moonlight sinking

When seeing Jinghanyu lying on the bed, Yanchun's eyes suddenly turned red.

After Yu Xiaohai was murdered, he had to accept round-the-clock interrogation before he could get out of the cruel stimulation.

He became numb, as if an invisible wall had risen around him, dulling the sounds from the outside world.

It's been a long time since he's experienced a vivid emotion, neither good nor bad.

But he saw that his beloved boy fell ill and fell into a coma. His face was paler than he had ever seen before, and he seemed to have lost a lot of weight.

The wall was finally washed down by strong emotions, followed by tears that fell silently.

Jinghanyu...why is she sick?

A few days ago, Jing Hanyu said that he was going to school, but he never came back after leaving. When he called, Jing Zhongyan answered.

The other party's tone was cold, and Yanchun could hear a bit of threat, "Hanyu is living with us now, you can continue to live in No. [-] Middle School's house, but don't get close to my son again."

After hanging up the phone, Yanchun sat there for a long time, and suddenly thought that he was not only a monster, but also a dead star, and everyone related to him would die badly.

In the eyes of the world, he is the son of a murderer and the murderer who killed Yu Xiaohai.

Didn't they all say that he must have killed Yu Xiaohai, but the police were incompetent and couldn't find sufficient evidence to convict him.

Everyone stayed away, but Jing Hanyu stayed with him as if nothing had happened, supervised him to do the exams, and wanted to go to the same school as him.

If you really can't take the same school, you have to go to the same city.

But how can he match?

The colder the outside world is, the more precious Jinghanyu's gentleness will be.

The more valuable it is, the more unworthy he is.

He is a stain in Jing Hanyu's beautiful life.

He slid off the seat and sat on the ground, pulling his hair slowly with his hands.

He, a monster who was supposed to stay away from the crowd, was picked up by Jing Hanyu and cared for meticulously. He evaded reality like a shrinking turtle and despicably wanted to maintain the status quo.

The policeman surnamed Yan persuaded him so many times, but he was unwilling to receive treatment, convincing himself that it was because he wanted to stay and find the murderer.

If you go abroad for treatment, it will take a lot of time. Even if you are cured in the future, what should you do if the murderer has already escaped?

In fact, how can he be so noble?All he covets is the home that Jing Hanyu built for him.

He, a blood-sucking bug, clings to Jinghan Islet, dreaming endless dreams.

It's time to wake up from the dream.

He thought, if I don't wake up, I will kill the person I love the most.

Jing Hanyu was born in Jing's family, she has been a clean and perfect baby since she was a child, she deserves to have a bright future, she should never be friends with someone like him.

It is Jing Hanyu's kindness that Jing Hanyu gave him shelter, not keeping away from him like others, but he could not enjoy this kindness with peace of mind.

Now that he has passed the most difficult days after the case happened, the experts from the capital pointed him in a direction, and it was time for him to leave.

Yan Chun took the initiative to contact Yan Langzhao for the first time.

Yan Langzhao asked him why he had figured it out, he lowered his head, was silent for a long time, and finally managed to force a smile, "Officer Yan, if my illness is cured, can I still be a policeman in the future?"

Yan Langzhao asked, "Want to be a policeman?"

"Well, I want to catch Xiao Hai's murderer."

People live in this world, besides light, air, food and water, they also need to find a goal, which is the driving force that pulls people forward.

Not long ago, Yan Chun killed the deep-seated desire for Jinghan Islet.

He has no goal, and a person without a goal cannot live.

So he reluctantly found another one for himself, which sounded just and great, and it was indeed something he had to do.

Yan Langzhao nodded in agreement, but fell silent.

Yanchun asked, "Can't you?"

Yan Langzhao told the truth, "Your situation is quite special, you may not be able to wear a police uniform like me."

Yanchun was a little disappointed.

It was the only goal he could think of.

"But you might be able to serve as an adviser to the police."

Yan Langzhao smiled, "We have a few powerful consultants in our investigation center. Although they are not policemen, they are sometimes sharper than us policemen."

Yanchun murmured and repeated: "Consultant."

"Yes."

Yan Langzhao patted him on the shoulder, "But this is for the future, I will do my best to pave the way for you.

What you have to do now is to cooperate with the treatment. "

Yan Chun nodded.

"and also."

