wedding dress
Chapter 30
Qi Chu has changed, such a rapid change is beyond my expectation.Sometimes, I even wonder if everything between us before is just some kind of fantasy of my own.
He is still timid in front of outsiders, but when facing me alone, he speaks crisply.He dared to stay out at night, let me go, even grabbed my collar and yelled at me.
Such a change in him caught my attention.But gradually, I discovered to my horror that now he can always control my words and deeds unconsciously, but I can't control the constant ups and downs of my mood because of him.
I don't believe he can pretend for so long, and I don't believe that my previous behavior can cause him to change so much.After all, compared to before, he is completely different now.
He became bold, became calm, and became...indifferent to me...he stopped going out mysteriously on weekends, and even offered to move out.
What he said was originally what I expected to happen, but when all this really came, I was not as relieved as I imagined.
People always have inertia and bad roots, and I am not nobler than most people.
Just like when something has been in your place for a long time, you will not want to return it so easily.I never thought that Qi Chu's kindness to me would be taken back one day.
Perhaps, it was from that time that I began to really pay attention to this person around me.
I re-discovered the information on investigating him back then, and found that he had graduated from a well-known film school in China. I hurriedly flipped through two pages, and found that the available information was pitifully small.
I don't know him, not before, and even more now.
I admit that his transformation made me feel uneasy, as if a set of gears fell out of nowhere in a precision instrument, causing others to worry about the operation of the whole process from time to time.
At present, he is the most direct link between the Shen family and me, and his every move can even affect the whole body.So, I began to pay close attention to his every move.
The continuous observation for four months was not useless. Gradually, I began to discover that although he still retained some of Qi Chu's little habits, there were always unspeakable discrepancies between his behaviors.
Is he really Qi Chu?
Although such a thought just flashed through my mind, I couldn't stop thinking about it over and over again.
With the purpose of testing, I deliberately asked him to accompany me to the celebration banquet.
Qi Chu drank a lot of wine for me at the banquet, so that when he went out, his face was still flushed.
I knew how much he was drinking, so I pretended to be drunk and put all my weight on him, "Come back, come back and be my assistant."
Maybe it was because of my weight that he couldn't take it anymore, Qi Chu answered me in a very perfunctory tone.
The Shen family didn't teach me anything except conspiracy and luxury, so after he left, my life can be regarded as a mess.
I never thought that revisiting the past would lead to such a situation!
Maybe I was really drunk, I remember complaining to him about the new assistant, and saying a lot of things that I thought were weird.
I don't know how much of these words today come from my sincerity.But I thought he would definitely promise me to come back, whether it was for his own feelings or for the mission of the Shen family.
But I still guessed wrong.
Qi Chu took off his glasses in front of me, his smile was piercingly cold, he raised his hair to reveal his smooth forehead, I saw those slender eyebrows and brown eyes.
I never thought he would look like this before.He is too handsome, even though I am used to beauties, I can't help but feel palpitations.
Such a person, he likes me!
I somehow felt an unspeakable joy in my heart, but I still pretended to be indifferent and hugged my shoulders.
……
To be honest, I don't know how to describe my next mood. In short, everything that happened afterwards was like the beginning of a nightmare for me.
I never thought that the person I lived with for three years would actually have a dual personality!
He showed me the perfect transformation between the two personalities, but I was really scared.
I lied to myself that I couldn't accept him watching our past with cold eyes like an outsider, and I couldn't bear the indifference that radiated from his bones when he treated me.
But in fact, my heart cries again and again, telling me that what I can't tolerate, even fear, is precisely this ability he showed me.Because it makes me feel that he may be replaced by the cowardly guy before me at any time where I can't see it.
Although this kind of thinking seems very heartless, it cannot be denied that when I heard that he was the main personality, my high-suspended heart instantly calmed down.
I lived in the Shen family since I was a child, and I know that I have the arrogance and arrogance of the Shen family, but I can't control it. I take it for granted that this person in front of me will treat me like Qi Chu before.
At that time, I thought, if he can be the same as before, I will definitely treat him better.
……
Then I thought, if he can do one-tenth of what he was before, I will treat him better.
……
In the end, I thought, if he can stop looking at me with such cold eyes, I will definitely not let him suffer the slightest grievance.
……
But it is such a simple wish that I still can't realize it.
Because when I want to protect him, he will sneer at me "I don't have the ability to serve you with that person." When I want to hug him, he will mock "Qi Chu...he is crying inside."
His cynical accusation pierced my nerves every word, and I think I was afraid.
So when I want to protect him, I can only order stiffly "move back with me." When I want to hug him, I can only beg "Qi Chu won't reject me, let me hug him."
I feel that all the pain Qichu suffered from me before is repaying myself at a price of a hundred or a thousand times.
This kind of revenge came fiercely and fiercely, again and again in my softest place.
