wedding dress

My birth was a high-profile event, not because of my mother, of course.

There is no saying in the grasslands that "a son is more valuable than his mother", and besides, my mother is not even considered a barbarian. She was originally an official lady of Da Chu, and she was born delicate, but because of her father, she was exiled with the whole family outside the Great Wall.

My mother's beautiful appearance and gentle personality made my father very obsessed for a while.But when this poor woman fell in love with him resignedly, he threw her away without pity.After all, my mother was just one of the women my father snatched, one of his many trophies.

The woman in my memory seldom shed tears. She taught me Sinicization, etiquette and shame.She always hugged me and told me the history and interesting stories of Dachu. Under my questioning, she would occasionally talk about her previous life.

She said that the capital of Dachu was extremely lively, with numerous attics, unparalleled prosperity, and an endless stream of merchants.

She said that in Dachu, the Shangyuan Festival is the festival that women look forward to the most. When traveling at night on this day, you can see the lights on the river and the flower market like daytime.

At that time, I was puzzled and asked her why the woman was so happy.

But her eyes were covered with hazy melancholy, and then she only smiled lightly and stroked the crack on the mask with her hands.

This faded mask, which she had put away for a while, was the only thing she still had with her when she got here.

I don't understand its meaning, just as I don't understand my extreme longing for Da Chu, and I don't know if it started from this.

My father was a tyrannical man, impulsive and bloodthirsty.

I respect the strong, but I think he is just a reckless man in my heart, so as I grow up, the differences and contradictions between us become more and more.

When I was 14 years old, he couldn't bear it, and ignored my mother's begging, and left me alone when the tribe was migrating.

Abandoned people cannot survive.

This is something recognized by the entire tribe.

Because there is not only a weird and unpredictable climate here, but also a real king who is above the individual...

When the old wolf stared at me with the same dark green eyes, I felt an unspeakable excitement.

I know it needs me to fill its stomach, but I know I need it more to turn this situation around.

This is destined to be a life-and-death struggle. According to the words my mother taught me, if you don't succeed, you will succeed...

It took me nearly four days to catch up with my father, and then, under his surprised gaze, I dropped the wolf's head on the ground.

The blood on this thing has dried up, and the hair on its cheeks is congealed by blood clots, and it has been covered with a lot of dust after rolling like this. It looks disgusting, but when my father saw it, he laughed and lifted me up, saying bluntly There are successors.

After that, I really inherited my father's sweat position while my elder brother was dejected and lamented.

His father spent half his life as a soldier, and all the tribes in the grassland surrendered one after another.

I think I have not only inherited his career, but also his ambition.But I'm different from him, my vision is much more than that...

Anyone with a discerning eye can see that the Great Chu is about to run out, so why can't I be the next king of the Central Plains? !

I was excited about this idea, so after taking the throne, I raised funds for two years, and then I gave an order to the Central Plains.

My plan was flawless, but I underestimated Da Chu's remaining strength. It is not accurate to say that. Perhaps, I just underestimated Gu Congzhi.

I have always looked down on the literati in Dachu, and I never thought that a boy who is not as weak as a crown can compete with my tens of thousands of troops, but the fact is just the opposite.

The Great Chu army has been shutting down the city, and they are not even angry on weekdays.Even if they go out to fight, they have been losing all the time. Every time they are beaten to pieces, our army is very excited, but in reality it is difficult to make any progress.

I have tried night raids, led the troops myself, and then I have seen that this man really hits a hundred shots with a continuous crossbow.

I think I am familiar with military books, but this man always seems to have strange methods that I have never seen before.

He dragged me at the border for half a year, which almost interrupted all my plans.

If he drags the battle until winter, the lack of supplies in the rear may directly cause us to retreat without a fight.

This person...is so difficult to deal with!

I was having a lot of headaches because of this matter. Just when I was at a loss what to do, the situation suddenly turned around.

The generals defending the city of Dachu abandoned the city and fled!

The border is thus self-defeating.

This scene was really dramatic. I held a celebration banquet for them and drank a lot of wine, but I was not really excited.

Gu Congzhi disappeared, and he searched the entire city without finding him.

I have an unspeakable uneasiness in my heart. If this kind of person cannot be used by me, it will probably be a disaster wherever he stays.

A large part of the reason why we can't find him is because no one has seen his appearance, which is precisely because there is no rush.

I took a sip of the wine, and then hugged a woman back to the room amidst their booing.

The carnival outside lasted all night.

I know that the identities are different after all, even if we get along again, those people who go out by themselves will feel a little uncomfortable, so I stayed in the room all the time.

I kept flipping through military books until the voices outside grew louder...

When I went out, I happened to see Xin Qina riding a horse outside, and there was a man tied behind his horse, with a narrow waist and messy hair.

Is it a woman?I frowned.

I've always been against them mistreating prisoners of war, especially if it's a woman.

I flew on the horse, then approached, and shouted "Stop", Xin Qina really stopped.

He has always obeyed my orders, and I know that he has a rough nature, so I don't restrain him when it's not a big deal, but this time it's really too much!

