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The Shen family is a strange place, and the behavior of this family seems to be contrary to all cognitions of normal people.

For example, when I was young, I heard the comments from my friends that children born to my stepmother were more favored. I secretly compared my situation with that of my elder brother, and then went back and beat up the person who spread the rumors.

Another example, someone told me that a crying child has candy to eat. At that time, I observed it for a long time and believed it, but before I had time to practice it in the Shen family, I saw the old man put a crying child He dragged it out without mercy...

Because I have never been able to figure out the thinking logic of this family, I consider myself a normal person.At least I know that at this age, I should go to school like many of my peers, instead of being locked up in the practice room every day to practice guns.

The second elder brother would often touch my head and say to me in a gloomy tone, "Did you know? Heretics in the Middle Ages were to be burned alive."

"What is heresy?"

"It's just people who don't fit in with the surrounding environment."

The second brother's explanations are always simple and rude, I curled my lips impatiently, still looking for opportunities to escape during training time.At that time, I was obsessed with the feeling of jumping out of the high wall. The amazement of the people around me when I played the balloon gun made me feel like a hero.

I repeated my tricks over and over again, and never got tired of it.I never thought there was anything wrong with me, until my always gentle mother slapped me on the face.

I have never seen this woman cry. In my impression, she always holds her head up and smiles, shallow and elegant.

To be honest, I once doubted that I was not her own, because she treated my elder brother far better than my own son.So at that time, I was stunned by this slap.Because this is the first physical contact we have had since I can remember...

I rubbed my red and swollen cheeks, feeling like I knew I was wrong.

I never thought about why I could escape so easily from this place that can bind others for life, just as I never thought about why I couldn't see my second brother every time I came back from outside.

I used to laugh at the man's growing number of scars, but it never occurred to me how many of those were due to the ridiculous freedom I was chasing.

I was still too naive, or rather, I was too well protected by others in such a place full of monsters...

So I gradually began to change, becoming more and more like a member of the Shen family under the satisfaction of the old man and the sinister eyes of the eldest brother.Maybe because that's my blood at the root, the transition isn't really that hard.

I avoided my second brother's gaze, because I always felt that he was extremely disappointed in me.Maybe I carry all his longing for the outside world, but I can no longer let him carry my heavy life unknowingly.

I am learning to be as arrogant as the Shen family, and I am also learning to be as ruthless as the Shen family. Outsiders may not be able to see the difference between me and my elder brother, but only I know how tired I am of everything now.

The old man's health is declining, but his trust in his elder brother is growing day by day.

I suspect that he is the source of the Shen family's abnormality - if you really don't like it, don't marry my mother who has no background, if you really trust her, don't let us kill each other by raising Gu...

In fact, after doing the math, if the old man didn't intervene, the Shen family would most likely fall into the hands of the second brother.

And this is obviously what the eldest brother fears the most, so he keeps provoking the second brother, trying to find his weakness from the subtleties.

That period was the most difficult period for my second brother, and it was also the best time for me to be free.

After that, I returned home as I wished.

In fact, I'm not the second brother's weakness. On the contrary, if I join forces with him in Italy, the position of the eldest brother will become precarious.

My short-sighted elder brother thought that I had given up the inheritance of the Shen family, and even contributed a lot to my return to China.However, I guess he would only secretly rejoice that he had time to break us down one by one, and he would not understand why I chose to leave at such a time as if I were in self-exile.

When I boarded the plane, my second brother came to see me off. We exchanged the first hug since we were adults, and then I saw the loneliness hidden in his eyes.

This is why I left and why he chose to send me away.

In a place like the Shen family, if you want to survive like a normal person, you must find a place for your soul.After my mother passed away, we were each other's only relatives. I knew that for him, the spiritual meaning of my existence was actually greater than our blood relationship, and the same was true for the same reason.

We can't bear the slightest surprise from each other, and my departure can not only lower the opponent's vigilance, but also greatly distract the big brother and buy him more time.

My departure was personally approved by the old man, so my elder brother didn't dare to do anything.After returning to China, I chose to be an artist, chose to live under the spotlight, chose to use this job to cover up my purpose, and also chose to use this method to curb someone's increasingly arrogant actions.

I'm used to not trusting anyone, I'm used to using the arrogance branded in my blood by the Shen family to expel those who try to get close to me one by one.

I thought that until the matter of the Shen family was over, I would maintain such a state of vigilance, but I never thought that other people would squeeze into my life bit by bit.

When the agent brought him in front of me, my first reaction was "earth".

Seeing his timid look, I couldn't even raise my spirits to doubt his intentions.Sure enough, the information I collected also told me that he was an ordinary person who couldn't be more ordinary.

In this way, Qi Chu became my assistant.

I don't doubt him, but I never trust him, because I always feel that this person is a bit strange, he knows everything about me too much, including my food preferences, my favorite music and my hidden emotions...

I kept watching him until one day he confessed to me.

This is the first time I have been confessed to since I was a child, although the object is such a... weak man.I don't think I hate him, I'm even happy that someone can treat me so well unconditionally.

When I agreed to try it out with him, the look on the man's face was a joy I had never felt before.

Those days are probably the best memories between me and Qi Chu.To be honest, at that time, I even thought that living like this was pretty good...

I really thought so.

But it's a pity that this idea was completely torn apart just as it took shape.

I found out that he actually had contact with the Shen family.

It's just this kind of person who looks gentle and harmless, but he also contacted the Shen family behind my back!

At that moment, I suddenly hated everything he had done before.I even wondered if he exchanged my information with the Shen family in the same way on that Saturday when he couldn't talk about it every week.

His behavior disgusts me.

I chased him out and he cried and begged me in shock, but I was tired of his acting like this.

He insisted on not leaving, even if I brought someone home, he would not give up.

The more he is like this, the more it makes me feel that he can't let go of me, Shen Wei, but the benefits my elder brother promised him.

I originally firmly believed that nothing in this world was indestructible. He said that he loved me before, but now it sounds funny.

Maybe it was because my exacerbation angered him, and he blushed and yelled that he would tell me everything.

To be honest, at this point, I don't care about the so-called truth now.

My feelings for him are getting worse day by day, and now I just hope I never see him again.

When I said this, I was merciless. I saw his face in pain when I finished saying this, and finally closed the door coldly.

No one will stand there waiting for you, you say you want to explain, I'm sorry, it's too late.

I rolled onto the bed and continued to vent my excess energy and anger.

I didn't lock the door, and it's hard to imagine what kind of mood that person would be listening to outside.

I thought he couldn't take it anymore and would leave by himself, and then he would come back with no dignity like before.

But I didn't expect him to knock on my door.

"Whose house is this?"

When he asked this sentence with a blank face, I was stunned for a moment.

I just felt that there seemed to be something slowly changing out of control...