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"Go back to school first." After sitting for a while, He Zhao wiped off the damp water vapor from the mineral water bottle with his hand, "I still have to stay here with my mother."

Yi Shi: "Okay, if there is anything..."

Yi Shi only spoke half of what he said, and He Zhao smiled at him: "Well, thank you."

Seeing Yi Shi entered the elevator, He Zhaocai turned and walked into the ward.

Zhang Jiangyang was peeling apples clumsily, and he didn't know where the apples came from.Lin Peiling was lying on the bed, staring at Zhang Jiangyang's hand with her eyes open, as if she was afraid that he would cut off her fingers. She always liked to worry about these little things.

He Zhao looked at it for a while, then walked over: "Are you hungry? What do you want to eat?"

Lin Peiling's eyes turned immediately and looked at him.

"Look at me, anyway, I still don't agree." He Zhao said.

"This brother disagrees, but it's not that he doesn't like you." Lin Peiling put her hands on her stomach through the quilt, as if talking to herself, "Do you want a younger brother or a younger sister?"

"Sister." Zhang Jiangyang blurted out.

After finishing speaking, he glanced at He Zhao, and seeing that He Zhao's face didn't change, he added, "How nice my sister is, my brother is just an idiot."

He Zhao sat down on the chair next to him with no expression on his face: "My brother is indeed an idiot."

Lin Peiling pursed her lips and smiled slightly.

Although the doctor said that there is no problem and he can be discharged tomorrow, He Zhao was worried and asked Zhang Jiangyang to go back first and stay with him at the hospital overnight.

This time Zhang Peng went to other provinces to run goods. Although he quickly booked a plane ticket and rushed back after receiving the call, it was already late at night when he arrived at the hospital.

Seeing He Zhao, Zhang Peng couldn't stop apologizing: "I'm sorry Xiao Zhao, I'm late."

He Zhao looked at his tired face, and sighed in his heart: "Uncle, go back and rest first, I'll be fine here."

Zhang Peng insisted: "No, no, go back and rest, I'll stay here and watch."

Lin Peiling didn't sleep well, and woke up when she heard a slight sound. She opened her eyes slightly, and her eyes lit up when she saw Zhang Peng, and she called softly, "Husband!"

Zhang Peng hurried forward and touched her face carefully: "You have suffered."

……

Fine.

He Zhao coughed lightly: "Then I'll go back first, and come back tomorrow morning for discharge surgery."

Walking out of the ward, He Zhao took out his mobile phone from his pocket, and asked Lao Zhou to ask for another day off tomorrow while thinking about his words, while walking down.

As soon as He Zhao's news was sent, Lao Zhou called directly, asked a few words about Lin Peiling's situation, and said a few words of comfort, and then went back to the heavy learning tasks now, and hoped that he could deal with it as soon as possible and return to school as soon as possible.

He Zhao responded casually, and walked down the stairs to the hall casually.

Suddenly, his footsteps stopped.

The benches in the lobby on the first floor were empty, and a familiar figure was sitting in the back row, with his head lowered, flipping through a book in his hand.

He Zhao: "Teacher, I understand. I have something to do, so I'll hang up first."

Without waiting for Lao Zhou to reply, he quickly hung up the phone, strode straight over, bumped into the chair next to him in a hurry and didn't stop.

"Why didn't you leave?" He Zhao stood in front of Yi Shi.

Yi Shi raised his head, seemed a little surprised to see him, and closed the book in his hand: "Let's go, I came after class at night."

He Zhao saw clearly the title of the book in his hand - "Journey to the West Youth Edition".

He Zhao asked, "Then why don't you come up?"

After a moment of silence, Yi Shi said, "Go ahead."

On a ghost.

He Zhao couldn't tell what he felt, he was a little moved and a little angry, he just stared at Yi Shi, and Yi Shi just looked up at him.

never mind!Don't argue with him!

"Uncle Zhang is here, let's go back first." He Zhao rubbed his stomach, not sure if it was because he was hungry or because he saw Yi Shi, but now he felt a little acidic, "Let's go eat first, I'm hungry. "

Yi Shi stood up immediately: "Okay."

