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According to Shu's mother's last wish, the ashes should be scattered in the river.Shu Yan and her father discussed for a long time, and finally chose the big river outside the city of C. There is a large rapeseed field beside the big river, and every spring is a golden sea.Father Shu smiled and said, "That's great, so your mother can watch cauliflower every year."

Yao Shuhan rented a boat from Yao Dingsong, Yao's father led Yao Shuhan into the boat, the boatman was rowing in front, Shu's father was holding the urn, Shu Yan grabbed a handful from it, and with a wave of his hand, the ashes were scattered in the wind.

Yao Shuhan was standing by the river, watching them from afar.

Yao Dingsong came from behind and patted Yao Shuhan on the shoulder.

Yao Shuhan didn't look back, looked at the gradually shrinking boat and asked him, "Have you ever liked Ye Ming?"

Yao Dingsong obviously never thought that his eldest niece would suddenly ask such a question. He remained silent for a while and wrote lightly: "It's all in the past."

Yao Shuhan asked again: "Is Ye Ming married?"

Yao Dingsong laughed, and said, "How do I know." Looking at Yao Shuhan's back, the wind blew her long hair a little messy, "You know him better than I do."

Yao Shuhan nodded with his little uncle behind his back, looked up at the sky, blinked, and said: "I don't think he has. At that time he approached me actively, I thought he was interested in me, but after thinking about it later, he actually wanted to approach me through me." you."

"What does this have to do with me?" Yao Dingsong said, "Maybe he is really attracted to you."

Yao Shuhan shook his head and said: "He saw Xiaohe, and I heard him say to Xiaohe, 'It would be right if he was a little thinner. ?”

Yao Dingsong was noncommittal.

"At that time, I wondered why he would say that kind of thing, but after seeing your reaction when you saw his business card, I understood a little bit..." Yao Shuhan narrowed his eyes and recalled the situation in the hospital at that time.

Yao Dingsong sighed and said, "Shuhan, you're tired of thinking too much."

Yao Shuhan didn't care about these things, she asked Yao Dingsong: "Why are you not together? You obviously don't like Fourth Aunt, what kind of life does Fourth Aunt live with you? What kind of life do you think Ye Ming lives?" Take a deep breath, " How are you doing yourself?"

Hearing this, Yao Dingsong's face darkened, and he growled, "Shuhan, is this your attitude towards elders?"

Yao Shuhan's heart was in a mess, and she suddenly thought of Xiaohe with the little pod on her head, chubby, chubby, and very cute.

"I'm sorry, uncle." Yao Shuhan bowed his head and admitted his mistake, "I said something wrong."

"I know you're in a bad mood. Everyone has troubles, but you shouldn't mess up, so you can't mess up." Yao Dingsong took out a cigarette from his bag and lit it. Yao Shuhan was stunned. She remembered that her uncle She seldom smokes, on the contrary, my aunt often smokes.

Yao Dingsong took a puff of the cigarette, shook the ash, looked at the river, and said, "When the old man left, I was young, and your father took care of everything in the house."

Yao Shuhan lowered his eyes and listened silently.

"Your grandma died early. The old man brought up our brothers and sisters. When the old man left, it was your father who raised our younger ones." Yao Dingsong took a puff of cigarette and said, "Dad is dead, there are no adults in the family, and the children are panicked." In a group, your dad is working, but to put it bluntly, he is a half-grown child, and he still teaches, so he can do a few things."

The grandmother of the Yao family passed away early, and the family was built by the grandfather. He took care of the children while doing business, and the property left behind was divided among the four. The eldest was still unwilling to inherit the family business, and left a lot of business waiting for the second and third to make up for it. Filling... as you get older, it is also a headache to meet young people who don't care about things.

Because of this, Yao Shuhan always felt that his father was somewhat irresponsible in inheriting the family business, and that he had failed his grandfather's hopes.She felt that grandpa still liked the eldest son the most, and later left her the eldest granddaughter with the most inheritance.

