Love before marriage

Lu Mingyan picked up the piece of paper Qi Ran handed him called the plan, crumpled it up without looking at it, and threw it directly into the trash can, "Impossible, there is no second time!"

Qi Ran sighed helplessly, "I thought you had already figured it out, why are you still like this?" He persuaded patiently, "You have repeatedly delayed the time to conceive a child, do you think other groups are as late as us? The international practice is before the age of 25, but Chi Heng is almost [-] now! The more you go on, the harder it is, you know? The trial that was assigned to us..." The three words of the experimental product that were about to be exported were swallowed abruptly, Because after several times, he has already noticed that Lu Mingyan seems to hate this word very much. In order to avoid hearing and feeling resentful and not being rational enough to speak, Qi Ran had to change his method, "Since Chi Heng has an inherent advantage, then we can't be good at it." Should I use it? It is likely that I will be able to make new discoveries and research results in two or three years, no, one year is enough, half a year is enough!"

"The child is three years old! What else do you want after you have done what you have to do?" The cold look in his eyebrows made him a little angry, "Enough, enough! If you push him any further, Chi Heng will go crazy. "

"He's not crazy! He's much more rational and sober than you, and he came back just because he recognized the facts! I think you're the one who's crazy!" Qi Ran roared unbearably, "I always thought You are a smart, rational and resourceful boss. It is my honor to cooperate with you. A few years ago, you were willing to lose your memory together with Chi Heng to make this accident more realistic. I really admire you, so I have been willing to follow you and do things for you, but now?! If you still hesitate and delay, then I will definitely join hands with the medical team and let the most senior one replace us A boss, Mr. Lu, can you not force me?"

Lu Mingyan gave him a cold look, "Then you can try and see if you can replace me."

"What are you talking about! I didn't mean to find fault!" Qi was furious, "Do you have to be stiff to be comfortable?!" He took a deep breath, suppressed his anger, and said as calmly as possible, "Now, we all Calm down, don't make noise and talk carefully, I'll show you something." Qi Ran walked to the bookcase, took out a stack of thick documents from it, and placed them heavily in front of Lu Mingyan, "Please take a good look at these lists, Besides us, how many other groups and people are doing this, thousands of people abroad and domestic! There are also many of them like you, who come from famous families or have extraordinary backgrounds. So Mr. Lu, it doesn’t matter if you don’t want to fight. There will be others fighting!" He paused, but still said that sentence, "In the same way, if you don't touch him, someone else will come."

Seeing that Lu Mingyan's face darkened even more, but there was no other way, Qi Ran had to continue talking.

"In a few days, it will be the end of the month, the damn mid-year meeting, each research group must explain the research results of this stage in detail to the Central Intelligence Department, but now I have nothing to say, the only thing I can say is that I found the Chi Heng physique It is moderately fertile, and there are not many inherited children, just such a little content! Three years ago, we lost Chi Heng, which has already lowered the trust of the higher authorities to us to the warning line! If we fail these few times If the audit cannot satisfy the intelligence department, then this hard-won experimental product... must be handed over to others! I believe that you don't want to see this result, do you?"

Lu Mingyan fell silent suddenly, his eyes became very cold, as if frost had formed.

"As I said, even if you don't fight, someone else will come. People who want to find out about Chi Heng from the inside out can line up from our base to the city center! Do you think they will let go of any suppression Is there a chance for us?!" Pointing to a stack of brand new documents on the table, Qi Ran said, "I have already written this detailed research report on Chi Heng's physique, but I dare not send it out because I know When there are too many people, they will be jealous and use tricks to snatch it from us! But, can it be hidden for a while, or for a lifetime? They will know sooner or later, and we have to do business! Yes, I have also tried to forge the research results, Chi Heng In the years when I disappeared, I was helpless and did so, but every time I was called back by the intelligence bureau! They are all cunning people. There are even more knives. Want to deceive them? Dreaming! Experienced people can see through it at a glance. Mr. Lu, they have bought your face several times. If you try to deceive them again, I think, probably you and I will never Don't even think about seeing Chi Heng."