In fact, Yi Shiwan rushed to the hospital after his self-study get out of class, and indeed went to the floor where Lin Peiling's ward was located, and saw He Zhao talking to Lin Peiling from the glass of the door.He just wanted to have a look at He Zhao, and seeing that he was in good condition, he didn't go in to bother him.

I originally wanted to leave, but finally decided to stay for a while.

Although He Zhao is frank in crying and laughing, he is actually very tolerant. He secretly endures his tears and always avoids being caught by other people's eyes.

If He Zhao is overwhelmed, he wants to see it as soon as possible.

When he walked out of the hall, He Zhao couldn't help but said, "Why didn't you tell me you were here?"

"I came to have a look at Auntie, and I'm planning to go back." Yi Shi said.

He Zhao didn't intend to let him go: "To come and see my mother or to see me?"

After a moment of silence, Yi Shi said, "You."

"Hiss..." He Zhao took a deep breath.

Yi Shi: "?"

"Leg hurts, I just bumped into it." He Zhao said.

Yi Shi looked down: "Where?"

He Zhao: "I won't tell you."

Yi Shi: "..."

He Zhao: "You didn't tell me when you came to the hospital, why did I tell you where I hurt?"

Yi Shi lowered his head slightly, as if he was still distinguishing which leg of He Zhao hurts: "It won't happen next time."

next time?

Originally, He Zhao wanted to snatch the youth version of the masterpiece from Yi Shi's hand, so he laughed at him by the way, and lowered his hand halfway in silence.

Is there a next time?

There are not many snack bars near the hospital, so He Zhao looked around and chose a porridge casserole shop.

Through the hot air of the casserole porridge, Yi Shi took the bowl in front of He Zhao, held the spoon to help him serve the porridge, and asked casually, "Does it still hurt?"

It doesn't hurt anymore.

He Zhao nodded: "There is still a little more."

"Go to the pharmacy to buy some ointment later." Yi Shi pushed the porridge in front of He Zhao.

"No need," He Zhao stirred the hot porridge with a spoon, "It won't hurt after a while."

After a while, Yi Shi asked, "Left leg or right leg?"

He Zhao: "I forgot."

The casserole porridge was stewed very densely, slowly filling up a little sourness in the stomach.

She was really hungry.

He Zhao didn't say a word, neither did Yi Shi, and Yi Shi didn't seem to pay much attention to He Zhao, but just helped him add more porridge when his bowl was empty.

He Zhao thought, Yi Shi was too kind to him.

He was not such a hypocritical person at first, but because Yi Shi was so kind to him, he became more and more squeamish.

When Yi Shi left, he returned to the time when he was alone facing loneliness. No one would ask him to go upstairs for dinner, and no one would accompany him to have porridge at night.

By that time, he will have adapted again.

Just like when I was a child, if you fall down, you can get up if someone coaxes you, and you can get up without someone to help you.

It's just a little uncomfortable.

But you get used to it quickly.

When he moved out from the He family, when Lin Peiling and Zhang Peng got married, he was not used to it, but he didn't tell anyone because there was no one to talk to.

However, everything is slowly getting better.

everything will get better.

When He Zhao finished his second bowl of porridge quietly, his cell phone rang.

It's Zhang Peng.

Zhang Peng rarely contacted him directly, and the communication between the two of them was always through Lin Peiling.

So much so that it took several seconds for He Zhao to answer the phone: "Hello, Uncle Zhang."

"Xiao Zhao, are you home? Are you still asleep? Did your uncle bother you?" Zhang Peng lowered his voice intentionally. He should be in the hospital toilet. He Zhao heard the indistinct sound of water flushing the toilet.

"It's okay, don't bother me, I just got home." When He Zhao said this, he glanced at Yi Shi, but Yi Shi didn't show any reaction to his lie, he just added a big spoonful to his bowl Porridge.

"As long as you get home safely, as long as you get home safely," Zhang Peng said, hesitating for a while, "Xiao Zhao, uncle wants to chat with you now, do you have time?"

"Well, if you have time, tell me." He probably guessed what he would say, He Zhaoyingrun's eyes were a little cold under the bright incandescent light, but he spoke in a relaxed tone.

