If I find another gay friend, I will chop my hands [gl]

Qi Yueru heard the notification sound of Koukou's news, clicked on the dialogue and looked: I know, it's the same as my liking for my stupid and cute Xipi.

That's right, it's just that simple love.

Qi Yueru didn't notice the other party's deep meaning at all, and echoed the other party in a serious manner, nodded involuntarily, and seriously lowered her head and tapped on the keyboard——

[Sweet Red Bean]: That's right, it's the kind of liking you have for your Xipi.

After typing, Qi Yueru found that the comment she just left on the post bar was deleted again, and there was a new reminder in the recycle bin.

Why every time I hooked up with a girl, the q left in the next second was deleted.

Qi Yueru felt that there was something wrong that had been neglected by her for a long time this morning.

"Om-"

The mobile phone on the table beeped and vibrated, and when I picked it up, it turned out that the caller was my own Xipi.

Qi Yueru was both panicked and delighted, the hand holding the phone almost lost its grip because of the frequent vibrations of the phone, and fell to the ground.

Although each other had a sonic boom, sent photos, sent text messages, sent gifts and even video chatted with each other, they never called each other.

Firstly, Qi Yueru was afraid of having nothing to say, and secondly, Qi Yueru was intimidated.

Yes, Qing Yuan once mentioned that he wanted to call himself.

No matter how tempted Qi Yueru was, she reluctantly refused, because she was cowardly, just suddenly.

Obviously I dare to accept the video but not the phone.

Call, it's too personal.

Qi Yueru had a strange premonition, as if she accepted the phone call with Qing Yuan, the original mode of getting along with each other would be broken.

Today, when I suddenly received a call from Xipi from my family, Qi Yueru held it in a tangled state, as if holding a hot potato in her hand.

It won't work if you pick it up, and it won't work if you don't pick it up.

The black and white little people in Qi Yueru's heart were still pushing each other, and Qi Yueru saw the dialog box on the computer screen suddenly shake, followed by the other party's concise reply——

【. 】: Answer the phone.

Seeing the other party's neat three characters, before Qi Yueru had time to think about how the other party knew that she was calling, she subconsciously pressed the answer button according to the other party's intention.

No matter how helpless he was, he could only bite the bullet and answer, "Hey Qingyuan... I, um, I..."

Qi Yueru stumbled and wanted to say that I was a moon cake, but she was so nervous that she couldn't even speak well.

There was a low sizzle of electric current coming from the receiver of the phone next to my ear.In the messy voice, she heard and distinguished Qing Yuan's light and shallow breathing all at once.

Heart, suddenly beating fast.

Qi Yueru couldn't help but blushed when she heard Qing Yuan's breathing.

"Yueru, are you listening?" Seeing that Qi Yueru hadn't said anything for a long time, the soft and cold voice on the other end of the phone clearly penetrated into Qi Yueru's ears, all the way into her heart.

"Well, I'm...listening." Qi Yueru secretly scolded herself for the sudden shyness of the little girl, but her voice was still as soft as a mosquito.

The person at the other end paused slightly, and after hearing Qi Yueru's answer, he slowly whispered with a smile on his face, "You said, you like your Xipi as much as I like my Xipi, don't you?"

Qi Yueru's wet almond eyes blinked a little when she heard the words, and thought about what Qing Yuan said, but she didn't feel that there was anything wrong with her words, so she responded with a low 'hmm'.

"Okay, then Yueru, listen carefully now."

Qing Yuan's tone became solemn, and the seriousness seemed to appear directly in front of Qi Yueru through the phone.

Qi Yueru didn't dare to relax at all, and sat up straight seriously after hearing the words, listening to the sudden silence on the other end of the phone with a nervous expression.

"I like you. This liking is liking for my lover. It's love or family affection, not friendship or anything else."

"Do you understand?" Qing Yuan slightly curled the corners of her lips, relaxed at the fact that she was finally willing to reveal her heart.

After Qi Yueru heard that Qing Yuan's liking for her was actually love, her mind exploded instantly.

Qing Yuan, her, her! !She actually said she likes me! !

Still the kind of love for lovers! !

Why, why is my mood actually full of joy or joy? !No more disgust and no resistance?

Qi Yueru's mind was filled with a bunch of fireworks blooming, "thud bang bang" full of joy and satisfaction.

"If you promise me, then open the door."

***

Gu Qingyuan was wearing a brown knee-length windbreaker, standing tall and thin outside the door of the apartment where Qi Yueru lived.

Holding the mobile phone in his left hand and putting it next to his ear, the brows, eyes, and lips are all full of starry smiles.

five.

Four.

three.

two……

Just as the word was about to drop silently in Gu Qingyuan's heart, the door was suddenly opened from the inside.

Qi Yueru also held the phone, looked at Gu Qingyuan, and stared at her almond eyes in surprise.

Just looking at Gu Qingyuan standing opposite her, Qi Yueru was so excited that she didn't know what to say, and even felt awkward in her standing posture.

It was a second faster than I thought, Gu Qingyuan smiled slightly, her dark pupils were clear and beautiful.

Qi Yueru secretly regretted that she ran to open the door immediately without being groomed, if she knew it, she would have tied her hair up a little.

"That's it, do you agree with my confession?" Gu Qingyuan asked in a soft voice.

Qi Yueru tilted her head unnaturally, looked away from Gu Qingyuan, nodded, "Yeah."

After finishing speaking, Qi Yueru couldn't help lowering her head in embarrassment, staring at her toes, as if there was something interesting on her toes.