"To tell you the truth, I think the elder brother is the kind of person who is strong on the outside but hard on the inside. He looks serious and fierce on the outside, but in fact he is soft on the inside, like a piece of cotton. If he is really asked to do business, he can't do it well. Yao Dingsong held the cigarette between his fingers, and pushed down his glasses with the heel of his palm, "At the same time, he is also tough. In this regard, Shuhan, you can follow your father."

Yao Shuhan smiled and agreed.

Yao Dingsong continued: "It's a paper tiger like him. When the Yao family collapsed, he was the first to stand up and stir up the main beam, and propped up the sky for our family."

"Dad never told me about this." Yao Shuhan felt a little regretful. In his memory, his father was serious and sometimes very kind, but he never chatted with her like a friend, let alone mentioned the past.

Yao Dingsong frowned, thought for a while, and said, "How much do you know about your father?"

Yao Shuhan was startled for a moment, then shook his head slightly.

Yao Dingsong said: "Your dad is a person who can't express his feelings. It's an exaggeration to say that if he wants to love someone, he will pay silently and do many things. It may be decades before you discover his love." .It's been a long time, but as long as you find out, you will definitely understand."

Sure enough, Yao Shuhan is still Father Yao's daughter, and the way she expresses her feelings is exactly the same.

"Brother won't hurt you, on the contrary, he is kind to you, you will see it one day." Yao Dingsong pinched off the cigarette and threw it on the ground, crushing it with his shoes.

By the river, the boat docked, Shu Yan helped Shu's father get off the boat slowly, and walked towards them.

Yao Dingsong glanced over there, and said to Yao Shuhan: "The death of a loved one is a devastating trauma for anyone, and people are allowed to grieve, but remember, someone has to stand up, someone has to stand up, and there must be no chaos. "

Yao Shuhan looked at Shu Yan from a distance, and replied, "I understand."

Yao Dingsong stroked Yao Shuhan's hair and said, "Shuhan, I wish you happiness."

"Someone keeps saying this to me recently." Yao Shuhan said with a smile.The little boss of the Wugu doll shop, as well as Ajie, they all said to wish her happiness, and now my uncle also said to wish her happiness.

"Ah." Yao Dingsong stood on a big rock, put his hands on his hips and said, "That means happiness is not far away, and the eyes of the masses are discerning."

Yao Shuhan raised his head and cupped his fists: "I accept your good words."

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On the way back, Shu Yan sat beside Yao Shuhan, with her head resting on her lap, and Yao Shuhan gently pinched her ears once in a while.

Yao Shuhan and Shu Yan stayed with Shu's father in City C for a few more days, and returned to City L only two days before school started.In front of Shu's father, the two have always maintained a normal friend relationship, and they have never been too close. Shu's father also keeps silent about their relationship, and they are still as amiable as before.It's just that Yao Shuhan discovered that when Shu's father is alone, he often looks at Shu's mother's photo in a daze...

The one you loved so much left without making a sound, no one can bear it.Yao Shuhan sighed deeply, leaning on the sofa and thinking wildly.If one day, Shu Yan also leaves like this, what will happen to her?Yao Shuhan blinked. The chandelier in the living room was a newly replaced light bulb. It was so bright that it hurt her eyes.If she left without saying a word, would Shu Yan be sad?Yao Shuhan thought suddenly.

How much does Shu Yan care about her?she does not know.

Humans are insatiable and will never be satisfied.A beggar, the rich man gave him a piece of cake every day. After eating and drinking enough, he began to want women.The same is true for Yao Shuhan, in the past she only wanted Shu Yan to be by her side, regardless of whether Shu Yan loved her or not.But now that they are together, and Shu Yan loves her, she is not satisfied anymore.She wants to know how much Shu Yan loves her, whether she loves Shu Yan more, or Shu Yan loves her more.

What a boring comparison, worthless entanglement.

Yao Shuhan quickly overturned his deduction, jumped up from the sofa, and prepared to write a lesson plan for the new semester.The class I led before has graduated, and this time I will start again from the first year of high school, and all of them are new faces.Holding the pen and unable to write a word for a long time, Yao Shuhan somewhat missed the students in his former class.

