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The BNG anniversary party was held on Saturday night. In order to rush back to X Sea as quickly as possible, Pei Yanzhi booked a ticket for Sunday afternoon.

He couldn't figure out why he would receive a call from KIKI every time he came to X Sea, and it would definitely bring bad news.

With Cheng Yao's temper, it must be abnormal to hang up someone's phone without saying a word, let alone that person is KIKI, whom he has always liked.

Cheng Yao's cell phone was still turned off until he got off the plane, because this kind of situation had never happened before. Pei Yanzhi was so anxious that he kept urging the driver to drive faster.

But the destination was in the city center, and there was serious congestion on Saturdays and Sundays. Pei Yanzhi was really worried, so he just got off halfway and took the subway to go back as quickly as possible.

When he finally arrived at the door of the house, he was already out of breath. When he opened the door, his hand even trembled a little, and he missed the keyhole for a long time.

What Pei Yanzhi was most afraid of was that Cheng Yao would leave home and run around after turning off the phone.

Fortunately, Cheng Yao didn't go out. When he rushed into the living room, he was sleeping on the sofa obediently.

At this time, the sun has slowly started to set, and the orange-red sunset casts a mottled silhouette on Cheng Yao's face through the gauze curtains.Even in his sleep, his brows were still tightly furrowed, sleeping restlessly as if he had fallen into a deep nightmare, and his eyelashes were trembling slightly all the time.

The community hasn't started heating yet, but the weather is already very cold. Cheng Yao curled up into a ball with his arms around his shoulders, and he didn't know how long he slept. He might catch a cold.

Pei Yanzhi's heart tugged together, and he bent down to pick him up and walked towards the room without saying a word.

I don't know if it's because the nightmare was too deep, but Cheng Yao actually fell asleep the whole way, and didn't wake up until Pei Yanzhi put him on the bed as gently as possible.

Seeing his eyes slowly open, Pei Yanzhi went to the bed and sat down. He was not in a hurry to turn on the light, but asked softly, "Are you awake?"

Cheng Yao gradually regained consciousness, seeing Pei Yanzhi sitting next to him was not as happy as expected, and subconsciously even supported the bed and moved back a few inches.

This was a very abnormal signal, and Pei Yanzhi was a little taken aback.

He only left for a day, why did Cheng Yao seem to be a different person?

Pei Yanzhi was not in a hurry to approach Cheng Yao, but asked with the utmost gentleness in his usual tone: "What's the matter, baby, why did you back off when you saw me?"

Cheng Yao clutched the bed sheet tightly, frowning deeply, stared at him for a long time before slowly speaking, with a hoarse voice: "Xiaoqi is obviously better, why did you choose me?"

As soon as the words fell, Pei Yanzhi couldn't control his facial expression management, and couldn't help frowning. He was very puzzled and answered him as gently as possible: "I like you, why do you ask me so suddenly?"

Unexpectedly, Cheng Yao showed an even more puzzled expression, his eyes were filled with gloom, and he shook his head repeatedly: "But I am obviously not as good as him in everything."

"Those videos on the Internet are made up by the fans themselves. Xiaoqi is just my teammate." Cheng Yao's words and deeds were too strange. Finally, Pei Yanzhi couldn't stand it anymore. He approached him and touched his face. Worries are on the face.

"Yaoyao, what's the matter with you?"

"Is it really just a teammate?!" Cheng Yao suddenly became angry, took out his mobile phone from his pajamas pocket, tapped it a few times and held it up in front of Pei Yanzhi, asking in an aggressive tone: "It's a teammate, why do you rely on it so much?" Close? Why are you smiling so happily? Why are you still comparing scissorhands to the back of his head? I have watched those videos, and his eyes are so gentle! You like him, right? Then what am I!? "

Speaking of this, Cheng Yao looked at the BNG photo on the screen, Pei Yanzhi and Xu Qi leaning side by side, and felt more and more glaring. The flames of anger that had never been seen rose in his eyes, and he threw the phone on the ground like crazy. The force was so strong that the screen instantly shattered, and the fuselage disintegrated into two halves.

Pei Yanzhi was completely dumbfounded.

At that time, Cheng Yao didn't have such a big reaction when he and Pei Shuangshuang spread the oolong scandal.

Locking yourself in the room and throwing things are two completely different things, Cheng Yao is completely out of order now.

What's going on?

Seeing that Pei Yanzhi remained silent, Cheng Yao thought he was right, he suddenly turned around and grabbed the pillow and lifted it up high, wanting to hit Pei Yanzhi in the face full of resentment.

But at the last moment, the pillow turned around and fell to the ground as it rubbed against Pei Yanzhi's shoulder.

Thinking of the scenes in the video, Cheng Yao felt a severe pain in his heart. He couldn't control his emotions at all, his nose was sore, tears welled up in his eyes, and he knelt on the bed and shouted at him heart-piercingly: "Why are you Lie to me!"

Pei Yanzhi seemed to see his shadow when he yelled at Cheng Honghui that day.

"I did not lie to you."

Pei Yanzhi's reason was torn into a mess by Cheng Yao's actions repeatedly. He tried his best to clear his mind, stared at Cheng Yao steadfastly, and said, "Yaoyao, I don't know why you doubt my liking for you. At this level, is it that I am not doing well enough?"