Gu Qingyuan got it, and when she heard the answer she wanted most, she rushed to Z City impulsively to find her in her weak physical condition.

She was restless and frightened.

The only thought is to see each other.

The other party suddenly found a gay friend, and Gu Qingyuan's heart seemed to be pierced with many holes by needles at the prospect of leaving her. The bitter northward cold wind passed through the densely packed holes, blowing her painfully.

Qi Yueru was still bowing her head nervously, Gu Qingyuan bullied her and pressed Qi Yueru against the door, the hot air exhaled from the tip of her nose sprayed on Qi Yueru's ears, and said in a dark and hoarse voice, "If I didn't have a cold, I really wanted to kiss you. You pressed against the door and kissed hard..."

"—Kiss all over your body and engrave my mark. Let's see if you dare to climb the wall."

Gu Qingyuan hugged Qi Yueru tightly, Qi Yueru blushed, hugged her back a little strangely, and said in a muffled voice, "I didn't climb the wall..."

"Then why do you need someone else?" Gu Qingyuan asked slowly, placing a kiss on Qi Yueru's eyelid.

"Who told you to ignore me. I thought, I thought..." Qi Yueru rested her head on Gu Qingyuan's protruding collarbone, her red eyes felt aggrieved, and she couldn't say anything later...

"Why do you think I don't want you?" Gu Qingyuan sighed softly and squeezed Qi Yueru's hand, "How could I not want you?"

"As soon as we finished talking that day, I suffered from severe stomach bleeding, so I had to undergo surgery. It took several days to recover. Before that, my mobile phone was always out of the house, and I didn't have a chance to contact you."

"I have always, always loved you for nine years. I will never want you, don't make a fool of yourself, be good."

Gu Qingyuan touched Qi Yueru's soft hair and said in a low voice.

nine years?

Qi Yueru stared at Gu Qingyuan in disbelief, nine years?

Gu Qingyuan smiled, and under Qi Yueru's astonished gaze, nodded slowly but surely.

***

She still remembers that it was when she was ten years old.

The weather was terrible that day, the rain was pouring with annoying thunderstorm rumbling, and even the sky was gray and lifeless.

My sister had a heart attack and was lying in pain in the hospital. She just came back from a round of death.

At home, I was beaten and scolded again by my father who came back drunk.

The face, arms, back, thighs, waist, and almost no part of the whole body was intact, almost all were bruises, bloodstains, and scarred wounds.

The poverty of the family and the pressure of livelihood made the man called father feel unhappy, so he vented all his dissatisfaction and anger by beating and scolding himself.

She stood indifferently and let him beat him, it was painful for her.Already numb.

She can't escape.As soon as she ran, she would be caught by that man immediately, so she could only let the man do the domestic violence.

But she never expected that there would be a short little girl rushing out from nowhere, and she didn't know how much and how long she looked at it, so she just rushed out and kicked the man forcefully, with an angry expression on her face. Swear at that man as a bad guy.

Afterwards, he pulled his hand and ran away bravely, and he ran out with her.

After running for a long time, it seems that I just ran out of that depressing and hopeless "slum".

Nesting in the slide hole in the park to hide from the rain, the girl comforted herself and scolded the man with immature words for herself.

She never knew what it was like to be loved by others, and she never knew what it was like to be loved by others, even herself.

She unexpectedly felt that kind of strangeness and warmth from the girl, so warm that for the first time, she felt wronged and wanted to cry.

Every day I go to school with my whole body hurt, everyone's eyes are disgusted, disgusted, and I don't want to say a word to myself.

Gu Qingyuan doesn't care, she has been used to it since she was a child.Reticent and gloomy are all synonymous with her.

If I hadn't met her, my life would have been so gloomy, so endlessly gloomy.

On the same day, she asked her mother to call the police, and even helped find social assistance and apply for family poverty subsidies.

Going home from school every day, rushing to the girl's house and seeing her smile is what I look forward to the most every day.

She thought that life would get better day by day, but the girl hurriedly said goodbye to herself and moved.

Only one of her favorite novels was left for herself, as the only warm memory of all her past.

How lucky I have been going around for so many years, I met you again and fell in love with you naturally.

How lucky, how lucky.

It would be better if you could not be angry, my dear.

Gu Qingyuan looked helplessly at Qi Yueru, who was sitting on the sidelines when she learned that he used a trumpet to hook her up many times and deleted her message under someone else's post asking for a gay friend.

How could I give you up to others, I don't care in this life, you can only be mine.

Gu Qingyuan caught a glimpse of Qi Yueru who was looking at her from the corner of the eye, lightly pursed her lips, and walked towards Qi Yueru.

He leaned down and leaned her head into his arms, "Don't be angry, I will accept whatever punishment you have, without saying no."

"You said that!" Qi Yueru forgave Gu Qingyuan a long time ago, but she was still awkward.

"Then I want to read the manuscript of your novel! And you have to delete that pretty selfie you posted on Weibo! Also, don't smile so nicely at other girls!"

Qi Yueru puffed up her cheeks with anger, and looked at Gu Qingyuan angrily.

Gu Qingyuan smiled slightly, "Okay, my dear."

The years are long, may the years be gentle with us all the time.

The author has something to say:

This is the first time I write a short story, and it's also the first time I write gl, and I hardly read gl at ordinary times.

It may not be written well, but I still hope you like it >3

About Qingyuan and her sister, maybe I will write short gl stories about her in the future.

You are welcome to bookmark the author's column, if you open the pit, you would have known >3<.

This is the end, Sahua (^O^)/