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Early the next morning, as soon as He Zhao opened the door, he saw Yi Shi leaning against his door and playing with his mobile phone, apparently waiting for him.

what happened?

He Zhao was a little surprised, but he didn't ask.

"Let's go together." Yi Shi said.

He Zhao wondered if Yi Shi had something to say to him, but no, they just walked to the school peacefully all the way.

Not just for one day, but for several days in a row.

What is he trying to do?

He Zhao suddenly realized, is Yi Shi deliberately creating more memories?

So, has he decided to go?

Although he knew from the beginning that he should make this decision, but after making the decision, it still felt like being hit in the head, and he felt very uncomfortable.

But He Zhao only struggled with this matter all morning. He was in physics class that afternoon. He Zhao's cell phone kept vibrating. It was a call from an unfamiliar number. stronger.

After finally waiting for the class break, he called back, and it turned out to be Sweet Time's part-time sister.She is only a few years older than He Zhao, a college student who works part-time in Sweet Time in her spare time.

Her tone was very anxious: "Xiao Zhao, you finally got through the phone. No one can get through to you and Zhang Jiangyang. I'm so anxious. Your mother fainted and sent to the hospital."

He Zhao went blank, hung up the phone, and grabbed Luo Hao: "Tell Zhang Jiangyang to go to the No. [-] Hospital, my mother fainted."

Turning around, he ran downstairs. Yi Shi was on the phone at the corner of the stairs. He was startled when he saw He Zhao, and subconsciously took the phone from his ear. He Zhao didn't have time to stay, so he sprinted past him and ran down.

He Zhao ran at the speed of a [-]-meter sprint, ran all the way, ran down the teaching building, crossed the school road and crossed the basketball court. He even forgot to ask for leave, hesitated for a second, and went out directly through the back door.Sitting in the taxi, panting for a long time, he felt that he was running too fast, and there was a faint pain in his chest and trachea.He clutched his chest, not daring to think about anything bad, forcing himself to calm down.

It was only half an hour's drive from the No. [-] Middle School to the No. [-] Hospital. During this half hour, He Zhao stared out of the car window, not daring to think about it but also unable to think about it. His thoughts were a little dazed.

When he arrived at the hospital, the part-time sister was standing at the door of the ward. Seeing him running over with a pale face, she quickly comforted him: "Are you frightened? Your mother woke up just now. It's actually a happy event. Your mother is pregnant."

pregnant?

He Zhao opened the door in a daze and went in. Lin Peiling was half lying on the hospital bed, stroking her stomach tenderly, and couldn't help laughing when she saw him, and eagerly shared the good news: "Xiao Zhao, you are here ? You're going to have a younger brother or younger sister."

He Zhao pulled out the chair and sat down beside the bed, looking at her obviously weak and pale face, felt a heartache.After deliberating for a moment, he said softly, "Mom, can we not want this child?"

For a heart patient like Lin Peiling, the process of pregnancy is like wearing a bullet on her body. She doesn't know if it will explode or when it will explode.

The smile on Lin Peiling's face froze and slowly disappeared, making her look even weaker. She whispered, "But I don't want to. He is the same as you. They are all gifts from heaven to me."

She spoke very softly, not a rebuttal, but a kind of bewilderment and pleading, which made He Zhao's heart ache.

He Zhao heard from his aunt more than once when he was a child that Lin Peiling was so dangerous when he was pregnant. The whole family, including He Wenyan, opposed it. Only Lin Peiling insisted on having a baby, and no one could do anything about it.When I was young, I felt that my mother was great and loved him more than anyone else, and no one wanted him to be born. Fortunately, my mother insisted, but when I think about it at this time, I can only worry.

"Mom," He Zhao held Lin Peiling's hand, her hand was always cold, but He Zhao couldn't feel it now, maybe because his hand was even colder now, he didn't dare to look into Lin Peiling's eyes, and lowered his eyes Say, "If you like kids you can adopt one..."

Don't gamble with your body, don't take your life as a joke, don't worry those who love you, don't torture yourself and others.

These few words flashed through He Zhao's mind, these were the words that He Wenyan scolded Lin Peiling most often in the past.

He couldn't speak.

Lin Peiling touched He Zhao's head, and her tone was inexplicably determined and optimistic: "But he is here, we can't treat him like this, I'll be fine, I gave birth to you before and everyone said it was bad, but I don't Are you okay?"

