Watching you quietly outside the window

Chen Jun has been immersing himself in drawing line drawings, and his eyes are a little blurred. Someone patted him on the back, it was Blent.When Chen Jun raised his head, there were only one or two people left in the office, and no one else was there. Blent said that it was past time for dinner, and asked Chen Jun if he wanted to have dinner together.Chen Jun looked at his watch. It was already past 7 o'clock in the evening, and he felt a little hungry. He thought about the progress of the line draft, and then agreed to Blent.During the meal, Chen Jun checked his mobile phone twice, but he did not receive a text message from Lan Ye. He wondered if Lan Ye was busy with his studies, or the teacher confiscated his mobile phone. Blent also seemed to be very busy, he ate very quickly, but after a while, he asked Chen Jun while eating, "If you are asked to go to the head office with me to develop, would you like to go?"

Chen Jun didn't quite understand what Blent meant, so he asked, "Do you want me to go to the head office as a character designer?"

Blent said that he would return to China after a while, appreciated Chen Jun very much, and wanted to ask him to come with him, and the salary there was much higher than here.

"When?" Chen Jun stopped chopsticks.

Blent made a rough calculation in his mind, and told Chen Jun that it would be about a month later, but if Chen Jun went with him, there would be a lot of procedures, and he would have to prepare various documents at least two weeks in advance.He saw that Chen Jun was hesitant, so he said that foreign design firms had more room for development.This Word is also true.Chen Jun also perfunctorily said some nonsense like thank you for your care, and then said: "I'll think about it, give me some time." Blent seemed to want Chen Jun to go with him very much, and then Said that Chen Jun is still single now anyway, without the shackles of his family, he has nothing to worry about.This made Chen Jun even more disappointed, he really wanted to tell Blent that he was not single, he had a lover whom he loved almost crazy, but he was not stupid to that extent, in the end he didn't say anything, listening to Blent alone there He had no choice but to bow his head in silence, emphasizing how good the atmosphere abroad is.

If he told others or made it public that he liked men, he would definitely be treated differently, right?He is still not sure whether he is gay or not. He doesn't even look at other men. Even when he was in college, he went to the bathhouse with boys to take a bath. When he saw their rough naked under the hazy water He felt extremely dirty when he touched the skin and thick pubic hair and limp cock, not to mention doing that kind of thing, it was impossible!In the past, he knew that Gays used anal sex to satisfy their sexual desires. When he thought of inserting his own penis into the shitty asshole, he couldn't understand why there were such people in the world. Moreover, he just went to college At that time, the roommates in the dormitory were looking for stimulation, and asked the people who came to bed to watch a few calcium tablets together. Chen Jun didn't feel any pleasure after watching it, but hated this behavior even more.Chen Jun felt that he was very strange. He obviously didn't like to do things, and when he put them on Lan Ye, he easily threw away all his worries and liked to do them from the bottom of his heart. He didn't feel that Lan Ye was dirty at all. Lingering together, skin to skin, combined through anal sex, he injected love liquid into Lan Ye's body, every time he thought of Lan Ye's cute appearance when he was intimate with him, his heart was filled with happiness, he liked Lan Ye, liked to the depths of the soul.This kind of physical and spiritual love is only for Lan Ye, and Lan Ye is special.

Chen Jun returned to the office with Blent. Brent's studio was not with Chen Jun. He sent Brent to the office first, and then took out his mobile phone. Lan Ye still did not reply to his text messages.Chen Jun was a little anxious, he called the landline at home, but no one answered, he looked at his watch again, it was already past 8 o'clock, so Lan Ye should be at home at this time.He stood at the door of the office in a daze, even a little at a loss, he was worried that something would happen to Lan Ye and he couldn't go back.A colleague happened to come back from dinner and asked Chen Jun why he didn't go in. Chen Jun was relieved. He thought that Lan Ye might have gone to see his mother. He tried to use this situation to explain away his inner anxiety, but For some reason, it is not that simple to know so clearly that Lan Ye cannot be contacted.

He continued to rush work until his neck was a little sore. He did a few joint exercises and checked the time. It was past 11:[-] p.m., and he couldn't let go of Lan Ye. There were one or two people in the office who were also rushing to work, so Chen Jun walked straight away He went to the corridor to call Lan Ye's mobile phone, but his mobile phone was turned off, so he called the landline again.The phone was connected, and after more than a dozen rings, someone finally answered. On the phone, Lan Ye asked a little coldly: "Hello, are you...?"

