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He Zhao didn't know how long he had been crying, but he felt a little lack of oxygen after crying.He went to the toilet to wash his face, looked at his glasses, the redness around his eyes hadn't faded away, his eyes were swollen, and the tip of his nose was also red.

I cried when I saw it.

Crying too hard.

What's the matter.

But crying hard and fast really felt much better, and the whole person relaxed a lot.

After returning from the toilet, Yi Shi sat on the chair he was sitting on just now. He Zhao rubbed his nose and returned the coat to him: "I probably didn't rub my nose on it, did I?"

Yi Shi didn't dislike it, so he put on the coat again and zipped it up.

He Zhao sat next to Yi Shi, and after a while, he heard Yi Shi ask in a low voice, "Are you thirsty?"

He Zhao shook his head.

"Aren't you thirsty?" Yi Shi asked again, and added, "Drain so much water."

He Zhao was a little sleepy after crying, and didn't realize it all at once, expelling so much water?

For a moment, Wei Wei opened his eyes wide, could it be the tears he cried?

If it wasn't for Yi Shi's serious expression, He Zhao would have thought he was joking with him.

"It's okay to be thirsty, but it would be nice to have a bottle of ice water to freeze your eyes." He Zhao said hoarsely

Yi Shi stood up and walked straight to the vending machine at the end of the corridor. After a while, he came back with two bottles of mineral water.

He Zhao's eyes were a little dry. He squinted his eyes and watched the tall and thin boy walking towards him, and his heart suddenly felt like a stone was thrown into the lake, and it rippled away and returned to calm.

"Thank you," He Zhao took the cold mineral water, "My mother is fine."

Although He Wenyan often said exaggerated words, he was still reliable professionally.He said that this time there was nothing serious, so it should be fine.

In fact, He Zhao experienced it once when he was very young. Lin Peiling suddenly fainted outside, and He Wenyan took him into the ambulance.

He Wenyan was talking with the doctor all the way, while He Zhao watched intently as the nurse plunged the needle into the unconscious Lin Peiling's body, and a deep red color flowed back from the transparent tube.Watching the speed at which the nurse adjusted the medicine in the bottle, the light-colored medicine hanging high fell drop by drop in the hose and flowed into Lin Peiling's body.He didn't know why his mother, who was talking and laughing just now, suddenly became like this, and he just felt scared.The child's tears always come quickly, but he dare not cry aloud, for fear of disturbing his mother's rest, disturbing the doctors and nurses, and fearing that her mother will never wake up again.

Soon, He Wenyan noticed his abnormality and covered his eyes, but it was too late.

After that day, He Zhao was frightened and often had nightmares.Later He Wenyan told him that Lin Peiling fainted because she had a heart attack, as long as she took good care of her, she would be fine.

That was a rare tender moment in He Wenyan's memory in He Zhao's memory.

He Zhao still remembers that He Wenyan made an agreement with him to take good care of his mother together.

He did it, and every time grandma, grandfather, or He Wenyan had any dissatisfaction with Lin Peiling, or when Lin Peiling and He Wenyan divorced, he would try his best to protect Lin Peiling, but He Wenyan didn't do it.

Children's memory is very good, but adults are always forgetful.

"Did you quarrel with your father?" Yi Shi asked suddenly.

It was rare that Yishi would take the initiative to ask, this seemed to be the first time, he was always silent, even if he saw through something, as long as He Zhao didn't say anything, he would keep silent.

However, He Zhao was surprised: "How do you know my dad is here?"

"We met him just now," Yi Shi said, "Zhang Jiangyang said he is a very good doctor."

He spoke very softly, as if he was afraid that He Zhao would be unhappy.

He Zhao: "I have always felt that my father and I are two types of people. They all say that father love is like a mountain. He is really like a mountain lying there. He doesn't care about my emotions. He doesn't care about when I change teeth and when I grow them. Gao, these are trivial things that are not important. He only cares about the so-called general direction and the so-called future. Because he is my father, he should have the right to arrange and control everything about me. Sometimes I wonder if he is Healing the dying, being presented with the banner of 'Miracle Physician', I really feel that I am a god. I regard him as a mirror and use it to examine myself from time to time, so don't become a self-righteous and ruthless middle-aged man like him."

I don't know which ward cried out and started calling "doctor", the voice was not loud but piercing, and soon a nurse trotted past them eagerly, blowing up a slight wind.The other people in the corridor were still doing their own things, not affected at all, and at most they just glanced in that direction.

People come and go in the hospital every day, and the most indispensable thing is life and death.

Yi Shi's body leaned forward, with his elbows resting on his legs, blocking He Zhao's vision in the direction he subconsciously wanted to look.

But his eyes did not move, and he still focused on He Zhao, as if listening to He Zhao was the most important thing.He Zhao's heart suddenly contracted because of the shrill cry, and suddenly he felt relieved and at ease again.

