i love you after all

The next morning.

Danjin had a hard night.She didn't dare to sleep at first, she just leaned against the head of the bed and looked at the bag of red bean paste dumplings in a daze, she was afraid that she would dream of those horrible scenes again after falling asleep.But without going to bed, she couldn't help but think about Chu Qiu, especially what Chu Qiu said to her in her dream.

She doesn't want to fall in love, what is she waiting for?

What are you waiting for?

Being so entangled, she was sleepy for a while, and woke up for a while, often struggling between sobriety and chaos again and again.After it was finally dawn outside, she got out of bed hesitantly, walked out of the bedroom carefully, came to the door of Chu Qiu's room, raised her hand to knock on the door, but couldn't knock for a long time.

She must ask her, ask clearly.

Dan Jin's heart skipped a beat, and he knocked down.

After waiting for a while, no one came to open the door.Danjin thought he had knocked lightly, and knocked harder a few times, but still no one came to open it.

"Chu Qiu?" She tentatively called her.

No one answered.

Dan Jin suddenly felt empty in her heart, hurriedly opened the door and went in, looked around the room for a few times, the blood in the veins seemed to be frozen and solidified.

She's not here anymore.Not only was she not there, the suitcase and toiletries she had brought were gone.

Dan Jin was stunned for a long time, then remembered to take out her phone and open WeChat.

Be sure to have unread messages.

Danjin breathed a sigh of relief when she saw Chuqiu's dialog box and didn't read the red dot.But after seeing the words in front of the red dot clearly, Danjin's back froze immediately.

I'm back to Jinjiang.

Simple, just five thin words, it is not even necessary to open the dialog box.

Dan Jin frowned tightly, covering her chest with her right hand, feeling a dull pain there.She is a mature adult, and of course she knows what this distressing emotion means.She always thought that it was Chu Qiu who couldn't do without her, but now she discovered that she couldn't do without Chu Qiu.

She has completely gotten used to Chu Qiu's loyalty and following her, just like a hound's unswerving loyalty to its master until death.So much so that whenever she voluntarily leaves once, she cannot accept this kind of "betrayal".

But she shouldn't have such feelings.That was the child she had grown up with since she was a child, and it had been a part of her life for more than ten years. Chu Qiu's existence should be the same as Xiao Qian's, her closest sister.But as an older sister, she actually had such a fatal dependence on her younger sister.

Is she sick?

She must be sick.

She has to go see a doctor.

Dan Jin simply put on a coat at the entrance, changed her shoes, and went out with only her mobile phone and wallet.

After taking a taxi, she told the master to go to the nearest hospital.

When I arrived at the hospital, the nurse at the registration window looked at her slightly puffed cheeks, with sleepiness in her eyes: "Is it the stomatology department?"

"No..." Dan Jin adjusted his sunglasses on the bridge of his nose, his voice sounded a little unnatural, "I'm... a psychiatrist."

After taking the number, Danjin lowered her head and took the elevator to the psychiatric floor very low-key.This was the first time she came to the hospital voluntarily after she learned the news ten years ago, and the smell of disinfectant in the corridor became a little strange to her.

There are few people in the morning, and even fewer people come to see the psychiatrist.There is no need to line up in line, the doctor is waiting for her at the door of the department.

Holding the medical record book, Dan Jin stood at the door and hesitated for a long time.

The young doctor poked his neck out: "Ma'am, are you here to see a doctor?"

Danjin had no choice but to go in and sat on the stool opposite the doctor, her head was still there, a little sweat dripped from the tip of her nose, and her sunglasses slipped down a bit.

The doctor took the registration form and asked in a gentle voice: "Do you think something is not going well recently?"

Dan Jin didn't speak.

The doctor asked a few more questions, but Danjin never spoke.The doctor had no choice but to take out a test paper and hand it to Dan Jin, "Why don't you do these questions first, and I'll help you find out the crux."

"..."

"Miss?"

Dan Jin suddenly felt that the behavior of visiting the psychiatrist was like a mental illness.

She got up suddenly, picked up her medical records, and said hurriedly: "I still have something to do, sorry for wasting your time, goodbye."

After finishing speaking, she quickly left the department, regardless of how the doctor behind her called her.

She just got on the elevator, and she let out a long sigh of relief. Unfortunately, before the breath was finished, her heart was suspended by the sudden ringing of the mobile phone.She hurriedly took out her mobile phone, feeling inexplicably expectant while taking it.

What jumped on the screen was Xiaoqian's name.

She sighed lightly, connected the phone, put it to her ear, and an unexpected panicked voice came from the receiver:

"Sister, I don't know what to do... Sister Xue'er has been shutting herself in the room for two days. No matter how I knock on the door, there is no response. Sister Yanran's cell phone can't get through. You... can you call back?" Going to Jinjiang, I, I don't know what to..."

"What's the matter? Speak slowly, don't worry." Danjin collected her mood, regained her identity as an older sister, and comforted Xiaoqian in a gentle voice, "Did something happen to Xue'er?"

"……Blame me."

Xiaoqian's voice seemed to be crying.

Danqian, like Danjin, is a person who hardly sheds tears, and because she is too sensible, she will not let herself cry in front of Danjin.So as soon as Danjin heard the choking in those three words, she knew something big had really happened.

"Xiao Qian, don't cry, I'll go back right away."

Chu Qiu tiredly dragged the suitcase and opened the door. Before she could put down her keys and bag, she heard Dan Qian shouting to her from the second floor: "Chu Qiu!"

Chu Qiu raised her head subconsciously, saw that there were still tears hanging on Danqian's face, she paused in her mind, "Sister Xiaoqian, you, why are you crying?"