I wanted to ask Lan Ye why his mobile phone was turned off, and he didn't answer the landline just now, but when he heard Lan Ye's voice, he couldn't help saying, "I miss you so much!"

There was silence on the phone, Lan Ye didn't speak, just exhaled lightly, the breath on the microphone, like the sound of wind.

"Do you have enough money on hand?"

"Enough." Lan Ye answered briefly, and the sound of breathing became deeper and deeper, and it was no longer regular, like a sobbing sound.

"Lan Ye?" Chen Jun asked, and he felt sad when he heard Lan Ye's sobbing, "Are you crying?"

There was no reply, and it was still the kind of breath that had no frequency.

Chen Jun just stood in the corridor and listened like this until the voice gradually subsided and became regular, as if exhaling heavily again, Lan Ye said softly: "I really want to see you too!"

"I'm going to catch up on the line draft as soon as possible. In fact, I don't have as many as I expected. I can probably get out the night after tomorrow, and I'll go back the night after tomorrow." He didn't tell Lan Ye that he had been up all night, as long as he could see him sooner, no matter how tired he was. He would too.

Chen Jun then talked about some things about Lan Ye, such as: Did you eat on time?Did you stay up late?There was nothing of this kind, and after asking for warmth for a while, when Lan Ye's mood almost calmed down, he reluctantly hung up the phone and continued to work.

However, the worry about Lan Ye was not unfounded. Lan Ye's mobile phone was always turned off. Chen Jun called home at around 11 o'clock the next night, but Lan Ye didn't answer.At first, Chen Jun began to comfort himself with the words that Lan Ye went to the hospital and hadn't come back, which worked. After all, it was not too late, but no one answered his calls after 12 o'clock, and he called several times later.Lan Ye felt light, if the phone rang, he would definitely hear it, but no one answered the landline.Lan Ye was either not at home, or maybe something happened...Chen Jun began to think of some bad things, would he have a high fever like last time?Or maybe he had the idea of ​​committing suicide...Chen Jun was full of Lan Ye's ideas, and he couldn't calm down to work at all. He was sitting on the office chair. If he went to rest, he would definitely not be able to sleep now, but he would not Unable to draw any further.He sat there for a long time, as if the sky was beginning to get darker, and the outside of the window began to change from pitch black to lighter and lighter blue. Chen Jun looked out of the window blankly, and unconsciously remembered that Lan Ye was sitting on the seat and staring at the sky. Looking out the window full of melancholy and a hint of yearning.What was he thinking about?What are you looking at again?Maybe he didn't really look out the window, but just dreamed of the picture he wanted to see, and unrealistically imagined what he carried in his heart, and presented it outside the window, just like him, every time he looked out the window, he would think of it. Like the blue night.

The next day was quite difficult. He was physically exhausted, and he was not in the mood to draw at all. For the first time, Chen Jun felt that what he liked to do was also so boring.When he thought of Lan Ye, he became very worried. He felt as if he would die if he didn't see Lan Ye again. Both physically and mentally, he was almost at his limit. He felt that he had to go back today. Blent happened to have some problems with other companies that day, and he had to leave. According to the gossip, Blent would be gone for a while, and Chen Jun thought it was a good opportunity to get out.

Chen Jun is a very eloquent person. When he first came here, he talked enthusiastically with a few strange colleagues who had never met. They also had a good impression of Chen Jun. Chen Jun dragged a trustworthy person and left their respective mailboxes. And told that person that he would go home and draw a line draft, and he would mail it to him soon. The CG company's line draft can't be disclosed to the outside world before it is made into a game. Doing so violates the company's regulations, but Chen Jun said a few polite words, and added a few extra tickets to that guy. Without further ado, I agreed.In the evening, Chen Jun had already booked the train ticket, and there were still a few sketches left in his hand, so he saved the sketches in a USB flash drive, gestured to the buddy who bought him, and then the man took a look at it. After looking at the others and slightly nodding his head, Chen Jun hurried to the station.

Chen Jun called Lan Ye's mobile phone, but he still turned it off. He really regretted why he didn't ask Lan Ye why he turned it off last night.Along the way, Chen Jun felt as if a needle had been inserted into his head, and it hurt a lot, but he didn't want to sleep, nor was he in the mood to sleep.There was another endless night outside the window, and he felt that his heart was completely eroded by the night, and his heart was infected with an inexplicable tension and panic. He felt that something he could not accept would happen, it was just a premonition But it brought him such anxiety that he had never felt before.

