Watching you quietly outside the window

In fact, the teacher's single-person apartment is not far from the school. It takes about 10 minutes to ride a bicycle to get there. When there is still one street away from the school, Lan Ye asks to get off the bus, and there are still 8 minutes to ring the bell for morning reading. Chen Jun rode to the school first, and he walked over by himself.

Chen Jun asked why, and he said that the classmates in the class saw it badly.Chen Jun was stunned for a moment, not knowing what to say.Lan Ye was more careful than expected, which also made Chen Jun more worried. He always surprised him and overwhelmed him time and time again.

Lan Ye stood where she was, as if she was asking Chen Jun for permission.Chen Jun looked at Lan Ye for a while, and his heart was churning in confusion, but he finally agreed to Lan Ye's request and rode to school first.

When school was over at noon, Chen Jun didn't go to the cafeteria first, he ran to the classroom, Lan Ye sat on the seat in a daze, while other students rushed to the cafeteria, and everyone disappeared in a blink of an eye.Chen Jun walked to Lan Ye's seat and tapped on the table lightly. Lan Ye lazily raised her head and asked, "What are you doing?" She looked at Chen Jun with a smile on her face.

"Go to eat, and all the delicious food will be taken away in a while." Chen Jun teased.

"Hasn't it already been snatched away?" The sunlight outside was strong, Lan Ye squinted his eyes when he raised his head, Chen Jun stroked his fluffy hair, looked at him lovingly, and said softly: "Let's go out to eat. "

Chen Jun took Lan Ye to a Japanese restaurant far away from the school, and ordered two servings of his usual sizzling steak rice, two vegetable salads, and two cups of plum tea. Lan Ye still devoured them all.He doesn't seem to be picky about food, no matter what he eats, it tastes very delicious.Lan Ye piled up the dinner plates and put them aside, raised his chin and looked at Chen Jun quietly, with a calm expression on his face. Chen Jun took a sip of tea and said to Lan Ye: "Eating so fast is not good for the digestive organs. Eat slowly when you are drinking, do you hear me?" He spoke lightly, and Lan Ye nodded without speaking, and fiddled with the straw in the plum teacup thoughtfully.

"What are your plans for Eleven?"

"No." Lan Ye replied lightly.

"This monthly exam is scheduled for the second day after the November holiday, so don't overplay it." Chen Jun looked at Lan Ye and joked, "If the grades are not good, I will focus on criticism."

Lan Ye's hand fiddling with the straw suddenly stopped, and his body froze for a moment.He is so sensitive that Chen Jun didn't know what to say, so he changed the subject, "When I was in school, my mother would take me to travel abroad when it was a holiday..." Lan Ye suddenly raised her head, His face became particularly ugly, his eyes were full of panic and loss, Chen Jun immediately shut up and stopped talking.It seems that whenever he mentions the family affairs, Lan Ye will react very strongly.Although Chen Jun wanted to know more about him, he didn't want to hurt him even more, so Chen Jun settled the bill and walked back with Lan Ye.On the way, Lan Ye said that he wanted to smoke. Chen Jun knew that he smoked a long time ago and bought him a pack.Lan Ye smoked three cigarettes on the road, and he was a very heavy smoker.When the smoke in his hand was completely burned, Lan Ye took a deep breath, and when he exhaled the smoke, the smoke obscured the scenery in front of him. He narrowed his eyes, as if he could escape reality by doing so, his eyes were full of despair, and Chen Jun burst out again. Heartbroken, when Lan Ye took out another cigarette, he held Lan Ye's hand and slowly put the cigarette into the cigarette case, "Smoking less."

Already at the school gate, Lan Ye cast his gaze on Chen Jun hesitantly, then avoided it lightly, and put the cigarette case into his trouser pocket.The two walked into the teaching building and turned into corridors in different directions. After walking a few steps, Chen Jun turned his head again. At this moment, he saw Lan Ye also turned around, and he said with a smile: "Go back quickly, there is still Less than 5 minutes to class."

Lan Ye nodded slightly, and ran towards the classroom.

After school in the evening, Chen Jun went to the classroom to approve homework, and the students in the class waved to him, or left the classroom one after another after saying "goodbye, teacher", while Lan Ye looked out the window and fell into infinite contemplation.As the sun set, the sun gradually faded, and the night came faster and faster. In a blink of an eye, dark blue covered most of the sky.

