moonlight sinking

Jing Hanyu pushed away a strand of hair that fell on Yan Chun's cheek, held Yan Chun's face carefully, and asked, "So what do you want to do?"

Yan Chun's downcast eyes saw the scar on Jing Hanyu's wrist.

After a few days, it has become shallow, but it is still incompatible with Jing Hanyu's usual attire, like an arrogant intruder, occupying this body with a reckless attitude and swearing ownership.

Yanchun's ear tips suddenly became very hot.

The last time He Jinglin was killed, he admitted his relationship with Jing Hanyu in front of Ye Chen. Before and after that, they had done very intimate things, but the relationship did not develop further, and the game only stayed at the stage of tasting .

But now sitting in the car in Jinghanyu, breathing the breath of Jinghanyu, he has a strong urge, tonight, tonight, their game should advance to the next map.

The moment he had this idea, Yanchun suddenly felt that Jinghanyu was more cunning and wicked than he had imagined.

Since the reunion, Jing Hanyu has been pressing him every step of the way, and he has nowhere to escape, and he crashes into the net of heaven and earth.

The so-called relaxation game is also dominated by Jinghanyu. He can either enjoy it or cooperate. Jinghanyu sometimes persecutes him. He becomes a prisoner of Jinghanyu in pain and pleasure.

But Jing Hanyu never mentioned the next step.

Even he couldn't hold back that base impulse, why was Jing Hanyu indifferent?

Because Jing Hanyu was waiting for him, like the hunter waiting for a rabbit, wanting him to run into him himself.

Waiting for a rabbit is not a positive idiom, but it is appropriate for him, as long as that person is Jing Hanyu, no matter how many circles he goes around, he will bump into him.

Yanchun sighed inwardly.

Even after thinking through this logic, he still inevitably said, "Do you want to?"

As he said that, he held Jing Hanyu's wrist, and his palm was pressed against the circle of scars.

He kept staring at Jing Hanyu's eyes, so he caught Jing Hanyu's eyebrows suddenly raised and then quickly lowered, as well as the fleeting surprise in his pupils.

Jing Hanyu confuses him with a calm appearance, setting him off like a clown jumping up and down.

But he didn't care about these, and slowly moved the hand he was holding down.

"Yan Chun."

"Don't you want to lock me up?" Yan Chun leaned over and kissed Jing Hanyu's side neck, "Lock me up tonight, okay?"

Jing Hanyu raised Yan Chun's face again, and rubbed Yan Chun's lower lip with her thumb.

Yanchun gave him a series of accidents today, and he fantasized countless times to restrict Yanchun's movements with collars and anklets, but Yanchun's request at this moment made him unhappy.

It's so similar, only the skin changes with age, the blankness in Yanchun's eyes is almost exactly the same as when he said "Brother Jing, I like you, will you be with me?"

Jing Hanyu felt an inexplicable irritability stirring in his heart, and the things that Yanchun could not remember were clearly engraved in his flesh and blood.

Last time, Yanchun forgot, so will he forget this time?

The pace of time has become very slow, twisting back, falling more than ten years ago.

Jing Hanyu couldn't tell from which day his feelings for Yanchun changed, but perhaps from the very beginning, Yanzi—Yanchun was a special person to him.

That year, his parents' marriage, which was riddled with holes, finally reached the point of irreconcilability. As their "crystallization of love", no matter which side he was on, he couldn't please him.

His grandfather took him to his side to raise him, and he regarded his grandfather as his only relative.

But grandpa is going to Feiye Village, and he won't be back until a few months later.

When he was young, he didn't like to be separated, but he was sensible and silent, not trying to stop his grandfather.

Grandpa noticed that he was depressed all day long, so he hugged him, "Hanyu and grandpa go together, okay?"

Of course good!

When he arrived at Feiye Village, he was amazed that there was still such a place in the world, with short houses and dusty people.

Grandpa is obsessed with folk arts and crafts. He talked about studying with grandpa, but he fished for three days and posted nets for two days, and finally got mixed up with a child named Swallow.

Swallow is different from all the kids he knew at school. They have a girl-like name, they wear tattered clothes, and their faces and hands are often dirty, but Swallow's eyes are particularly bright, as if they can see it every night when they look up. the stars.

