i love you after all

After Chu Qiu left, Danjin went back to the bedroom, turned off the light, and lay on the bed curled up with the quilt in her arms.She was already a little unwell, and coupled with the lingering depression in her heart at this moment, she no longer had the heart to read the script.

With the curtains drawn and the lights turned off, I didn't know how many hours passed in a daze.

These few hours are not easy, she wants to look at her mobile phone, but she will be in a daze for a long time while holding the mobile phone.After an unknown period of time, when she started to feel sleepy, there was a faint sound of keys turning in the lock from the door, followed by the rhythm of footsteps that were so familiar.

The footsteps stayed in the living room for 2 minutes, and then slowly approached her bedroom.

The door was carefully opened a crack, and the light from the living room streamed in, illuminating Chu Qiu's furry head cutely.

"Tanjin, are you asleep?" Her voice was controlled softly and gently.

Danjin hid in the dark and looked at her, not knowing how to answer.Chu Qiu waited for a while, seeing no sound, thought he was asleep, and prepared to close the door.

"I didn't sleep." Dan Jin said hurriedly.

Chu Qiu came in, sat on the edge of the bed beside Dan Jin, chuckled lightly: "Why don't you turn on the light?"

"...I don't want to open it."

Dan Jin was silent for a moment, and said, "Did you go to see that male classmate in the afternoon?"

"Ah..." Chu Qiu lowered her head, the light was too dim, her ears seemed to be turning red, "You guessed it."

"..." Dan Jin turned his head away, looked at another dark place, and said in a very soft voice, "I don't like you seeing him."

Chu Qiu subconsciously asked, "Why?"

"You...are still in high school, so busy with your studies, and there are so many things going on recently..." Danjin tapped the quilt tightly with her fingers, with a calm expression on her face, "In short, you are too young to be in a relationship."

After hearing this, Chu Qiu was stunned for a while, and then murmured: "I didn't want to fall in love with him."

Dan Jin looked at her with a bit of disappointment in his eyes, "You're lying, you obviously like him."

"I do not have."

"You lied to me."

"I did not lie to you."

Chu Qiu suddenly met her eyes, with a scorching light in her eyes, she said clearly: "I really don't want to fall in love with him. Dan Jin, why don't you understand? The person I want to fall in love with is you."

There was a bang in Danjin's head.

"You... what did you say?"

"I said, I want to fall in love with you. Don't you want to fall in love with me, Danjin?" Chu Qiu smiled softly, "Ask your own heart, you also like me. Otherwise, what would you eat Where's the vinegar?"

"Why am I jealous?" Dan Jin looked at her in confusion.

"You said, you don't like me seeing him because I'm too young. But you said before that it's normal for me to fall in love at my age. So, you feel unhappy, not because I was young. In love, but because I didn't fall in love with you, right?"

"What are you talking about..." Dan Jin widened his eyes in shock.

Chu Qiu grabbed Dan Jin's wrist, sat forward a little, slowly bent down, and looked at Dan Jin very closely, "Why don't you accept Sister Yanran's marriage proposal?"

"I……"

"Tell her, what are you waiting for?"

"..."

"What are you waiting for, Tanjin?"

Dan Jin looked at Chu Qiu's beautiful eyes and lost her mind.

"Say, what are you waiting for?"

"I……"

"Admit it, you're waiting for me to grow up."

Chu Qiu lowered his head slowly, the tip of his nose had already rubbed against Dan Jin's, and the warm breath he exhaled while speaking was ambiguously entangled with Dan Jin's exhalation.

"You have already recognized this fact in your heart. You know, in this world, only I love you the most."

"I do love you the most, Danjin."

As soon as these light words fell, Chu Qiu's head sank an inch.

Soft and warm lips gently fell on the cold lips.

Dan Jin's mind went blank, she put her hands on Chu Qiu's shoulder helplessly, but her first reaction was not to push her away.

Suddenly a childish voice broke into my mind.

—"Can you not wait until I grow up to like me, but just like me in a while?"

— "If you marry me, I won't leave you alone."

— "If... if there is a day when there is no weed and no soil, you can eat me."

—"When I grow up, I will draw you a better one. Before that, don't marry someone else."

-"I miss you so much."

— "I'll give you half of my fire extinguisher."

— "If the fire is going to burn you, I'd rather it burn me first."

— "Even if I smash myself to death, I won't throw it over."

- "Dan Jin."

— "If I'm going to call them sister in the future, then don't call you sister. You are different from them. I will only call you by your first name. You are different."

You are different.

She inexplicably remembered that night in Yitian's crew many years ago.

That night, she and Jiang Yanran were walking on the night road, and the orange street lights made circles one after another on the dark road.Jiang Yanran asked her, Xiao Jin, do you think about others?She replied—

What did she answer?

Who is she going to marry?

Who is she waiting for to grow up?

Danjin closed her eyes in pain, trembling all over.Chu Qiu hugged her even tighter, and kissed her deeper and deeper, the wet and soft touch rolled around her lips, the tip of her smooth tongue gently touched her lips, and the tip of her teeth gnawed pitifully at every inch of her lips.This is really a more real and lingering kiss than any previous kiss scene, so lingering that Dan Jin melted into water in that person's arms, and could no longer be pushed away.

She felt hot, unusually hot. There seemed to be a layer of sticky sweat behind her ears and neck, and the air between her nostrils became dry. Her cheeks and the tips of her ears were scorching hot, as if nosebleeds could flow out in the next second. generally.

"Well……"

"Um……"

"Chuqiu..." she called her vaguely.

"Dan Jin." Chu Qiu gently responded to her, "Dan Jin."