Eyes can't be deceiving, Cheng Yao suddenly calmed down under Pei Yanzhi's passionate eyes.

He recalled that day that Pei Yanzhi also looked at him with such eyes, saying

——Have you really decided to spend your whole life with me?

Looking at the broken mobile phone on the ground, Cheng Yao lost all his strength in an instant. He knelt on the bed, shrunk his shoulders and trembled all over his body, as if being strangled by a poisonous piranha vine, his eyes were full of unknowns of fear.

Pei Yanzhi's heart ached to the extreme at this moment, he didn't care about anything, he pulled Cheng Yao over and hugged him tightly, and patted his back lightly with both hands.

"I like you, Cheng Yao." Pei Yanzhi whispered in his ear.

After hearing his name read out of his mouth, Cheng Yao's emotional defenses suddenly collapsed, took a deep breath, and then used all his strength to hug Pei Yanzhi tightly, crying and working hard intermittently finish talking.

"I like you so much...I only have you...Others can't take you away! You can't stop liking me...You must love me forever..."

Pei Yanzhi kept rubbing his hair, repeating it in his ear over and over again.

"I belong to you, it belongs to thousands of miles away, it belongs to Cheng Yao, and no one can take it away."

"I will always like you, always love you."

"Pei Yanzhi always likes Cheng Yao."

……

I don't know how many similar words were repeated in a cycle, Cheng Yao never stopped crying, his physical strength was quickly consumed by excessive mood swings, and he finally settled down crying in Pei Yanzhi's arms until he fell asleep.

Pei Yanzhi hugged him and lay down on the bed, wrapping him tightly with the quilt.

Even in his sleep, tears still flowed from the corners of Cheng Yao's eyes, his eyelashes were wet and stuck to his lower eyelids, his brows were always slightly furrowed, and his palms clutched Pei Yanzhi's clothes so hard that his knuckles turned white.

Pei Yanzhi, who had always been calm and calm, suddenly lost his mind and didn't know what to do.

The sweet words that could easily make people happy before suddenly didn't work anymore.

Pei Yanzhi hugged Cheng Yao and stared blankly at the ceiling, wondering what went wrong, but after a long time, it was still in vain, without any clue.

The phone rang suddenly in the quiet room. It was a call from KIKI. Pei Yanzhi cut it off as quickly as possible. He pulled out WeChat and wanted to tell her to talk later.

But right now he really needs someone who can help him clear his mind.

With that in mind, Pei Yanzhi started typing in the chat box.

[Let's type, he's sleeping. 】

[KIKI:? 】

[KIKI:? 】

【KIKI: Then can't you close the door and go out and talk, brother】

Pei Yanzhi typed quickly with one hand, described everything that happened just now to KIKI in detail, and pressed send.

[KIKI: If it wasn't for the fact that he hung up on me just now, it was really suspicious, I would never believe that you said Wanli]

【KIKI: This doesn't look like him at all...】

[KIKI: Did he do the same thing when he had an affair with Shuangshuang last time? 】

Pei Yanzhi sighed and typed slowly.

[It's not that serious, it just looks a little sad to lock myself in the room, and it will be fine in a while. 】

KIKI was silent for a long time before replying.

[KIKI: I suddenly have a very bad premonition. 】

[KIKI: Really, it's hard to type clearly, you have to answer my call now]

KIKI was idle most of the time, and there were very few serious times. Pei Yanzhi didn't dare not take it seriously, and sat up carefully, because the coat was caught too tightly, and finally he took it off before getting off the bed smoothly.He carefully covered Cheng Yao with the quilt, and left the room quietly on his feet.

When the phone was connected, KIKI seemed to be still organizing his words, and he opened his mouth after a long sigh.

"I don't know what to say... Wanli may have a psychological problem, similar to PTSD."

As soon as the words fell, Pei Yanzhi clearly heard a thump in his heart.

Many people may not know this term at first glance, but he is very familiar with it.

PTSD, the English full name post-traumatic stress disorder, means post-traumatic stress disorder.

His mother got this kind of mental illness after his father's accidental death, and finally chose to commit suicide by jumping off a building.

Mental illness is not as easily detected as the physical pain that often accompanies most other conditions.On the contrary, they often look no different from normal people.

But it can easily destroy a person from the very root.

Just like Pei's mother, who was still gently telling her children a bedtime story the night before, the next morning, the bloody corpse was found on the lawn under the tall building.

"You told me a lot about Wanli before, and I learned about it later, so I've always been surprised why a child who has experienced so much pain since childhood is so well-behaved and sensible. If it were me I would definitely hate my parents who abandoned me, and those who hacked me and raped me online, but he actually makes people unable to see his hatred. Think about it, is this reasonable? "

KIKI's question hits the nail on the head.

Pei Yanzhi leaned on the railing of the balcony, looked at the bushes under the tall building, and didn't choose to answer.

"I always believe that a person will not become another person overnight. Most of the time, it is just a voice that has been buried in my heart suddenly appearing. I am afraid that Wanli has not fully digested the pain all this time, but has accumulated a backlog of pain. over them."

Having said that, KIKI paused for a moment, and his words were suddenly tinged with tremors.

"Pei Yanzhi, you have to be mentally prepared. If my guess is right, the problem may be quite serious."