I refused at first

?S Medical University asked freshmen to return to school in late August. As the day of reporting was approaching, Shen Yifan decided to send a message to Lu Nan after thinking about it.

Ever since Lu Nan moved out that time, the two hadn't been in contact with each other.

Every time Shen Yifan wanted to take the initiative to contact him, but he couldn't find any reason or topic.The words in the dialog box were deleted after being input by him, and then input again after deletion.

After Lu Nan moved out, he never replied to the text message Shen Yifan sent him.

By chance, he also went back to the original residence to see if Lu Nan had moved back, but what made him sad was that he could only see that the things that belonged to Lu Nan in that room were removed one by one until it was emptied.

He couldn't stand the cold war with Lu Nan like this, and wanted to take the initiative, so he went to the hospital gate to guard Lu Nan's off-duty time, trying to catch him.

And often, Lu Nan quickened his pace or turned around and left after seeing him.

Only then did he realize that Lu Nan's hard-hearted attitude was like this.

As if deliberately trying to make him give up, Lu Nan also walked with a girl from the same department, as if to tell Shen Yifan that there was nothing between them.

But for liking someone, if you let go of the dog leash so easily, then this liking can't bear the word like liking.

"Lu Nan, I'm going to start school the day after tomorrow, will you come see me off?"

Staring at the screen of the phone for a long time, I couldn't wait for Lu Nan's reply.

He even began to wonder if Lu Nan deliberately blocked his news.

Still unwilling to give up, "I will wait for you at my house the afternoon after tomorrow, and I want to see you again."

48 hours passed by quickly, the clock hanging on the wall, the hour, minute, and second hands went their own way, and the alarm clock set on the phone named "Wait until Lu Nan's last time" rang again and again. Not only did he fail to wait for Lu Nan, he also didn't watch it. Get any news about Lu Nan.

Shen Yifan gave a wry smile, dragged a 24-inch suitcase and boarded the car to S Medical University.

During these days, Lu Nan did not live very comfortably.

There is always a big rock in my heart, and no one can move it away.

He could see all the messages Shen Yifan sent him, and he didn't block or block Shen Yifan's messages.

He didn't reply, but he didn't dare to reply, he didn't know how to reply so as to comfort Shen Yifan and skillfully avoid all ambiguity.

Lu Nan knows a lot about the truth.If you don't like it, you don't like it. If you don't know it for no reason, it leaves some hope for people, and it hurts both parties in the end.

But after all, Shen Yifan is also someone who has been with him for three years, no matter what, he still has feelings for him.

After two days of blaming himself, he still couldn't bear to continue pretending to be indifferent, so he had to send a message back to apologize to Shen Yifan.

Randomly made up reasons full of loopholes, such as busy work, as an excuse for not sending him to school.

Shen Yifan was extremely disheartened at first, but he never thought that he would receive a message from Lu Nan when he turned on his phone. He was ecstatic and began to send messages to Lu Nan non-stop, talking about many things he encountered in college.

How is the school environment, how is the roommate, is the cafeteria good?

Lu Nan also has a deep affection for S Medical University, from undergraduate to postgraduate, he spent eight years there.

From the age of 15 to 23, the young boy became able to take care of the patient's life and death. He learned a lot in S Medical University.

Therefore, whenever Shen Yifan sent him a message, he would read it carefully and reply at a rate of one or two out of ten, expressing his nostalgia for his alma mater by the way.

He felt that his indifferent attitude should make Shen Yifan retreat in spite of difficulties, but he didn't want Shen Yifan's information offensive to become more and more violent, and all kinds of trivial matters were brought to him.

Sometimes when I was on duty, I hadn't picked up my phone for a long time, and when I turned it on again, there were dozens of messages from Shen Yifan alone.

Fortunately, Shen Yifan started military training a week after entering the school, and he was not allowed to carry his mobile phone during the training, so the situation was a little better.

Gradually, the relationship between the two is no longer as embarrassing as before, but now Lu Nan can't completely treat Shen Yifan as a child, and understands that children have grown up and have their own ideas of.

Occasionally, he would tell Shen Yifan not to waste his studies while in school, and to broaden his horizons more. Shen Yifan always had the feeling that when he returned to high school, his relationship with Lu Nan hadn't collapsed.

That's it, how good?

This day, Lu Nan didn't know which muscle was wrong. Suddenly, Twitch started talking to Shen Yifan about dating, saying that there are so many good girls in college, and he should do it when it's time to do it, otherwise all pretty girls should be killed. Robbed.

Shen Yifan quickly replied, "I don't like pretty girls."

Lu Nan was taken aback for a moment, and then realized that he had mentioned the minefield of communication between the two of them.He wanted to stop the car, but he typed a line involuntarily, "Then find a girl who is not so beautiful."

Shen Yifan: "I don't like it."

Often at this point, they would ask "Then what do you like?", but Lu Nan was too timid to ask any more.His intuition told him that he knew exactly what kind of answer Shen Yifan would give him once he asked, so Lu Nan simply started to play dead, returning to his previous pretended indifference.

Shen Yifan persisted, "Lu Nan, you know what I'm thinking. Is it fun for you to tease me first, then talk to me after teasing me?"

Shen Yifan was indeed a little angry, obviously Lu Nan himself had friends who liked the same sex, but when it came to Shen Yifan, he had to lead Shen Yifan to the so-called right path.Just like many years ago, he obviously skipped all the way, but he was able to teach him and prevent him from skipping.

"Lu Nan, I like you."

What he said was just like water being splashed out, Shen Yifan regretted that he finally managed to re-establish a relationship with Lu Nan and was messed up by himself.But there is also some resentment, Lu Nan's unfeelingness.

Until it got dark, Lu Nan never replied to a message from Shen Yifan.

Shen Yifan knew now that it was really over.

Shen Yifan had no choice but to dial Lu Nan's phone number, but Lu Nan didn't answer it for a long time.Shen Yifan had no choice but to borrow his roommate's phone to continue calling. Lu Nan just picked it up, but immediately hung up when he heard Shen Yifan's voice.

He had no choice but to send the message instead: "Lu Nan, I'm sorry, this afternoon I really... I won't be so impulsive again, Lu Nan, can you answer me, I really won't do it in the future!"

Lu Nan on the other end of the phone was also silent.

I always feel like an ostrich, when something happens, I want to hide in a hole, as if I can't see it, and this thing really won't happen again.

Why is it him, Lu Nan?

Why Shen Yifan?

Lu Nan didn't understand.

He sighed, but still replied a word to Shen Yifan.

"That night, the six of us had dinner together, and I pretended to be drunk afterwards."

This was said very lightly, but it surprised Shen Yifan!

It turns out that Lu Nan knew what happened that night... Lu Nan has always pretended to be confused.

Ah.Shen Yifan didn't know whether he should cry or laugh.

Did the first confession in life end in failure?

Shen Yifan, who has always been smooth in emotional experience, is not convinced, "Lu Nan, I don't believe that I, Shen Yifan, can't take you down in the end!"

With willful thoughts, Shen Yifan felt relieved instead. ?