North to Hanchuan

When the door was knocked, Ji Hanchuan jumped up from his chair in fright.

Originally, Xu Jin pulled him to talk with him about the idea of ​​medical software, but Ji Hanchuan was out of his mind, and couldn't concentrate on the real business at all, so Xu Jin had to go back to his dormitory first.

After Xu Jin left, Ji Hanchuan fell into deep thought.

He found that all his panic came from his ignorance, and he knew nothing about the gay community.

Ji Hanchuan recalled that the first time he heard this word was in the first year of high school.

At that time, he was admitted to the county high school with the highest grades in the county. Many students in the class were directly promoted from the junior high school, and they all knew each other. Yes, he saw a boy sitting alone in the corner, so he moved his desk over and planned to sit with him.

Unexpectedly, the head teacher who had been waiting and watching in front of the podium suddenly said:

"Ji Hanchuan, don't sit with XX, you come over here."

Ji Hanchuan didn't hear the word "gay" from other people until the boy dropped out of school.

He finally understood why everyone rejected that boy. In that small town with conservative and backward folk customs, even the teachers couldn't accept such a student calmly.

He didn't understand at that time, but subconsciously knew that this group of people was weird and different from normal people.

Ji Hanchuan's heart seemed to be pinched by a sharp claw, and he was almost breathless.

Gu Hengbei... Has he ever been rejected by others?

Would such an outstanding and radiant person be ridiculed, neglected and isolated because of this?

Homosexuality does not kill|set|set|fire people, so why should they be discriminated against?

Among the people Ji Hanchuan knew, there was no better and more perfect person than Gu Hengbei. If such a person was gay, then there must be nothing terrible about being gay.

Ji Hanchuan turned on the computer and searched for the most scientific and authoritative websites to learn about homosexuality.

Everything will be easier to understand and accept through a scientific, objective and fair perspective.

In order to better understand the feelings of homosexuality, Ji Hanchuan also downloaded several classic movies. He first watched "Lan Yu" from the beginning to the end, from the discomfort and resistance of seeing the two men's limbs entangled at the beginning, to the final touch and shock After Yu Lanyu died, Chen Handong missed him year after year.

Ji Hanchuan discovered that the same-sex love is no different from that of the opposite sex. They are equally sincere and passionate, but they are helpless because of more secular rules.

Then Ji Hanchuan watched another "Happy Together".

Ji Hanchuan tried to find Gu Hengbei's shadow in the movie, but Gu Hengbei was neither Lan Yu nor Chen Handong, nor Li Yaohui.

Only He Baorong, Ji Hanchuan found that He Baorong has a kind of charm, which is more vividly reflected in Gu Hengbei.

It's the kind of unrestrained and unrestrained eyes that are flowing and full of charm, laughing at the world and doing whatever they want. He Baorong always easily holds Li Yaohui in the palm of his hand, but Gu Hengbei can make everyone admire him. Dare not to be fascinated by him.

From the perspective of a straight man, Ji Hanchuan can understand why Li Yaohui has no resistance to He Baorong, just like he does not have daydreams about Gu Hengbei, but he still feels Gu Hengbei's charm that turns all living beings upside down.

Li Yaohui was building cement on the roof, and He Baorong poured a bottle of mineral water behind him. Under the blazing South American sun, He Baorong hugged Li Yaohui, his cheeks and lips crushing on the back of Li Yaohui's neck and shoulders——

It was at this time that the knock on the door sounded, "Bang bang bang", it came suddenly, and was caught off guard. Ji Hanchuan was startled, as if he had done something bad and was caught on the spot. He turned off the computer in a hurry, and then went to open the door.

"Are you running out of hot water again?" Ji Hanchuan thought it was Xu Jin, and opened the door while asking.

"..." Ji Hanchuan stared blankly at the person standing there, and was stunned.

Gu Hengbei gasped lightly, clenched his hands into fists and pressed his lips against his lips, and said with a smile, "It's so cold, let me go in."

Ji Hanchuan took a step back as if he had been punched, and let Gu Hengbei into the room.

"It's... raining outside?"

Ji Hanchuan asked, he saw thin water droplets on Gu Hengbei's dark blue cashmere coat, his hair was also wet, and even his temples reflected faint fluorescence.

"Not only that," Gu Hengbei rubbed his hands, "It's snowing! I almost couldn't climb up!"

"Climbing?" Ji Hanchuan turned pale with shock, "Where did you climb up from?"

"Isn't there a window in the aisle on the first floor? There is a row of bicycles underneath, and I climbed up on the bicycle!" Gu Hengbei said proudly.