I guess he saw that my face was not good, so he stammered and explained a lot to me.

Seeing his rare embarrassment, I sighed. I would not have turned against my friend for many years because of a prisoner of war, but this trend in the army should be rectified.

I looked down at the messy man lying on the ground, and ordered "tie up".

Cinchina might get mad over little things, but he wouldn't lie to me.

He said that this person is disrespectful, and that is true.

The weather here is strange and abnormal, with cold and windy morning and evening, but at noon, the sun is scorching like fire. He was tied up, just to show the captives the end of resistance.

I looked up at the sky, then turned around and dismounted to return to the account.

We can't stay here for too long, the next plan needs to be carefully discussed and considered...

The long drought and the rain are the four joys in life for Chu people, and it is also true for us.

So when the air with the smell of mud drifted in, the expressions of many generals became excited unknowingly.

"Okay." I looked at the map without looking up, "That's all for today, let's go."

The crowd dispersed as I expected.

I pressed the space between my eyebrows, and then opened the curtain.

The man was still drenched in the rain, his consciousness seemed a little fuzzy, but he still instinctively raised his head and opened his mouth slightly.

Rainwater snaked into his collar along his pointed jaw, and I saw the corners of his lips slightly raised in a cloud of smoke.

Is this considered hard work?

I put down the curtain and was about to go back, but I thought of something in the blink of an eye.

I'm not sure what I'm thinking, after all, I just glanced at that person from a distance at night.

But I couldn't help but get excited about the idea.

If it were him...

If it's really him!

I opened the curtain, walked quickly into the rain, and clamped his chin.

The rain washed away the mud on his face, revealing a handsome face.

Now I extremely suspect that these dirts were painted on by him to conceal his identity, because this face is at least [-]% similar to Da Chu's beautiful Empress Gu.

"I found you?"

I purposely uttered this sentence in nonsense, and the other party, who was in a daze, really had an expression of understanding.

I let go of half of my mind in an instant, and then carried him into the king's tent...

I asked him to serve me closely. I knew that he was the precious son of heaven, and I admitted that I had the intention of humiliating him, but this man never seemed to act according to common sense.

He waited on me, from lamplighting to dressing, everything was done in an orderly manner, even if I deliberately pulled him to sleep on the bed, he was just silent.

He seldom speaks, and only fights back fearlessly when I bully me hard.

We fought each other for more than half a year, and got along for more than two months. I knew whether he was afraid of me, but I was a little afraid of him, and I didn't want to admit it.

He made me unable to figure it out, I was wary of him, but contradictory, I was the most relaxed in front of him.

I couldn't figure out my own thoughts, so I just trapped him.

I see him watching closely, and this person usually doesn't go out.

So how he sent the news out, I still can't understand.

Yun Qi'an's army ambushed on the way we must pass, and when I was unprepared, I fought like a trapped beast. This battle is almost the best we have done so far.

One thousand elite soldiers lost 130 two.

This number may seem ridiculous, but only I know that this group of people has followed me through life and death, and each of them can count as one against a hundred.

I admit that I was very angry at the time, so when I went back and caught another sneaky captive, I directly vented all my anger on that person.

I whipped him fifty times, and when he fainted in a pool of blood, and the harsh color brought me back to my senses, my mind went blank.

I know my strength myself.

Fifty lashes, let alone a frail scholar, even an ordinary general would not be able to withstand it.

I was a little flustered, but I managed to find a military doctor for him.

He had a high fever for two days, and everyone said he was dying.

My hands and feet were cold, and I couldn't even breathe.

Who is to blame?I still have to blame myself!

I don't know why I'm so at a loss. I guess after this person died, my plan failed again... Yes, this person is always against me. I guess he will be able to live in peace this time.

……

Gu Congzhi really lived up to my expectations, and woke up in a coma the next day.

The sweat on his forehead dampened his temples, and he lay on the bed with his eyes wide open.With a vulnerability I had never seen before, he saw me struggle to get up.

But I somehow went to touch his head.

The man was startled at first, and then stepped back unexpectedly.

My hands immediately froze in mid-air.

Maybe he... is afraid of me.

This recognition made me inexplicably uncomfortable. When I saw his drooping eyelashes, I suddenly felt that this room was oppressive for no reason.

I stood up abruptly, then slammed the door and left.

Half a month later, we are stationed outside the economy.So everyone knows that Da Chu is completely over.

I was on the tower, looking at him in fox fur, with a slender body and a pale face.

"Is this what you want?" he asked.

"I surrendered," he said.

I nodded. In fact, I didn't think about the meaning of these two sentences.

All I can think about is his eyes.

That kind of complicated look that contains sadness, but seems to be out of the world...

At that moment, I felt that I couldn't figure him out even more...

The author has something to say: Apologies! ! ! ! !

I sincerely apologize! ! ! ! ! ! !

Because the manuscript of this chapter yesterday was saved after twelve o'clock, and it was displayed on the 16th at that time, so I set it to be sent on the 17th

Fortunately, it was discovered in time [although it was still too late! ! !

Wo has been blamed by himself for crying stupidly! ! !Please let me go! ! ! ! ! ! !