Love before marriage

Chi Heng is a person who lives a very regular life, and has never been so confused as recently.

He overslept and was late for work for several days in a row; he forgot to bring important work documents back halfway to pick them up; he was prone to feeling tired at work, and he, who was always focused in meetings, fell asleep, and the colleague next to him pushed him several times before waking up.I want to stay in the bathroom for a while when I take a shower at night, because I am addicted to heat.

It was evening when I drove home from get off work.He didn't do anything important today, but he still felt tired.Recently, I often have abdominal pain and cramping pain, which makes my whole body weak.He frowned, and decided to go to the hospital for an examination, after all, it would affect his normal life.When I was making out with my married partner last night, I suddenly had a stomachache. I didn't go to the hospital because it was too late, and it recovered later.

Lu Mingyan is a very serious person. When he is serious, he often restricts Chi Heng where he can't go. If Lu Mingyan takes himself for an inspection, he will definitely have to check a lot. It will take a lot of time. It's better to go alone before the other party comes back. Chi Heng decided so.

After getting in the taxi and leaning quietly on the back seat, the pain in his lower abdomen was finally much less than before. He pressed it lightly with his hand, but there was still a numbness left there.

Maybe it's no big deal.

The hospital is here.Because there were still a lot of people waiting in line in the afternoon, Chi Heng thought he would have to wait a long time, but the truth was that he got his test report soon.

No doctor asked him to go in, so Chi Heng waited in vain outside the clinic.He now has a test sheet in his hand.

The hcg is excessive, and the conclusion of the test result is only two words.

Pregnant.

Chi Heng no longer had the time to think about why there was no doctor to receive him, only a nurse who was wearing a mask and couldn't see his face clearly handed over this piece of paper and left. Why did he just write that he was pregnant? !

He didn't have time to think about these details, because the result was too shocking, pregnant?Just kidding!He is not a monster!

Seeing Chi Hengmu standing there in a daze from afar, motionless and not intending to leave, holding the list tightly in his hand, the nurse sighed and came over to remind him, "Sir, you don't have to wait, The doctor is off work, please come see me next time, otherwise you can go to the emergency department."

She knew that Chi Heng would not come back next time, and of course she would not go to the emergency room right now, just to drive people away.

Chi Heng raised his head, the expression of shock and pain was still on his face.

The nurse suppressed the impatience in her heart, and repeated the words again.

Chi Heng nodded awkwardly, then turned around stiffly, and walked away silently step by step.He folded and folded the test sheet and stuffed it deep into the innermost pocket of his clothes.

His back is by no means thin and weak, but slightly stooped, probably because he just knew that there is a subconscious kneeling in his stomach to protect his stomach.

That is the instinct of someone who has been a "mother".

The nurse looked at his receding figure with moist eyes.

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The object of his marriage is the second youngest of the Lu family, who is married to a wealthy family.Lu Mingyan is gentle and considerate but also tough at the same time. He has always been very strict with Chi Heng, even he is very strict with whomever Chi Heng sees.

Chi Heng was a little worried, what would Lu Mingyan think of himself and what he would do to himself after knowing this.But pregnancy is not something that can be done by one person. Lu Mingyan is also responsible for this result. If he didn't like Chi Heng's body so much, this result would not have happened.

But thinking of this, Chi Heng became suspicious again. He remembered that he wore a condom every time, how could it be...

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It was only six o'clock when I got home, not too late.Usually, Lu Mingyan would arrive home at this time.Although it is a wealthy marriage, Chi Heng and Lu Mingyan are not victims. They have interests but no feelings. Not to mention how much they love each other, at least they get along well, unlike other marriages that seem to be in harmony with each other and play with each other.

Lu Mingyan was extremely busy these days, so he came back late.Chi Heng usually cooks a meal, and he will eat it before people return at seven o'clock.But today he felt very tired and didn't want to cook, and he just heard the news, he really didn't have the mind to do anything else, so he just wanted to have a quiet time!

Chi Heng went to the bedroom to sleep.

Wrapped in a blanket, she was very tired, staring out of the window with dazed eyes, lethargic, and fell asleep after a while.

Lu Mingyan is indeed busy these days, busy looking after his children.Chi Heng was gone, and if Lu Mingyan didn't get closer to Lu Xu, the child would be so sad that he would have a psychological shadow.Lu Mingyan spends all his free time with the child, not daring to leave him alone.Lu Xu cried very hard at the beginning. He didn't see his father for half a month. No matter how much outsiders tried to persuade him, he would not believe it. Without his father, he cried so heartbreakingly that the whole building could hear it. It really hurts everyone who heard it .There was even one time when I nearly cried and went into shock.

Recently, Lu Xu started to go on a hunger strike. Now that his father is gone, he has to go with him.

Lu Mingyan accompanied him every day, coaxing him to feed him and taking him out for a walk.Children of this age should live the most carefree and even heartless time, but Lu Xu was so sad that he didn't even want to go on a hunger strike.Lu Mingyan kept coaxing and chatting with him, and gave Lu Xu the blue hat that had been woven but failed to hand out, telling him that his father would be back soon, and the whole bad situation improved a little.

No matter how hard-hearted Lu Mingyan was, he really couldn't bear to treat the child like this. The child is innocent.In this cruel plan, the most harmed are the most innocent children who should be protected the most.It was impossible for him to let Lu Xu never see Chi Heng for the rest of his life, and he hadn't thought about it from the beginning. In fact, he planned to reunite the father and son early in the morning, but it didn't come at the right time.However, I really can't wait any longer, the child will collapse if I wait any longer.

