Watching you quietly outside the window

The next morning, the clouds in the sky seemed to be thinner, but there was no wind. In the evening, it began to drizzle. In the last tutoring class, the student asked a lot of questions, and the get out of class was delayed until after 10 o'clock.The rain was still falling, but it was very light. Chen Jun didn't bring an rain gear, and the drizzle was cold and soft on his body.A lot of puddles of water have accumulated in the low places on the road. When riding in the alley, the street lights are relatively dim, and sometimes the wheels will accidentally sink into the puddles, splashing dirty water.Chen Jun rode very slowly. He hated the feeling of dirty water splashing on his body, but he would still get some of it unexpectedly.

There is an overpass on the way Chen Jun must go home. Whenever it rains, deep water will accumulate under the overpass, which cannot be dried for a few days.When Chen Jun rode under the bridge, the accumulated water had covered his ankles.He remembered that he had seen Lan Ye at the entrance of the supermarket under the overpass a while ago, maybe he just passed by by chance, but Chen Jun still searched around the supermarket on purpose, as he expected, he did not meet Lan Ye.In order to conceal that he came in to find someone, he also bought a bottle of mineral water.

When going out, it rained heavily suddenly. Because he didn't wear a rain hat, Chen Jun parked his bicycle under the bridge to avoid the rain.A sports car came down from the bridge with a piercing song of riding a donkey backwards. Before Chen Jun could dodge the water splash, it splashed all over his body and his pants were soaked.

"It's so dirty." Chen Jun said to himself, he took out the mineral water he just bought, and washed the mud off his body bit by bit.At this time, he smelled a smell of smoke, which seemed familiar!He looked around, but saw no one. He began to panic, and there was also a trace of inexplicable excitement. He pushed the cart forward again, and a strong intuition led him to the blind spot blocked by the bridge pillars. He was shocked!sky!Lan Ye just squatted in the knee-high dirty water, smoking a cigarette expressionlessly!The rain covered half of his body, and he shivered from the cold, but he had no intention of standing up. He was holding a cigarette case with only a few cigarettes left and a lighter in his hand. Several cigarette butts were floating on the water. He must have smoked it.Chen Jun was stunned for a long time, and it took him a long time to say: "Lan Ye." Anxiety, impatience, and uneasiness filled his heart, and his voice was trembling, even crying.

Lan Ye slowly raised her head, looked at him dully, and said flatly, "Mr. Chen...it's you."

Chen Jun took off his coat and put it on Lan Ye's body. His upper body and hair didn't show traces of rain, which made Chen Jun even more anxious, "When did you squat here?"

Lan Ye didn't answer, he was still squatting in the dirty water, besides the smell of cigarettes, there was also a strong smell of alcohol on his body.

"Get up quickly, you will get sick like this!" Chen Jun dragged Lan Ye's armpit and tried to help him up.Lan Ye was gradually supported by Chen Jun's arm like a puppet, "Where do you live? I'll take you back." Chen Jun tried to soften his voice, he was afraid that a slightly harsh tone would make Lan Ye hesitate.

"My legs are frozen and I can't move..." Lan Ye fell into Chen Jun's arms all of a sudden, Chen Jun's heart trembled suddenly, Lan Ye breathed out thick and thin, and the warm breath hit his chest , his thoughts have long been messed up.

The two kept this posture and stood in the rain for a while, Lan Ye suddenly raised his eyelids, he squinted his eyes, as if he was about to fall asleep but with some unpredictable emotions.

The street lamp just shone on Lan Ye's face. Chen Jun noticed that his eye circles were red, and he must have been crying for a long time... Seeing Lan Ye's haggard look, his heart began to turn sour, and Lan Ye seemed to smile , he said in a low voice: "I thought no one would look for me, I thought I would die like this..."

"You won't die." Chen Jun hugged Lan Ye's thin waist tightly, "I won't let you die..."

