I forget the river

"What if he doesn't know?"

"...Then I don't know what to do." I rubbed my temples and said, "But I have to go back, otherwise I will always remember it in my heart."

"Even if you ask, you will remember it in your heart." He smiled wryly: "But whatever you want, I will accompany you."

I lowered my eyes and did not look at him, and whispered, "Wenxuan, thank you..."

"Okay, eat quickly, I'll ask someone to prepare the sedan chair." Then he put down the chopsticks, took the book and left.I looked at his bowl, the grains of rice were untouched.

I feel as if I owe him a lot all the time and don't want to cause him any more trouble.But it doesn't seem too good if you just pull away and leave.

Immediately I lost my appetite, and after a few mouthfuls I was ready to put down my chopsticks.But after thinking about it, he prepared these for me so hard, and it would be a pity not to eat them, so he picked up the chopsticks again.

After I was full, I was going to go out to find Wenxuan.And Shuang'er was outside the door, and she told me that Wenxuan might not be able to accompany me due to emergency, but the carriage was already prepared for me, so Shuang'er would accompany me there.

"Wenxuan seems to be very busy these days." Shuang'er and I said nothing in the carriage.According to Wenxuan's request, the car cushion was made soft. In addition, the horse and the car were good, so the ride would not be so bumpy, and the wound would not hurt too much.

"Yes." Shuang'er responded to me, and at the same time took out the golden jujube cake from the stove next to me for me to eat, and made me a pot of tea by the way.

"What is he busy with recently? I see that everyone in Mingyue Villa seems to be very busy."

She handed me the tea with a smile, and said: "The owner of the village has to deal with a lot of things every day. As a place where friends from all over the world gather, Mingyue Villa must be busy. But I will accompany you here, and you will not It would be so lonely."

I took the tea and nodded gratefully.She exhorted softly: "Be careful of the wound."

"By the way, Shuang'er," I took a sip of tea and looked at her.

"Huh?" She looked up, still holding the teapot in her hand.

"Do you know the person named Wang Yu who accompanied me out today?"

"Oh, he...Of course he knows him, but he's not familiar with him. What's the matter?"

"No, I just chatted with him today, and I think this person is quite interesting..."

She smiled softly at me and said, "Okay, I'll ask the landlord for you when I go back."

"Oh, no need." I shook my head and said, "Wenxuan is so busy, forget it...That Wang Yu, I will talk to him when I have a chance to see him."

When I arrived at the gate of Li'a Temple, Shuang'er put on a veil for me and helped me get out of the car.The side door was not guarded, so we went in easily.On the way, I met a disciple of Li'a Temple who asked who we were. Shuang'er took out the waist card of Mingyue Villa and told him that we are from Mingyue Villa. We came to Li'a Temple to ask for medicine at the order of the owner, and visited Rong Xun by the way. .

"Take off the veil and have a look." After saying that, he was about to reach out to grab it.

Shuang'er stood in front of me, and said with a embarrassed smile: "Brother, I'm really sorry, this one is here to ask for medicine..."

"What's your name?" He frowned impatiently.

I squeezed my throat, made up a name and said: "Su Er... By the way, may I ask where is His Royal Highness Rong?"

"It turned out to be a girl... Your Highness is in Juyuan now, you go!" He waved to us and left.

Shuang'er and I looked at each other and smiled, and Shuang'er whispered next to my ear: "It turns out that the young master looks so much like a girl..."

I scratched my head helplessly, and said, "Okay... Shuang'er, do you know where the Chrysanthemum Garden is?"

She blinked and smiled at me, "That's natural, come with me."

She took me to turn left and right in Li'a Hall, and when I arrived at a remote place, she turned another corner and said, "Here we are."

"The colorful lanterns stand barren, and the grass does not escape." These two poems are hung on the vertical plaques on both sides, and two small characters "Chrysanthemum Garden" are engraved on the square plaques above.The whole text is very quiet, elegant and simple.

Shuang'er touched the words on the vertical plaque, and said with emotion: "This was written before he was 15 years old, but he never came again after writing it. It has been so long, and he didn't know when he came here suddenly. for what."

I touched the sunken notch and asked, "He wrote it when he was 15 years old? Shuanger, how do you know such details?"

"I used to stay here for a while..." Then she sighed and said, "It's just the past, don't mention it, let's go in."

There was a small gap in the gate of the garden. We pushed the door open carefully, and the first thing we saw was the square courtyard, slightly concave-convex blue-gray large square bricks and a house.There are bushes on both sides of the garden, and the shape is also very regular. It seems that someone has taken a rest.Now it's the golden autumn, and the leaves are beginning to fall in bits and pieces, the cool wind bends, the fallen leaves move slightly, swaying and swallowing lightly, a little desolate.