Lin Peiling is nearly 40 years old, but she always has a girlish innocence.

He Zhao thought it was good before, but now he has the urge to break it.

too naive.

How can I let her know that things are not that simple?

The calmer she was, the more terrified He Zhao became.

Does she know how dangerous it is?

How can we stop her?

He Zhao's mind was in a mess, and he whispered, "Mom, does Uncle Zhang know about this? Let's discuss it together, shall we?"

"He just found out, and he is already on his way back. He is very worried about having this child, but he is also very happy." I don't know if it was influenced by him, Lin Peiling is no longer happy, but a little lonely, "You and Xiaoyang They are all grown up and will leave us soon, but the baby is here, isn't it a good thing?"

Of course it's a good thing.

But he was terrified that something good would turn into something bad.

He Zhao took a deep breath, calmed down his tone, and discussed very gently: "Mom, don't make a decision so quickly, okay? Let's listen to what the doctor said, and our family will discuss it again, okay?"

Maybe it was because he looked too helpless, Lin Peiling sighed softly, and nodded: "Okay."

But when he lowered his head, he touched his still flat belly, and smiled sweetly.

He Zhao knew that although Lin Peiling didn't have any opinions on weekdays, once she made up her mind, she would be very stubborn and no one could convince her.For example, marrying He Wenyan, giving birth to him, or now...

So he was very scared, very scared, and his mind was so confused that he didn't know what to do.

He Zhao was afraid that he would lose control of his emotions as soon as he opened his mouth and say what he shouldn't say, so he sat silently by the side to sort out his emotions.

After a while, the door of the ward opened, and He Wenyan in a white coat strode in, followed by two nurses.

When He Wenyan saw him, he immediately frowned: "Why are you here? Shouldn't you be in class at this point?"

He Zhao was as surprised to see He Wenyan as He Wenyan was to see him.

But He Wenyan is the Chief Physician of the Cardiology Department of the First Hospital, so it's normal to be here.

Seeing that He Zhao didn't answer, He Wenyan turned to Lin Peiling, like a high-ranking judge, and asked dissatisfiedly: "Why did you inform He Zhao? What about your husband? He is only a child himself, and coming here will not be of any use at all."

Lin Peiling faced He Wenyan like a child facing a stern adult, she was stunned for a moment, and then softly defended: "I...not me..."

"In your eyes, it's only useful, right? She's my mother, shouldn't I come if she has something to do?" He Zhao stared straight at He Wenyan, and said word by word.

The emotion that was finally suppressed was easily opened by He Wenyan.He Zhao was sad and angry in his heart, with mixed feelings, he couldn't help clenching his fists.

He Wenyan glanced at him, with a cold expression on his face: "Look at your current appearance, what's the use of crying and being afraid? You, a minor, are not even qualified to sign the consent form for surgery, so why are you causing trouble? Go back to school .”

He Zhao pursed his lips stubbornly, and said forcefully, "I'm not like Dr. He, I'm not used to watching life and death, nor indifferent to go back to school at this time."

"You also know that I'm a doctor? I've seen her condition, and she's fine. You can go back to school." He Wenyan said calmly, "There are doctors and nurses here who don't need you. The only thing you can do now is to go back to school." Study hard at school."

He always seems to be so calm, so indifferent, so superior.It seems that no matter what the situation is, he can accurately analyze the pros and cons, and make a rational choice, as if there is no one in this world who has nothing to move him.

He Zhao hated him the most.

Is he still human?Why does He Wenyan think about everything but never think about feelings?

Even if he can't help here at all, this is his mother, the most important person in his life.Uncle Zhang hasn't come back yet, how could he leave her alone in the hospital?

He Zhao gritted his teeth: "If I don't leave, I will stay here."

He Wenyan sneered, ignored him, and turned to Lin Peiling. I don't know if it was based on his job as a doctor, or as an indifferent ex-husband who still knew Lin Peiling, and asked in a bad tone: "When did you start preparing for pregnancy?"

Lin Peiling avoided his gaze, picked her fingers, and replied in a low voice, "Go...last year."

After finishing speaking, she stumbled and explained: "I...I just want to try."

"Try it? Are you satisfied now?" He Wenyan's face was cold, and his eyes fell on Lin Peiling, "I don't care about my body, but I always want people around me to worry about you. Selfishness must have a limit. Act responsibly instead of asking your own underage son to worry about you."

