Love before marriage

Lu Mingyan was not without panic, now that Chi Heng had remembered Xie Tang, what should he do now?But Chi Heng is still very normal, nothing unusual, let alone contact Xie Tang proactively.This made him let go of his worries a little bit, and his heart became softer.

He knew that Chi Heng liked him to some extent, if he didn't like him a little bit, Chi Heng would not pay attention to him at all, and Chi Heng would not have yelled so uncontrollably that night before.

A subtle hint of sweetness and fluke.

After Chi Heng was admitted to the hospital, Xie Tang must have come to look for him, wanting to see him.But the guards kept him away from the door and refused to let him in.After thinking about it, Xie Tang knew that Lu Mingyan must have told him to do this.He hooked the corners of his mouth, it seems that Lu Mingyan, who has always been calm, also began to be afraid and worried, and finally he could no longer be as calm as before, and he didn't regard himself as an opponent at all, but he looked like a clown at that time .

Have to say that's a really good sign.

Naturally, Xie Tang would no longer rush in impulsively as before. Instead, he took a few steps back lightly, walked all the way to the stairs, and stood there waiting for the whole afternoon.

After observing for so long, he found that very few people could enter that ward. If there were food deliveries, they would be checked carefully by the guards outside the door, and then the guards would pass the lunch boxes in.Nurses, cleaning staff, and general medical staff were all unable to enter.Xie Tang originally wanted the nurse to help him with a message, but it seems that this method will not work.And Chi Heng never came out, not even once.

Such strictness is naturally to ensure sufficient security and confidentiality. Chi Heng's current state cannot be seen by others, but at the same time, this strict posture makes Xie Tang feel a little bit of house arrest.

Lu Mingyan took Chi Heng so closely.It's just unbelievable.

Xie Tang looked at the closed door from a distance, his face darkened a little bit, feeling an indescribable sadness in his heart.He kept watch until it was dark, but the door was still open, so Xie Tang got up and left.While feeling sorry for Chi Heng and feeling sorry for him, he also felt that he had already won most of the game.Lu Mingyan shouldn't have done this, but doing so would help him.

They fought and fought for it, and the positions of the superior and the inferior may change again and again, but no matter what, Chi Heng is always the one who gets hurt.

At that moment, Xie Tang felt a little intolerable.

Fleeting.

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No matter how carefully Lu Mingyan thinks about it, there will be loopholes, and Zhou Xueli is just like that.When a mother looks at her son, she can't be searched carefully.Moreover, Zhou Xueli is not a good-tempered person, whoever checks her is anxious with whom, and the relationship between Lu Mingyan and his mother-in-law is not awkward, let alone making any demands.

Xie Tang approached Zhou Xueli, and first visited Su's house in person, saying that he was Chi Heng's friend and wanted to visit after a long time no see.Zhou Xueli said that Chi Heng has been feeling a little unwell recently and asked Xie Tang to come back later.Xie Tang proposed to go to the hospital to see him again, but Zhou Xueli refused.Xie Tang didn't force it either, but just said, "Then please Auntie to help me bring these supplements and gifts to Chi Heng, okay?"

Everyone else had already taken a step back to speak, so Zhou Xueli couldn't refuse anymore, and besides, it's no big deal to just bring things without seeing people. These were also good intentions, so she agreed.

That night she went to the hospital to see Chi Heng with the soup she had cooked, and she took Xie Tang's flower basket along with her.

One of them was green roses.

Chi Heng couldn't help being taken aback.When he was in England, Xie Tang often gave him this.

Zhou Xueli explained from the side, "Your friend gave it to you. His surname is Xie. He wanted to come to see you, but I didn't agree, so he asked me to bring the gift. I haven't heard you mention this person. When did you meet?" ?”

Chi Heng replied briefly: "Before." He flipped the bouquet casually, and found a small card inside, picked it up to look, and there was a sentence written on it, "How are you doing recently?"

Chi Heng's heart trembled, perhaps thinking of the past, he looked at it for a moment and then put the card back.

Zhou Xueli opened the flowers, "You can't go out during this time. This place is big enough and has everything you need, but you will inevitably get bored after staying for a long time. It's good to use these flowers and plants to add color."

When Lu Mingyan came over later, Zhou Xueli left.The relationship between her and Lu Mingyan is not very harmonious, it can be said that she is still a little dissatisfied.She didn't know what happened between Chi Heng and Lu Mingyan recently, otherwise she would definitely be furious.

After finishing the routine inspection, Chi Heng got out of bed and changed his shoes. When he pushed the doorknob and was about to go out, Lu Mingyan happened to come out from the back room. He called Chi Heng, "Chenchen, where are you going?"

Chi Heng replied: "I just want to go out for a walk." It is inconvenient for the hospital to be crowded during the day, and Chi Heng can only go out at night when it is too dark to see people clearly.

Lu Mingyan walked over and took his hand, "Don't go outside so late, let's go for a walk on the roof, shall we?"

Chi Heng glanced at him.I know it well.

