You take fleeting years for the rest of my life

?For Lin Yan's sudden resignation, the colleagues in the office were very puzzled. Even Li Zhiyuan, who hadn't seen Lin Yan for a long time, approached Lin Yan again.

"Lin Yan, why did you resign suddenly?"

"I just want to relax and change my way of life." Facing Li Zhiyuan's question, Lin Yan chose to avoid the facts.

"Then you can ask for leave, why do you have to leave?"

"Maybe I'm a little bored, it's okay, we will be colleagues again when we have a chance." Lin Yan looked at Li Zhiyuan and smiled slightly.

"Since you have decided to go, I can't say anything more. I wish you to find a new job as soon as possible." Li Zhiyuan smiled helplessly. He used to avoid her in every possible way because he was rejected for confessing his confession, and now he finally doesn't have to think about it anymore. I ran away from her, but there was a lot of reluctance in my heart, maybe this is the taste of parting.

"Well, thank you, and I wish you happiness too." Lin Yan hugged the things she had packed, and got up to say goodbye to everyone. After all, if you are a colleague, meeting is fate.

"Lin Yan, what are you going to do these three months?" Leng Han held Lin Yan's hand, and she cherished the time she could spend with Lin Yan even more at this moment.

"Mo Xiao once said that her greatest wish in this life is to travel around the world with her beloved. So I plan to spend these three months traveling alone to see the world I live in and enjoy it. The warm sunshine, the warm vernal equinox, the feeling of every sunrise and sunset, and the last experience of the beauty of life, it is not in vain for me to rush through this world."

"Lin Yan... I can't bear you." Looking at Lin Yan's pale complexion, Leng Han's tears welled up again.

"Fool, people are mortal. You have to firmly believe that even life and death cannot erase the friendship between us." Lin Yan hugged Leng Han in her arms and patted her back gently, " I want to thank fate for letting me meet you and Xiao Ai, do you know how happy it is that someone cries for you, smiles for you and feels sad for you?"

In fact, there is no one who can't be found in this world. If you can't find it, it's just that you didn't pay attention.Lin Yan found Liu Ru, who is currently in F city, through the information obtained from various sources.

"What do you want from me?" Liu Ru said looking at Lin Yan who was sitting opposite her.It's been a long time since I lost contact with Mo Xiao. No one knows that she is in this small city, and she even changed her mobile phone number.Why did Lin Yan find her?What is the so-called sudden meeting?

"Liu Ru, you...do you still love Mo Xiao?" Lin Yan asked hesitantly, wringing her hands.

"So what if you love it, so what if you don't love it." Liu Ru looked out the window and sighed slightly.Now she doesn't dare to face this problem herself, every time she sees news related to Mo Xiao or hears news about her, Liu Ru will choose to avoid it deliberately.After all, that incident has always been a scar to her. Although the scab has scabbed over, the scar is always there.

"Can I ask you something?"

"Please? I think you already know that I have nothing to do with you." Liu Ru brushed her hair, it was so funny, I gave up Mo Xiao to you, the most important person to me is me Give up, what do you want from me.

"Liu Ru, I want to ask you to take good care of Mo Xiao." Lin Yan hurriedly held Liu Ru's hand with sincere eyes.

"What do you mean?" Liu Ru shook off Lin Yan's hand.

"I...I can't be with Mo Xiao anymore." Lin Yan raised her head slightly to look at the blue sky, she held back the tears, not letting them fall from her eyes.

"Why?" Faced with all this, Liu Ru was completely at a loss.

"Can you take care of Mo Xiao instead of me?"

"Then tell me why first." Seeing that Lin Yan changed the subject, Liu Ru insisted on asking.

"You must know why?"

"Yes, otherwise I would not be able to agree to your request."

"I... I have cancer, and I have less than three months to live." Faced with Liu Ru's reluctance, Lin Yan finally told the truth.

