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"sorry."

Jing Hanyu lifted Yanchun's chin, and wiped his face with a tissue, his movements were very light, not at all as bad as before.

Yan Chun was still sitting on the toilet seat, he didn't come back to his senses, but he didn't like hearing Jing Hanyu say sorry, especially like now, with tenderness, sadness and helplessness in his eyes.

"I can't help it, the thought of you not being mine alone makes me want to torture you and dirty you."

Jing Hanyu wiped off the last trace of Yan Chun's face, crumpled up the paper towel, and threw it into the wastebasket next to her.

Yanchun woke up, the shame of being manipulated by his body grew like wildfire, but he didn't care to extinguish them, looking at Jinghanyu and said: "Why do you say that? I don't just belong to you, who else does it belong to?"

Dealing with criminals all the year round, guessing people's hearts from the most subtle reactions, as long as Yanchun is willing, he can show a strong oppressive aura.

When facing Jinghanyu, he is used to showing weakness, placing himself in a very low position, looking up, but this does not mean that he cannot be strong.

Jing Hanyu frowned, facing Yanchun's scrutiny and questioning, she was silent for half a minute, "From the time you left my car and entered the gate of the detachment, you were the focus of the crowd."

Yanchun wanted to argue, "I..."

Jing Hanyu shook her head, "Everyone likes you very much, and you accept their likes—like that cake you didn't want me to throw away."

At this time, Jinghanyu was like a young boy making trouble for no reason, Yanchun stood up and slowly pressed him against the partition.

Jing Hanyu went on to say: "The detachment needs you, the academy needs you, and the Meng Bureau needs you too."

Yanchun corrected him rigidly, "Meng Bureau and detachment cannot be side by side."

Jing Hanyu didn't care, "You were the most outstanding at the luncheon, everyone looked at you.

You are at the center of the light. "

This may be an exaggeration, but Yan Chun caught the struggle in Jing Hanyu's eyes, so it was difficult to refute it rationally.

Jing Hanyu let out a deep breath, suddenly lowered her head, and put her chin on Yanchun's shoulder in a posture of showing weakness and seeking comfort.

Yanchun paused with both hands in the air, and hugged Jinghanyu unnaturally.

"When they look at you, I look at you.

Yanchun, do you know what I was thinking at that time? "Jing Hanyu asked himself and answered: "I think it would be great if all the light on your body and around you disappeared, and your surroundings were boundless darkness, then no one could see you, no one would rely on you, only I can find you, you can only see me. "

This confession sounds creepy, how could Yanchun fail to notice that Jinghanyu was abnormal after studying people's hearts for so many years.

But this abnormality did not frighten him, he was even willing to hug Jing Hanyu even tighter and give him the comfort he could.

Jing Hanyu was not like this in high school. Although he was very possessive and treated him like a puppy, he was definitely not where he is now.

It was his leaving without authorization that made Jing Hanyu even more paranoid, and he carried a heavier psychological burden than him.

"But that's not right, I always knew that."

Jing Hanyu put his forehead on Yanchun's shoulder and rubbed it slightly, "When I was young, I wanted to make you better.

Your eyes are bright, but your clothes are old and dusty, and they block out your light.

I want to take you and put you in new, nice clothes, so that your whole body will shine—like your eyes. "

"After I met you again, I didn't change my mind, but I not only wanted to give you new clothes, but I also wanted you to be outstanding. How could my puppy get an average grade?" Jing Hanyu's voice gradually became a little vague , as if caught in some memories, "So since childhood, I have wanted to push you into the light, how can I lock you in the dark now? I was wrong...but I can't help it, darkness is the safest, others I can't see you, you can't see others, you only have me..."

Yanchun interrupted at this moment, "I only have you."

Jing Hanyu raised his head from his shoulder, with a hint of bewilderment in his eyes.

"I only have you."

Yanchun repeated earnestly, "If you are willing to push me into the light, I am willing to stand in the light, it doesn't matter if it is set off brighter or darker.