You can't see so many stars at home.

Yanzi was one year older than him, but shorter than him, a little bit.

The little one often bounced around him, shaking his hands over his head.

It's similar to elves casting spells on TV, but it looks a little silly.

He couldn't see the way, and one day he finally couldn't help asking: "What are you doing?"

The swallow said: "I will protect you from the rain!"

In this northwest village, it rarely rains all year round.

Looking at the clear and cloudless sky, Jing Hanyu looked back suspiciously.

Isn't Yanzi a fool?

Swallow cupped his hands and caught half of the fallen apricot petals, "They are the rain, I will help you block it!"

Jing Hanyu: "..." Are you really a fool?

Of course, Yanzi did not admit that he was a fool, and instilled crooked ways in Jing Hanyu: "We don't use water here, but the rain of flowers is also rain, and I don't have an umbrella, so I use my hands to block it for you.

Brother, you should thank me. "

Jing Hanyu asked blankly: "Why don't others stop? Also, how many times have I said, don't call me brother!"

Swallow said: "Others don't block it, you are more precious, so I block it for you."

Jing Hanyu was stunned for a moment, "...Baby?"

Yanzi blinked twice, "It's you!"

Jing Hanyu was too surprised to speak.

No one has ever called him a baby, and his parents certainly wouldn't. Grandpa is an older generation. Although he cares about him, he doesn't know how to use this kind of vocabulary.

Other relatives, teachers and classmates at school will not.

In this village where apricot blossoms are always floating, he was called baby by a boy who was shorter than him.

Yanzi murmured, "Baby is very precious, it should be cherished, and someone who takes good care of you! So I will give you an umbrella!"

Jing Hanyu turned around, "Oh."

After staying with Yanzi for a long time, Jing Hanyu came up with the idea of ​​asking his grandfather to take Yanzi home.

He is not close to those cousins. Although he has friends at school, Yanzi is different. He doesn't want to say goodbye to Yanzi just like that.

But grandpa patted him on the head and said that this is Yanzi's home, and Yanzi is a child like him, not the cute puppy he saw on the side of the road.

Puppies can be taken home, but children can't, because Yanzi has his own parents and relatives, and they should not be separated because of his willfulness.

Jing Hanyu nodded, "I see."

But he is as sensible as Jing Hanyu, he is still a child after all, his grandfather used the puppy as an example to let him learn to respect, but he thought dully, it would be nice if the swallows were not children, and it would be nice if the swallows didn’t have a home, then he would Like a puppy, he can take the swallow back to raise him. He has so much pocket money, enough to buy clean and shiny clothes for the swallow.

Swallow's eyes are so bright, but his clothes are always khaki, gray and blue, so ugly.

"Brother, why are you staring at me?" Swallow squatted on the ground and took paper pictures. This boring game can be played by children in the village for a whole day.

Without paying attention, Jing Hanyu spoke out what was in his heart: "Why aren't you a dog?"

Yanzi's shiny eyes widened, and she didn't want the paper or drawing anymore. She jumped up and hit Jing Hanyu with her head, "You... you insulted people!"

The impact was so forceful that both children rolled to the ground.

Jing Hanyu was furious, "What are you doing?"

Yanzi screamed angrily, "You call me a dog!"

Jing Hanyu wanted to explain that he didn't mean it that way, but if he explained, there would be too much to say, and Yanzi is a fool who always asks why, and he gets annoyed whenever he wants to keep accepting Yanzi's why.

"Then scold you back."

In the end, he chose to apologize sincerely.

Yanzi was angry for a while, saying that he was a dog brother, even if it was evened, he was not angry.

It's just that once this idea sprouts, it's like a seed stuck in his heart. Jing Hanyu still thinks from time to time, it would be great if the swallow was a puppy.

The day of parting was approaching, and Jing Hanyu knew something beyond his knowledge——Swallow was abducted and his real name was Yanchun.

Swallow asked him for help, and he was furious, and he assured Swallow that he would help.

On the night when the apricots were ripe, under the clear moonlight, the swallows—Yan Chun looked at him, and he remembered it many years later.

What they remember together is the name Yanchun, which sounds so nice, yet Yanchun still covets his name.