Lu Mingyan remained motionless, standing like a statue.

"You asked Chi Heng to accept his fate, why didn't you accept your fate?"

Qi Ran didn't know how effective what he said was, anyway, he said everything that needed to be said.He opened the window, and the wind came in, blowing away the smell of smoke in the room.Lu Mingyan was silent for a long time, the cigarette ash in his hand had accumulated a lot, but he didn't knock it off.

Qi Ran looked at it and sighed, "I knew why today, Mr. Lu, if you don't have this self-control, you shouldn't try it, and you can't get rid of it now, right?"

Originally, it was not Lu Mingyan's turn to do the "hard work" of personal "guardianship" of the test product. His status is very high, and no one knows how high he is. It seems to be a bit involved with the high-level intelligence bureau. I never had close contact with the "experimental product" at all, because at that time several people failed one after another, trying to let the experimental product go away obsessively, but of course they failed, and they even caught themselves.At that time, many people felt that those experimental products were all mysterious and unpredictable, they just had the ability to confuse people's hearts and make you work for them. To put it bluntly, they were like a vixen with a weak appearance but a vicious heart, which made people cast aside Cursed, but secretly wanted to get involved.

At that time Lu Mingyan was still very young, unlike now he was indifferent to many things, and when he knew about it, he said lightly "I'll try".Such flirtatious and joking words have decided Chi Heng's fate. The world has always been so unequal, and there is no such thing as equality.Then that night, Chi Heng was brought in front of him.

At that time, Chi Heng was also very young, not yet at the age of knowing nothing, and still studying.The school teacher took him to the same dormitory, pointed to Lu Mingyan and said with a smile, "From now on, you should take care of each other when you live together."

Yes, his life has been rigged from very early on.Of course, Chi Heng can't let Chi Heng know that he is being studied, as this can't guarantee the effect of the experiment, and it's best if they don't notice it for the rest of their lives.Chi Heng later found out that the incident was due to an accident, otherwise he would have been kept in the dark until now, isn't that the case for many people.Who would have imagined that he would be in the midst of a huge deliberate design and surveillance while living his ordinary life and making phone calls?

That was their real, first meeting.

For people like Chi Heng, amnesia has become a commonality among them.Because once the test subject realizes that he is trapped in a cage, there are not many people who are really willing to cooperate, and there are likely to be dissatisfaction and resistance, and they will try to escape.Even if the escape is unsuccessful, they will try their best to sabotage the other party to prevent them from succeeding, and would rather fight to the death than compromise.Some even use a knife to gouge out that special organ alive after learning the facts. You know, they can't ask outsiders to help with this kind of operation, and the doctors inside won't do it for them at all, so I can only do it by myself, no anesthesia, no disinfection, nothing, only a knife, sometimes the knife is still a small knife, and it needs to be cut countless times, sometimes only scissors... If it can be really gouged out, it would be a piece of jade, but Most of the time, other organs were smashed to pieces and the original shape could not be seen clearly, but the thing was still well hidden inside.In any case, what got off must be bloody, horrible and life-threatening.Even if he was rescued, he would still be disabled, and if he was not rescued, he would die.

In order to avoid such tragedies and unnecessary losses, people in the organization will regularly clean up their memories, which has become one of the rules.The way they clean up their memories must be superb, and outsiders can't do it.Memory exists in a certain area of ​​the human brain, and it is similar to a movie film. It is continuous one by one. As long as a certain part is cut off, that memory will not be remembered.After all, even ordinary people who have never been tampered with will forget things from time to time, and a certain section of film will fade from time to time.Therefore, it is actually difficult to realize that you have been passive.