"What?" Liu Ru couldn't believe it. After all, Lin Yan who was sitting across from her seemed fine, except that she was a little thin.

"So can you go back to Mo Xiao and take care of her for me? I know you still love Mo Xiao, and I also know that my request is very unfair and unreasonable to you. But... I don't want to see Seeing Mo Xiao alone, I don't want her to be sad alone, I hope that in the days to come, I can have you by her side to accompany her."

"Are you treating me like a toy?" Liu Ru was a little annoyed, "You can't be with Mo Xiao now, so you think of me. Then why didn't you consider me when you were with Mo Xiao?" How do you feel? I have loved her for three years, and I still can’t forget her until now. What about you? You can’t spend 1/3 of my time with her. Why didn’t you come to fulfill me in the first place. It’s good now, your conscience finds out I remembered that there is still someone like me, but just like you before, you have not considered my feelings now, Lin Yan, in your eyes, what do you think of me?" Liu Ru was a little agitated, Angrily, she got up to leave.

"Liu Ru...Liu Ru..." Lin Yan hurried forward and grabbed her arm.

"Let me go." Liu Ru slapped Lin Yan unceremoniously.

"Liu Ru...I know...I know how you feel now, but no matter what, Mo Xiao still has you in his heart. After you left, Mo Xiao was sad for a long time. Even if you don't love her anymore, but as the former Good friend, you can..." Lin Yan didn't care about the burning pain coming from her cheek, she only knew that she didn't want Mo Xiao to be alone, lonely, and live in her own world from now on.

"Enough..." Liu Ru interrupted what Lin Yan was about to say.

"You still dare to mention my friend? Do you know how ridiculous you are now?" Liu Ru snorted coldly and walked away.

After leaving Mo Xiao, Liu Ru's life became extremely peaceful.She goes to and from work every day, and on weekends, she goes hiking and takes walks alone.

She doesn't want to make friends anymore, and she doesn't want to accept love anymore.After all, she will never be able to accommodate anyone other than Mo Xiao in her heart.She would also think about it in her spare time, is Mo Xiao okay now?what is she doingWhen she opened the circle of friends and saw Mo Xiao's movement, she would cry silently again. The people who used to be close are now separated by thousands of miles.

Sometimes when she accidentally sees the gift Mo Xiao gave her, she will also think of that good time, ordering takeaway with Mo Xiao in the middle of the night, working with Mo Xiao, going fishing with Mo Xiao, drinking together, climbing mountains together Wait, there are so many treasures.But these became memories after all, and became the ending between her and Mo Xiao.She thought that it would be impossible for her to interact with Mo Xiao again in this life, but until today, she finally realized that the relationship between her and Mo Xiao is still unfinished...

Liu Ru was lying on the bed tossing and turning. Although it was early morning, she still didn't feel sleepy.

Her heart was like a pool of stagnant water, and what Lin Yan said to her today was like throwing a stone into her heart, which finally caused some ripples in the stagnant water.Lin Yan's departure is undoubtedly a good thing for her. If it were her before, she would certainly think so.But now she is not even the slightest bit happy. Lin Yan's departure is undoubtedly a fatal blow to Mo Xiao. Even if she goes back and stays by Mo Xiao's side, Mo Xiao will never fall in love again. She, what does such a result mean to Liu Ru?

Lin Yan looked at the caller ID on her mobile phone—"Liu Ru". She felt that things had turned around for a while.

"Lin Yan, let's come out and talk." Liu Ru's indifferent voice came from the other end of the phone.

"Well. Where are you?"

"I'm in City A." Looking at the familiar city in front of her, Liu Ru's mood fluctuated slightly.This city has made her happy and also made her sad.

"Lin Yan, did you tell Mo Xiao about your illness?"

Liu Ru and Lin Yan sat on a bench in the park. The two of them looked at the drooping willows by the lake, the goldfish swimming in the lake, and various unknown flowers. They seemed to be in a much happier mood. .

