your gift of my love

?Xiang Yun, 25 years old, a psychiatrist at the People's Hospital of City A, has an outstanding appearance and a gentle temperament. He is called a modest gentleman by many nympho nurses in the hospital.

But Su Jiaming felt that he was an eyesore no matter how he looked at him, especially the way he stared at Jun Xiuye, which might look like warmth to outsiders, but to him it was a naked provocation.

After Li Yi left, Su Jiaming and Xiang Yun looked at each other.

The small ward was filled with the pungent smell of gunpowder.

Just by looking at them, they can be sure that they are the same kind of people.

"Doctor Xiang, don't you need to be busy with business? I'm enough for Xiaoye here." The black eyes were half-closed, revealing a hint of warning.

Xiang Yun looked straight at him without flinching, and said softly, "Who are you to him?"

Su Jiaming was silent for a long while, and then replied word by word: "Boyfriend."

Xiang Yun sneered, "May I ask if the word 'front' was left behind?"

There are a few people in the People's Hospital of City A who know Jun Xiuye's sexual orientation. Among these few people, besides Li Yi, there is one other person who is Xiang Yun.The first time he saw Jun Xiuye, he was attracted by his indifferent and gentle temperament.He heard that Jun Xiuye ​​already had a boyfriend, so he kept suppressing his emotions in his heart.As long as it can make Jun Xiuye ​​happy, it's not impossible to bear it.But later, he clearly felt that Jun Xiuye ​​had changed.He still smiles, but the frequency is getting less and less, and there seems to be something missing in the smile. Although it is still moving, it is not so real.Li Yi and Xiang Yun have a very good relationship.Xiang Yun learned a lot about Jun Xiuye ​​from Li Yina.Not long ago - after Li Yi performed Jun Xiuye's operation, Xiang Yun learned from Li Yi that Jun Xiuye ​​had broken up with her boyfriend.

Su Jiaming was silent for a long time this time, "It is true that it is not now, but it has been in the past, and it will always be in the future. That is enough."

Xiang Yun was obviously annoyed by his determined tone, and said sarcastically, "Where did you get the confidence!"

Su Jiaming looked deeply at the unconscious man, and said seriously: "Just because he still loves me, and I love him, just because we are in love."

Xiang Yun glared at Su Jiaming with displeasure, and wanted to say something, but a little nurse pushed the door in at this moment: "Xiang... Dr. Xiang, that old man from a week ago came for a follow-up visit."

Putting away his sullen expression, Xiang Yun responded lightly, "I see."

Xiang Yun stepped out of the door, and a voice suddenly sounded behind him——

"Thank you for taking care of Xiaoye for me just now."

Xiang Yun was very dissatisfied with this pointed tone.

Xiang Yun slammed the door of the room, "Who did it for you!"

He strode away with meteors, leaving the little nurse who was frightened for the second time standing still.

When did Dr. Xiang become so angry?

The afternoon sun leaked in from the window sill, spreading a pale yellow on his pale face.

Su Jiaming sat quietly beside the hospital bed, holding his hand tightly.

His fingers are slender and slender, with well-defined joints, which are very eye-catching.

These are still very dexterous hands.

Once, or just the night before, I was still playing the black and white keys for myself.

"Xiaoye, I'm sorry."

The only response to him was the rustling of the breeze.

"I was wrong, wake up soon, are you very angry, angry that I didn't know how to cherish your feelings for me?"

Feeling that he hadn't said enough, he added another sentence.

"I know I'm so wrong, but please give me a chance, okay?"

The person on the bed still didn't respond, but he continued to talk, as if there were thousands of years of words accumulated in his heart, and he couldn't express them all.

"Just the last time, I promise, it's definitely the last time, okay?"

"Do you know, I wish I was the one who had the accident, obviously I am the one who should be punished, don't I?"

"I know you are very wronged. With me, you have been accommodating me, and you have been hurt because of me. You wake up and tell me how badass I used to be, okay?"

"You can hit me, scold me, punish me however you want, but don't ignore me...don't lie here quietly like now, don't take revenge on me in this way, okay?"

"OK?"

……

The last few words are barely audible...

Faintly, suppressed sobs sounded in the ward.

Jun Xiuye ​​felt as if he had had a very long nightmare.

The street trees on both sides retreated rapidly.

The scenery along the way became more and more familiar.

Through the transparent car glass, he could already see the towering commercial buildings in City A from a distance.

Suddenly there was a piercing chi chi sound.

He carefully distinguished it, and it seemed to be the sound of rubber sharply rubbing against the asphalt road.

With a "boom", there was a sharp pain in the back of the head, and consciousness flowed out of the body.

I don't know how long it took before the consciousness gradually returned.

The pain came from four or five places on the body, especially the most obvious from the back of the head.

It seemed that someone was still talking to him, but it was as if there was a layer of membrane separating him, so he couldn't really hear it.

He tried to open his eyes, but didn't seem to have enough strength.

He tried to move his chapped lips, he didn't know if he succeeded in making a sound, and he didn't know what he wanted to say.

He didn't know, but Su Jiaming heard it clearly.

