restless youth syndrome

So many that I haven't had time to watch yet.

It seemed that I stayed in that boundless room for a long time, until I fell asleep, and still did not leave.I know this is a coma, maybe in reality I passed out because of the pain, or passed out because of the anesthesia/drugs, in short maybe until I wake up, I won't leave here.

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The crying of the baby surrounds me, and there are still bursts of ringing in my ears, as well as the annoying beeping of the instrument.

dazzling.dazzling.dazzling.

What the hell is pricking my eyes, it's so sore.

I opened my eyes, saw the glare of the sun, and closed them again.It took me a while to see things, although I still felt sour.

Following the baby's voice, I turned around and saw two red-faced children lying in the stroller beside me.

It turned out to be two children.

I looked at them, although I didn't know if they were boys or girls, but since there were two of them, both names of Zhang Qi and Zhang Ran could be used.

Two children, the house doesn't have to be a mess in the future, but it's a good thing, two people can be companions, so they won't be too lonely.

From this direction, I can only vaguely see the face of one of them, and the eyebrows and eyes really look like Zhang Zechen. ——Does the other one look like me?

I tried to get closer, trying to get a closer look at the other child's appearance, that is, I leaned forward, and I found Zhang Zechen sitting on the sofa not far away, staring at me, his eyes were very plain, and the plainness made me terrified , he seemed to be sitting there for a long time.

So I saw that the child's mood disappeared in an instant, and the movement of leaning forward was changed to sitting on the head of the bed, trying to calm down my mood.

I want Zhang Zechen to give me an explanation why he didn't go home that night, but was with someone else.

If he admits he was wrong, I will forgive him without hesitation.

Because I love him so much, so much.Although this love is not great enough to tolerate all his betrayals, it is undeniable that my love for him is close to selfless.

I dedicated my whole life, ideals, dignity and even freedom to him.

It was silent, no one spoke first.

The babies were all tired from crying and fell asleep, leaving only the beeping sound of the instrument and the tinnitus that I had gradually gotten used to.

I looked at him, and he looked at me too.

It was a terrifying look with puzzlement, loss and another emotion that only belonged to Zhang Zechen.

The cold and numb hands of the infusion suddenly pricked me, pulling me back to reality.

I took a few deep breaths and organized my words: "Why didn't you go home on Christmas?"

"You know why I didn't come home."

"Then you admit it?"

"I admit."

"Zhang Zechen!" I shouted, "How could you do that?"

"I apologize."

"Why can you answer my question in such a peaceful tone? You don't feel any guilt in your heart? I gave up my dignity as a man for you. I even have a big belly like a woman. What do those people in the manor think of me? How do I see myself?! I feel like a monster! Zhang Zechen, what do you think of me?"

"I regard you as my love."

"In that case, why are you doing this to me?!"

"Because you are my lover. I like you, and I don't want you to hurt."

"Then do you know how uncomfortable I was when I saw you with someone else that day?"

"It's like seeing you and Fang Luo together."

"You sent someone to monitor/watch me?"

"And I'm proud of my endurance. Now, let's settle old scores."?

No.18 disease

? Zhang Zechen stood up from the sofa and walked towards me slowly.

Whenever he spoke to me in a very serious tone, something bad was about to happen.And now his bad mood is so bad that it has already shown on his face.

He approached my bed and sat down.

"Lele, I really want to treat you well." His hand caressed my face, and his movements gently proved this sentence, "After you left, I thought for a long time whether I should bring you back, you come back After that, can I restrain myself from getting angry? I don't think I can restrain myself, so I endured you playing outside and getting along with others for so long. "

"If you want to be nice to me, you shouldn't be fooling around with other people!"

The movement of his hands paused, then dropped down, his brows furrowed, and he closed his eyes again.

My heart is beating a drum.He is trying his best to restrain his temper. I know he is a person with a bad temper. He will not have such patience to persuade him outside, except for me.

Finally, he opened his eyes again, clasped his hands together, and looked at the sheets: "I'm angry."

"..." I subconsciously stepped back, but there was a wall behind me.