Ji Hanchuan looked at Gu Hengbei speechlessly, his mind was blank for several seconds, then he bent over hastily, picked up the kettle, trying to get some hot water for Gu Hengbei to wash, but the kettle The water in it was tapped last night, and it is no longer hot.

"I'll ask my classmate if there is any hot water." Ji Hanchuan said.

"Forget it, leave me alone, I'll go back to my apartment and take a shower later," Gu Hengbei shook his head, the water droplets on the ends of his hair were dancing, he looked at Ji Hanchuan, his eyes were dark and bright And focus, "I'm here to say a few words to you."

Ji Hanchuan was still holding the handle of the pot in his hand. He nodded slowly, put the pot back to its original place, and then stood up straight with his back leaning against the escalator of the bed. He pursed his lower lip and said, "I'm sorry."

Gu Hengbei was taken aback.

"I shouldn't just leave like that," Ji Hanchuan explained apologetically, "Today is your birthday, I'm very rude."

Gu Hengbei smiled: "I also want to say sorry, I know you were offended, but that was not my intention, I didn't intend to bring you there."

He explained the oolong of yesterday's group text message and the erroneous arrangement later, and finally apologized, "I made you... embarrassing."

"Also, the clothes I gave you, I just bought them for you at the time, and I thought they were suitable for you. You must look good in them. I only bought this set. Yan Sen probably went to buy it later, I didn't Wholesale... and I didn't invite him today."

With a few words, Gu Hengbei resolved Ji Hanchuan's lingering crux.

It turned out that this was the case, and Ji Hanchuan finally let out the suffocating breath in his heart. In fact, the moment Gu Hengbei appeared in front of him, all explanations were no longer important. Gu Hengbei's presence was just an attitude.

Ji Hanchuan smiled bitterly and said:

"My mobile phone broke last night. I sent it to be repaired today, but I haven't received it yet. I haven't received any text messages you sent me."

"Fuck!" Gu Hengbei was depressed, "Why so small?"

The two fell into a brief silence. In fact, they both knew that the real question had not been raised yet, and neither of them knew how to speak.

They crossed their gazes, and parted ways before they could speak.

In the end it was Gu Hengbei who spoke up: "I am indeed gay."

Ji Hanchuan's eyes were shocked, and his eyes were complicated.

"Are you homophobic?" Gu Hengbei asked.

"No," Ji Hanchuan said subconsciously, "I don't care about other people..."

Ji Hanchuan didn't know how to express it, but Gu Hengbei knew, and Gu Hengbei continued for him:

"You don't mind if people are gay, but only if it doesn't offend you, don't have fantasies about you, right?"

Ji Hanchuan lowered his eyes in embarrassment.

Gu Heng sat on Ji Hanchuan's desk to the north, at a height that allowed him and Ji Hanchuan who was leaning on the escalator to look at him almost at the same level. His upper body twisted a small arc, and he opened his mouth openly:

"I did have fantasies about you."

Ji Hanchuan's back stiffened for a moment, his eyes wandered wildly, and he couldn't even breathe evenly.

"Don't be nervous," Gu Hengbei smiled, and pressed his hands down, which was a very comforting gesture, and he said softly, "We have known each other for so long, except for the slight unpleasantness at the beginning, the rest of the time Li, have I ever made you feel uncomfortable?"

Ji Hanchuan shook his head seriously.

"As a gay, we actually have principles. We have our own circle, and we generally don't provoke straight men. We like the same sex, but that doesn't mean we can't establish a normal relationship with the same sex," Gu Hengbei spoke quickly Very slowly, carefully choosing his words, he spread his hands, "Look, I have many friends of the same sex, and there is only pure same-sex friendship between us. In fact, even between a man and a woman, there is a very pure friendship, right?"

Ji Hanchuan nodded: "I know, I...understand a little bit, in fact, you only have love and..." He swallowed, the young man who hadn't done anything was thin-skinned, and even the two words of "lust" Embarrassed to say a word, he scratched his head, "It's natural, isn't it?"

Gu Hengbei was surprised, he never expected Ji Hanchuan to say such a thing.

"Yes, most people are born, and some people are created by the environment."

Gu Hengbei pondered, "So, you are not homophobic, and you don't mind that I am gay, but you don't want me to use this kind of thinking on you, do you?"

Ji Hanchuan bowed his head and remained silent.

"I had selfish intentions, I admit this, the first time I made friends with you, it did have a purpose," Gu Hengbei blinked, "You know you're pretty, right?"