"No, I said I'm going on a business trip for three months..." Lin Yan shook her head slightly as she played with the purple flower in her hand.

"Then when are you going to tell her?" Liu Ru glanced at Lin Yan with some doubts.

"She will know when the time comes, can I take it as you agreed to my request when you come back this time?"

"I didn't come back because of your request, I came here for myself." Liu Ru stood up from the bench, "I still love Mo Xiao, even if Mo Xiao loves you. There is no right or wrong in love, I also believe in my own choice, even if there is no answer to this choice. Since you can’t forget it, don’t forget it, and if you can’t bear it, don’t let it go. I still hope Mo Xiao can be happy after all.”

"Liu Ru... Thank you..." Lin Yan really didn't know what else to say besides thank you.This thank you contains too much to say, Liu Ru's love does not ask for anything in return, she is willing to love someone who does not love herself, not everyone can do this.Even if I am myself, I can't do this. I love someone who shouldn't be loved with all my heart, Lin Yan murmured.

[-]

All things are arranged, and all stories will eventually have an ending.

Mo Xiao, is this the last time I see you?

Lin Yan sat on the bed blankly, looked at Mo Xiao who was packing her luggage, and said, "Don't bring me some medicine, I don't need so much."

"No, stomach medicine, cold medicine, anti-inflammatory medicine, gunpowder... these, these, and these, must be brought." Mo Xiao pointed to the medicines scattered in every corner of the box.

"You really want me to be sick." Lin Yan pouted and kicked Mo Xiao.

"Yes, I wish you were lovesick." Mo Xiao stepped forward and threw Lin Yan down.

"Mo Xiao..." Lin Yan wrapped her arms around Mo Xiao's neck, and just looked at her quietly, looking at the light and shadow refracted by the morning sun on her translucent skin, looking at her deep eyes, why? Time can't be fixed?In this way, I can hold you and look at you forever.

"En." Mo Xiao gently stroked Lin Yan's face, she slowly lowered her head, and kissed Lin Yan's lips and collarbone...

"Mo Xiao, let's go out to play today." Lin Yan lay on Mo Xiao's shoulder, looking at her lazily.

"Then what about your flight tonight?" Mo Xiao left another pampering kiss on Lin Yan's neck.

"It's okay, it's still a long time." Lin Yan got up and pressed Mo Xiao down.

"Yo... what are you doing?" Regarding Lin Yan's sudden initiative today, I forgive Mo Xiao for not being able to adapt for a while.

"Why not." After saying that, Lin Yan bit Mo Xiao's shoulder fiercely. "This imprint belongs to me forever." Lin Yan gently rubbed the teeth imprint on Mo Xiao's shoulder, I am not just a passerby in your life.

"Okay, it belongs to you." Mo Xiao looked at the blue tooth marks on his shoulder, although it hurt a little, but he felt extremely sweet in his heart. "Okay, didn't you say you want to go out to play, let's go." Mo Xiao stood up from the bed, and handed a lavender skirt to Lin Yan.

"Mo Xiao, let's go ride the roller coaster first, then go bungee jumping, then go to the snack street, and then..."

"Okay, stop nagging and be careful about the car." Mo Xiao pulled Lin Yan who was standing behind her to record the video into his arms.

"I see, dear. Come on, have a smile." Lin Yan said to Mo Xiao with the camera.

"You say you, why do you have to record while walking?"

"My purpose today is to record our day." Lin Yan ran ahead and shouted happily to Mo Xiao.

"Okay, okay, let me get the camera." Mo Xiao chased after him helplessly, and took the camera from Lin Yan's hand. It's my husband who has to do this burdensome work.

"Look at you, if you can't play, you still want to play." Mo Xiao helped Lin Yan, whose legs were weak, to sit down.

"If you don't play, there will be no chance." Lin Yan leaned on Mo Xiao's shoulder and murmured weakly.

"Why are there no chances? There will be more opportunities in the future." Mo Xiao held Lin Yan's hand, rubbing his chin against her forehead.