Lin Peiling's bloodless face instantly turned pale. She opened her mouth, but finally fell silent and lowered her head.

He Zhao couldn't stand it any longer. He frowned and was about to speak when He Wenyan said, "After a joint evaluation by the Department of Cardiology and Obstetrics and Gynecology, the advice given is to terminate the pregnancy as soon as possible. Although you definitely can't listen to it with your personality, I suggest you It's best to think about it, think about your parents in their sixties, and look at the son next to you. If you have any accidents, they will be the ones who suffer. You are just satisfying yourself in wishful thinking sacrifices and fantasies, innate Sexual heart disease, unable to have children, shrouded in the shadow of death since childhood, regards childbirth as a rebellion against life, and uses the birth of life to divert one's fear of death. This is the same as marrying a doctor at the beginning, it has no meaning , doctors are not gods, children are not gods, neither can save you. You..."

He Zhao didn't interrupt He Wenyan's first sentence after hearing He Wenyan's first sentence, because he hoped strangely that Lin Peiling might listen to He Wenyan's words, but at the moment he was so shocked that he couldn't speak.Regardless of what He Wenyan said was right or wrong, what kind of person would mercilessly deny other people's lives?Just stick a meaningless label?

He didn't dare to see Lin Peiling's expression when she heard these words, so she stood up abruptly, interrupted him and said, "Why are you teaching people here? What qualifications do you have? Get out! Get out of here!" go out!!"

Almost everyone in the ward was stunned. Lin Peiling, her part-time sister, and the two nurses behind He Wenyan all looked at him in shock, but He Wenyan was not included.

He Wenyan's face was gloomy, but his mood didn't fluctuate too much: "I'm not qualified to teach her a lesson, but you are my son, so I have the right to control you, right? What kind of attitude do you have? No rules! I think you are Living with mischievous people has been affected, and at the age of 17, I can't even control my emotions, so here I am yelling at my father, isn't it embarrassing enough?"

"What kind of dubious person? Who have you lost?" He Zhao thought it was absurd. Just now He Wenyan stabbed Lin Peiling with every word like a knife. He didn't think it was wrong, but he was able to question his attitude confidently, "I don't think it's ashamed. Isn't my son all right?"

Anyway, he would never be able to meet He Wenyan's expectations, not in his entire life.

"He Zhao, did I let you live too freely?" He Wenyan said each word, "Look at what you are now! I am very disappointed in you!"

He Wenyan said something else that He Zhao didn't listen to. Seeing He Wenyan's mouth opening and closing, he suddenly felt very boring.Lin Peiling pulled him, fearing that he would say something to irritate He Wenyan, she shook her head nervously at him. She never wanted him to have any unhappiness with He Wenyan, and she always avoided having any unhappiness with everyone.

She is obviously so good, so kind, and treats everyone around her enthusiastically and positively.

Why did He Wenyan say that about her?

Nobody can.

It took about an hour before Zhang Jiangyang arrived at the hospital, and Yi Shi was with him.

He Zhao was sitting on the chair at the door of the ward. People kept walking past him, and their inquiring eyes kept falling on him. He didn't look up or move.

In fact, he didn't think about anything, he just felt very tired and tired, and wanted to sit here quietly for a while.

Zhang Jiangyang hesitated, and went straight into the ward without saying hello to He Zhao.

He Zhao still kept his head down slightly, a pair of familiar sneakers appeared in sight, and Yi Shi stopped in front of him.

After a few seconds of silence, Yi Shi unzipped his school uniform, took off his coat and put it on his head.

He Zhao still didn't move, but his eyes darkened, as if he had made a clumsy cover for all his emotions, and suddenly his nose was sour, and tears flowed out.

He hadn't cried so hard for a long time, as if he wanted to vent all his patience, grievances and sadness, he couldn't help it, the only thing he could do was to grit his teeth so as not to cry out.

At the end of the corridor of the hospital, there is a big "quiet" sign, but in fact, there are people coming and going, patients, nurses, family members... all kinds of voices and voices are intertwined.

In the midst of the noise, the boy hid under his school uniform and whimpered inaudibly. Another tall, silent boy was standing in front of him, looking down at him, with his raised palm resting half an inch above his head. , but in the end it fell to the side of the body and was not put on.