"Today I suddenly realized that I am actually very similar to my dad." He Zhao closed his eyes and put the cold mineral water on them. We are good, we must meet his expectations, we are not allowed to live badly, and the standard of good or bad is set by him. Thinking about it carefully, I am no different from him. My fear and sadness are because I am afraid After losing my mother, I want her to be healthy and happy, but what kind of life she wants and how to be happy is up to her. Even if it is true as He Wenyan said, mother just wants to redeem herself, so what's wrong? People How can we understand how she lives in fear of death? She can only live for others. She has parents and sons, but she still has the right to decide her own life and death. .”

Not knowing whether it was the liquefied water drops from the mineral water bottle or He Zhao's tears, a small drop of water slipped from the corner of He Zhao's closed eyes.

"It is reasonable to think that one is responsible for others, which is a kind of selfishness. Wanting the other party to live in accordance with the 'good' set by oneself is nothing more than satisfying one's own selfish desires." He Zhao made a conclusion.

Yi Shi waited patiently for a few seconds, and seeing that He Zhao did not continue, he said in a low voice, "No, you are different from the people I met before."

"Ah?" He Zhao didn't open his eyes, and turned the mineral water bottle covering his eyes.

"You are special, you are you, you are not like anyone else." Yi Shi said each word slowly.

At this time, normal people would say comforting words such as "You are not selfish", "I can understand your thoughts", "You love your mother too much", although when they said it, they knew in their hearts that they could not comfort the other party at all. .

But Yishi is different, he doesn't say superfluous words.He may not know what happened, he doesn't understand what He Zhao said, and he doesn't understand his feelings, but he will not pretend to understand, he will only seriously respond to the part he understands.

He Zhao insists on this kind of thing. He himself is a "normal person" who can comfort others. In fact, it is very difficult to be comforted successfully. Instead, he feels that Yi Shi's response is very sincere.

He Zhao curled the corner of his mouth, but he didn't smile.He experienced great fear today, lost his temper, and cried a lot. All his emotions went up and down, and he fell into a kind of numb calm.

After venting the emotions, what then?Nothing has changed.

He Wenyan was right in one sentence at least, what's the use of crying and being afraid?Yes, it didn't work.

This matter has to be solved slowly, and there is no rush.

Whether it is grandparents or He Wenyan, they always treat him as a child, as if he has always been the little boy in their memory.He Zhao thought, they couldn't believe that he actually assumed the role of a parent in this reorganized family.He could imagine what Zhang Jiangyang would say, and he would definitely say that since Lin Peiling wanted to have this child, she would do so, just be careful, he was always so heartless.He also knew what decision Zhang Peng would make, he would never disobey Lin Peiling, even if he disagreed, as long as Lin Peiling was firmer, he would retreat.

It's extreme.

On the one hand, the family should treat him as a naive child, and it seems that his protests and ideas are like coquettish and shameless, thinking that all his ideas that are different from them are rebellious in adolescence.On the other hand, he is an adult. Both Lin Peiling and Zhang Peng are good people, but their minds are a little too simple, and they subconsciously rely on He Zhao for many things.He Zhao is like an omnipotent adult who decides his own future, worrying about rental housing, the bills of the dessert shop, Zhang Jiangyang's grades, and the family's finances...

He Zhao opened his eyes, but he could be a 17-year-old boy in front of Yi Shi, without pretending to be the same as an adult, nor a child who knew nothing.He is just an ordinary high school student who has many ideas of his own, regardless of whether these ideas are mature or childish.

"My mother is pregnant, but she has a heart disease and is not suitable for pregnancy and childbirth, so she fainted." He Zhao's eyes were a little swollen from crying, but there was a gleam of water, very bright, "I have to wait Uncle Zhang is here, let’s discuss it together, I’m in a mess now and don’t know what to do.”

He Zhao originally wanted to calm down when he came out of the ward, but the more he thought about it, the more chaotic he became, and it was only now that he really calmed down.

He thought that although he seemed emotionally stable, he was really not good at controlling his emotions. He was in a good mood on weekdays because he was really in a good mood. Once his emotions surged, he could hardly control them.In this regard, Yi Shi is much better than him. His emotions seem to be kept secret all the time, and he frowns silently.

"Well, are you hungry?" Seeing that his face looked better, Yi Shi asked again, "Do you want to eat something first?"

He Zhao shook his head and sighed, "How can I eat?"

Yi Shi didn't insist either, and sat beside him.

He Zhao didn't ask why Yi Shi came.

He Zhao was a little surprised that Yi Shi would come with Zhang Jiangyang, but not surprised.

Ordinary classmates and friends would only ask a few words of concern at most, and would not come to the hospital specially, but Yi Shi was not an ordinary classmate and friend.

For a period of time, it seemed that every time he faced a bad or bad situation, Yi Shi would appear.

Although the number of times is not many, Yi Shi is with him every time, every time.

He Zhao suddenly remembered the time when He Wenyan and Lin Peiling divorced. At that time, he learned that He Wenyan would be awarded his custody rights, and the whole world collapsed.

He cried and prayed several times, can anyone tell him what to do?

Every time he was wronged, lonely or sad or afraid when he was a child, he would call out all his favorite anime characters in his heart, as if these virtual good friends would be by his side.

When I grew up, I didn't do that.

too childish.

Not useful at all.

But it's really nice to have someone to accompany you.