Seeing that he didn't speak, Lu Mingyan pulled him back, walked inside, and went out through the small door on the balcony. The safe passage there was stairs, and it only took one floor to reach the top floor.He also booked the top floor, just to relieve Chi Heng.Also moved over a lot of flowers and plants.

Ever since Lu Mingyan held Chi Heng's hand, he never let go.But Chi Heng has been quietly and did not open.On the ring finger of Chi Heng's left hand was the wedding ring, Lu Mingyan turned it lightly, stroking the heel of Chi Heng's palm and fingers.

I really love you, can you forgive me?Lu Mingyan wouldn't say this kind of question.I love you has nothing to do with asking for forgiveness. He didn't think about it at all, maybe because he felt that he had done nothing wrong.Begging for mercy or asking for something in return in the name of love is what the weak do.

So he's just like, "We're just like we used to be, okay?"

Chi Heng was silent for a moment, and then asked, "Tell me, how do you do it like before? When this thing never happened? When Xie Tang didn't exist?"

Lu Mingyan replied heavily: "...Yes."

Chi Heng laughed at himself, "You overestimate me, I don't have that kind of super power."

"You don't have to do anything, just cooperate with me, just like before, give me a response, even if it's just a little bit." He clenched Chi Heng's hand again and again, putting it in his palm, and wrapped Chi Heng's with the other hand Waist, pull the person closer to him, "...stay by my side."

When the kiss went down, Chi Heng turned his face to the side, but Lu Mingyan seemed to have expected him to be like this, the angle was already a little bit off, so he just kissed him.

Chi Heng didn't push him away, although Lu Mingyan seemed to hear Chi Heng's sigh.

In the current situation between the two of them, it is impossible to have a very obvious response, but in Lu Mingyan's view, Chi Heng's non-resistance is almost equivalent to acquiescence. The kiss got deeper, and then he heard the sound of Chi Heng swallowing his saliva, that small sound of water stains sounded very tempting.

He gently pressed Chi Heng on it, wrapped his hands around and took advantage of the situation to protect Chi Heng's back.

Chi Heng remained motionless, like a puppet.

Lu Mingyan could only reluctantly let go of his lips, and asked in a low voice: "Chenchen, tell me, what are you worrying about? Can't you answer me? We have to keep going, we can't stay where we are."

"But I'm tired!" Chi Heng raised his voice in a rare way, "...I don't even know how to face you, how to ask me to respond?" So many things happened, deception, truth, the child's biological father is not even You, these days, have been suffering all the time.For Chi Heng, love is not a necessity for survival, this ghost thing has repeatedly disappointed him, and for a moment, he even feels disgusted, tired of this game of desire and selfishness!No big deal!Would he die without this thing?

"Don't get excited," Lu Mingyan pressed Chi Heng's hands, "Okay, I'll listen to you, we're not in a hurry now," the marriage is already over, at least three years, "Let's take our time, wait Slow down..."

"I don't want to..." Chi Heng was in pain, and slowly frowned.I don't know why Lu Mingyan is so confident, why do he think that the two of them can continue to move forward?

"I can wait."

Chi Heng had almost nothing to say.Lu Mingyan has always been like this, once he decides something, he won't give you a chance to refuse.

Probably sensing that the atmosphere was too stalemate, Lu Mingyan slowed down his tone and expression, "Don't leave me." The tone was joking, as if he just said it casually.

But it is indeed a warning.

Chi Heng asked: "Can I leave?"

Lu Mingyan hugged him, "Don't say stupid things."

Chi Heng was silent.

Lu Mingyan was recovering, and he did it quietly, thinking that at least he had to maintain the previous state, but even so, how useful was it?

Once Chi Heng has made up his mind, no one can undo it.

-

One day in the middle, Zhou Xueli brought some supplements, which were also given by Xie Tang.When she opened it, a thin piece of document paper fell out of the box.She picked it up and looked at it, with doubts on her face, "...the medical certificate? Son, it still has your name written on it."

Chi Heng took it, and after reading it, his fingertips turned white.No matter how big the waves are, they are still in the bottom of my heart, but my face is still calm.

Zhou Xueli didn't see anything unusual, she was simply worried. She asked, "What's going on? Son, have you gone to the hospital for surgery and treatment? What's wrong? Why don't I know? When did it happen? You This kid is a dumb gourd! Don't tell me what happened..."

Chi Heng comforted her, "It's nothing, just a physical examination."

Xie Tang actually didn't want to send the paper to Chi Heng at this time, after all, the child is about to be born, and Chi Heng should take more care and peace during this period.However, the relationship between Chi Heng and Lu Mingyan was at its most stalemate recently, so it would be a pity to miss it.

And Chi Heng is not such a weak person, there is no need to protect him too much.If you think too much about everything, you can't do anything.

Xie Tang put his heart into it, and stuffed the piece of paper into it.Zhou Xueli brought her to her son unconsciously, and was seen by Chi Heng.

On that day, Chi Heng's blood pressure was a little abnormal, and he was on alert for surgery that afternoon.