Oxidation reaction

The Internet cafe was full of voices, and the teenagers at the back table jumped up and down excitedly, patting the table and stepping on the chairs, making the eardrums numb from the noise.

Fang Congxia didn't feel anything, he took a breath, his fingertips trembled, and clicked on these voices again.

Two minutes later, he lowered his eyes and took off the earphones. In the next second, Ruan Nancan's last message appeared in the chat box of the mobile phone together with "You haven't added the other party as a friend".

Ruan Nancan said: "Goodbye, Fang Congxia."

Fang Congxia's violently beating heart trembled suddenly, as if it had been taken from his chest, leaving nothing but a void.

He felt a sore throat and sore eyes. He took a deep breath, pressed the keyboard, and tried to send a punctuation mark, but what popped up was a red exclamation mark and "Failed to send, please add the other party as a friend first." .

Ruan Nancan deleted him.

"What's wrong with you?" Gao Zhi felt Fang Congxia's strangeness, raised his hand to touch his arm, and said, "Why do you have a terminally ill expression?"

Fang Congxia raised his head, his eyes were red, he looked at Gao Zhi, his voice was low and hoarse, "He deleted me, he wants to see me again."

Gao Zhi was silent and quiet, he restrained his smile and playfulness, and said seriously: "Who deleted you? What happened?"

"Ruan Nancan."

Fang Congxia's lips moved, her fingers paused, and she couldn't help sending two words. The red exclamation mark and "Failed to send, please add the other party as a friend" appeared on the screen again.

Gao Zhi was not surprised when he heard Ruan Nanshen's name. He was silent for two seconds and asked Fang Congxia, "Why did he delete you?"

Fang Congxia didn't make a sound, staring blankly at the WeChat chat dialog box on the phone screen.

"Did he... confess to you?" Gao Zhi glanced at Fang Congxia and asked tentatively.

Fang Congxia suddenly raised his head, his eyes fixed on Gao Zhi, "How do you know?"

Gao Zhi understood, relaxed his body and leaned against the chair, and replied: "I just guessed whether he likes you or not, but I didn't expect it to be true."

Fang Congxia still didn't speak, and looked at him with a slightly confused and shocked expression.

Gao Zhi paused for a moment, then continued, "I told you once that when high school was over, there was always a kid following you. You laughed at me as crazy, but you didn't seem to care."

"That child is Ruan Nam Tsam."

Gao Zhi didn't give Fang Congxia a chance to react, and continued: "In the second semester of the third year of high school, when the rumors spread the most, there was a speech under the national flag that shocked the whole school. The content was...about The popular science of homosexuality, the speaker is also Ruan Nam Tsang."

What was he doing then?Fang Congxia clenched his knuckles tightly, he closed his eyes, and the surroundings suddenly became quiet. It seemed that Ruan Nancan's immature eyebrows and eyes five years ago, and the clear blue sky appeared in front of his eyes.

It was a very fine Monday. After the second class in the morning, the school held a flag-raising ceremony as usual.

Because the school uniform trousers were dirty when Gao Zhi skipped class the night before, and were thrown into the washing machine by the nanny to wash them, so Fang Congxia only wore a school uniform jacket for the flag-raising ceremony that Monday.

The school requires neat and uniform dress, otherwise the class involved will be deducted conduct points.

The head teacher was very angry, and took Fang Congxia to the back of the team alone to criticize him.

Maybe the head teacher's husband didn't send her to work that day, so she didn't vent her anger, pointing at Fang Congxia's nose and cursing for 10 minutes.

When Fang Congxia returned to the team, the speech that shocked the teachers and students of the school had already ended in a farce.

Fang Congxia was scolded for being in a bad mood for no reason. When Gao Zhi mentioned it, he didn't pay much attention to it, and only regarded it as a spice for a boring life.

Therefore, he didn't know that the protagonist of the speech was Nguyen Nam Tsan, and he didn't know what the meaning of the speech under the national flag was, and he missed the only chance to know Nguyen Nam Tsan.

Thinking of this, Fang Congxia felt that his respiratory tract was blocked by a ball of cotton, and a sore, soft, stagnant feeling slowly spread from his heart.

He sighed heavily, looked down at the dialogue with Ruan Nancan, then raised his head and whispered to Gao Zhi: "Blame me, what else do you know? Tell me everything."

"I know that."

Gao Zhi glanced at him, "If you like someone, you can't hide your eyes. The way Ruan Nancan looks at you is different from mine. Don't you feel it?"

Fang Congxia shook his head, he has always been slow in emotion, not even as sharp as Gao Zhi, a straight man.

After a short silence, Gao Zhi asked him again: "Since you like him, and he likes you, then what are you struggling with?"

"I...I'm very busy with work, I'm afraid I don't have enough time for him."

Fang Congxia locked the phone, frowned and said, "I'm still five years older than him, is there... a generation gap?"

"My family is not happy, and I have an illegitimate daughter, will Ruan Nan attend the meeting?"

After saying this, Fang Congxia thought for a while, frowned even more, and his tone unconsciously became heavy: "I don't have much money, I'm afraid I can't give him a good life, will he, he think I'm poor?"

"..." Gao Zhi rolled his eyes to the sky, and laughed out of breath, "You're so tangled up! You're so fucking in love, you haven't gotten married yet!"

"I'm laughing so hard, why are you acting like an old cadre? You're thinking about the future before you start working on it."

Fang Congxia was at a loss for words, frowned depressingly, and said, "I don't want to start with enough preparation, you know about Fang Weicheng and my mother..."

"That's different."

Gao Zhi said, "You see, when I was young, I was with Xiaoxi.

After so many years, I'm almost married, and it's fine. "

"Preparation is impossible to be fully prepared. The object of the engagement is not to buy vegetables and cook. There will never be a day when you are fully prepared."

"Let's talk if you want to talk. How do you know you can't do it if you don't try?"

Fang Congxia smiled bitterly, "But he deleted me, and he wants to see me again."

"Then you can chase after him, he must have liked you for a long time."

Gao Zhi felt speechless, "What will happen if you chase him once?"

Fang Congxia thought for a moment, with firm eyes, and said, "Well, of course I want to chase."