"Ah?" Ji Hanchuan was stunned, "I don't know."

Ji Hanchuan frowned and protested, "Don't say that about me."

Gu Hengbei supported his forehead, speechless for a while.

It's okay for a straight man, but there's no such thing as a fucking cancer.

"Well, you are very handsome, very handsome. I felt amazing when I first saw you. Can you understand? Even if you see a very beautiful girl, you will also feel that tickle..."

"No," Ji Hanchuan said honestly, "I've never felt itchy."

Gu Hengbei: "..."

This is a bit difficult to communicate.

The silly boy is not enlightened at all, so you can't empathize with him.

Gu Hengbei had a bit of a headache, and he didn't even know what words to use:

"In short, when I first saw you, I regarded you as an 'opposite sex', but later I found out that you are not from this way, and I also lightened my thoughts... Can you understand? I later met you It is very serious to make friends, and to be your brother seriously, do you believe it?"

Ji Hanchuan nodded.

"I have a lot of friends, but few can accommodate me. You are probably the only one, but that's not because I have to get something from you. I just think you are worth it."

Ji Hanchuan's eyes flickered, full of emotion.

"I don't want to lose a friend like you just because of my sexuality. We will be what we were before and what we will be in the future. In the future, I won't force you, I won't seduce | you, maybe occasionally I I’ll make a joke, but I promise I’m not offending you,” Gu Hengbei stared at Ji Hanchuan, with a bright smile and brilliance in his eyes, full of sincerity, “This is my idea, what about you? If you can’t accept it, ask So cut off contact with me, and I respect your decision."

Ji Hanchuan opened his mouth: "I didn't want to break up with you, I just," he sighed and wiped his face, "I left at that time, it was just too unexpected, I need some time to digest."

"Then I'll give you time."

"No, that's enough, I've already digested it." Ji Hanchuan's eyes were moist, and his expression was more serious than Gu Hengbei's, "Actually, even if you don't come, I will talk to you tomorrow, unless you feel like getting along with me Uncomfortable, or I'd keep thinking of you as my best friend, always, I mean it."

This was already the best ending that Gu Hengbei had imagined all the way here, he felt relieved, but still had some doubts:

"But, how did you accept it so quickly? I mean, most people don't digest it so quickly."

Ji Hanchuan told the truth: "Before you came, I actually checked the relevant information."

"What information?"

"I have learned a lot about homosexuality and the feelings of homosexuality," Ji Hanchuan said. I don’t eat ginger, I don’t eat onions, I don’t eat garlic, I don’t eat coriander, but I eat everything, that’s the difference.”

Gu Hengbei never expected to hear such a passage, the voice was obviously low and steady, but it seemed to come from nowhere, piercing the eardrum.

It was as if a trembling string connected all the tendons in the heart and lungs, and when it was pulled, the whole chest echoed endlessly.

It was a deeper and more ups and downs emotion than his initial heartbeat for Ji Hanchuan.

It's not the kind of superficial, urge to approach and possess for the momentary pleasure of the eyes.

But to be moved from the heart.

Ji Hanchuan and him are not on the same road, but Ji Hanchuan is willing to take the initiative to understand him, understand him, accept him, and then tolerate and accept the whole group.

Gu Hengbei looked at Ji Hanchuan fixedly, and then opened his arms.

Ji Hanchuan looked puzzled.

Gu Hengbei blinked her eyelashes lightly:

"For us to be so open and honest, for the understanding of Long Live, come and hug me!"

Ji Hanchuan hesitated, his face uncertain.

Gu Hengbei was hurt and said: "As expected, you still have a grudge against me."

"No!" Ji Hanchuan said anxiously, he just felt that such a hug was too deliberate, so deliberate that it was a bit embarrassing.

But seeing Gu Hengbei's pouting mouth full of grievances, Ji Hanchuan had no choice but to take a step forward. He puffed up his cheeks, as if trying to gather courage, and opened his hands without hesitation.

"Pfft!" Gu Hengbei finally made a breakthrough and burst out laughing.

Ji Hanchuan knew that he had been tricked, and angrily punched Gu Hengbei on the shoulder.

With this touch, I was startled to realize that Gu Hengbei's body was still wet.

Gu Hengbei also shrank his shoulders: "Then I'll go back and play with you tomorrow."

"How do you get back?"

"How to get up, how to go down."

Ji Hanchuan went to the balcony to have a look, then came back:

"It's snowing heavily, you bring an umbrella, it's cold outside, are you wearing long johns?"

Gu Hengbei rolled his eyes straightly: "Can you stop mentioning long johns all the time?"