"Let's go, let's go bungee jumping." Lin Yan stood up crookedly.

"Go again?!" Mo Xiao felt distressed and helpless, she knew that as long as it was decided by Lin Yan, she would basically be helpless.

"Come on, you are having fun, and I will suffer."

After jumping jumping and riding the Ferris wheel, Lin Yan was completely dizzy. At this moment, she was lying on Mo Xiao's back, and she was dying.

"Then let me down."

"You said, I let go." Mo Xiao pretended to let go.

"How dare you!" Lin Yan hugged Mo Xiao tightly, not letting her let go.

"Don't dare." Mo Xiao quickly changed his words.

"That's about the same. Come on, say something to the camera." Lin Yan held the camera in front of Mo Xiao.

"Are you still recording?" Mo Xiao looked at Lin Yan who was exhausted but still recording, admiration spontaneously emerged in his heart.

"Of course, it's our day. Come on, have a word."

"Well... I am willing to carry you forever, in this life, in the next life, in the next life, and in the next life."

"You are reading tongue twisters." Listening to Mo Xiao's words, Lin Yan couldn't help laughing.

"What are you laughing at, I'm confessing to you." Mo Xiao said solemnly.

"This kind of confession is too meaningless." Lin Yan looked at Mo Xiao with disgust.

"how……"

"But as long as it's what you say, I love to hear it." Lin Yan interrupted Mo Xiao's words, and left an affectionate kiss on her cheek.

"Mo Xiao, I want to eat this." Lin Yan pointed to the candied haws.

"I still want to eat?!" Mo Xiao looked at Lin Yan who was holding cotton candy, potato skewers and ice cream, and then looked at himself who was holding hot dog sausage, popcorn and fried chicken.She really wanted to believe that she had heard wrong.

"That's right." Hearing Lin Yan's sure answer, Mo Xiao could only chuckle, "Okay, buy..."

"Mo Xiao, I want to eat this." Lin Yan, who had not held the candied haws for 5 minutes, looked at the cantaloupe on the side of the road again.

"Okay, buy it!" Mo Xiao gritted his teeth and waved his hand.

"Mo Xiao, this, this." Lin Yan said excitedly, pointing at the candied sweet potatoes.

"Okay, buy it!"

"Mo Xiao, I want to eat..."

"I can't eat any more!" Mo Xiao protested loudly while chewing on the cantaloupe in his mouth.

"Ah!" Lin Yan turned her head and looked at Mo Xiao who was fixing the cantaloupe that she only took a bite of, "I see."

"Do you still want to buy it?" Mo Xiao's throat was almost full at this moment, because she had already solved all the food abandoned by Lin Yan.

"I won't buy it." Lin Yan sniffed and shook her head, like Chibi Maruko.

"Okay, let's go." Mo Xiao hugged Lin Yan's waist, secretly happy in his heart, it turns out that I am also a person of status.

"Mo Xiao, you should live a good life when I'm not around."

The afterglow of the setting sun sprinkled on the river beach, and even the river water was glowing with a golden gleam, so the sunset fell silently.Even though Lin Yan was reluctant to leave Mo Xiao's warm embrace, the parting still came as scheduled.

"Mo Xiao, you have to live a good life when I'm not around." Lin Yan hugged Mo Xiao tightly, and whispered in her ear.

"How could I live a good life without you."

"In the days without me, you are not allowed to be sad, you are not allowed to be sad, you know?"

"Lin Yan..." Mo Xiao buried his head on Lin Yan's shoulder, tears fell drop by drop from her eyes.

"Every time you are sad, it's like a needle in my heart. Would you like to see my heart pierced by ten thousand arrows?" Lin Yan held Mo Xiao's face, and gently pressed her forehead against hers. Facing the last ray of sunlight on their foreheads, the two of them seemed to be bathed in the warm golden sun.

"I don't want to." Mo Xiao sobbed.