You want to hide me in the dark, I will stay in the dark, only for you to find. "

Jing Hanyu's pupils shrank. It was obvious that he was struggling. Contradictions tore him apart. He could judge right from wrong, but let objective right and wrong dictate his words and deeds in reality. For a person who has searched for and waited for too long , is a very cruel thing.

Yan Chun stroked Jing Hanyu's eyes and cheeks, her tone was more solemn than before, "But no matter standing in the light or being hidden by you in the dark, I belong to you, and you are the only one in me."

Jing Hanyu's Adam's apple suddenly lifted, boiling emotions welled up in his chest, overflowing into chaotic words stuck in his throat, and the glint of light flowing in his eyes.

Yanchun held his hand, and kissed him in the corner like he always did to herself.

This kiss was hardly mixed with desire, like swearing and comforting.

Yan Chun was always called Brother Jinghanyu Jing, and he was controlled submissively, but he was the older one.

When Jing Hanyu was uneasy, it was not that he could not perform the duties of an elder.

Lips parted, Jing Hanyu leaned forward almost unconsciously, asking for more, Yanchun gave indulgently.

The two kissed tenderly in this not-so-good place, neither fierce nor impulsive, not accompanied by blood like usual.

It seems that this should not be called kissing, but just licking for security, like lower animals licking each other's wounds.

Jing Hanyu finally calmed down, his thumb brushed the corner of Yanchun's lips, "I may need time."

"We all need time."

Yanchun said, "Let's take our time, there's no rush."

The corners of Jing Hanyu's lips twitched, but he hesitated to speak.

Yanchun pinched his chin, "Say what you have to say, don't hide it from me."

Jing Hanyu was silent for a moment, "If I'm like this all the time, won't it get better?"

Yanchun laughed, "Did you forget that I'm also a lunatic?"

"Yan Chun."

"And a lunatic who needs your restraint."

Yanchun paused briefly, "I have an abnormal need for you, wouldn't your abnormal demand for me be offset?"

Jinghanyu didn't say a word, and never took his eyes off Yanchun.

He likes to watch Yanchun, even if he doesn't say or do anything.

"We tortured each other, and we were considered a match made in heaven."

Yanchun said, "What do you think?"

A few seconds later, Jing Hanyu hummed, "I'll go out first."

The door closed, and there was the sound of washing hands, followed by footsteps.

In order to avoid being seen by acquaintances leaving the bathroom together, Yanchun stayed there for a while longer.

He let it go for a while, thinking about everything that happened in this narrow space.

He has temporarily coaxed Jing Hanyu, but there are still conflicts between them that need to be reconciled, and there is still a long way to go.

Jing Hanyu's paranoia comes from him, but his heart is not as firm and calm as he appears.

Maybe he really became an excellent person, as Uncle Yan and the doctor promised, but maybe it's because the shadow hasn't corroded him in ten years.

What if the shadow appears again?Will he sink completely, or will he expose the evil under justice and axiom?

Yanchun pushed open the door of the cubicle, washed his face again, the water soaked the bracelet, although the bracelet was waterproof, he still wiped the bracelet carefully.

"Yan Chun."

The wristband turns on the voice answering mode.

Yanchun was a little surprised, did he accidentally touch the touch screen just now?

However, he has been busy recently, so he didn't chat with the bracelet much, so he didn't close it immediately, and said while walking, "Huanhuan."

"Ring ring?"

"...Are you unhappy?"

Yanchun knew that the wristband could sense emotions, so did Huanhuan ask this question because he sensed the ups and downs in his heart?

But no matter how sophisticated the instrument is, it is impossible to understand the ever-changing psychology of human beings. Contradictions and lies are cruel gifts from heaven to human beings.

Yanchun said, "No."

The bracelet asked: "What do you want to eat tonight?"

Yan Chun recalled the unfinished lunch with Jing Hanyu, "I'll accompany your boss to eat whatever he wants."

"My boss?"

"Jinghanyu."

Yanchun said to himself, "I don't know what he wants to eat."