After returning home, Jing Hanyu told his grandfather about the abduction.

The old man has done good deeds all his life, how could such a thing happen under his nose?

With the help of Suo Shang Group, the police immediately took action. Not only Yan Chun, but many children who were trafficked to the northwest were rescued and returned to their parents.

Jing Hanyu secretly credited himself for saving his puppy. I don't know if the puppy would like to come to his house and live with him?

But he also remembers what his grandfather said, Yanchun has a family, he can't force Yanchun.

If the puppy doesn't want to live in his house, is it okay for winter and summer vacations?Just stay for a month and play with him, that's okay, right?

Jing Hanyu remembered that Yanchun's home was in a small place called Lucheng. The police told his grandfather about the rescue situation. He knew that Yanchun was reunited with his family now, so he didn't bother him like a little gentleman and waited patiently. summer vacation.

When the summer vacation came, he would take the puppy...no, Yanchun to play with him.

However, a few months later, Jing Hanyu realized for the first time what it means to be unpredictable.

Yanchun moved away with her family, but she is nowhere to be found.

Grandpa saw his loss and asked him if he wanted to find Yanchun.

The child's stubbornness and awkwardness came unexpectedly, and he shook his head severely, "I won't look for it anymore!"

He felt very sad, this kind of sadness didn't greet him directly like a slap in the face, but a dull and blunt sadness, more sad than not getting love from his parents.

He has been very independent since he was a child. In the eyes of many people, this kind of independence is tantamount to withdrawn. Others don't need him, and he doesn't need others, as long as grandpa loves him.

But in Feiye Village, he found a child who needed him, put all his hopes on him, and said he was a precious treasure.

This strong connection made him feel empowered like never before.

He can satisfy Yanchun's wishes and do anything for Yanchun, and he wants to be the hero of the puppy.

So when Yanchun disappeared and there was no more news, the loss was like a punch, hitting his heart directly.

"fraud."

He left Yanchun's old house without looking back, "You didn't even tell me thank you! No conscience!"

This has become a strange obsession. Over the years, Jinghanyu never tried to find Yanchun, but he always remembered the name.

So much so that in the first semester of high school, when Yanchun wrote the words "Yanhanyu" on the blackboard, he immediately recognized that it was his heartless puppy.

The puppy used his name without his permission, and what was even more annoying was that the puppy pretended not to know him.

How can he let the puppy do what he wants?

It only took one lunch to break Yanchun's lie.

But when he grew up, Yanchun had many mysteries, and he became different from when he was a child. He didn't press as hard as the first day, but he kept observing Yanchun calmly.

After Yanchun left Lucheng, he moved to Tongti Town, where he lived with his mother and younger brother. His grades were very good in the town, so he was dug into Huancheng No. [-] Middle School.

These are what Jing Hanyu found out.

Yanchun's grades were actually quite beyond his expectations, but Yanchun seemed very unmotivated, as if he was satisfied with entering the science experimental class, and it didn't matter if he was at the bottom.

Jing Hanyu was dissatisfied with this.

The obsession over the years has become an unspeakable heart knot, even he himself can't blow away the dense dust on it, I want to ask Yan Chun why he moved away without saying a word, why didn't he contact him after he was rescued, why didn't he say thank you , followed him so closely in Feiye Village back then, took him to chase Xinghua to see the stars, said he was a treasure, but just used him as a tool to attract the police?

But no question can be asked.

If you really ask, doesn't it seem that he cares a lot?

Yanchun's indifference set off his caring very funny.

The more you want to ask for an explanation, the more you pretend to be indifferent.

But the more he pretended to be indifferent, the more he couldn't avoid Yanchun's every move.

It's just a vicious cycle.

He wanted to interfere with Yanchun, put the sorted questions in front of Yanchun, and forced Yanchun to do it carefully one by one.

If Yanchun was disobedient, he would use his limited patience to reason with Yanchun.

Yanchun has made progress, and he will give Yanchun a gift as a reward.

He didn't like Yanchun's loose and inattentive look.

He clearly remembered the hope in Yanchun's eyes when he asked him for help in Feiye Village.

Then why choose to fall now.

That's right, in the eyes of the 16-year-old Jing Hanyu, Yanchun's grades in the middle mean degeneration.