The classroom was empty, and the clock hanging on the wall made a stamping sound when it turned, which clearly echoed in the classroom.At this time, the afterglow of the setting sun was gone, and the hour hand just passed 7 o'clock. Chen Jun finished grading his homework, and he walked to Lan Ye's seat. He was doing physics homework, and he was concentrating on reviewing the questions, without noticing Chen Jun's approach .Chen Jun walked behind him and covered his shoulder with one hand, Lan Ye turned around vigilantly, seeing that it was Chen Jun, he breathed a sigh of relief.

"To my house?" Chen Jun asked.

Lan Ye pondered for a moment, then closed the exercise book, "Go."

"Let's go." A gentle smile appeared on Chen Jun's face.

The night completely enveloped this bustling city. When I returned home, it was completely dark. The evening wind was cooler than the previous few days, and I was shivering even wearing long sleeves.Chen Jun took off his shoes and walked into the living room. Lan Ye was still standing in the porch, looking very reserved, probably because he was still worried about the embarrassment of last night. Chen Jun turned around and said to Lan Ye, "Are you hungry?" Want to ask some simple questions to ease his tension.

"A little bit." Lan Ye replied briefly, still a little uneasy in her tone.

"Have you finished your homework?" Chen Jun took off his long-sleeved jacket and hung it in the closet.

"Not yet." He swallowed lightly, avoiding Chen Jun's sight, and unconsciously glanced to the side.

"You go to the bedroom to write first, and I will cook."

Lan Ye took off her shoes and walked in.

"What's there to be nervous about? I won't eat you up." Chen Jun smiled at him.Lan Ye looked at Chen Jun with a smile on his face, and seemed to lower his eyes shyly.

Chen Jun supported his shoulders, pushed him into the bedroom, and said softly: "You wait here, I will call you out to eat later."

Chen Jun closed the door, there were too few ingredients in the refrigerator, only cucumbers, carrots, a piece of chicken thigh and a few eggs were left.He made a plate of Kung Pao Chicken and a bowl of egg drop soup. Although it was not very rich, the color must still be considered. He took out the snacks he bought in the afternoon from his bag, and there was a packet of shredded seaweed in it. up a layer.

During the cooking, Lan Ye went to the balcony to smoke twice. Chen Jun glanced at his watch, he only spent less than half an hour.There is a glass door separating the balcony from the living room. Lan Ye is still standing on the balcony with his back facing him. The smoke surrounds him. A gust of wind blows away the fine smoke and dust, which spreads in the night like silk.Chen Jun opened the balcony door, Lan Ye turned around in a panic, looked at him with a confused face, the evening wind messed up his bangs, part of his hair covered his eyes, he squinted his eyes, his thin mouth blew slightly Open it, at that moment, Chen Jun's heart trembled violently, and then his heart beat wildly.is he realIt was like a person who walked out of a dream, looking at him in the wind like this, and even had inexplicable worries, worried that he would turn into smoke and disappear into the air.Chen Jun stammered, "The meal is ready... come here... come and eat."

When Lan Ye ate, the speed was not as fast as before, but the food still looked delicious.

"Is it delicious?" Chen Jun didn't move his chopsticks, and looked at Lan Ye with his chin in one hand.

Lan Ye let out an "um" and continued to eat.

Chen Junshun asked, "How tall are you?"

"1 meters."

"I was only 1 meters when I was a sophomore in high school, and I grew 7 centimeters in one year." Chen Jun said, "At first, other boys looked up, and then it was like this..." Chen Jun gestured, "Looking down like this."

Lan Ye smiled lightly, and Chen Jun spoke more vigorously, "I may have eaten it at that time, you would never have imagined that I could eat two catties of rice per meal."

"I've also eaten so much, especially when I'm very hungry." Lan Ye raised her head and said proudly, as if gradually letting go.

"You can eat so much and still not get fat, you will definitely grow taller." Chen Jun followed his words.

"It should be like this, my dad is only less than 1 meters." Lan Ye stopped talking, and there was that heart-wrenching sadness in his eyes.

After washing, Chen Jun asked Lan Ye to sleep on the bed. He slept on the sofa, and Lan Ye wanted to sleep on the sofa. After arguing for a while, Lan Ye suddenly asked if they could sleep on the bed together.Chen Jun hesitated for a while, but finally agreed.