"It should be in the backyard." Shuang'er led me around the house, and when I actually stepped into the backyard, my eyes suddenly brightened.

Large clusters of chrysanthemums bloom all over the courtyard, white ink, gold, green and purple, black and white, yellow and green and red.Proud and gorgeous as a bone, the garden is full of fragrance, quiet as a virgin, and independent from the world.

There are stone tables and chairs in the courtyard, and Rong Xun is drinking a pot of tea quietly with his back facing us.His back is still straight, and his strength of character is not inferior to Ju Xian, but behind the gorgeous dark red palace uniform, there is an indescribable loneliness and desolation.

"Xun..." I called him.

He turned his head slightly, glanced at me indifferently, then got up and walked in front of me, and slapped me hard.

I was dizzy from being slapped, Shuang'er screamed and came to help me, and then questioned Rong Xun, saying: "How can you do that?" Before she finished speaking, Rong Xun pushed her away impatiently. Soon, Shuang'er fell to the ground unconscious.

"Rong Xun, do you know what you're doing!" I rubbed my temples, feeling very angry in my heart, just when I wanted to see how Shuang'er was doing, he suddenly spoke.

He asked with a half-smile, "Did you feel comfortable last night?"

I frowned and said, "What are you talking about..."

With a sneer on his face, he said: "Everyone knows that the chief protector of Li'a Temple, Rong Xun's favorite male pet Zhuang Yu, fell in love with Gu Wenxuan. So he stole the magic power of Yangxia, the treasure house of Li'a Temple To curry favor with his Mr. Wenxuan..."

"It's not like this!" I explained: "I don't know what is called Yangsha Divine Art, that is the Nine Jade Heart Sutra, you taught me, have you forgotten?"

He even had a beautiful smile on his face, but his eyes couldn't hide the disgust: "I never taught you, but from the way you look, you should have had a good time last night and stayed up all night, right?" Then He still smiled as beautifully as a fairy, looked at me and said, "Why did I forget, you are just a male favorite of mine. You are a male favorite if you say it well, but you are a lowly dog ​​of mine if you say it badly. You are not If you don't love me, you only like to spoil yourself, as long as there is a man for you, you will forget everything, let alone that person is Gu Wenxuan?"

I know, he did it on purpose... He did all of that.Let me learn Yangsha magical skills, let me become the target of public criticism, and then frame everything on me... But why did he do this?

As he pressed on step by step, he mocked: "Use your mouth? Use your bottom? So you are such a bitch... As long as a man is willing to fuck you, you will give him everything. You and him are the same as when I was with you." Kneel down and beg??" He pushed me into a corner, looked down at me, and the coldness on his body made me feel strange.

His words were like knives, every word pierced my heart, I slapped him with red eyes, and the wounds involved opened up: "Shut up! Rong Xun, I misread you... You are a scumbag!"

He smiled disdainfully, and then said: "That's right, even if you haven't died of stupidity, you can still know that I am not a good person before you die. But you are really powerful, and you dare to come back now." He leaned over, Lifting my chin with my index finger, I turned my head away from him.He became impatient, and directly pinched my chin with his index finger and thumb, and turned my head violently. The pain made me cry and tears fell down.

He looked left and right, then squinted his eyes and said in admiration: "Tsk tsk, what a beautiful face... I really can't stop... I really like it... But that was in the past, now, Zhuang Yu... ..." He looked at me with disgust, and said, "You really make me sick..." After finishing speaking, he took out a handkerchief from his pocket, wiped those two fingers carefully, and then threw the handkerchief to my face Come on, tell me: "Go away."

I grabbed his sleeve and asked him why he did this, but I was stunned the moment he turned around.

With the muffled "cracking" sound of piercing through the flesh, the tip of the sword sank into the heart, and it was cold at first, followed by a burst of unspeakable pain.

I looked down in disbelief, my chest was bright red, and he was holding the hilt of his sword with an indifferent expression on his face.

The feeling of the wound being pierced again is overwhelming.It hurts, it really hurts... At that moment, I wish I had never lived.

As if that wasn't enough, he drew out his long sword, and the blade cut my flesh again, and the blood from my chest splashed all over his face.Maybe he was used to seeing this kind of scene, so he looked indifferent.He rubbed the blood on the sword with my clothes on my shoulder, then put it next to my ear, and said in a nice voice: "Li'a Palace doesn't need traitors, I don't need any..."

He turned around, the red hem of his clothes was dazzling.

I fell to the ground and the world spun around.

I thought hopelessly, as long as he can turn around, no, even if it is a pause, I don't care about anything.I'll explain it to him and be with him...

However, he didn't.

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