Those murmurs were like a pool of warm spring water, wrapping her properly, making her chest overflow with peace of mind and satisfaction that had never been born before.

light brocade.

light brocade.

"Tanjin?"

"Um……?"

"Tanjin, what's wrong with you?"

What's wrong?What's wrong?

"Do you have a fever?"

fever?

"Danjin, wake up quickly."

Dan Jin struggled to open his eyes, and his eyes were piercingly bright.

She squinted her eyes in a trance for a long time before realizing that she had just fallen asleep.

Those madness, those lingering, unexpectedly just a dream.

Dream……?

It turns out...it was just a dream.

She has been dreaming next to Chu Qiu recently.

The real Chu Qiu was sitting beside her bed at this time, looking at her anxiously, "Danjin, are you okay? Why are you sweating so much?"

Dan Jin's eyes focused on Chu Qiu, her mind was still full of the picture of her kissing herself, she couldn't help but look at Chu Qiu's lips, after watching for a few seconds, she suddenly woke up again.

What dream did she just have?

In her dream and early autumn...

Did they do what lovers do? !

Not only that, but she also imagined the scene where Chu Qiu confessed to herself!

I didn't think it was strange when I was in a dream, but the more I thought about it after waking up, the more absurd it became. How could Chu Qiu have that kind of thought about himself?She is a normal child, and she wants to have a normal relationship with a boy of her age, but she is a woman in her thirties, an old woman who is 13 years older than her.

For the first time, Danjin felt disgusted.Nausea to the point of nausea in the throat.

"Danjin..." Seeing that Danjin was so abnormal, Chu Qiu anxiously held her hand.

Danjin, however, seemed to have been electrocuted, and withdrew her hand in a panic.She stabilized her mind and tried her best to control her trembling voice: "...you just came back."

"Yeah, I just came back. I wanted to see if you were asleep, but I was shocked when I saw you sweating profusely."

"Did you have fun with your classmate?" Dan Jin looked down at the bed sheet, expressionless.

Chu Qiu opened his mouth, "You...you know? I did meet him once, but I..."

"It's okay, I don't want to blame you." Danjin clenched her hands into fists hidden in the quilt, and said the next sentence with some difficulty, "That boy is very nice, I like to see you together."

Chu Qiu's big eyes lost their focus, and unconsciously murmured: "But Dan Jin..."

"Chuqiu, don't call me by my name again."

Dan Jin avoids Chu Qiu's eyes.

Maybe it didn't matter to her to call her Danjin before, but after this dream, she can no longer hear her call herself that.Every time, every time the word "Dan Jin" was read softly from Chu Qiu's mouth, she couldn't suppress the throbbing pain in her heart.

You are different.

But she didn't want to be different from her.

Chu Qiu bit her lower lip, tears seemed to well up in her eyes.She asked in a low voice, "Then what should I call you?"

After a moment of silence, Danjin said lightly: "Don't you know what Xiaoqian calls me?"

"Why? Why is it like this all of a sudden?" Chu Qiu's eyes were full of bewilderment.

"...As a junior, it's not a bad thing to be polite and educated." Dan Jin's voice sounded very stable, and there was nothing unusual about it, "You don't want to go out in the future, because people say that you are not big or small."

Chu Qiu lowered her head, she could actually feel something unusual, since the island, the relationship between them has been chaotic and confused, and the way Dan Jin looks at her has also changed.Although Danjin is well disguised most of the time, she can occasionally catch her complicated eyes looking at herself.Sure enough, this kind of ambiguity is absolutely not allowed for Dan Jin, and it will be a matter of time to open up the distance, if not today, there will always be such a day.

She already knew that Tam Kam was straight, since she was seven years old.

Danjin couldn't accept a woman as perfect as Jiang Yanran, so could she still accept herself?

"If I say I don't want to change, will you agree?" Chu Qiu asked in a low voice.

Danjin just said: "Xiaoqian has done better than you."

If you ask someone a question, and she answers something that is not the question, it is already an answer.Chu Qiu understood this truth, so he lowered his head obediently: "I understand."

After a while, she called out again in a low voice: "Sister."

Danjin didn't move, didn't respond, didn't even raise his head.

Chu Qiu stood up, picked up the bag that had been kept by her side, put it on Dan Jin's bedside table, and said, "Douji zongzi, eat it while it's hot."

After speaking, she quickly left the room.

The carefully wrapped red bean paste rice dumpling was lying vaguely in a transparent plastic bag. The inside of the bag had been covered with moisture, and tiny drops of water hung on the plastic paper, leaving a wet mark down.

Dan Jin looked at it and was stunned for a moment.

And the person who sent it disappeared as if fleeing.

Back in her bedroom, Chu Qiu tightly closed the door, unable to hold back the tears in her eyes any longer.She slid against the door and knelt on the ground, sobbing, crying like an abandoned child, helpless and desperate.

Dan Jin, do you know that red bean paste rice dumplings are hard to find this season?

Do you know that I begged Zhang Yuelu for a long time before he agreed to take me to that small restaurant ten kilometers away?

Did you know that sitting on a motorcycle at nine o'clock in the evening and blowing the wind can make your head hurt?

You know, I'm sad.

Dan Jin, what an idiot who doesn't know anything.

The author has something to say:【"If you ask someone a question, if she answers something that is not what you asked, then she has already answered." from Mu Xin's "The Past of Plain Shoes"]

In the last chapter, only two students answered correctly. Chu Qiu went to find Zhang Yuelu to make zongzi

I am afraid that Dan Jin will enter the stage of chasing his wife and crematorium