moonlight sinking

Why is my white moonlight not white anymore?I was born evil and a lunatic, but my beloved boy was the bright moonlight on the tip of a snowy mountain.I am not good enough for him.Ten years later, I cured my madness, and I can barely be considered a normal person useful to society, but my white moonlight...why isn't it white anymore?Could madness be contagious? "Are you and I worthy now?" "..." How should I answer him? ·Smart businessman Gong (Jinghanyu)×Criminal investigation consultant Shou (Yan Chun) ·Gong is one year younger than Shou, under the age ·The text is not No.1 ·Shou is just a consultant, not a criminal policeman. · Before depositing the manuscript, the copywriting may adjust the keywords before the official opening: original modern city ending