Love before marriage

The next day is the weekend, so there is no need to send Lu Xu there.Chi Heng originally planned to take the children out to play, and the plan had already been drawn up, but when he woke up the next day, he felt dizzy, and when he touched his forehead with the back of his hand, he found that it was a little hot.Chi Heng threw off the blanket and sat up from the sofa.The child had woken up, had run off the bed at some point, and was sitting on the carpet in front of the sofa.As soon as Chi Heng woke up, he looked up at Chi Heng, handed him the little pants in his hand, and babbled, "Dad..."

He still doesn't know how to put on pants by himself, Chi Heng has to help him put them on.

"When did you come here, little fool, why didn't you push me to wake up earlier." Chi Heng stretched the child up, grabbed his arms, and let him stagger on his legs.

"That's right. Now I know that I brought my pants. It's great, little friend Lu Xu. You've improved again this week." He kissed the child's tender cheek, then turned the child's face to examine his face carefully. The bruise on the neck has faded a lot after one night. It seems that Chi Heng pressed his fingers lightly and asked, "Does it hurt?"

Lu Xu shook his head like a rattle.

Chi Heng put on the pants for the child and quickly put him down, "Dad has a cold, so I can't stick to him today, I'm afraid it will infect you."

Lu Xu sat on the carpet and looked up at Chi Heng.

Chi Heng got up and saw that the wall clock on the wall pointed to eleven o'clock.

God, I slept for so long and woke up until noon. Such a long time must have starved the child to death.

Chi Heng quickly brought out milk powder and rice noodles, cooked them and fed them to the children.Lu Xu was also really hungry, he ate all of it in one go, even the diced carrots that he didn't like all along, his mouth was covered with a circle of paste after eating.Chi Heng smiled and rubbed the child's head, "Xuxu, go wash your face."

Lu Xu gave a "hmm" and ran to the bathroom joltingly on his slippers, Chi Heng followed behind him.Standing on tiptoe, Lu Xu reached out to reach the faucet. After turning it around a few times, water finally came out, and Lu Xu put her face under it.Chi Heng held the child's little arm and taught him, "Turn to the left, cold water will come out, and turn to the right, hot water will come out."

Lu Xu nodded with a half understanding.

"Left, cold, right, hot, so easy to remember?" Chi Heng handed the towel to the child, "Xuxu, come, wipe your face."

Lu Xu took the towel and rubbed it on his face indiscriminately, making his face red, but all the water beads were wiped clean.

Chi Heng put back the towel and led the child out, "Xuxu, wipe your face gently next time, you are too hard."

Lu Xu grabbed Chi Heng's finger, shook it back and forth, and said while shaking, "Dad... get out... get out."

It is the nature of all children to love to play, and Lu Xu is also looking forward to going out with his father on weekends.

"Okay, okay, let's go out right away, you have to ask Dad to change clothes, you can only go out after the clothes are changed." Chi Heng straightened the child's fluffy hair, and then pointed to the side of the shoe cabinet, "Xuxu, you put it on yourself first Good shoes, Dad goes to the bedroom to change clothes, we will leave in a while."

Lu Xu happily responded, let go of Chi Heng's hand, and ran to the shoe cabinet.There are many pairs of shoes, usually a child will know which pair to choose just by looking at them, but Lu Xu has to think about it for a while, and it takes a while to put on the shoes.

Chi Heng didn't bother to take his temperature, reckoning that he could still hold on, he drank a pack of cold medicine before leaving, then took his wallet and car keys and took the child out.Probably because of the fever, he was a little unresponsive. When he arrived at the garage, he realized that the car was not there. At that time, he suddenly remembered that his car was still detained there.The car keys were taken for nothing.Without a car, you can hardly go anywhere.Chi Heng doesn’t want his children to take public transportation, not because he loves them, but because there are too many people and crowds are prone to situations. Most of the time, adults are not so tolerant. Children with autism are seen by many people as dangerous and noisy mental patients. dislike.

In terms of taxis, it may not be easy to get a taxi at this point.Moreover, he lived in a remote location, and it took him a long time to walk to a crowded intersection.

Chi Heng said helplessly to the child: "Xuxu, shall we go home and play with puzzles? Then we will make delicious food in the afternoon, is that okay?"

Lu Xu pursed her mouth, her expectant expression turned into a little frustration, she buried her head and said nothing.

Chi Heng squatted down and hugged him, "Xuxu, we can't go out until Dad asks for the car back, or you have to wait for Dad to borrow the car, anyway, we can't get out now, so let's go out tomorrow, okay? Dad can go out tonight Borrow a car."