"That's what uncle said. Uncle knows that you are worried about your mother, and uncle has persuaded your mother, but she really wants this child." Zhang Peng said in a low voice, "I asked the doctor, as long as close monitoring , do an obstetric examination, cooperate with the doctor to do a risk assessment, and the caesarean section will still give birth to this child. I know it's very risky..."

He Zhao's fingers were unconsciously picking at the spoon, and he didn't listen to a word of what Zhang Peng said, only stopping at the half sentence of "I know this is very risky".

You know it's risky?

No, you don't know.

He Zhao retorted in his heart, you don't know, you and Zhang Jiangyang don't know, if you know, you won't be a little happy to be a father or brother when you are worried.

He thought coldly, if it was my aunt and grandpa and grandma who got the news now, they wouldn't have any joy at first.Because for them, this child will put them at risk of losing Lin Peiling, because they love Lin Peiling the most.

The same goes for He Zhao, he loves and cares about Lin Peiling the most, so he doesn't care about the unformed fetus at all.

He didn't want Lin Peiling to take risks for anyone at all.

But Zhang Peng and Zhang Jiangyang are different from him. While they care about Lin Peiling, they also care about that child.

This recognition was like a thorn that made He Zhao uncomfortable.

Why can they easily let Lin Peiling take risks?

Perhaps for them, Lin Peiling is not that important.

At least, it wasn't as important to him as it was to his aunt, grandpa and grandma.

Lin Peiling and Zhang Peng have been married for more than three years, and He Zhao, Zhang Peng, and Zhang Jiangyang have been family members for more than three years. For the first time, He Zhao had the idea of ​​separating him from them.

They are all outsiders.

He even thought a little wearily, but in fact he did not regard Zhang Peng and Zhang Jiangyang as important and close people like Lin Peiling.

Only he and Lin Peiling are the closest.

He Zhao suddenly missed his aunt and grandparents very much.

Lin Peiling is also their closest relative.

But Lin Peiling loves Zhang Peng, Lin Peiling regards Zhang Jiangyang as her own child, and Lin Peiling also wants to have this child.

"Xiao Zhao, Xiao Zhao, are you still listening?"

"Well, I'm listening." He Zhao quickly recovered.

"We plan... We discussed it. I will not go to the sports car in the future. I will sell the truck and help in the store. The two part-time college students can be dismissed depending on the situation. I will open the store with your mother, which is also convenient to take care of What do you think of her?" Zhang Peng continued cautiously.

Now that they have discussed and made plans, why do they ask him?Although Zhang Peng's tone was asking, it was obvious that the decision had been made. Even if He Zhao disagreed, they would try to persuade him again.

Of course he felt bad, no, he disagreed.

But what can be done?Do you cry like you did when you were a child?Does crying help?

Besides, if Zhang Peng didn't have a sports car, relying on the dessert shop alone would not be able to maintain the family's livelihood.He and Zhang Jiangyang will be going to college soon, and they have to pay for an extra child, and they have to reserve a sum of money to guard Lin Peiling. In case of an accident, life-saving money is the most important thing.

Money is everywhere.

But after a moment of silence, He Zhao lowered his eyes: "In short, listen to the doctor, don't force it, and do the rest as you want."

He Zhao felt that sour feeling in his stomach surged up again, sour and swollen.

He gave in not because he was told for any reason, but because he loved Lin Peiling more than them.

He Zhao knew that he was quick-tempered but soft-hearted. He couldn't control his emotions when he was angry, but when the other party spoke soft words, he would start to reflect on whether he had gone too far.Lin Peiling must have known it too, that's why she asked Zhang Peng to make this call, saying that she was asking for his opinion and was actually coaxing him.

He vaguely thought of his grandparents. Did they agree with him to go with Lin Peiling back then, did they feel the same way?

Let go like gouging out meat.

He seemed to have deliberately ignored many things. When he left the He family, grandma hid in the room and did not come out.In fact, he vaguely heard crying, but he didn't stop, and ran to Lin Peiling without hesitation.

After so many years, he felt sorry for the first time because of this incident.

See, he thought again, how can these things be calculated clearly?Emotions are inherently inexplicable, how can love be compared and how can it be reasonable?

