Love before marriage

When Chi Heng was studying in the UK alone, he usually worked several jobs to earn living expenses.When he was working as a temporary worker in a restaurant, Xie Tang fell in love with him at first sight. To put it nicely, it might be called love at first sight.But Chi Heng is not a playful master, and he is too serious. Xie Tang didn't want to say it directly like the previous failed examples, and was flatly rejected. Be close to him and be nice to him.Xie Tang is very familiar with London, and Chi Heng just came here, so I happened to introduce him to him, and also acted as a tour guide, sometimes we could chat for a whole day.Moreover, in order to match Chi Heng's preferences, he actually followed him to the library, creating all kinds of coincidences.

Chi Heng was on guard at first, after a long time, when the hard shell was cut off, the soft inside would be revealed.There are many ways to be nice to a person. Some people spend high-profile things and like to respond eagerly with sweet car roses, kisses and bodies, but some people may just watch you silently.

Chi Heng has never expressed anything, and seems to be pursuing the "friendship between gentlemen is as light as water". You know, this will make the rich dude feel very embarrassed. Laughing is useless.

Facing the hard rock of Chi Heng, Xie Tang didn't get what he wanted. He thought about using some means, but it's not easy to let Chi Heng fall for the trick, once he is found out, even friends can't be made.Xie Tang still had a conscience, so he endured it all the time, his face was still calm, but he began to bring other people back to spend the night frequently, making a mess and calling Chi Heng to come over and "help him" clean it up. Heng, but failed.

At that time, Chi Heng had already taken him seriously, but Chi Heng's personality was dull, slow, gentle, and silent.He will not take the initiative to throw himself into Xie Tang's arms like those people.Xie Tang provoked him repeatedly to make him jealous, but how could it be possible?He just keeps getting colder and colder.

Chi Heng's heart was not without turmoil, but even if he was sad, it was his own turbulent waves after all.

Contrary to those people, for Chi Heng, life is extremely simple, there is no nightly parties, feasting, feasting, and loneliness, and he just tidies up the rented eight-person room every day, cleans up the garbage of his roommates, and clears the overcrowded small room. The rented house was well organized, and after coming out of the library in the evening, he studied the recipes, hoping to make delicious and authentic Chinese food.

Chi Heng is not picky, even when it comes to food, but he knows that Xie Tang is very picky and particular. The Chinese food in those high-end restaurants is very expensive and Chi Heng can't afford it, and it seems that he still can't satisfy Xie Tang.Chi Heng wanted to make that kind of delicious food at home, but before this plan could be realized, the things he had always cherished shattered, revealing the unbearable truth.

At that time, Xie Tang was having fun every night, the more indifferent Chi Heng was, the more frequently he changed the people around him, but the emptiness in his heart became greater, because no matter who he changed, it was not the one he wanted. It becomes boring and boring, until later he will imagine that person as Chi Heng.Once, after Xie Tang took others to Paris for vacation for half a month, there was no movement from Chi Heng. He finally couldn't bear it and came back first. He was a little inexplicably angry but still couldn't wait to return to London. Before the plane took off, he gave Chi Heng sent a text message, "To London at nine o'clock in the evening", and then turned off the phone directly.

After getting off the plane, he put on sunglasses to hide his embarrassment and feign indifference, and waited until he walked out of the airport to look around.Chi Heng was standing in front of a taxi, slowly waving at him, wearing simple white clothes and black trousers, clean and straight.

Chi Heng didn't have any extra words of greeting, and sent him home in silence.When he got home, Xie Tang found that his house was still as clean as before he left, not even dusty, the clothes were hanging on the balcony, the plants had been watered, the square in the bedroom was quietly occupied, everything was in order.

Chi Heng was cooking as usual in the kitchen, "Many restaurants are closed at this time, let's eat at home."

At that moment, the thought of wanting this person swelled to an almost uncontrollable level, wanting to hug him and kiss him hard.

As for Chi Heng, the origin of Xie Tang's kindness to him was indeed only due to desire, but later, he fell in love with Chi Heng, and had the idea that he had to.

—he loves.

Xie Tang had a thought, and one day later, he called all his friends from that circle over to hold a very extravagant party.It doesn't matter how other people get high or mess around, his purpose is to use this to get Chi Heng drunk and directly drug him.

Lu Mingyan just arrived in London a few days ago. He and Xie Tang are relatives. They had a lot of contact when they were young, so Xie Tang also called him over to make up the number of people.After Lu Mingyan came over, his ears hurt from the rock music in the hall. He wanted to find a place to quiet down, but there were people upstairs and downstairs who were as excited as if they had taken drugs. together.No way, he finally had to go to the kitchen.

That's where I met Chi Heng. He was the only one in the kitchen at the time, and no one liked the smell of oily smoke.He accidentally cut his hand while cooking, and rinsed his bleeding fingers under the running water.

Lu Mingyan happened to see this scene when he was going, and he stopped at the door.Chi Heng was standing sideways, he didn't see him.

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Lu Mingyan didn't go in, he was very surprised, because he saw Chi Heng holding back his red eyes but not making a sound, gritting his teeth by himself.

The silence and the choking smell of oily smoke in that room, but the fierce noise outside, such a strong contrast and irony.

The carnival officially started, but Chi Heng had already left without a sound. All the dishes were neatly placed on the chopping board, but no one else could be found up and down.

Xie Tang lost all interest, and even smashed the glass and stereo in annoyance, and ran out like crazy after smashing, chasing Chi Heng.

The noisy crowd suddenly fell silent.

No medicine can fool Chi Heng, whether it is mixed in drinks or wine, he will know it after being drunk, after all, the body's reaction is also there.From the moment Xie Tang drugged him, he completely lost this person, without any chance of correction.