That night, Chen Jun locked the car on the side of the road under a tree without stagnant water, called a taxi, and took Lan Ye back to the bachelor apartment.After taking a bath, he changed Lan Ye into clean pajamas, and carried him to his bed.He wanted to sleep on the sofa, but Lan Ye kept holding Chen Jun's arm tightly, and Chen Jun could only lie down with him.In addition to the fragrance of shower gel, Lan Ye's body also smelled of alcohol slightly, his cheeks were flushed with drunken red, which looked even more charming on his immature almost transparent skin.Looking at Lan Ye's trembling eyelashes and those thin lips that sometimes opened and closed slightly as if they were talking in a dream, his heart was beating wildly. Several times, he wanted to hold his arm and press down on his body to kiss him , but felt shameful to do so, and finally gave up.

In the middle of the night, the rain stopped, and there was a sound of insects in the dark night. The sky was as clean as if it had been washed, and the moonlight was exceptionally clear, shining softly into the dark bedroom. It's a flashing image on a projector.Chen Jun waited for Lan Ye to sleep soundly before pulling his arm out of his hand. He turned over carefully and got out of bed. When he opened the door, there was a little movement, but it was not very loud. Lan Ye suddenly said vaguely: "Don't go... do not go…"

Chen Jun stopped and walked to the bed, Lan Ye closed his eyes, his long eyelashes were stained with tiny teardrops, shining in the moonlight, he should be talking in his sleep, he breathed quickly, and just let go of his lashes. Holding the edge of the quilt tightly.Chen Jun looked at him, feeling an inexplicable sadness in his heart. His slender fingers covered Lan Ye's delicate fist, and he whispered: "I won't leave, don't be afraid." Standing up, facing Chen Jun, his breathing gradually became even.He was sleeping peacefully, breathing very lightly, almost without sound, and the teardrops in the corners of his eyes rolled down from his fair cheeks, as clear as crystal.Chen Jun wiped away his tears, and couldn't help touching his face. He was so fragile, his thin body curled up in the quilt, like a sleeping kitten, which was cute and cute. Chen Jun was in the male protective instinct Hugging him tightly, it was past one o'clock in the morning, Chen Jun heard the sound of raindrops falling from the eaves, and he lost sleep again.

At five o'clock in the morning, Chen Jun's stomach was growling. He got out of bed and left the bedroom quietly. This time, he didn't wake up Lan Ye.Chen Jun opened the refrigerator, and there was a can of milk, two pears, a bag of sliced ​​bread, less than a box of eggs, and some vegetables in it.Thinking that Lan Ye may not have eaten all day yesterday, Chen Jun is a very good cook. When he was in college, he rented a house outside and cooked by himself every day. After eating the meals he cooked by himself, everyone praised him as a cook. amazing art...

Chen Jun wanted to make up for Lan Ye. It shouldn’t be too complicated, but it should be nutritious. He chopped vegetables and mixed them with eggs, made two vegetable omelets, cut pears into cubes, and sprinkled them with salad The sauce was divided into two plates, and two cups of milk with cocoa powder were poured.In order to ensure the perfect color and fragrance, he also squeezed a rose with ketchup on the egg pancake.After doing this, he glanced at his watch. It was 5:36, and there were still 24 minutes until his usual wake-up time. He took out sliced ​​bread, sprinkled some caramel on it, baked it into dry rusks and placed it in the middle of the dining table.

He was sitting on the sofa in the living room staring at his watch, extremely nervous and excited. Every time the minute hand turned a circle, his tension index rose by one level, and he had no intention of doing other things at all.At six o'clock, when the alarm rang, he almost jumped up from the sofa. He gently opened the bedroom door, and Lan Ye had already woken up.He sat on the bed with his hands on his knees, and when he heard the door open, he turned his head sharply.Chen Jun said awkwardly: "Did the sound of my cooking disturb you?"

"No." It could be seen that he was also embarrassed, subconsciously turning his head away.After a moment of silence, he whispered softly: "Last night..."

"It's okay." Chen Jun interrupted him, "...don't take it to heart." He wanted to ease the atmosphere, but he spoke very vaguely.Lan Ye glanced at him, the corners of his mouth were hooked slightly, as if he was smiling faintly, but there was still a bit of worry in his eyes. He put his head on his knees and rubbed against his cotton light blue pajamas. Chen Jun's pajamas were against him. It was too big for him, basically hanging loosely on his body, and he said, "You can cook?"

