your gift of my love

?When Su Jiaming went to buy breakfast for Jun Xiuye, he casually glanced at his phone.

There were 5 missed calls on the phone, 3 were from his brother and 2 were from his father.

Su Jiaming sent a text message to his father, saying that he had returned to City A.

Then, he sent another text message to Fang Yun, saying that she had worked hard during this time, and now he has returned to City A.

When he bought it and returned to the ward early, he suddenly found that Xiang Yun appeared in Jun Xiuye's ward again.What made him even more appreciative was that Jun Xiuye ​​still called him Big Brother Xiang very affectionately.

Xiang Yun, no matter how you look at it, you think it is a cunning fox. How could he be called a gentle gentleman by the nurses in the hospital?

Seeing Su Jiaming coming in, Xiang Yun snorted lukewarmly.

Su Jiaming also kept a straight face.

The so-called rivals in love are extremely jealous when they meet, but it's a pity that Jun Xiuye ​​couldn't appreciate this interesting scene.

"It seems that Dr. Xiang Da is really free?" Su Jiaming glanced sideways at Xiang Yun.

"Second Young Master Su is the one who leaves such a big company alone and rushes to the hospital? Is there something wrong with my nerves? I'm free, but I can show you." Xiang Yun said unhurriedly .

Su Jiaming chuckled: "Doctor Xiang is really kind-hearted. He always meddles in other people's business. I'm curious, is this also a kind of disease?"

Jun Xiuye ​​was not in the mood to listen to the bickering between the two, he was so grown up and so childish.He was sitting before, but now he was tired and wanted to lie down, but unexpectedly bumped into the head of the bed because he couldn't see.

This sound immediately silenced the poor-talking two people.

Su Jiaming took a step ahead of Xiang Yun and protected Jun Xiuye.

The skin that touches is so hot.The breath is familiar to him, the embrace is familiar to him, Jun Xiuye ​​knows that the person surrounding him is him.

"Xiao Ye, didn't you knock where?" The cautious tone was mixed with a tenderness that could not be ignored even if you wanted to ignore it.

Jun Xiuye ​​looked up at him, even though he couldn't see anything.

Su Jiaming's heart softened suddenly, "Xiaoye..."

Xiang Yun understands that, as Su Jiaming said, Jun Xiuye ​​loves him and has always loved him.

Maybe I shouldn't get involved, because I can't give Jun Xiuye ​​the happiness he wants.

He walked out of the ward without a sound, using a door to isolate himself from the outside.

Su Jiaming looked at Jun Xiuye's upturned face in surprise.

This was the first time Jun Xiuye ​​responded to him in a few days.Although he still didn't have much expression on his face, Su Jiaming was already very satisfied.He knew that because of himself, Jun Xiuye ​​hadn't been really happy for a long time.

He felt he should do something.

Thinking of Jun Xiuye's ravings when he was in a coma, Su Jiaming felt that he knew what to do.

Losing his vision and surrounded by darkness, Jun Xiuye ​​was inevitably bored when he was awake.

Because you can't see, your senses of hearing and smell become more sensitive.

Especially hearing, usually a little bit of movement is amplified several times in the ears.

The curtains in the ward should not have been tied up, they were rustling by the wind.

I don't know how long the days of being unable to see will last. Even if Jun Xiuye ​​knows that his blindness is only temporary, facing the darkness in front of him, he will still feel fear and despair.

Since he couldn't see with his eyes open, Jun Xiuye ​​simply closed his eyes.

As soon as he closed his eyes, the thoughts that had been troubling him for the past few days immediately came to him——

He said that he was not sure about his return journey, so why did he just come back from City B?

That evening, Su Jiaming said to him, "Xiao Ye, believe me, I love you."

After hearing this, he immediately ordered himself to forget the words, as if he hadn't heard anything.

However, he remembered it so clearly, and even replayed this sentence in his mind from time to time, in such a gentle and affectionate tone.

He can't forget, he admits it, he still loves Su Jiaming, even if that person hurt him like that, he will still be touched by the words "I love you" after the hurt.He is destined to fall on Su Jiaming's body in this life, but that doesn't mean that he is willing to humiliate himself again for him.

A year ago or earlier, Su Jiaming had said "I love you" to him, staring at him with such fiery eyes, and lit the fire deep in his heart, but such a confession could be false , All kinds of deception later were also confirmed.What reason does he have to believe his phrase "I love you"?

In the past few days, he has naturally felt Su Jiaming's meticulous care for him, and he also hopes that Su Jiaming really loves him, but who can say for sure?Maybe, Su Jiaming got angry with Su Jiazhen, maybe, Su Jiaming felt something new about him for a while, so he turned to him... But when he remembered Su Jiazhen again, wouldn't he never forget about Su Jiazhen again? Kick off?

Being teased for the second time, Jun Xiuye ​​asked himself that he wasn't so shameless, nor was he so selfless.

He is also a human being, a living person, he wants to breathe, he wants to be loved, and his heart aches.

After an unknown amount of time, there was a sound of hurried footsteps in the aisle.

Jun Xiuye ​​didn't know why he heard it, but there was a sense of security spreading in his heart.

The door of the ward was gently pushed open, and then the sound made his heart ache, and tears fell uncontrollably.

Jun Xiuye ​​yelled out the word that had become a bit unfamiliar carefully, for fear that the dry syllable would be broken by the touching lips. "mom?"

"Little Ye..."

"dad?"

No one knows how many times he hallucinated in those nights when he was alone after coming out of the closet. His parents called his name gently, but the voice was as ethereal as if it came from the sky.

He knows that he is not filial to his parents, knows that he corrupts the family tradition, but he can't figure out why they have raised him for 20 years, just because he likes men, so they don't want him, he can't figure out, why they really don't want him when they say they don't want him own...

He waited downstairs all night, he thought they would forgive him, but the next day, his father threw all his books out and told him to scram...

After cutting off contact with his family, he worked outside by himself, living with the money he earned from work and scholarships.After work, he sends money home every month.His mobile phone number has not been changed, but he has never received any calls or text messages from his parents.He was wondering if something had happened at home.It took him a lot of determination to decide to go back and have a look, but when he was about to reach the gate of the community, he heard his father talking with his friends from a distance——

"Where's your son?"

"died."

died……

These two words were like poisonous snakes, tightly wrapped around his heart.

He didn't even know how he left afterwards.

He bumped into someone in a daze, and the phone fell to the ground and cracked open with a "slap".

He picked up the mobile phone on the ground and tried hard to put it together, but the crack on the side of the case was too big and he couldn't close it no matter what.

Looking at the shattered fuselage, he somehow felt that it resembled his own heart.

He thought that he might never have the courage to come back in his life.