Lu Xu stretched out his little finger and asked, "Big bang bang... Where did bang bang go?" Because Chi Heng's car made a loud roar when it started, like a bison, so Lu Xu kept calling that car "Big bang bang".

"Hang Hong took it for repairs. It has been working for too long and needs maintenance and rest, don't you think?"

Lu Xu nodded with a half understanding, then shook her head again.

Chi Heng gently pinched the child's face, "Xuxu, let's rest at home today, shall we go out tomorrow? Or, go out tonight..."

"You don't have to wait until tonight," a voice suddenly interrupted the conversation between one big and one small, and Qi Ran stepped out of the car and walked over, "Let's go, go wherever you like." Not at work In terms of status, he is also used to wearing pure white clothes, which are quite eye-catching.

After staying in the base for so long, Lu Xu saw Qi Ran very familiarly, seemed to remember him, and had a good impression of him.As soon as Qi Ran walked in, Lu Xu raised his head, waved his little hands, and shouted indistinctly: "Uncle Qi..."

Qi Ran picked up Lu Xu familiarly, and patted his head, "Where do you want to go, baby?" In terms of career, Qi Ran is a very dedicated and responsible person. He has frequent and close contact with Lu Xu, and he will be called Remember it's normal too.When Lu Xu treats autism, he often needs the cooperation of people around him. Qi Ran can do it well every time and does many things by himself. Otherwise, Lu Xu's recovery effect would not be so obvious.

Chi Heng is a person who can distinguish right from wrong, just because of this, he feels that he should really thank Qi Ran.In fact, his attitude towards Qi Ran has become much more relaxed than before, at least he no longer treats him as an enemy, and he has let go of his defenses in some ways.You can be sure that Qi Ran will not maliciously harm the child or himself.

"I came over right after the meeting in the morning. I'll take a look and bring you some medicine by the way. Who knows it just happens to happen, so you can use my car."

Chi Heng nodded, and said to Lu Xu, "Xuxu, thank you uncle."

The child followed Chi Heng's example and nodded, with a smile on his face again, "Thank you uncle."

The three got into the car, Chi Heng sat in the back seat with the child, reported the location, and drove together.

Qi Ran put his hands on the steering wheel, and the expression on his face showed that he was in a very happy mood. He said while driving, "You know what Chi Heng, I admire you the most. You are really, very smart, and you know how to live a happy life. It’s also good to let the people around you live comfortably, without stupid stubbornness and resignation. It seems... nothing can really defeat you, no matter what the situation is, you can do the best in that situation.”

Chi Heng slightly bent the corner of his mouth, "I can't let my child suffer with me."

"Actually, I haven't seen too many of your kind, but it's not too small, maybe a dozen or so. Since they are destined to be like this from birth, many people will blame themselves and hate themselves for being monsters, but blindly complaining and negativity go hand in hand. There is no positive effect, only negative effect. So they choose not to cooperate, run away, self-mutilate or even do bad things on purpose. These are passive resistance in nature. People who have such behaviors show that their hearts have sunk to the bottom, and they will not be happy for the rest of their lives. , life is gloomy. But you are different from them, you know how to live yourself in this situation."

Chi Heng looked out the window, the child was sitting on his lap, Lu Xu was very happy, patting his little hands, humming a song, babbling, babbling.It's so cute, Chi Heng couldn't help but kiss Lu Xu on the forehead.The world is so beautiful, and he is still young, so he does not consume himself excessively for money and power. The most important thing is that he has a baby who is at least healthy. In such a life, why should he feel sorry for himself and not live a good life?

"A lot of sins and sufferings are caused by myself. I magnify a little bit of unsatisfactory infinitely and force myself to collapse. There is everything in this society. No one will encounter something. You are not the only ones who have your own difficulties. I, Lu Mingyan, we all have them. The higher the family background, the stricter the hierarchy and the harsher the rules, even inhumane. Just kidding, do those famous families or successful people rely on luck? Can they be favored by God for a long time? , there is only one type of people, the dead, because they can sleep forever and ignore the troubles. And the living, it’s impossible. Don’t you think so?”

At the traffic light, Qi Ran stopped the car and looked at Chi Heng's face in the rearview mirror.He felt that Chi Heng's mood was very peaceful now, and it was time to talk about that matter.

"Chi Heng, actually, if you think about it carefully, you will feel that there is nothing wrong with it. Isn't it just a little bit special than ordinary people? You must know that bisexual deformities, transsexuals, transsexuals, and AIDS patients are terrible in this world. There are so many, not all of them are working hard to live, and you can't just have a special like you. To some extent, it may be a kind of luck. We will not hurt you, but can protect you. You, but we also need to study you, this is a must, you have to understand this, because we also have to live." Qi Ran smiled faintly, "Because this is one of the top secrets, when we come in When we are in office, we cannot leave, and the day we leave is the day we die."