"Then don't be sad. If you cry my heart will bleed for you. Would you like to see me and shed all the blood for you?"

"I...I don't want to."

"Then don't cry anymore. Every time you cry, I'm miserable, and every time you laugh, I'm happy."

Seeing Mo Xiao's desperately forced smile, Lin Yan raised her thumbs up, "You have to smile for me in the future, even if I'm not by your side."

"Mo Xiao, I'll go to the airport by myself." Lin Yan took the suitcase from Mo Xiao's hand.

"I'm going to take you to the airport." Mo Xiao's eyes were red, she still couldn't accept the fact that Lin Yan was about to leave her for three months.

"You don't need to see me off today, remember to come and pick me up when June NO.15." Lin Yan looked at Mo Xiao with a smile, her crescent-like eyes were full of stars.

"En." Mo Xiao nodded slightly, looking at Lin Yan's smiling face, Mo Xiao felt that he was about to lose her for no reason.

"Lin Yan, you will come back." Mo Xiao hugged Lin Yan who was about to get into the car from behind. She was suddenly very scared now, afraid that Lin Yan would abandon her, afraid that she would never see Lin Yan again.

"Mo Xiao, I love you, I really love you very much." Lin Yan turned around and left a light kiss on Mo Xiao's forehead. She suppressed the tears in her eyes and quickly got into the car.

There is a parting called never seeing each other again.Lin Yan looked at Mo Xiao who was getting farther and farther away from her in the rearview mirror, she couldn't bear it anymore, tears welled from her eyes.

She asked herself countless times, why is fate so cruel?She is only 23 years old, an age like a flower, why should she wither and wither.Why some people are rich and peaceful all their lives, why she has to be displaced.But there are no answers to these, because fate has no cause, it is only responsible for announcing the result.

After meeting Mo Xiao, she thought she had finally found happiness.She imagined that their wedding must be held on the most beautiful island, and she thought that they would adopt a beautiful little girl and raise her up.

She imagined all the endings, but she didn't think of this one: the happiness she finally found was easily taken away in the end.

Looking at the fleeting streets and crowds outside the window, Lin Yan let the tears flow freely on her face.She is always comforting others, telling them not to be sad, not to be sad, but she herself is the one who needs comfort most. After all, she wants to face death alone. But sneaked into Lin Yan's few remaining years.

Leng Han and Song Ai, who had been waiting at the airport early, finally saw Lin Yan in the crowd dragging a suitcase and wearing a dark blue dress.

"Lin Yan."

Hearing the familiar call, Lin Yan looked around.

"Why are you here?"

"We'll see you off at the airport." Song Ai stepped forward and hugged Lin Yan.

"I want to hug too." Leng Han also rushed forward.

The three of them were crying silently, this side, for any one of them, was the last side.At this moment, Song Ai's heart felt like a huge stone was pressed down, it was so heavy that she felt that even breathing was painful.She didn't dare to imagine what the next second would be like, because the next second would probably make her lose the person she was embracing.

"Come on, this is my ring, now I will give her to you." Lin Yan took off the ring with her name engraved on it from the middle finger of her right hand.

"No...I don't want to..." Leng Han covered her mouth and cried silently.It was as if she felt that as long as she didn't pick up, Lin Yan would return to them again, just like before.

"Xiao Ai, help me keep it safe, or I'll be a ghost and I won't let you go." Lin Yan forced a smile, she broke Song Ai's tightly clenched fingers, and stuffed the ring into her hand.

Listening to the sound of boarding on the radio, Song Ai and Leng Han felt like a death bell.No matter how they tried to keep her, Lin Yan still stepped into the boarding gate.

Lin Yan turned her head and looked at Leng Han, who was sitting slumped on the ground, crying like a child, and Song Ai, who was leaning on the wall and looking at the ring in her palm, crying silently.For the last time, I bid farewell to you, "Goodbye, Leng Han, Song Ai. The first stop - England, here I come."