But Jing Hanyu recalled what his grandfather said back then, Swallow is just like you, a child, not a puppy.

Because Yanchun is not a puppy, he had no position to take Yanchun away before, and now he has no position to restrain Yanchun, so he can only watch silently from a distance.

Patience made Jing Hanyu almost irritable, and a boy of this age is prone to be full of energy, and his strength does not show up.

Both Xu Qingcheng and Zhuo Zhen found that he was too aggressive in playing recently, and they didn't know where his temper came from.

"What's the matter, Hanyu?" After playing the ball, Zhuo Zhen rubbed his ribs out of breath. He was hit by Jinghanyu just now, and gasped in pain, "Is there something wrong at home?"

Jing Hanyu drank water sullenly, poured the rest on his head, and shook it, "It's okay."

Zhuo Zhen was brought up by a happy family to be a silly, sweet, child soaked in a sugar bowl. His eyes can't see the dark, heartless and silly. Jing Hanyu said it was okay, so he didn't take it seriously.

But Xu Qingcheng saw the clue and said with a smile: "If you want to vent your anger, there are a few people in my place who need to be dealt with.

come or not? "

Jing Hanyu knew that Xu Qingcheng had contacts with people outside the school, and there were many fights. He got involved last semester, but most of the time he was just a bystander.

This time, he agreed without hesitation.

After several fights, he still couldn't get rid of the knot. In physical education class, he discovered that Yanchun was injured.

For a moment, he almost couldn't hide his anger, reserved for the first time to surrender, he took Yan Chun to his residence in a way that was close to coercion, and threw away a bag of medicine.

That closeness was like a flickering match lighting a silent fire piled up one by one.

Yanchun is not a puppy.

But he still wanted to take care of Yanchun.

During the flag-raising ceremony on Monday, Xu Qingcheng's little brother came to say that the guy who bought the sub-class had "tied" the people in the experimental class away.

Jing Hanyu's eyelids twitched immediately, but he didn't expect it to be Yanchun.

Xu Qingcheng has always regarded himself as the big brother in the experimental class, and some classmates in his own territory were bullied, so he had to ask for an explanation.

Jinghanyu followed suit, and it turned out that Yanchun was surrounded by it.

Yanchun looked at him with shock and dodge. After saving the man, he suddenly regretted it.

Grandpa was wrong, Yanchun was a puppy, and as soon as he didn't like it, the puppy ran around madly, got bruised all over, didn't feel at ease studying, went to nightclubs to fight, and even lied to him that it was just a part-time job.

He patiently persuaded Yanchun to quit his night show job, but Yanchun actually retorted: "Master Jing, you have no obligation to support me."

The fragments of childhood flew into his mind, and Jing Hanyu smiled coldly in his heart.

Of course there is no obligation, Yanchun is not a puppy, so he couldn't take him home before, and now he can't even say a word.

I can only stab one sentence: "What's the use of raising you, I give you a bone, and you don't even wag your tail."

But after that, Jing Hanyu no longer stayed away deliberately.

His puppy is about to learn to fail, and he needs to put a collar on him, train him, and let him stay by his side.

Under his coercion, Yan Chun stopped working at the nightclub and found a job in a Japanese-style yakiniku restaurant. They sometimes played together, and he finally began to supervise Yan Chun's questions. Yan Chun invited him to eat barbecue, and the distance between them grew closer. closer.

Changes in feelings may be a long process with blurred boundaries, and his years-long inability to let go has produced a seed of deviance.

But it may also be a momentary impulse, such as seeing Yanchun unconvinced and saying "You have no obligation to support me", or Yanchun himself was hungry, but worked hard to roast meat for him all night, or Yanchun was physically tortured. Feeling stumped, please ask him to explain...

Countless moments were woven into a big net, and he was captured by Yanchun.

The puppy that was not able to take home when he was young must belong to him when he grows up.

He will not disrespect Yanchun just because he is a puppy, he also dotes on Yanchun when he bullies Yanchun, he thinks they have a long future, he doesn't have to be so impatient to tie up Yanchun.

He always thought that he would be the one to confess, but unexpectedly, Yanchun would take the lead.

It's just that everything that happened at that time was a disaster that they could not face and resist when they were still young.