Chi Heng turned his head and looked back.

"Some of my seniors also had families and even children, but they only saw each other once or twice a year. Every time they met, they would be monitored, and so would sex with their wives. I thought, forget it, I Don't get married and start a family, and drag one less person into the water."

Chi Heng said: "I didn't expect that you would think so. I thought you guys thought that the more people who go into the water, the better. After all, it's a backstop for yourself."

Qi Ran smiled, "Even if you are a bad person, you can only be bad to others, what bad is it to your own family?"

"You finally admit that you are a bad person now?"

The corners of Qi Ran's mouth curved slightly, "Chi Heng, I didn't expect you to be able to joke, even though it's a cold joke."

Lu Xu listened to the conversation between the two, and from time to time he would respond, but his response was to repeat a certain word. For example, this time he began to learn to say "bad guy...bad guy..."

Qi Ran teased the child, "Lu Xu, do you think Uncle is a bad guy?"

Lu Xu tilted his head and thought for a while, then shook his head, "No..."

Qi Ran smiled, "Well, the baby is so good."

"There are tens of thousands of occupations in this world, from sanitation workers to Interpol FBI, no matter how hard it is, how tiring or how glamorous, there must be someone to do every job. A person's talent will be equal to what he has endured. The pressure is directly proportional to the pressure. There is an old saying that it is not completely unreasonable for those who are able to work harder. Those who can enter here like me are the top doctors or research scholars. Others cannot reach this position. "

"And once you're in, you don't want to leave, do you? But, I guess, you don't really want to leave either."

"Indeed, no one wants to leave, because this kind of life is much more interesting than the life of ordinary people. If I were to face those weak patients all day long, I would be suffocated. I can't be a saint who saves the dying and heals the wounded. Of course, that Doctors can’t get in here, and medical skills alone are not enough to come here.”

"Everyone has his own aspirations. I don't want to comment on your words."

"If people all over the world were the same, then there would be no distinction between good and bad. The so-called good would be meaningless. Only comparison can be good or bad, and Christianity says that comparison is the root of all evil, so why compare with others Well, I can do whatever I am, there is nothing to be proud of, and of course there is nothing to be ashamed of. Don’t you think so?”

Chi Heng felt that Qi Ran's words seemed to be a foreshadowing for something.The phrase "nothing to be ashamed of" was clearly referring to him in particular.

Chi Heng asked bluntly: "What do you want to say? It should be enough after so many detours."

Qi Ran really raised the corners of his mouth, "It's so easy to talk to you, since that's the case, then I'll just say it straight."

"We would like you to contribute a little... egg fluid."

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It seems that as long as he is not with Lu Mingyan, Chi Heng will have no major problems getting along with others, at least the atmosphere is peaceful.After arriving at the destination, the three of them got out of the car, had lunch at the restaurant first, and then Chi Heng accompanied the child to the pottery bar.Unlike many boys who like to jump and jump, Lu Xu likes to play with things in his hand, such as mud.

There are many couples or girlfriends in the pottery room, and there are also a family of three. The atmosphere inside is very good, neither too quiet nor too noisy. The teacher teaches the essentials above, and everyone makes their own below.Taking advantage of this gap, Qi Ran went outside to make a call, and it took several calls before he got through.

"I told Chi Heng, but he didn't reply, he was silent, but I feel that he is not angry, after all, there is no need to be angry. I just mentioned something, he should... seems to be thinking about it."

"If I convince him, then I can go through the process and collect the fluid. Then in vitro fertilization, culture the embryo, and then implant it into the woman's uterus, so that the child can be born without letting Chi Heng suffer. This is really the worst suffering way..."

"You should say something, Mr. Lu."

"Chi Heng..." Lu Mingyan just opened his mouth, but the phone was cut off suddenly.Qi Ran dialed again, but it was not in the service area. After several attempts, it was still the same.He knew that Lu Mingyan should have been called by someone from the Intelligence Bureau.Indeed, the higher you go, the stricter the rules.If the pet owners with a little bit of power keep the test animals as their pets in the name of love, then it won't be too long before this wonderful balance will be broken. This kind of thing is absolutely not allowed to happen. And people with higher status must have more self-discipline.

If Lu Mingyan said that he didn't want Chi Heng to continue to participate, or just said something like this, it would not only be as simple as not letting Chi Heng go, but it would probably hurt Chi Heng.Even, as long as he shows a hint of soft-heartedness and personal affection, Chi Heng will probably never appear in front of him again.

No one knows this better than Lu Mingyan.