I was in so much pain that I really never thought I would be so scared of a person.The old man of the Shen family was mad at me, and when he held a gun to my head, I didn't feel so panicked.
I even felt that the Shen family's knives and guns couldn't hurt me, but this man's simple lips can exert a thousand times the power of a knife.
Because I put my heart into the hands of that person, he is willing to step on the ground, even if I can't breathe in pain, but I can only feel it, there is no way to do it.
But just like that, I still feel like I still owe it.
I feel that I owe Qi Chu a sincere apology, and I also owe this person a sincere confession.
I tried to make up for everything before, but he still just looked at me with cold pity and poked my heart with words like "we are really together" or "I can't wait for you".
I really realized the meaning of turning love into hate.
I started to hate him.
I hate his indifference to me, hate the meeting of his and Wei Linfeng's eyes, hate the impatience or pity he looks at me.I thought that such strong and extreme feelings would make me feel better, but I never thought that after meeting this person, the most ridiculous three words are "I thought".
I can't help but stare at him.
Because the Shen family won't tolerate him for too long, and I can't restrain my worry.
The old man's body was deteriorating day by day, and the Shen family was facing a reshuffle. But at such a sensitive period, Uncle Chen, who was next to my second brother, secretly returned to China to get in touch with the person I was watching all the time.
Qi Chu is the adopted son of the Shen family. That family will not do useless work. The children they cultivate must have extremely outstanding abilities in a certain field.
Although I didn't get into everything about this person, I knew that the reason why he was able to survive for so long after angering the Shen family was that he must be holding some deadly secret to that family.
He was assassinated twice, both of which were ignored, probably because the things were hidden extremely secretly.
So I have not been very worried about his safety.
But now, I saw with my own eyes that he handed over his life-saving things to Uncle Chen!
I guess this man must be crazy!
I drove behind him in fear, and on the way back, I obviously felt a group of people following him.
They are coming after me!
No wonder someone deliberately leaked to me the news that my second brother sent someone back to China, they made up their minds to lure me over!
I guess they must have set up an ambush on the two necessary roads in the south of the city. It is inevitable that I will be caught alive.
Out of the corner of my eye, I saw the flashing spots on the hillsides on both sides, and I didn't care if they were sniper scopes, so I turned quickly and slammed into Qi Chu's car.
The bullet hit my chest... At that moment, I suddenly wanted to cry.
I don't believe in gods, but at this moment I can only pray helplessly.
Whatever it is, please, let him live.
He is still timid in front of outsiders, but when facing me alone, he speaks crisply.He dared to stay out at night, let me go, even grabbed my collar and yelled at me.
Such a change in him caught my attention.But gradually, I discovered to my horror that now he can always control my words and deeds unconsciously, but I can't control the constant ups and downs of my mood because of him.
I don't believe he can pretend for so long, and I don't believe that my previous behavior can cause him to change so much.After all, compared to before, he is completely different now.
He became bold, became calm, and became...indifferent to me...he stopped going out mysteriously on weekends, and even offered to move out.
What he said was originally what I expected to happen, but when all this really came, I was not as relieved as I imagined.
People always have inertia and bad roots, and I am not nobler than most people.
Just like when something has been in your place for a long time, you will not want to return it so easily.I never thought that Qi Chu's kindness to me would be taken back one day.
Perhaps, it was from that time that I began to really pay attention to this person around me.
I re-discovered the information on investigating him back then, and found that he had graduated from a well-known film school in China. I hurriedly flipped through two pages, and found that the available information was pitifully small.
I don't know him, not before, and even more now.
I admit that his transformation made me feel uneasy, as if a set of gears fell out of nowhere in a precision instrument, causing others to worry about the operation of the whole process from time to time.
At present, he is the most direct link between the Shen family and me, and his every move can even affect the whole body.So, I began to pay close attention to his every move.
The continuous observation for four months was not useless. Gradually, I began to discover that although he still retained some of Qi Chu's little habits, there were always unspeakable discrepancies between his behaviors.
Is he really Qi Chu?
Although such a thought just flashed through my mind, I couldn't stop thinking about it over and over again.
With the purpose of testing, I deliberately asked him to accompany me to the celebration banquet.
Qi Chu drank a lot of wine for me at the banquet, so that when he went out, his face was still flushed.
I knew how much he was drinking, so I pretended to be drunk and put all my weight on him, "Come back, come back and be my assistant."
Maybe it was because of my weight that he couldn't take it anymore, Qi Chu answered me in a very perfunctory tone.
The Shen family didn't teach me anything except conspiracy and luxury, so after he left, my life can be regarded as a mess.
I never thought that revisiting the past would lead to such a situation!
Maybe I was really drunk, I remember complaining to him about the new assistant, and saying a lot of things that I thought were weird.