Then it turned out that regular memory cleaning is indeed a useful method, which greatly reduces the conflict and death rate between the two parties, and it is more convenient to study.After all, generally speaking, test items can only be used once, but this kind of people are scarce resources, and it is impossible to throw them away after one use like chemicals, so they have to be reused, but it is also necessary to ensure that they are "brand new" every time , so what to do?Just clear the memory, and after each clearing, they are brand new again.

For this type of person, the average number of times his memory has been cleared is estimated to be no less than ten times, as long as he can live to be 30 years old.

After watching too much, you will get used to it. These things are as common as eating and drinking, so it is difficult for Lu Mingyan to feel any more about it.If he really felt that way, he wouldn't be in this organization.But if it wasn't the people here, just simple ordinary people, it would be impossible for him to meet Chi Heng and have intimate contact with him.There is a saying that may be right, you are not normal, do you still expect normal people around you?From the perspective of outsiders who don't know the real situation, they may think that Lu Mingyan is arrogant and take it for granted.No, that's just a habit.

He once told Xie Tang, so what if Chi Heng forgot about you, he shouldn't have had anything to do with you in the first place.At that time, I thought that sentence was said by a lunatic, but looking at it now, it seems to be so... although it is cruel.

Lu Mingyan didn't feel ashamed or guilty towards Xie Tang, it wasn't because of arrogance or possessiveness, of course there was also an element of possessiveness, who would want a lover to fall in love with someone else, but at least it wasn't to the point of being perverted, but, he himself Each of them has been forgotten countless times by Chi Heng, and countless times of "first acquaintance", countless times...forgotten, loved again, forgotten, loved, endless cycle.

Chi Heng thought that he and Lu Mingyan had only been together for three or four years, but in reality it was far more than that, at least ten years.Lu Mingyan may not have suffered less torture than Chi Heng, but so what?If you get stuck, can you give up halfway?It's not that he didn't think about giving up. For a while, he was very cold towards Chi Heng, deliberately trying to alienate him and neglect him, but would it work?

He said to Chi Heng, I am your life.

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Chi Heng came to pick up the child in the afternoon, and the little Martian was so happy to see his father, he forgot all the grievances he had suffered, and threw himself into Chi Heng's arms while grinning.Chi Heng smiled and caught him, and the fatigue of the day was swept away immediately.When he went to the garage to drive, the security guard informed him that because the car was too old and was identified as a dangerous level, it was temporarily detained and returned after the overhaul.

Chi Heng had never heard of such a rule, so he wanted to enter the carriage.The security guard grabbed his hat and said, "We will repair and maintain the car for you for free. Why are you talking so much? Other people can't ask for it. Oh, come and pick up the car in a few days. It's guaranteed to be brand new. It's a hundred times better in tatters now."

Chi Heng was puzzled, and the security guard pushed him out, "You can take a taxi back today."

He just wanted to say that the location is very remote and it is difficult to take a taxi, so you should return the car to me.But before he could speak, a silver-gray car stopped in front of him.

Chi Heng didn't want to get in, but the security guard opened the car door for him, and even sat in a "please" gesture.Chi Heng stood stubbornly.

"Come up, or it will be dark when you return to the city center." When Lu Mingyan said this, the expression on his face was not so gentle, nor was his tone.And he didn't look at Chi Heng, but stared in front of him, a little indifference naturally appeared on his face.

It was never Chi Heng's style to lose his temper stubbornly and recklessly. He thought for a while, and sat in the back seat with the child in his arms, without saying a word from the beginning to the end.

Fortunately, Lu Mingyan didn't talk too much. During the three-hour drive, they didn't say a word, only the child hummed occasionally, and the rest of the time was so quiet that the slight wind from the air conditioner could be heard.

Lu Mingyan drove all the way to the gate of the compound where Chi Heng lived.Chi Heng didn't want to talk, even if he felt strange, he didn't bother to ask how you know I live here.

"Just under the gate." Chi Heng gently shook the dozing child awake, and said to the child, "Xuxu, thank Uncle Lu."

There is obvious alienation in this polite sentence, and it also has a deliberate irony.