He was calling mom... After a while, he called "Dad" again.

The very soft voice made Su Jiaming tremble all over.

Annoyance, remorse, heartache, and self-blame welled up in his heart, and Su Jiaming felt that his whole heart was pulled into a ball, and he couldn't let it go.

In his junior year, he came out to his parents without hesitation for his own sake.

Su Jiaming will never forget that night, the only time his father slapped the boy squatting downstairs in his house with his knees in his arms.

He knew that Jun Xiuye ​​had lost contact with his parents since then.

He couldn't imagine how painful it would be for the filial Jun Xiuye ​​to do this for him.

He couldn't help but caressed his thin cheeks.

This is such a person worthy of his love, why did he find out so late.

Xiaoye, wake up, believe me, everything will be fine.

In the evening, Jun Xiuye ​​finally woke up.

For the first time, Su Jiaming felt that the slow motion of his eyes opening was so beautiful. "Xiaoye, you're awake. Is there anything uncomfortable, do you want me to call the nurse?"

Hearing his voice, Jun Xiuye ​​frowned, as if reacting, and then looked around blankly. "Why don't you turn on the light?"

Su Jiaming was stunned, "Light? Xiaoye, what are you talking about?"

Jun Xiuye ​​seemed a little anxious, and his voice became slightly sharper, "Why don't you turn on the light?"

"Xiaoye, the lights are already on..." An ominous premonition came to mind, Su Jiaming said in surprise, "Xiaoye, you...can't you see it?"

Dazed, astonished, feared, and helpless all appeared one after another on his pale face.He clenched his fists, his bones crunching.

"Little Ye..."

"Get out! Go away!"

"Little Ye!"

"Go!"

……

This was the first time Su Jiaming saw Jun Xiuye ​​lose his temper.

With red eyes and tightly pursed lower lip, she looked like a wounded little rabbit, and when she lost her temper, she was so lovable.

Noisily, he tore off the quilt, threw the pillow, and pulled out the needle.

Su Jiaming hugged him with all his strength, but he still kept trembling. "Xiaoye, listen to me..."

"Go, I don't want to listen!"

"Xiaoye!" His tone softened suddenly, "Just a moment, listen to me, okay?"

Jun Xiuye ​​suddenly became quiet.

When he acquiesced, Su Jiaming took a deep breath and said: "I know you are sad, I know you are wronged, and it's all caused by me, a big bastard. If there is anything else I don't know, you can tell me slowly later, okay? good?"

The phoenix eyes blinked.

Just as Su Jiaming breathed a sigh of relief, Jun Xiuye ​​said again: "You go." His voice was flat, and he finally calmed down.

"Little Ye!"

"I don't know why you're here, but I never need your sympathy."

The slender eyelashes fluttered slightly, casting a faint shadow in the light-colored eyes.Even though he couldn't see, his eyes were still very clear.

"Xiaoye, I'm not sympathizing with you..."

Before he finished speaking, he was interrupted by Jun Xiuye: "I don't need you to blame yourself. You go, isn't the person you were waiting for back?"

"I'm not leaving, I want to be with you, always. I know I'm a big bastard, I've made you suffer so much, and..."

Jun Xiuye ​​replied coldly: "Second Young Master Su is blaming himself? There is no need for it! It is even more unnecessary to be with me because of self-blame!"

"Xiuye, I blame myself. I have done so many things that hurt you, how can I not blame myself?" Su Jiaming tightened his arms around Jun Xiuye, "You think I want to be with you just to make up for it?" Is it? It is impossible for the second young master of the Su family to want to be with someone just because of self-blame...Xiao Ye, believe me, I love you."

"let me go!"

"Don't let it go!"

"Let go!"

"I don't want to let go!"

……

When the nurse came because of the commotion, the two were having a mentally handicapped conversation.

The two men embraced each other, and both men were handsome, which immediately made the little nurse, who was a senior rotten girl, blush and heartbeat.The little nurse glanced at the quilt and pillow that had fallen on the floor, and she knew in her heart that there was a small conflict between the husband and wife, and she secretly made a test for offense, and the person who was hugged tightly was Tsundere Awkwardly, the person who hugs the person is gentle, considerate and affectionate... People can't help but want to interject, your gong has been appraised... superficial, superficial!

After Li Yi diagnosed the last patient, he came to Jun Xiuye's ward.

At that time, the ward had already been tidied up, and Jun Xiuye ​​also had a drip again.

Su Jiaming sat on the edge of the bed and stared at Jun Xiuye, but Jun Xiuye ​​turned his head to one side.

Seeing this posture, Li Yi also knew that the little rabbit had given that boy Su Jiaming a look. "Little Ye!"

Jun Xiuye's hearing is very sensitive, and he immediately recognized that it was Li Yi's voice, "Deputy Director."

Seeing Li Yi coming, Su Jiaming immediately asked, "What's wrong with Xiaoye's blind eyes?"

Li Yi didn't show much surprise when he heard the words, "Xiaoye's brain suffered a relatively strong impact, and there are many blood clots that haven't dissipated, and he is temporarily blind, which is caused by the congestion on the optic nerve."