"You feel cold because you are not wearing long johns!"

"We gays don't wear long johns!"

Ji Hanchuan: "..."

Really defeated by him, Ji Hanchuan opened the closet: "I have scarves and gloves here, put them on..."

"Don't worry about it, it's just a little way," Gu Hengbei grabbed Ji Hanchuan's busy wrist, "Why don't you come with me, it's too cold in this dormitory, go live with me, anyway, there are still a few Tianjia, speaking of which, you haven’t had a good time shopping since you’ve been in Kyoto, right? I’ll take you to have fun for two days!”

Ji Hanchuan hesitated, Gu Hengbei raised his eyebrows: "Why, are you still afraid that I will eat you?"

"No, don't keep mentioning this. My classmate may come to me tomorrow. We have something to talk about."

"Then let him look for it at my place tomorrow." Gu Hengbei stomped his feet, "Let's go, it's freezing cold here!"

The two teenagers turned off the lights, closed the door, and went down from the fourth floor to the corridor on the second and first floors.

Ji Hanchuan looked down and found that the place is not high, but it is six or seven meters. It is easy to go up and difficult to go down, especially when there is a layer of snow below, it is uncomfortable to slip and fall into the pile of cars: " You can’t just jump like this, there are all bikes underneath.”

When Gu Hengbei came up, he set up another bicycle on several bicycles, so he climbed up easily, but the bicycle was probably blown down by the wind: "Then what should I do?"

Ji Hanchuan said: "Why don't you sleep in my dormitory until dawn before leaving, the housekeeper will open the door at six o'clock."

"That's fine too."

The two returned to the dormitory again, Ji Hanchuan asked Gu Hengbei to take off his clothes and put them directly under the quilt, Gu Hengbei slept on his bed, and he slept on Zhang Ming's bed.

Gu Hengbei watched as Ji Hanchuan took a clean sheet from his own cabinet and put it on Zhang Ming's bed. Under the light, the boy looked focused, with short black hair and a handsome face. shining light.

Gu Hengbei suddenly felt sore in his heart.

Obviously he received such a big shock and humiliation today, but he accepted all of Gu Hengbei's concealment and apology in the shortest time. He treated Gu Hengbei as before he learned the truth, without any distinction or awkwardness. .

The heart of a teenager is upright.

"Cuckoo-"

One of the two boys was sitting on the upper berth and the other was standing on the lower berth, looking at each other from a distance.

Gu Hengbei rubbed his stomach in embarrassment: "I didn't eat enough tonight."

Ji Hanchuan was even more embarrassed: "My stomach is also growling..."

At this age, half a child can sleep well, but when his stomach is rumbling, it's really nazha.

Well, keep trying to get out.

Both were wise men, and they tied the sheets into strips and went back down the aisle again.

Who goes down first is the question.

Gu Hengbei feels that this is a matter of principle who goes up and who goes down out of season.

Those who go down first have to catch those who go down later, there is a sense of ritual like an old man setting up a house to take care of his wife and children. Gu Hengbei does his part, and Ji Hanchuan doesn't have such twists and turns. Those who climb low, even if they do fall, they will not be afraid to support Gu Hengbei's back.

The two of them won't let anyone else, they can only solve it with a man's method——

rock-paper-scissors!

Ji Hanchuan won two out of three games.

Ji Hanchuan slid down the sheet first, and then Gu Hengbei threw the sheet down.

At that time, Ji Hanchuan stood on the bicycle, raised his head, and raised his hands high, while Gu Hengbei stood at the window and looked at him.

Snowflakes rustled and danced up and down around Ji Hanchuan, lightly covering his body with a layer of white frost.

Gu Hengbei thought to himself, if Romeo looked so handsome under Juliet's window back then, no wonder Juliet was willing to die with him.

"Come on down, comeon." Ji Hanchuan called softly.

Gu Hengbei climbed up to the window sill, supported the window frame with both hands, and slowly slid down his body. Then he felt a pair of powerful arms hugging his legs, and then bearing all his weight, and slowly put him down. down.

The two jumped from the bike to the ground.

They spread the sheet over their heads, first looked at each other and smiled, and then shouted together:

"Three, two, one, run!"

Side by side, the teenagers, like two arrows shooting out from a bow, rushed towards the vast white world.

The snowflakes are dancing, like between the sky and the earth, sprinkled with finely crushed sugar.

The author has something to say:

Gu Hengbei: I heard that you all want to see my crematorium?

Ji Hanchuan: Mom said, I am a warm baby.

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