Yan Langzhao said again: "Don't call me Officer Yan anymore, I'm almost 20 years older than you, you can call me Uncle Yan."

Yan Chun couldn't call this name for the time being. He asked what preparations he needed to make and when he would leave.

Yan Langzhao said that the investigation center will stay for a few more days, and he will return to the capital with them when the time comes. He will stay in the capital for a while and go abroad after completing the formalities.

Yanchun returned to the empty home and began to pack her luggage.

He doesn't have many things, but after collecting them for a while, he will stop exhausted.

It wasn't physical fatigue, but the fact that he was about to leave Jinghan Island was like a heavy and huge hammer, dragging him down.

His understanding of himself is very low, and the scolding from all directions makes him feel that he is a pool of dirty mud. His mud has splashed on Jing Hanyu. Before leaving, he will take what belongs to him. , Remove traces of mud.

So from now on, Jinghanyu will be that clean and beautiful little prince again.

Finally, exhausted, he packed up all the things related to him in the house. He didn't need to take away much, and the rest should be thrown into the trash can.

After doing these things, his longing for Jing Hanyu suddenly grew wildly, and the out-of-control longing led him to do an extremely despicable thing.

He opened Jing Hanyu's closet and took away the underwear on the top of the drawer - this should be Jing Hanyu's recent replacement.

Then, impatiently, he rushed to the bathroom.

Shame on me.

He thought, I have defiled the moonlight in the sky.

I also want to meet my moonlight.

Yan Chun went out in a hurry, and almost wandered into the Jing family's old house.

He didn't expect to be able to go in at first. Although his mind has often been confused recently, he is actually a person with strong thinking ability. The public anger was temporarily restrained.

He stayed near the old house for a while, imagining what Jing Hanyu was doing, and then said in his heart: Brother Jing, goodbye.

When he was about to turn around, he suddenly heard a voice calling himself.

He thought Jing Zhongyan's people had found out, but he saw that it was the young man who brought him to the gazebo when his grandfather passed away.

"Are you looking for Hanyu?" The man's tone was very calm, like the thin water flowing in the sea of ​​cicadas.

Yanchun hesitated for a moment, then nodded, "En."

The man said, "I'll take you there."

Yan Chun was surprised, "Why?"

The man turned around, "Don't you want to see him?"

"But..." Yanchun didn't understand why the Jing family would help him in.

"Hanyu was locked up by Mr. Jing, sick and in a coma, if you want to see him, come with me."

Upon hearing that Jinghanyu was ill, Yanchun had no time to think about other things, and immediately followed the man into the old house.

They took a lonely path and met no one else.

When he arrived at the place, the man asked Yanchun to wait first, and he said a few words to the security guard outside the door.

Soon, the security guard left, and the man waved at Yanchun.

"Hanyu is inside, you can go in, but pay attention to the time, I will give you a quarter of an hour.

After a quarter of an hour, Mr. Jing's people will come back. "

When pushing the door, Yanchun heard her own heartbeat that was about to explode.

Jing Hanyu lay motionless, he clenched his fists helplessly, knowing that it was all his fault.

If it wasn't for helping him, Jing Hanyu must be in school now, preparing for the college entrance examination like other students.

"Brother Jing."

He squatted beside the bed, his hands were close to Jing Hanyu's, but he didn't dare to touch them, holding them with a distance of two inches.

Jing Hanyu was ignorant and didn't react at all.

"Why are you sick?" Yanchun said softly, "Did your father scold you? You have always been in good health, get better soon."

From his point of view, Jing Hanyu was shrouded in light, his skin was translucent white, part of the light was blocked by the bridge of the nose and brow bone, so the eye sockets appeared deeper than usual.

Yanchun knew that the most beautiful and gentle eyes were hidden there.

He really wanted to just stay here and wait for Jing Hanyu to wake up.

But he only had fifteen minutes, and Jing Hanyu fell into a coma, which gave him a chance to bring this love to a successful conclusion.

If you like it without saying it, then the closed loop will not be closed.

If it doesn't work out, it's not over.

He would never confess to Jing Hanyu when Jing Hanyu was awake.

Because he doesn't deserve it.

He wanted to say, but Jing Hanyu couldn't know.

Now, when he was about to disappear from Jinghanyu's clean life, in a short quarter of an hour, he could finally speak.

For many years later, Yanchun felt that these 15 minutes were like a time capsule divorced from reality.