The bracelet said: "Cake."

Yanchun stopped in her tracks: "Huh?"

The bracelet confirmed: "He wants to eat cake."

Yanchun looked at the bracelet for a while, his eyes changed slightly, as if he had discovered something, but when he spoke again, his tone remained the same, "Then eat the cake."

After leaving the hotel, Jing Hanyu didn't go back to the Municipal Bureau, but drove to Yuwei Technology's studio in Lihai.

The big boss who was supposed to stay at the headquarters has been staying in Lihai for half a year, and there is no sign of going back at all. The employees are all trembling, for fear of being caught and neglecting.

But the big boss doesn't come to the studio very often, and usually goes directly to the Municipal Bureau.

After a long time, everyone put their minds back.

It was time to work overtime, to fish for fish, but unexpectedly, the big boss came again without saying a word.

It's not that Jinghanyu has something that he has to come to the studio to solve, he just needs to take his attention away from Yanchun temporarily.

They are like two complex, uneven jigsaw puzzle pieces that will surely fit together in the end.

But when they get too close, those spike-like protruding parts will hurt each other, and only when they are properly distanced can they find a precise closing position.

He has been dazzled by Yanchun's promise last night, suppressing himself, it is very painful to maintain his sanity.

When he chooses to indulge, the pleasure of committing a crime against Yan Chun dominates him.

But when those gloomy emotions were released, he was full of guilt.

Has Yanchun endured this way for so many years?

Yanchun asked him, are you crazy?He was suddenly glad that he was crazy, he just wanted to be crazy, even more crazy than Yanchun, otherwise how would he understand Yanchun and restrain Yanchun?

Only evil can conquer evil.

Because the big boss arrived, the studio was silent all afternoon. A small person in charge used to belong to Li Jiangyang's team. At the beginning of the year, he and Li Jiangyang were transferred to Lihai City. Later, Li Jiangyang was kicked back by Jing Hanyu, but the small person in charge stayed. , Li Jiangyang often lost tasks in the air.

This time Li Jiangyang knocked for a long time, but the small person in charge didn't dare to answer, and silently went about the work at hand.

Li Jiangyang became impatient, and when a phone call came, the person in charge secretly said, "President Jing is here for inspection."

Li Jiangyang blurted out: "Why doesn't he accompany his wife in the city bureau?"

The little person in charge: "???" It seems that he knows some terrible secret!

Li Jiangyang also knew that he was talking too much, so he warned the small person in charge, "Don't spread nonsense, Boss Jing is angry and fires you."

The little person in charge was startled and quickly responded.

In addition to the big project of the Municipal Bureau in Lihai City, Yuwei is also gradually developing other businesses, otherwise he would not have set up a studio.

Jing Hanyu used his work to calm himself down. He stayed in the office all afternoon. He not only straightened out Lihai's affairs, but also took a look at the situation at the headquarters. Test the waters in the security field.

And this is exactly what he wants to do.

Suo Shang started as an industry. Although it has technology projects under its banner, they have not been deeply cultivated.

Suddenly started to do information tracking, it is hard not to let people associate.

Although Yuwei is developing rapidly, it is still a small shrimp in front of a behemoth like Suo Shang.

After he left the Jing family that year, Jing Zhongyan regarded him as a disgrace and regarded him as his son.

Now the tentacles are suddenly stretched out. Is there any new movement in Suo Shang?

If He Jinglin hadn't been killed by Jing Feixiong, Jing Hanyu would take Jing Caizhi's birthday party as an opportunity to return to Suo Shang with He Jinglin.

It's not that he is greedy for Suo Shang, but as he grows older, he becomes more and more aware that Suo Shang is always a shadow that can stay still for ten years, but once it moves, it may destroy everything he cherishes.

The only way is to hold Suo Shang in his hands.

So he must see the opportunity and return to Sausan.

As it was getting late, Jing Hanyu picked up his phone and looked at it after running at high speed.

There were several messages from Yanchun on it, the time was half an hour ago, and he didn't notice the vibration.

