..." When Fang Congxia hesitated for a while, he turned on his phone and said to Gao Zhi, "I want to fall in love."

At this time, five new WeChat messages popped up in the message notification bar, showing that the contact person was Ruan Nancan.

Fang Congxia's fingertips paused, and Gao Zhi just said, "Talk if you want to. What are you struggling with? People don't like you?"

Fang Congxia opened WeChat, there were five voice messages, he glanced at Gao Zhi, found out the earphone and connected it, and said: "No, he likes me.

I...I like him too. "

"Then what are you bothered about?"

Ruan Nanshen's voice came from the earphones, he seemed to have cried, and his nasal voice was a bit heavy, he said: "I was rude tonight, I know what you mean, I'm sorry, I won't bother you again, Zai Zai And... your clothes, I will have my brother deliver them to you tomorrow."

The second voice started to play automatically, Fang Congxia's heart choked, and her lips tightened.

"We...will never see each other again in the future. Well, since that's the case, you can listen to these words if you want to, and forget it if you don't. Just pretend I haven't sent these few messages."

"Counting to today, I have liked you for five years. You don't know that we are in the same school in high school, right? I asked you two months ago when I invited you to eat in the R cafeteria. Do you remember a certain afternoon in the third year of high school? I have a very good and smart child, and that child is me."

"Actually, I don't know why I fell in love with you, it's very inexplicable, anyway, I just like you.

When I was in the High School Attached to R University, I really liked you. I liked to secretly follow you home after school. I secretly saw the photos of your honor wall many times in the third month of high school exams every month, and when you were doing exercises between classes, The way you run isn't serious at all, but... nice. "

"You probably don't remember that on the night of the graduation ceremony of the third year of high school, I told you that I liked you at the gate of your community.

At that time, you asked me how old I was, said that you didn't like little bastards, and told me that children should not have sex. "

"But I'm not a child now, and you still don't like me."

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