wedding dress

Gu Congzhi always surprises me.

I always thought that he was accustomed to using a light crossbow, and he was afraid to kill with his own hands, until I saw him deal with a soldier who did not obey military discipline with a knife in his hand.Bright red blood splashed on his pale face, but this man just touched it casually, his expression as gentle as ever.

I always thought that he refused to surrender because he was concerned about the royal court, until I saw that he didn't seem to care about the life and death of Li Yan and the other courtiers.The insults could be heard, but the man just kowtowed to the ground calmly, without much awe of the new king in his eyes.

I'm very surprised how this person has developed such a temperament since he was a child.In my eyes, he is like a green bamboo, with a proud and bony appearance, but an empty heart.

If such a person really has no worries, I definitely dare not use him.Fortunately, he's not completely invulnerable.

Gu Congzhi knelt in the snow all day, he didn't move outside, but I watched the clepsydra in the hall and waited impatiently.

It was within my expectation that he came to beg me to let the Seventeenth Prince go, and I am willing to use such an ignorant child to buy his heart.

The two sides are in a stalemate, and the one who survives to the end can win a greater victory, but I really didn't expect that in this silent confrontation, it would be me who was the first to lose my composure.

I sent someone to tell him to come in, but the man was so embarrassed that he couldn't even walk.

I watched him knelt down, his face was pale, his lips were bloodless, and suddenly I thought of the high fever that tormented him for two whole days last time.

This person doesn't have the strong body of a barbarian, but he will always try to be brave.

I don't like his respectful but indifferent attitude on the surface, I don't like him saying "emperor" and "minor minister" every time, and I don't like him kneeling down every now and then.

I always feel that there is an indescribable violation when he does this, and this feeling is indescribably subtle.

When I talk to him, I do look into his eyes, but in reality my eyes are always on his legs.

I feel like I'm crazy. I spent a day's work, but I can easily overthrow my efforts when I can enjoy the results.

He talked to me about people's hearts and civil servants, but my mind was full of his legs.

In the end, I couldn't bear it anymore and called the imperial doctor, but he still got the root of the disease.

I saw that this person was still talking about his sister to me, as if he didn't care about his injury, and suddenly there was an unknown fire in my heart.

I know that I have no right to be angry. After all, if it weren't for my delay in speaking, he wouldn't be able to kneel until now. If he only kneeled for a short while, his legs wouldn't...

I suddenly felt that I didn't want to face him, so I could only say "Follow you" and walk away.

That night, he took the child and left.

I allowed him to carry the baby because I didn't want him to cry.

He is a respectable opponent in my heart, an existence that can be discussed alongside me.

I thought I had seen all his tricks, but I didn't expect that tears are also a powerful weapon, which can make my heart feel uncomfortable one after another.

That night, I didn't sleep at all.

He always inexplicably told me to soften my heart, but I have gradually realized the reason why I can't harden my heart.

I have half the blood of a barbarian, so I am not as shy about my feelings as people like Da Chu. I showed my kindness to him according to my own wishes, but my heart was always uneasy.

I'm afraid he will hate me for everything before.At that time, I even thought, if he wants to whip me fifty times to relieve his anger, there is nothing wrong with it.

I thought it would be a protracted battle, because he always had a slight guard against me, but I was not in a hurry, I liked being nice to him and watching him smile.

I think he is getting closer to me day by day, until that day...

Gu Congzhi stretched out his hand, with warmth in his eyes, I've never seen him like this before, I could only cover his hand in a daze...

In the first year we were together, we threw away all the hidden guards and went to the Shangyuan Festival, which I have heard about for a long time.

There were a lot of people on the street, and men and women wearing masks kept coming. Gu Congzhi found one out of nowhere and put it on his face. When I wasn't paying attention, he turned around and disappeared into the crowd.

I stood there dumbfounded.

After this person was with me, he became more and more courageous. He never seemed to take my identity as emperor seriously, and every time I toss about it, I can always come up with all kinds of strange tricks.

Resigned to my fate, I walked in the direction in which he disappeared, and pushed aside the bustling crowd...

The same mask will have different effects on different people's faces.

For example, this one is too fat, and that one is too thin...

I frowned and glanced around, but still could only see around.