Later, Lu Mingyan learned that Chi Heng had returned to China quietly, but they were in two different circles, and there was almost no intersection.Chi Heng didn't contact Xie Tang again, and he didn't let Xie Tang contact him, as if he had erased this person from his life, but Lu Mingyan knew that Chi Heng did a great job, but he didn't forget Xie Tang.No matter what Xie Tang is like, that is the first person Chi Heng puts in his heart, the first person he likes, he will always remember him, always.

Chi Heng continued to keep the habit of researching recipes. This plan has completely lost its meaning, but he is still implementing it. He subconsciously reminds himself every moment that he must complete it alone, alone.

But it's not easy to cut out the person you love for the first time from your heart.

Sometimes Chi Heng would stand on the North Sea by himself for a whole day, alone. He missed that person, maybe he remembered the time when he rode in a narrow boat on the London river, under the rare thin sunlight, the two of them together, Sitting on the edge of the deck, occasionally turning his head to make eye contact, Chi Heng's eyes will be soft.

In fact, Xie Tang is only a little bit worse. If he waits patiently and is not so impatient and unscrupulous, then maybe Chi Heng will.Maybe he will still love this person wholeheartedly, after all, the first time is pure selflessness.

Isn't that what the world is like?People who are kind and sincere will hurt more and take longer to heal.And heartless people, after hurting someone, turn around and forget about it, and continue to spend their days and drinks as if nothing happened.

The first time they met, Chi Heng was coaxed over by Zhou Xueli, but he resolutely left without considering marriage, because he still had Xie Tang in his heart, so he was alienated from other people.When he pushed the door and went out, Chi Heng happened to bump into Lu Mingyan who was rushing over.

He noticed that Chi Heng's eyes suddenly widened, his dark brown pupils contracted sharply, and then he just stared at him blankly.

But before Lu Mingyan had time to think about it, Chi Heng rushed over the next moment, hugged him, and fell to the ground, but still firmly blocked him with his body.

Immediately afterwards, ear-piercing brakes and screams from the crowd suddenly sounded in my ears.

At the same time, there is a warm liquid with human body temperature, which suddenly pours out.

Chi Heng was sent to the emergency room, and Lu Mingyan was waiting outside. He suppressed the anxiety in his heart and guarded the red light that was on.He knew why Chi Heng would do this, because when he carried him into the car, Chi Heng held him tightly by the skirt, Lu Mingyan was shocked, and hugged him tightly again and again, then he heard Chi Heng say weakly and hoarsely He said a word, "Are... are you okay?" Blood smeared most of his side face, but his expression was still soft.

Chi Heng missed him too much, so the moment he saw Lu Mingyan, he suddenly thought it was Xie Tang. The sun shone on his face, which was very similar to the scene when he and Xie Tang met one time. Perhaps, subconsciously, he hoped to come The person in question is Xie Tang.

Chi Heng's words made people's heart tingle, and at that time, he realized very clearly that he might never forget Xie Tang for the rest of his life.For the rest of my life, I will never forget it.

Chi Heng didn't want to look back, but it was hard to let it go completely, he told himself again and again that he would never see him again, but when he saw a person who had only half a resemblance, he mistakenly thought it was him.Even if you see him again after a few years, you should scold him to leave, or simply ignore him coldly.But it wasn't, just a simple "Are you okay?"

Xie Tang originally confidently thought that Chi Heng would fall in love with him again no matter what. After all, he is a "Xie Tang" with such a status. It seems easy to put down his figure and take him back.He was too naive and underestimated Chi Heng's rationality.

No one has an advantage over Chi Heng, and he doesn't "naturally" love anyone.

Therefore, once they are forgotten, the situations of Xie Tang and Lu Mingyan are completely reversed.But Xie Tang is not a fool, after being "fiddled" by Lu Mingyan, he saw that he had become the one on the disadvantaged side, and was repeatedly rejected by Chi Heng, and he couldn't even approach him.During that time, it was unprecedentedly sad, and I often smoked cigarettes alone until dawn. After the hard time, I would naturally learn to be smarter.Moreover, the comparison of Chi Heng's attitude before and after made him understand Chi Heng's character better, so he didn't chase after him, and he began to know how to advance by retreating. He can now use Lu Mingyan's silent strategy.

Back then, Lu Mingyan took advantage of Xie Tang's weakness - arrogance.Xie Tang knew that Chi Heng didn't chase after him immediately after he returned to China, because he was waiting for Chi Heng to turn back first.The night Chi Heng ran out from the villa, he searched for the whole night but couldn't find it. At first he was very anxious, but later he became irritable.He began to feel that Chi Heng was overreacting, he was just drugging, he was just having sex, and he wasn't abusing him or hurting him!Is this necessary? !The arrogance of the son of a rich family made Xie Tang unable to lose face, he thought that it would be good for Chi Heng to bow his head first.But Chi Heng didn't look back.This blank time gave Lu Mingyan a chance.

Xie Tang finally understood how ridiculous and stupid his previous actions were, and at that time he still had a sense of superiority. Although he liked it, it was more like liking objects and pets. Chi Heng regards himself as equal, so he acts recklessly.

He no longer cares about the so-called face and self-esteem, as long as Chi Heng is willing to turn back, he can do whatever he wants.

Everyone has weaknesses. Lu Mingyan is good at keeping calm and strategizing, so Xie Tang can naturally learn it too.He knew where Lu Mingyan's weakness was, drinking poison to quench thirst, love based on deception would not last long.

From Xie Tang's point of view, he was the same as Lu Mingyan, using all means for his desire and purpose, but he was not smart and mature enough before, and not as high-level as Lu Mingyan, so he won a game.Now, no more.

Just wait and see.