"It's a little simple, you yesterday..." He was afraid that Lan Ye would think of sad things, so he changed the subject, "Get up and eat quickly, I will be in charge of reading this morning." Chen Jun smiled at him, feeling very uncomfortable nature.

Lan Ye got off the bed, walked a few steps, he supported the wall, Chen Jun hurriedly helped him, "Where...is it uncomfortable?"

"It's okay." Lan Ye gently pushed Chen Jun away and replied in a low voice.

Lan Ye ate the breakfast made by Chen Jun very cleanly, but he didn't comment on the taste when he ate it, which made Chen Jun a little frustrated. At 6:40, there are still 40 minutes before the students arrive at school.Chen Jun went to the balcony to touch Lan Ye's clothes, they were not dry yet, so he couldn't wear them.Chen Jun dug out a tight white long-sleeved hoodie and a pair of black sports trousers with elastic waist from the closet and threw them to Lan Ye, "Just make do with it, your clothes are too wet." Chen Jun While talking, she took off her pajamas and put on a shirt.Although they are all men, it's okay to change clothes in person, but Chen Jun feels very embarrassed.Lan Ye hugged the clothes, pondered for a while, and changed the clothes.Because it's casual clothes, it doesn't look out of place when it's too big, and Lan Ye is very suitable for wearing a hoodie, so that it looks more like a child.The color of his skin was almost the color of a white hoodie, his long eyelashes cast a small haze on his face, and his light brown eyes looked at Chen Jun unconfidently.Chen Jun sized him up, "It's pretty good-looking."

"By the way, where do you live?" Chen Jun asked, "If it's not far from here, I'll take you there by bike to pick up your schoolbag."

Lan Ye froze for a moment, and his eyes instantly showed that poignant sadness, "I'll just go by myself."

"I have a new set here!" Chen Jun hurriedly explained: "If you don't mind, you can use mine!"

"No need." He turned around and walked to the entrance, Chen Jun instinctively grabbed his arm, and Lan Ye turned around in surprise.

"If you don't want to go back, you can... you can live here with me. I'm still single and don't have a girlfriend. My parents and I have a very tight relationship and won't come here!" Chen Jun said incoherently: "So you can move anytime you want. Come in, I will not drive you away, and I will make you breakfast every day!"

Lan Ye looked at him even more surprised. From his melancholy eyes, Chen Jun saw confusion and suspicion, but there was also a tiny bit of joy mixed in. Chen Jun didn't mean to lie to him. Every word he said to him All the words are spoken from the bottom of his heart, as long as he is happy, he doesn't care what other people think, he hopes that Lan Ye can understand his heart...

"You can... live here for a long time." Chen Jun let go of Lan Ye's arm.As if confessing.The room suddenly fell into silence, Lan Ye lowered his head, his bangs covered his eyes, Chen Jun couldn't see his expression.After a long time, the medium that seemed to have stopped began to move.Lan Ye raised his head slightly, and looked at Chen Jun. Although there was excitement on his face, worry and distrust were the most in his eyes. He asked softly, "Is what you said... true?" He saw Chen Jun straight He stared straight into his eyes, lowering his eyelids with extreme distrust.

Chen Jun said seriously: "Really."

Lan Ye's body seemed to tremble, he stood motionless in the porch, Chen Jun walked up to him slowly, hugged him from behind, his chest was pressed against Lan Ye's back, he heard Lan Ye's heartbeat , was also so fast and hasty, just like him, he drew his arms to hold him tighter, and Lan Ye responded by holding his wrist. "I won't lie to you." Chen Jun leaned down and said softly.Lan Ye turned her head and buried her face in Chen Jun's chest.At that moment, they all knew that they had already crossed the boundary between teachers and students, but they hugged each other tightly without any worries. They hugged each other for a long time in the porch until the alarm clock sounded at seven o'clock, and Chen Jun patted Blue Clumsy clumsily. On the back of the night, he said comfortingly: "Okay, okay, class is about to start, if you don't leave, you will be late."

"I don't have a bike, what should I do?"

"I'll ride you." Chen Jun said without hesitation.