Sometimes I am really fed up with the life with Zhang Zechen. I love him, but I have to be careful when getting along with him, because he is different from normal people. Normal people are different.Why he became like this, I don't understand, I only know that I am facing a lunatic that no one can control, if I am not careful, I may lose my life.

"Lele, I've thought about it for a long time." He said, "There are a lot of people outside who tie you up with all kinds of emotions, so that you can't stay with me at ease. In fact, you don't want to do this, right? In fact, you You want to stay with me, don't you?"

He stood up from the bed, glanced at me, then at the child.

"How hateful these people are, they treat you as a slave, they enslave you, and use your feelings for them." Zhang Zechen said, "Lele, don't be afraid, from today on, no one can do this anymore."

In response to his falling voice, in response to my inexplicable mood, the door was opened.

The baby started crying again, and my heart was seized.

Those who were brought in outside the door were my father and Aunt Chen, my best friend Sun Wenyu, the senior who worked in the supermarket downstairs, the cashier girl from the cake shop where I worked, and other people from our studio.

This is what to do?

Among those people in black suits, I saw Ye Yiming, standing outside the door with a very serious expression on his face that I saw for the first time.He had wounds on his face and gauze on his forehead.Crab and Lauren were also outside, with more or less wounds on their faces.

Is this because of me?Could it be Zhang Zechen? ． ． ．Then wouldn't he want it now? !

"Chen'er, what are you doing?" I asked him hastily.

He didn't answer my question. He took a gun from the person next to him, and without even thinking about it, he shot the cashier girl.

The room exploded in an instant, and all the people brought in screamed. Zhang Zechen just frowned, and the black suits understood and told them to shut up.

Then Zhang Zechen came to me again, sat on the bed, pulled out the infusion needle in my hand, then pressed it carefully, and asked me if it hurt, I shook my head.

After pressing for a while, he confirmed that there would be no bleeding, and then he released his hand.I wonder which show he is going to play, why did he pull out the needle?Unexpectedly, he hugged me out of the quilt next, his movements were gentle, as if he was not the same Zhang Zechen who killed someone just now.

Someone handed me shoes and put them on for me, and then Zhang Zechen put me on the ground, and I was stunned.

The cashier girl had already been carried out, and when the blood on the ground was about to spread to my feet, Zhang Zechen pulled me away in good time.

"Look, Lele." He put one hand around my shoulder, moved his face closer to me, held a gun in the other hand, and hit those people a few more times.

"Zhang Zechen!"

I screamed and grabbed his hand, and stood in front of him, a little unsteady because of my weakness, maybe because I was scared, thanks to Zhang Zechen pulling me.

He was not angry either, he grabbed my hand and put it on the gun.

"Chen'er, Chen'er, don't do this!" I suddenly realized what he wanted to do, and struggled desperately.

But where can I earn him?He stood behind me completely unaffected, held my gun with both hands, and then pulled the trigger, aiming at Aunt Chen.

My father next to me was so frightened that he collapsed on the ground, and those girls were so frightened that they couldn't even run away. Asking for help.

That is the living, not sinful, even sinless man.

Why kill them?

"Chener, Chener, husband, Zhang Zechen, please, don't be like this, please, don't be angry, I will never leave again, Chener, don't do this, you scare me, Chener, Let them go, I'll listen to you..." I grabbed Zhang Zechen's lapel in a panic, regardless of how many people were around, let alone my own face, and said everything Zhang Zechen liked. If you listen, I hope he can let these people go.I know that if he doesn't calm down, he will definitely kill everyone here.

"Baby, don't be afraid, I won't hurt you." He hugged me with one hand and buried my face in his chest, "Don't cry, be good." As he said that, he kissed me again, Like coaxing a child, she hugged my left and right feet and swayed.

"Lele doesn't like this, does she?"

"Hmm." I nodded.

"What are you still doing, get them out, my baby doesn't like them." He said to those people.

"Don't cry, I let them go."

I looked back and sure enough they were all gone.My emotions are so messed up that I thought Zhang Zechen would really be fine