In the past few days, Lu Xu must see Chi Heng.

When Lu Mingyan came back, Xiaobao's tears were still on his clothes.

The nurse had already sent a text message to tell him that everything was going according to plan and that Mr. Chi had already gone back.

Seeing that Chi Heng was not in the living room, Lu Mingyan quickly went to the bedroom as well.

Chi Heng was wrapped in a blanket motionless, his legs were slightly curled up and his back was arched, his eyes were lightly closed, and his breathing was steady.

If possible, Lu Mingyan would take Chi Heng more seriously, and not let him go to work, but just enjoy being served at home, take care of his body, and... raise his baby.But he has to wait for Chi Heng to find out about it himself, and pregnancy is not something that can happen just by talking about it, only after a period of time, it will be true, and Chi Heng will not doubt it.So during this period of time, Lu Mingyan had to pretend not to know.It can only be protected and controlled in a way that is not detected and suspected.

For example, he won't let Chi Heng take a bath alone, every time the bathroom is two people get tired of being together.

For example, even if Chi Heng rushed to work, he had to eat breakfast.I have already greeted several managers of the research institute, and they are not allowed to give Chi Heng too much work.

Sex at night is even more essential, otherwise how could the child be conceived.But Lu Mingyan had to make sure that intercourse would not affect the fetus. Chi Heng didn't know that he was pregnant, but he knew, so the sex every night was so soft that it couldn't be softer. He always kissed with his lips, licked with his tongue, and nibbled lightly. Very restrained, Chi Heng's breathing became sweeter and greasy each time, almost melting into a puddle of water.

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Maybe it's because of having one birth, that kind of "motherhood" is almost engraved in the bones, even if you forget the past, this deep habit can't be erased no matter what.When Chi Heng sleeps, he will unconsciously put his hands on his stomach to protect it.

Lu Mingyan looked at Chi Heng quietly, not wanting to be alarmed.

This scene is really too familiar, isn't it like this before, it's exactly the same, but at that time Chi Heng was still curled up on the sofa, afraid or unwilling to go back to the bedroom.

Everything is back to square one.

Endless cycle.

But this time it might be the end.

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After an unknown amount of time, Chi Heng opened his eyes in a daze, only to find that the lights in the bedroom hadn't been turned on, and the bright moonlight was shining in through the window.

Lu Mingyan sat by the bed, his black eyes drooping slightly, thoughtful.Chi Heng woke up and moved, but Lu Mingyan didn't seem to notice it.

"You're back."

Chi Heng made a sound, and Lu Mingyan came back to his senses.Turning to look at him, he smiled slightly, "You haven't eaten yet, I brought dinner back."

Chi Heng lifted the thin blanket over his body and sat up, and said slowly, "I'm not hungry... I haven't had an appetite recently." It was just a very common answer, and Chi Heng wouldn't feel bad if he said it normally, but today After receiving the pregnancy test report, Chi Heng felt an inexplicable sense of embarrassment and shame after speaking.He took a quick look at Lu Mingyan, made sure that the other party didn't notice anything unusual, then quickly closed his eyes, and finally heaved a sigh of relief thinking he was undetectable.

But in fact, Lu Mingyan could see all these movements and expressions.

Lu Mingyan pulled Chi Heng over, and the two sat opposite each other. He asked, "Why don't you have an appetite?"

Chi Heng didn't speak.

"I see that you not only have no appetite, but your physical condition is also not good recently. Have you been to the hospital?"

"Hmm..." Chi Heng nodded obediently with a guilty conscience, "I went to see it this afternoon."

Because he didn't dare to look at the other person directly, Chi Heng often quietly raised his eyelids thinking that he would not be noticed, and took a quick look at the other person. After feeling that the other person's face was normal, he quickly lowered his head.

Like doing something wrong.

Chi Heng himself felt it too, but on second thought, there was nothing to be ashamed of, at most he was not used to it and panicked.

"I brought several kinds back, you can eat whatever you like." Lu Mingyan pulled him out to the dining room, and thoughtfully put a cushion on the chair for Chi Heng to sit down.Then he opened the lunch boxes one by one, and he really brought some of everything, the color and fragrance were complete and the aroma was still hot.

Chi Heng moved the steamed sea rice dumpling in front of him, picked up his chopsticks and ate it vigorously.He was very serious when he was eating. He only looked at the food in the lunch box. The half dumpling that was caught fell on the table. He forked it with chopsticks without hesitation and continued to put it in his mouth. He ate seriously, blinking his eyes occasionally. one time.

The heat of the food enveloped Chi Heng's face.

The childhood of being helpless and constantly running around made small habits like this become his instinct, and he couldn't erase them no matter what.Later, with Lu Xu, during the three years of raising the child alone, he could not give the child any extra expensive things except the basic necessities of life. Only he learned how to knit hats and scarves. Fortunately, his children have always liked it.

The hot air seemed to be lingering all the way to him, and Lu Mingyan felt that his eye sockets were also wet.

He remembered that when Chi Heng first fell in love with him, because he had nothing, he willingly offered his body like a sacrifice to please him.

Standing him in the torrential rain for a few hours, the chill of the rain can seep into a person's bones, but a hug can melt him and satisfy him.

Every time Chi Heng's memory is erased, he will obey Lu Mingyan to some extent, even if he doesn't obey, at least he doesn't refuse. I don't know if this has become Chi Heng's instinct, deeply, deeply engraved in his heart. in the bones.

Chi Heng put down his chopsticks, looked in front of him, and unconsciously put his left hand on his stomach, thinking of something, he suddenly smiled very shallowly, his face was peaceful and peaceful like never before.