[Yan Chun]: I went to the technical investigation to find you, but you are not here.

Where have you been?

[Yan Chun]: Let me buy you a cake, what flavor do you want?

[Yanchun]: I bought it, picture.JPG

Jing Hanyu immediately called, "Where are you?"

After Yanchun returned to the office in the afternoon, he searched for cake shops in Lihai. The one with the highest overall score was a little far from the city bureau.

He didn't get in touch with Jing Hanyu, so he simply drove to buy it by himself. Now that he bought it, he was blocked on the road by the evening rush hour.

"On Mushan Road."

Yanchun glanced at the map and said, "What about you?"

Jing Hanyu looked out of the window subconsciously——Yuwei's studio is in the most conspicuous office building on Mushan Road.

But the floor was so high that it was impossible to see Yanchun's car clearly.

"I'm in the studio."

Yan Chun had never been to Islet, but he had checked the location, and realized that he was very close to Jinghan Islet.

It was a coincidence, he said: "Then let me pick you up? Do you have anything else to do?"

Jing Hanyu asked: "Can you find it?"

"Wait."

Yanchun said again: "Is there anyone else in the studio?"

Jing Hanyu said, "Everyone is off work."

"Okay, I'll come right away."

Hanging up the phone, Jing Hanyu stood by the window for a while, caught in the realization that Yanchun was going to pick him up from get off work, the corners of his lips raised, then pressed down again, and he opened the office door, only to find that everyone was still sitting seat.

And at this time, if there is no overtime task, everyone should go back.

The big boss is still working, how dare the people under him leave work.

Jing Hanyu slept in the computer room with Li Jiangyang back then, but now he will not oppress the employees unreasonably, so he said thank you for your hard work and let him get off work when it is time to get off work.

At this moment, the sensory glass door opened, and Yanchun walked in with a beautifully packaged cake, and a rose lay flat on the cake box.

Yan Chun couldn't help being stunned as all eyes swept over the brightly lit office.

He knew that it was already past the off-duty time, and he confirmed with Jing Hanyu that there was no one else in the studio, so he brought the cake up, and when he passed the flower girl by the roadside, he bought a rose on a whim.

Should he be glad he only bought one?

How could Jing Hanyu lie to him with such a thing?

It's not that he's afraid of letting others know about his relationship with Jing Hanyu. Last time he came out in front of so many people in the detachment, but it was still very embarrassing to be surrounded by unprepared people.

Except for the little person in charge who heard the gossip from Li Jiangyang, no one else knew who the handsome guy who suddenly appeared was.

The little person in charge quickly greeted everyone to get off work, couldn't help but look at Yanchun more, and sighed in his heart: The wife of the big boss is actually a man!

Although Yanchun was embarrassed, she did not lose her grace at all. She put the cake on the table, picked up the rose and held it behind her back.

Everyone dispersed, Jing Hanyu approached, his gaze followed Yanchun's shoulder and disappeared into his arm.

"What are you holding?" It was a rose, and he had seen it long ago.

Yanchun shook his hands behind his back, and the rose appeared on the left for a while, and for a while on the right.

Jing Hanyu said, "Give it to me."

Yanchun said, "I don't want to give it to you now."

"Why do you say it's just you?"

Jing Hanyu pursed his lips, he could explain, but suddenly he didn't want to.

"I want to lie to you."

He wrapped his arms around Yanchun's waist, held Yanchun's wrist, and took the rose into his hand.

"I want them to see you.

I am conflicted, Yanchun. "

He said softly: "At noon I want to hide you in the dark, only I can see.

Now I want everyone to see you.

I am crazy. "

Yan Chun was not angry when the rose was taken away, and interpreted Jing Hanyu's words, "The two don't conflict.

You want everyone to see that I am yours. "

"I was originally yours."

Yanchun said: "I said it yesterday, and I said it at noon, but you can ask me to say it as many times as you want.

Mr. Hanyu, I beg you to lock me up, I have always been yours. "