Uncle Lu, what an Uncle Lu.

-

Lu Mingyan ignored this, but asked, "Which building do you live in, I'll send it to you downstairs."

"No, I can walk in by myself."

Lu Mingyan ignored it, "Which one?"

Chi Heng frowned, "No need! Do you want me to make it clear, I don't want you to go in at all!"

Lu Mingyan tightened his grip on the steering wheel, and said, "It seems that you are still angry with me for making you forget about Xie Tang and cheating you, aren't you?"

Chi Heng took a deep breath, trying to suppress the inexplicable anger that surged up in his heart.

The other party's indifferent expression, indifferent tone, everything is indifferent, these are the root causes of his annoyance.

"You say I'm wrong, I should feel guilty and sorry, but I really don't have these feelings, so I can't pretend I do. If it makes you happy, I'd love to try it, but you won't .So even if I pretend, it's useless. I don't like pointless process and useless sadness."

Chi Heng turned his gaze out of the window, "You are still the same... I don't want to say anything, please let me get out of the car!"

"Chi Heng, what are you insisting on? Now that you have come back with great difficulty, you love me too. If you don't say how much you love, at least you have feelings. Why can't you be the same as before? Don't you think you are doing well now? ?”

Chi Heng laughed angrily, "It's been three years, and you found out that my life is not as good as before, so you are so great that you want to pick me up again? Do you think that these three years of suffering are actually for me? Lesson, whoever made me run away is asking for it. So now that I am back, I must want to go back to the past, and even cry with joy, thank you for not wanting me. Lu Mingyan, you forgot, I am Chi Heng, my In the dictionary, there is no word for looking back. It doesn't matter whether Xie Tang or you, it's the same. These three years seem like yesterday, I'm living my own life, and you're not in this life."

"But you are still alone." Lu Mingyan finally turned his head and looked at Chi Heng in the rearview mirror.

"This is what I chose myself!"

The little baby didn't understand the tense atmosphere between the two adults. He babbled and acted like a baby in Chi Heng's arms, as if asking, Dad, why didn't you take me out of the car after you woke me up?

Probably for the sake of the children, Lu Mingyan finally stopped the car slowly and unlocked it.

Chi Heng opened the car door and got out, led the child, and walked without looking back. He really never looked back, not even a glance.

-

In the evening, I took a bath for Xiaobao, and Bao was playing with the little yellow duck in the bathtub, but Chi Heng found a small piece of bruise on the baby's neck.He frowned and looked at it carefully for a while, then asked, "Xuxu, how did you do this?" He gently rubbed that spot with his fingertips.Probably because of being scratched, Lu Xu giggled.

Chi Heng said angrily: "Little fool, Dad is asking you something." He asked word by word, "Here, is it, someone beat you?" He heard "beat", so he started waving his little hands, flapping like a duck, and splashed Chi Heng's bath water with relish.

Seeing the child's excitement, Chi Heng couldn't get angry, so he grabbed the child's arms and held them still, "Lu Xu! Take a bath and stop making trouble."

That thing went nowhere.

Chi Heng had a slight fever for the past few days, and he thought it might be a cold.In order to avoid infecting the child, every time he put the baby to sleep, he would go to the sofa in the living room to sleep by himself.Around twelve o'clock, Chi Heng took the blanket to the living room, drew the curtains of the living room, and glanced outside.With such an unintentional glance, he saw the headlights flickering.

The place Chi Heng lives in is not a high-end residential commercial housing, but a bit old and old. The landlord runs his own business. Most of the people who live here are ordinary salarymen with low incomes, and there are very few high-end cars to get in and out.Although it was just a short glance, Chi Heng noticed that the car seemed to be huge, pure black, and should be worth a lot.But it was very dark at that time, only a dilapidated street lamp, so he didn't see the license plate number clearly.

Chi Heng was curious about how such a big car drove into this small place, but after standing by the window for a few minutes, he drew the curtain tightly, turned off the light and went to sleep.