Lan Ye quickly fell asleep. When he slept, he was like a dead man, motionless and without any sound.Chen Jun turned to the window with his arm on his pillow, Lan Ye moved his arm, and stretched out his little white hand from the side of the quilt. The night sky was already full of stars, and the evening wind blew in through the window, making it a bit cool.Chen Jun gently put Lan Ye's hand back into the quilt, looked at him quietly, and had a wonderful thought in his heart: It would be fine if it keeps like this.

The next day after school, when Chen Jun came to the classroom, Lan Ye had already left. He hurried to the garage, but Lan Ye was not there. He was a little panicked, wondering if something happened to Lan Ye, but I don't know where to find him.He waited in the garage until the security came to lock the garage before he had to leave.

When he got home, he felt very empty in his heart. He paced up and down in the living room, and immediately stood up after sitting down. When he thought of Lan Ye, he couldn't do anything.Why did he leave so early again?Do you hate living with me?Or is there something hidden that cannot be said?He wants to know more about Lan Ye, but Lan Ye is too introverted, and as long as he mentions a little about him, he will keep silent. How can he get to know him deeply?Chen Jun was full of assumptions about what Lan Ye would do, but there were no sufficient conditions to prove the rationality of the assumptions, he was just imagining.

Time passed unknowingly. When he noticed that the downstairs was quiet, he glanced at his watch, and it was already past 10 o'clock in the evening. He took a deep breath, and then he paid attention to his behavior.Relieved, he realized that he hadn't even eaten, but he wasn't hungry at all.Chen Jun took off his clothes and went to the toilet to take a shower. The water rushed down. He turned down the temperature of the water, hoping to calm his mind through the impact of the running water, but this trick hardly had any effect.A discordant melody is inserted into the sound of water, like knocking on the door.Chen Jun turned off the shower, and there was no movement at the door.Is it an illusion?He wiped his body hastily, put on his nightgown and walked to the entrance, the broken iron door of the apartment didn't even have a peephole, maybe the person who knocked on the door had already left.He tentatively asked, "Is there anyone outside?"

"It's me." A crisp and slightly unassuming voice echoed in the corridor. Hearing that voice, Chen Jun's heart almost jumped out of his throat. He opened the door quickly without thinking, and Lan Ye jumped come over.He hugged Chen Jun tightly and buried his face in Chen Jun's chest. For a few seconds, Chen Jun was stunned.Then he hugged Lan Ye stiffly. He felt that his clothes were wet with warm liquid. Lan Ye was crying silently. He subconsciously hugged Lan Ye tighter. Chen Jun's skirt.

After a long time, Lan Ye sobbed, and slowly raised his head. His eye circles were red, and there were still tears in the corners of his eyes. Chen Jun felt sad for a while, and he wiped Lan Ye's tears with his sleeve, and whispered: "It's okay. stop crying..."

"Teacher Chen." Lan Ye murmured, the tears she had just wiped overflowed from her eyes again, "You will leave me too, won't you?"

Chen Jun didn't know why Lan Ye asked such a question, but he was sure that Lan Ye must be enduring something that he couldn't accept. Although he wasn't sure what would happen in the future, he couldn't guarantee that he would always be by his side. But he didn't want to see Lan Ye so sad... "I won't leave you." This sentence may not be true, but he said it from the bottom of his heart. When he said this sentence, he felt his heart All trembling.

"Really?" Lan Ye's eyes were still full of doubt and worry, Chen Jun stroked his soft hair, and said very gently: "Of course."

Lan Ye buried her head in Chen Jun's chest again, and rubbed against it lightly.Their hearts were very close, and Chen Jun could clearly hear Lan Ye's heartbeat, which changed from rush to calm.Chen Jun asked softly, "Have you eaten?"

"I didn't eat."

"I didn't eat either." The two laughed at the same time. "Shall we go to KFC for supper?" Chen Jun put his head on Lan Ye's shoulder, and Lan Ye pushed him away without any resistance, "Yes." He replied softly.

At night, because Chen Jun forgot to close the door when they were embracing, at least ten-pointed mosquitoes entered the room, all of them were big. Neither of them slept much, and they fought mosquitoes all night.