I don't know how much of these words today come from my sincerity.But I thought he would definitely promise me to come back, whether it was for his own feelings or for the mission of the Shen family.
But I still guessed wrong.
Qi Chu took off his glasses in front of me, his smile was piercingly cold, he raised his hair to reveal his smooth forehead, I saw those slender eyebrows and brown eyes.
I never thought he would look like this before.He is too handsome, even though I am used to beauties, I can't help but feel palpitations.
Such a person, he likes me!
I somehow felt an unspeakable joy in my heart, but I still pretended to be indifferent and hugged my shoulders.
……
To be honest, I don't know how to describe my next mood. In short, everything that happened afterwards was like the beginning of a nightmare for me.
I never thought that the person I lived with for three years would actually have a dual personality!
He showed me the perfect transformation between the two personalities, but I was really scared.
I lied to myself that I couldn't accept him watching our past with cold eyes like an outsider, and I couldn't bear the indifference that radiated from his bones when he treated me.
But in fact, my heart cries again and again, telling me that what I can't tolerate, even fear, is precisely this ability he showed me.Because it makes me feel that he may be replaced by the cowardly guy before me at any time where I can't see it.
Although this kind of thinking seems very heartless, it cannot be denied that when I heard that he was the main personality, my high-suspended heart instantly calmed down.
I lived in the Shen family since I was a child, and I know that I have the arrogance and arrogance of the Shen family, but I can't control it. I take it for granted that this person in front of me will treat me like Qi Chu before.
At that time, I thought, if he can be the same as before, I will definitely treat him better.
……
Then I thought, if he can do one-tenth of what he was before, I will treat him better.
……
In the end, I thought, if he can stop looking at me with such cold eyes, I will definitely not let him suffer the slightest grievance.
……
But it is such a simple wish that I still can't realize it.
Because when I want to protect him, he will sneer at me "I don't have the ability to serve you with that person." When I want to hug him, he will mock "Qi Chu...he is crying inside."
His cynical accusation pierced my nerves every word, and I think I was afraid.
So when I want to protect him, I can only order stiffly "move back with me." When I want to hug him, I can only beg "Qi Chu won't reject me, let me hug him."
I feel that all the pain Qichu suffered from me before is repaying myself at a price of a hundred or a thousand times.
This kind of revenge came fiercely and fiercely, again and again in my softest place.
I was in so much pain that I really never thought I would be so scared of a person.The old man of the Shen family was mad at me, and when he held a gun to my head, I didn't feel so panicked.
I even felt that the Shen family's knives and guns couldn't hurt me, but this man's simple lips can exert a thousand times the power of a knife.
Because I put my heart into the hands of that person, he is willing to step on the ground, even if I can't breathe in pain, but I can only feel it, there is no way to do it.
But just like that, I still feel like I still owe it.
I feel that I owe Qi Chu a sincere apology, and I also owe this person a sincere confession.
I tried to make up for everything before, but he still just looked at me with cold pity and poked my heart with words like "we are really together" or "I can't wait for you".
I really realized the meaning of turning love into hate.
I started to hate him.
I hate his indifference to me, hate the meeting of his and Wei Linfeng's eyes, hate the impatience or pity he looks at me.I thought that such strong and extreme feelings would make me feel better, but I never thought that after meeting this person, the most ridiculous three words are "I thought".
I can't help but stare at him.
Because the Shen family won't tolerate him for too long, and I can't restrain my worry.
The old man's body was deteriorating day by day, and the Shen family was facing a reshuffle. But at such a sensitive period, Uncle Chen, who was next to my second brother, secretly returned to China to get in touch with the person I was watching all the time.
Qi Chu is the adopted son of the Shen family. That family will not do useless work. The children they cultivate must have extremely outstanding abilities in a certain field.
Although I didn't get into everything about this person, I knew that the reason why he was able to survive for so long after angering the Shen family was that he must be holding some deadly secret to that family.
He was assassinated twice, both of which were ignored, probably because the things were hidden extremely secretly.
So I have not been very worried about his safety.
But now, I saw with my own eyes that he handed over his life-saving things to Uncle Chen!
I guess this man must be crazy!
I drove behind him in fear, and on the way back, I obviously felt a group of people following him.
They are coming after me!
No wonder someone deliberately leaked to me the news that my second brother sent someone back to China, they made up their minds to lure me over!
I guess they must have set up an ambush on the two necessary roads in the south of the city. It is inevitable that I will be caught alive.
Out of the corner of my eye, I saw the flashing spots on the hillsides on both sides, and I didn't care if they were sniper scopes, so I turned quickly and slammed into Qi Chu's car.
The bullet hit my chest... At that moment, I suddenly wanted to cry.
I don't believe in gods, but at this moment I can only pray helplessly.
Whatever it is, please, let him live.
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