They were squeezed in to complete a love that only he knew.

When the countdown ends and the time capsule disappears, they return to reality and each go their separate ways.

"Brother Jing, I like you so much, I never dared to tell you."

"If only I wasn't a monster, I will definitely chase you.

You are so good, it must be difficult to chase, but I will work hard to kill other suitors, you are mine. "

"But I can't chase you."

Two lines of tears fell and fell on Jing Hanyu's hands. Yan Chun hurriedly wiped them off carefully, choked up and said, "Why am I a monster? What did I do wrong? I don't even have the right to approach you."

Yanchun's nails were pierced in the palm of his hand, a huge sadness split in his chest, and his internal organs seemed to be shattered.

He thought of the passing time, hurriedly wiped away his tears, dragged his heavy strokes, and let it finally form a illusory circle.

"Brother Jing, I love you so much, but it's over here.

You're going to be the best grown up because you did something really good, something really great when you were a little boy, you saved me and a lot of kids. "

There was a smile on the corner of Yanchun's lips, he tried his best to make the smile look good and relaxed, but how could the bitter smile be so relaxed.

At the end of the time, Yanchun took a step back, "I'm leaving now, to become an ordinary person, I don't know if I can do it.

I... I will work hard. "

The man knocked on the door, reminding that the time is coming.

Yan Chun reluctantly turned around, noticing that Jing Hanyu was still wearing the small stone bracelet he had given her on the other hand.

Oops, he thought, he'd cleaned up all the mud and smudges in the house, and there was nothing to do with this last one.

The man reminded again that he had no time to take it off.

Standing at the door, he took another look at Jing Hanyu, the closed door was like a delicate box, and the period he had just drawn was closed in it.

That is the ring that he will never take out again——Yan Chun thought so ten years ago.

Ten years later, Jing Hanyu said that the "dream" reached a quarter of an hour. Although what he heard during his illness was incomplete, it was no longer Yanchun's one-man show after all.

Jinghanyu hugged Yanchun, and Yanchun's memories flooded into his mind every word, and he saw the helpless crying boy.

Questions gradually found answers.

The death in front of his eyes caused Yanchun's spirit to collapse briefly, leaving only the instinct to survive.

And Jinghanyu hugged Yanchun at that time, Yanchun seemed to have found the only warmth in the ice and snow, grabbed it eagerly, and asked for more.

He confessed to Jing Hanyu when he didn't even know it.

At that moment, he might really be a puppy, he would stay where it was safe, and he would stay by his side whoever treated him well.

In fact, that is the time vesicle out of reality. After returning to reality, Yan Chun knew nothing about it, but Jing Hanyu took everything in the vesicle seriously, and patiently accompanied her depressed boyfriend after a serious injury, eager to become stronger For this reason, she left her family, broke with Jing Zhongyan, and held that beautiful and cruel time capsule for the next ten years.

The long-awaited truth left Yanchun in a daze for a while, and they were obviously right.

But fate and the powerless youth played with them frantically.

But whose life can not be played with at all?The proud son of heaven, such as Jing Hanyu, cannot escape.

"Do you think that completing the closed loop is the end?" Jing Hanyu pressed Yan Chun to the side of the bed, and poked his fingers into Yan Chun's hair.

Yanchun has not yet broken free from the emptiness, so it is difficult to understand the meaning of this sentence for a while.

"Closed loop, full stop, end point."

Jing Hanyu's movements were exceptionally gentle, but her eyes were full of aggression.

He was hating, hating that Yanchun underestimated the weight of himself in his heart, hating that Yanchun mistakenly regarded the confession as a closed loop, "Shouldn't the period be a promise and an oath?"

The powdery light drifted away, and Yanchun suddenly thought of that exquisite box that had not been opened for ten years, and his complete love was hidden in the box - a period, a ring.

He never thought that one day he would take out the ring.

"Its ending should be worn on someone's hand, not hidden by you."

Jing Hanyu held Yanchun's wrist tightly, straining her veins so hard, "A period is not the ending, do you understand?"

Yanchun clenched her back molars tightly, suppressing the surging emotions, broke away from Jing Hanyu's hand, grabbed Jing Hanyu's skirt, and pulled him towards her.

"A ring and a collar.

You can put a ring on my finger and a collar around my neck.

I'll be your puppy, you'll be my baby. "