If Zhang Peng didn't love Lin Peiling, if he didn't treat him as a family member, why did he talk to him in such a low voice?

Thoughts drifted away, but He Zhao still clearly heard Zhang Peng on the other end of the phone asking: "Xiao Zhao, are you upset?"

"Well, I'm very scared," He Zhao didn't deny it, he stared down at the porridge in the bowl, sniffed lightly, "Uncle, please take good care of my mother, and put her life safety as the most important thing , I really can't lose her."

Zhang Peng didn't seem to expect him to say that, so he choked up a bit: "I'm sorry Xiao Zhao, we are too self-willed, I will definitely do my best to make Lingling healthy and healthy."

After hanging up the phone, He Zhao collapsed and leaned back on the chair, staring at the incandescent lamp on the ceiling, wondering what he was thinking.

Yi Shi pressed his finger on the spoon, moved it lightly, and stopped again.

"I won't study painting anymore, and I won't go to the studio or art class." He Zhao said suddenly, "Learning art is indeed too expensive. I will study hard starting tomorrow, and try to get into a good university."

After speaking, he jumped up from the back of the chair and took a sip of porridge with the spoon in his hand.

"I won't drink anymore, I can't drink anymore." He Zhao said again, "I won't be able to eat casually in the future, I want to save money."

Yi Shi looked at him: "You can eat with me."

"When are you leaving? No one is renting the house after you left, so I have to sell it." He Zhao didn't seem to hear, looking at Yi Shi, he said it naturally and relaxed.

Yi Shi also looked at him, his eyes were clean, there were no tears or redness, but it was better to cry than to pretend to be relaxed.

"I'm not leaving." Yi Shi's tone softened.

He Zhao paused and repeated: "Aren't you leaving?"

"En." Yi Shi responded.

After a few seconds, He Zhao asked, "Why did you change your mind?"

"I haven't changed my mind," Yi Shi said, "I haven't decided. I decided two days ago. I just communicated with you today, so I haven't had time to tell you."

Decided two days ago?

So Yi Shi didn't wait for him to go to school in the morning because he was leaving?

"Really? Actually, I really don't want you to leave. I don't have a deskmate anymore, and the tenant is gone." He Zhao smiled, "Will it be troublesome for you to stay?"

Anyway, I've been through so much, so I don't feel awkward to admit this feeling of reluctance directly and frankly.

"Well, but Yi Qian is here." Yi Shi said.

"I'm here too, and I'll take care of you too." He Zhao said with a smile.

"Yeah." Yi Shi looked down at him, wondering what he was thinking.

After a while, he sighed lightly: "Stop laughing, it's ugly."

"I want to laugh." He Zhao asked word by word, as if angry or venting his anger, "Why can't I laugh? They're so self-willed, why can't I? I'm still a minor! Cry if you want, laugh if you want Just laugh! I want to laugh right now."

Yi Shi hesitated to speak, his eyes showed a little helplessness and connivance: "Then you laugh."

"Stop laughing." He Zhao said, "You said my smile was ugly."

After speaking, he went straight to pay the bill.

It was very late at night, and the two teenagers in school uniforms didn't go home in the middle of the night, but hung around outside to eat supper. It should be very strange to see it. It was so strange that when He Zhao went to the front desk to pay, the owner of the casserole porridge shop was smoking a cigarette. Can't help saying: "Go home early."

The tone seemed to be that He Zhao was some kind of rebellious young man who had run away from home.

"Okay." He Zhao smiled at him.

It was a bit chilly at night, and when he went out of the shop, He Zhao shivered: "Did you take a taxi?"

"It's hit." Yi Shi went around to the side where the cold wind was blowing, and helped He Zhao block the wind.

So many things happened in one day, so much that He Zhao couldn't digest it, and his mind is still buzzing a bit sluggishly.

But those things are not very pleasant, and now He Zhao is not willing to think about them.

The only thing to be happy about is that Yi Shi does not leave.

It wasn't until He Zhao came home and saw Yi Shi standing on the sixth-floor corridor watching him close the door when he closed the door, that a kind of belated joy spread from the bottom of his heart.

Great, Yi Shi is not leaving.

The author has something to say: Merry Christmas~