Dan Qian trotted down all the way, grabbed Chu Qiu's wrist, trembling tightly, "Chu Qiu, help me."

"How can I help you?"

"Sister Xue'er has been in the room for two days. There is no sound at all. I can't knock on the door, and no one answers when I call her. I..."

Chu Qiu threw the bag away, pulled Danqian and ran to the second floor, "Then break the door open!"

"I tried." The faint voice was trembling.

It was only then that Chu Qiu realized that the hand she was holding was soft yet moist and hot. She grasped it tightly and turned it over, only to see that thin and pale hand was covered with blood, especially the side of the little finger. The scratches from the wooden door spread all the way to the wrist.

Chu Qiu sighed shortly, came to the door of Xiong Xueer's bedroom, looked it up and down, took a breath, and kicked it with all his strength.

The wooden door rattled, but stood uncommonly strong and intact.

Chu Qiu kicked a few more times, but the wooden door didn't budge.She gritted her teeth and took a few steps to her room upstairs, moved out Erlang Shen and hurried back, picked up the heavy fire extinguisher can and smashed it on the door lock.

Boom!

Boom!

Erlangshen was deformed by the smash, Chu Qiu didn't care, and slammed it on the door lock with all his strength.After smashing it more than a dozen times, Chu Qiu threw the fire extinguisher and kicked hard again, the door was finally kicked open with a bang.

Xiong Xueer lay paralyzed on the bed, her face was pale, her lips were purple, as if she had fallen into a deep coma.A pile of countless beer cans was poured by her hand, and the air was filled with the smell of alcohol that was so concentrated that it made people sick.

Chu Qiu and Dan Qian knelt beside her, and there was no response after calling a few times, Chu Qiu immediately took out his mobile phone and called the emergency number, and called the ambulance from Jinjiang City Hospital.

Half an hour later, Xiong Xueer was pushed into the emergency room.

Chu Qiu and Danqian sat outside the emergency room, their hearts were so high that they didn't dare to breathe.

I don't know how long it took before a doctor wearing a mask came out of the emergency room, pushed his glasses, and asked, "Are you the patient's family?"

Danqian immediately stood up, "I am."

"The patient is intoxicated by alcohol. The high concentration of ethanol intake has temporarily anesthetized the respiratory center and the nerve center that controls the heartbeat. If you send her later, she will die of hypoxia." The patient shook his head, "Young man, less Drink a little, you really don't want your life."

"……Thank you."

The doctor glanced at her, lowered his head and wrote something, "Fortunately, it's nothing serious. I'll be transferred to the general ward in a while."

"Ok, thank you."

The doctor was very impressed with the politeness, nodded in satisfaction, and turned to enter the emergency room.

After a while, Xiong Xueer was pushed out intact.Chu Qiu and Dan Qian followed her to the ward, and after watching the nurse give her a bottle of IV, Chu Qiu quietly left the ward.

When she walked out the door, she glanced behind her at the thin figure sitting by the bed.

Do the daughters of the Dan family torture people like this?

Chu Qiu didn't go far, so she found a stool in front of the ward and sat down, crossed her arms and hugged her, and dozed off with her head down slightly.

I didn't sleep all night, caught the fastest flight in the morning, and went home again after this toss.She is so tired, you can feel her tiredness just by looking at her outline.

Her long straight black hair wrapped her thin shoulders, the white shirt was stained with sporadic blood and wine stains, and the jade bracelet on her wrist slid to the position close to the elbow, making her even more slender and thin.

When Dan Jin hurried to the ward area, she saw this scene.

She just sat there alone, taking a quiet nap in her arms, like a kitten curled up on the hood of a car in the snow.

In that instant, she wanted her.It's as ordinary and unreasonable as asking for something to eat, a horse to ride, and a soft bed to sleep in.

What should I do with you.

Early autumn.

Dan Jin sat next to Chu Qiu calmly, stroked her shoulder, and let her lean into his arms.

After a while, Chu Qiu's dull voice came: "Dan Jin?"

"It's me." Dan Jin replied in a low voice.

"I'm sorry... I called you by your name again," Chu Qiu said with a hoarse voice and a smile, "Sister."

Dan Jin never thought that hearing Chu Qiu call her "sister" would make her more sad than hearing her called "Dan Jin".

"Chu Qiu, you can call it whatever you want, I won't restrain you anymore."

But Chu Qiu shook his head and continued to laugh, "No, I also don't think it should be so big or small, it's fine as it is now."

"Chu Qiu..." Dan Jin's hand on Chu Qiu's shoulder couldn't help but get tighter and tighter.

"Are you going back to Jinjiang because of Sister Xue'er?"

Dan Jin was silent for a moment, then hummed.

Chu Qiu's smile became more and more bitter, "So... among the reasons you came back, was it because of me at all?"

Before the word "yes" came out, Dan Jin bit it in his mouth in time, and the bite was tight.She couldn't say it, and couldn't say it.

"I asked the question that bothered you again, didn't I?"

Chu Qiu laughed at himself and got up from Dan Jin's arms.She stood up wearily, leaning on the wall and leaving bit by bit.Xiong Xueer is accompanied by Danqian, she is not needed anymore, and Danjin is going to see Xiong Xueer, so she is not needed anymore.In this place, no one needs her anymore.

The author has something to say: ["At that moment, she wanted him. It was as ordinary and unreasonable as wanting something to eat, a horse to ride, and a soft bed to sleep in." from Margot Ritter Mitchell "Gone with the Wind"]

Regarding the question in the last chapter, I really admire you. Although you can't see other people's comments, you are very unanimous in expressing that Dan Jin and Dan Qian should not die, let Chu Qiu die.

Early autumn:? ? ?

Chu Qiu did something wrong! ! !