Hey, I don’t know if Wang Xiao’s college life is going well, whether they are used to the new teaching mode, how they get along with teachers and classmates...

Perhaps Yao Shuhan was so distracted that he didn't even notice that the door behind him was slowly pushed open.

Shu Yan walked into the bedroom and stood behind Yao Shuhan for a long time. Seeing that she hadn't responded after almost 10 minutes, she couldn't help knocking on the table.Hearing the sound of the table, Yao Shuhan realized that there was someone next to him. He let out a cry, and felt relieved when he saw that it was Shu Yan. He touched his chest and said, "What are you doing? You scared me."

Shu Yan said, "Your mind wanders too much."

Yao Shuhan looked down at the blank lesson plan, slowly came to his senses, and murmured: "Yes, I didn't write anything..."

"Hanhan, I want to discuss something with you." Shu Yan said seriously, sitting on the edge of the bed with her mobile phone in hand to watch Yao Shuhan.

so serious?Yao Shuhan was surprised by Shu Yan's serious look, nodded and said, "Tell me."

Shu Yan hesitated for a moment, as if organizing her words, and then said: "A few days ago, I received a call from the school where I used to work, asking me to go back."

The pen in Yao Shuhan's hand trembled.

"Shuhan, I plan to go back to city C to continue teaching." Shu Yan said, "I came to city l by accident. I didn't expect to work here for a long time. My father is still in city c, and my mother left. I have to go back with her."

Yao Shuhan lowered his eyes, began to write in his notebook, and said, "Oh, you can go back."

Shu Yan held down her writing hand and said, "You can go with me."

Yao Shuhan swallowed, don't look at her at first, "Just go back."

Shu Yan said: "You are good at teaching Chinese. You graduated from B Normal University and have a few years of experience. I'll recommend it to you. It's easy to get in."

"I said it's fine if you go back." Yao Shuhan's tone was a little heavy.

Shu Yan frowned, straightened her body and looked at her, "I'll go back, you go to City C with me."

Yao Shuhan looked away and said, "I don't want to go. You were supposed to be there. You can just go back. You are more familiar with it, the salary is higher, and the conditions are better than here."

Shu Yan took a deep look at her, put her hands on her shoulders, and asked her: "Hanhan, are you angry?"

"I didn't." Yao Shuhan took her hand away.

Shu Yan was puzzled: "The conditions in city C are better, the wages are higher, my father and I were there, you used to be very good, we were all together..."

"But my home is here!" Yao Shuhan suddenly raised his head and said.

Shu Yan was taken aback by Yao Shuhan's sudden increase in volume. She saw Yao Shuhan's eyes shining brightly, and her eye circles were also red.

Shu Yan stood up to hug her, but Yao Shuhan avoided her.

"Hanhan?" Shu Yan looked at Yao Shuhan in confusion, with a slightly hurt expression.

"Shu Yan, maybe you think I'm so neurotic and unreasonable." Yao Shuhan sat curled up on a chair with her knees in her arms, raised her eyes and looked at her, and smiled weakly. For many people, getting in touch with a new environment is very simple, but for me, it is really very difficult."

Regarding this point, Shu Yan can more or less feel it. She knows that Yao Shuhan has certain obstacles in interpersonal communication, which should be related to her personality and the injuries she received in the mental illness center...

"I know." Shu Yan leaned over to hug her, Yao Shuhan stretched out his hand to push her again, gave up after pushing twice, and was hugged obediently by her.Shu Yan gently stroked her hair, kissed the top of her hair, and said, "Isn't it me?"

At this point, Yao Shuhan didn't have the energy to make any more trouble.Originally it was her fault to lose her temper with Shu Yan because of this kind of thing, but now Shu Yan is in great pain, she should be by her side to comfort her, how can she be so petty?

The more Yao Shuhan thought about it, the more angry he became, angry with himself.She arched into Shu Yan's arms, raised her head and kissed Shu Yan's chin, and whispered: "I'm sorry."

Shu Yan kissed her on the nose and said, "I love you."