In the bathroom, Lan Ye's naked body became extra alluring under the influence of water and light, her fair body with crimson hickey marks was covered with glistening water droplets, like a white rose wet by rain and dew .

The door of the bathroom was open, and Wang Yi wiped his body with a towel while observing every movement of Lan Ye with his back turned to him. He sat on the floor covered with brown carpet and lit a cigar.Lan Ye also came out of the bathroom, seeing Wang Yi looking at him, he turned his face away with some resistance, and walked towards the bedroom.

"Do you want to smoke a cigar brought back from a business trip?" Wang Yi took out a cigar from a dark blue box.

Lan Ye ignored him and walked straight to the bedroom.Wang Yi stood up a little angrily, he grabbed Lan Ye's arm, Lan Ye talked about his body, and then stood there motionless.

"where are you going?"

"Since you're done venting, I should go back." Lan Ye said coldly.

"How comfortable it is to live here, and how aggrieved it is to go back and squeeze a small bed with that hillbilly laid-off teacher?" Wang Yi said this with an obviously sarcastic tone.

"You let go!" Lan Ye broke free from Wang Yi's shackles and went to the bedroom to pick up the clothes that Wang Yi threw on the ground forcibly during sex.Wang Yi did not continue to make things difficult for him.Lan Ye hurriedly got dressed and stumbled out of Wang Yi's villa.

Why does he like Chen Jun so much?

Wang Yi is jealous of Chen Jun, because he got Lan Ye's heart.Whenever Wang Yi makes love with Lan Ye, he can't help but stare at Lan Ye's expression, and Lan Ye seems to be suffering from great pain during the whole lovemaking process. In terms of chaos, the most common one is: Ah Jun.

Wang Yi knew that Ah Jun was referring to Chen Jun.

In fact, when it comes to the threat to Lan Ye, Wang Yi doesn't want to do anything that hurts Lan Ye too much. He likes Lan Ye's body, and he wants to possess him. Seeing him crying and subdued under him will arouse His powerful desire.At first, Wang Yi always thought that he was a normal person. Even though he had played with men a few times, he didn't feel much. He got married at the age of 25, and now he has a lovely daughter, and his career is considered smooth. The kind of person that many people envy.Until last year, his father adopted a high school student—Lan Ye.One day when he went to his father's office, he inadvertently saw his father and Lan Ye doing that kind of thing. When he saw Lan Ye's flushed face and heard his ecstatic cry, Wang Yi was hardened at that time, and then When his father found him, he didn't blame him for seeing this, but encouraged him to do it with Lan Ye in front of him. At first, Wang Yi felt ashamed to do so, but he obeyed his father since he was a child, and dared not disobey his father. The command.But gradually, Wang Yi liked to invade Lan Ye's body more and more. This kind of pleasure made him almost excited. He shared Lan Ye with his father. It didn't take long for this kind of distorted sex to turn into a 3P.Because Lan Ye's mother needed a lot of medical expenses, Lan Ye had to let them be slaughtered by their father and son. At first, Wang Yi sympathized with Lan Ye. Just play at night.Wang Yi knows that he is not capable, but he has great ambitions. He hopes to take over his father's company as soon as possible. He may have limited power to become the chairman. Even if he becomes the general manager, he will not be welcomed by others. His flattery is only because his father is the chairman.Wang Yi wanted to monopolize Lan Ye, but his father's interest in Lan Ye only increased sharply. The money he earned now was more than enough for Lan Ye's mother to treat him, so he wanted Lan Ye not to go to his father unless it was a special situation. You can give Blue Night money.But he wants to have sex with Lan Ye, this kind of thinking is far better than his thinking about women, even the recognized beauties in the eyes of the public.He gradually lost his original interest in women, and when he returned home and saw his beautiful and beautiful wife, he couldn't be hard at all, and playing with Lan Ye was like playing with a poker, which made him want to stop.He also didn't install any so-called bug recorders in Chen Jun's home, but one night, he was a little drunk, he drove by the park, and happened to see Lan Ye and Chen Jun sitting on a park bench. , and then Lan Ye took the initiative to embrace and kiss Chen Jun. The sweet and intimate feeling was as perfect as an idealized painting. This was something Wang Yi had never obtained before. A little surprised, he didn't know what kind of jealousy he was eating, and instantly became furious, because he didn't want Chen Jun to be with Lan Ye.