I couldn't help feeling anxious, although I knew he must be somewhere, waiting to see me make a fool of myself.

A figure flashed in front of me, and I immediately chased after him, and sure enough, I saw a young man wearing the same mask and the same costume.

I stretched out my hand, and before I touched the mask, I turned around and said lightly, "Is it fun?"

The stooped old man behind him suddenly straightened his chest, and lifted off his mask, revealing a handsome face. He shook his head and said it was boring, but his smile under the lamp was very bright.

I looked at the clothes he changed at some time and the smile like a child, and I suddenly wanted to hug him tightly.

Because at this moment, what filled my heart was not the slightest joy, but deep fear.

I'm afraid he knows the real cause of Duke Protector's death.

Fu Jian and I have been in correspondence for a long time. Before breaking the city, he once told me frankly that there are several respected old ministers in the city who intend to fight against the trapped beasts and give us a go.

I didn't pay much attention at the time, and I knew that what he said was nothing more than showing favor to me. I looked down on such a villain, but if I could minimize the casualties, I would be happy to give him such a chance to "make meritorious service".

At that time, I didn't care about Gu Congzhi, so naturally I didn't think about caring about his family...

But now, I regret it.

I can't imagine whether I would want to see me after knowing this.

I desperately want to get rid of Fu Jian, but he persuaded me that now is not the time.

I don't know this truth!

Regardless of whether Fu Jian is a gentleman or a villain, he is the first batch of surrendered officials of the Great Chu. If he is easily killed at this time, it will inevitably cause turmoil in the government and the people.

kill?Or not to kill?If you can, when will you kill it?

I was always too worried that I would lose him, so I started losing sleep in this repeated entanglement.

I found that since I met this person, I always do things that I regret.

For example, Duke Hu Guo, such as Yun Qi'an.

I deliberately disclosed Gu Shenxing's whereabouts before. I can't bear the fact that the prince from the previous dynasty is alive, and I can't bear that I have to be on guard against the knife behind me all the time.

The former is completely irreparable, but the latter... Yun Qi'an will definitely not confess to Gu Shenxing, this is the child's chance of life.

At that time, I wanted both the stability of the country and the presence of my lover, but I never thought that the two cannot have both...

Paper can't hold fire in the end, and he's as smart as him.

Facing his questioning, I was completely speechless.

I have a child, and on the night of his first day of captivity, I took a female prisoner back to his cell.

I never thought she would be pregnant.But I still kept the child.

After I'm with him, I won't look for anyone else. It's good to have a child.

I comfort myself like this, but I dare not talk about it with Cong...

I thought we still had time, I still had time to explain to him slowly, and I still had time to wait for him to forgive.

But when I saw the way he looked at me, from unbelievable to ashamed, a great fear suddenly emerged in my heart.

I think the thing I've been dreading has finally arrived.

I banned him because I didn't want to let him go.

I didn't see him because I didn't even have the courage to tell him those poor excuses.

I thought he would resent me and hate me, but never thought that he would use this method to revenge me.

The Duke Protector's mansion was on fire.

I watched him turn around and walk into the sea of ​​flames regardless of my screaming, as if he didn't have a little bit of nostalgia, his heart was suddenly as empty as his head.

He really knows me best and hates me the most...

Gu Shenxing raised his face and asked in a childish voice, "Where is little uncle?"

Where is little uncle?

yes, where are you?

I felt like something was stuck in my throat, and I couldn't breathe.

I thought of his sly eyes when he led the army to attack at night, and thought of his teasing me on the Lantern Festival.

I guess the person above must not be him. Gu Congzhi must be hiding somewhere as usual, laughing and mocking that he really believed him.

Yeah, I don't believe he's going to die.Never believe it!

After figuring this out, I coughed out a mouthful of fishy sweetness.

The people around were screaming, but I was searching for his figure...

Stop playing and come out.

Or, it's okay if you don't come out, just take me away...

The author has something to say: Some Carvins are depressed! ! ! ! !

Your abuse point is too high! ! ! [Especially when attacking violently, do not open the forest

I didn't intentionally whitewash Xiao Gong【Although I don't know if he is still white now

This is his perspective, whether he is scum in his heart or not, you can judge for yourself~~