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After hanging up KIKI's phone call, Pei Yanzhi began to feel that every minute and every second was difficult.

He longed for Cheng Yao to wake up as soon as possible, and when he opened his eyes, he would become the innocent and easily satisfied child he was familiar with.

However, he was afraid that Cheng Yao would wake up.

Afraid that all the negative emotions related to sadness, pain, and helplessness would all rush towards him with claws and claws, hurting his baby unscrupulously.

Pei Yanzhi still remembered those moments when he was a child. After his father passed away, many people comforted and accompanied his mother, telling her that the child was still young and would be fine in the future.

But when a person really suffers from this fatal mental illness, he can absorb very little of the good things in the world, and eventually he will sincerely feel that death is the only relief.

In the end, KIKI recommended Pei Yanzhi a well-known psychological counselor in the industry. It is said that he came back from studying in a world-renowned school and was young and promising.

Pei Yanzhi didn't add friends for a long time.

He couldn't just push Cheng Yao in front of a stranger, even if he was very professional.

At least see what happens when the child wakes up.

While Cheng Yao was sleeping soundly, Pei Yanzhi stayed by the bedside for a moment, and watched the live video that was missed that day from beginning to end with headphones on. After careful analysis, he felt that it should be a fan-made video about him and Xu Qi. Those videos stimulated Cheng Yao.

When he took a group photo for the anniversary that day, Xu Qi asked him not to forget to smile, so he casually made a hand gesture on Xu Qi's head, without thinking too much at the time.

But if Cheng Yao sees this untimely situation, he will definitely feel uncomfortable.

Pei Yanzhi contacted BNG as soon as possible and asked them to edit Weibo to replace the photo, so as to save Cheng Yao from being sad when he saw it in the future.

But those videos on station X are always the freedom of fans, so I can only think of other ways.

When night fell completely, Cheng Yao turned over on the bed and woke up.

"Little lazy cat finally got up, let me wait."

Pei Yanzhi's voice was deliberately lowered, and there was some moving hoarseness for no reason, which was indescribably nice.

Coupled with the dim light rendering in the bedroom, the environment in this small space is created to be very comfortable, so that people who have just woken up will not fall from illusion to reality in an instant like a cliff falling.Instead, like a feather slowly falling from the air, being held slowly by a pair of gentle hands, she returned to the real world step by step.

The lights in the room were not turned on, but the curtains were not drawn. Cheng Yao could see the outline of the facial features on Pei Yanzhi's face through the faint moonlight. The bright light that belonged to the sky reflected in his eyes, peaceful and soft.

Cheng Yao's eyes were still swollen, dry and sore, and his vision was blurred for a moment.

Pei Yanzhi leaned down and kissed him gently at the corner of his eyes.

"What time is it..." Cheng Yao's mind was not fully awake yet, his voice was hoarse, he groped around the pillow and found nothing, sat up with his hands propped up and asked in confusion, "Huh? Where did my phone go?" ……How……"

In the middle of speaking, his words stopped abruptly, and the memories before going to bed suddenly came back.

In the dark, Pei Yanzhi saw Cheng Yao's whole body stiffen suddenly, and his breathing rate became faster and faster. He didn't give the other party a chance to turn on the switch of cranky thinking, so he spoke first.

"It's 08:30, I haven't eaten at noon, I've been waiting for you..." As he spoke, Pei Yanzhi pulled Cheng Yao's hand and put it on his stomach, as if he had been greatly wronged, "I'm so hungry. "

These words were like a cupid's arrow that hit Cheng Yao's heart. He immediately put the matter of the mobile phone out of the blue, crawled to the bedside and looked for slippers and asked, "What do you want to eat? I remember there are still some in the refrigerator. Beef, can you defrost it and stew a beef brisket with carrots?"

"Okay." Pei Yanzhi reached out to turn on the light, stood up and walked to him without saying a word, hugged him up, and walked towards the living room with a smile on his face, "As long as it's done by you, it's fine."

Cheng Yao was forced to look at him for a few seconds, and the corner of his mouth finally curved up again, and he reached out to hang around his neck and lifted himself up.

Pei Yanzhi thought it was a signal that there was still room for improvement, but when he walked to the sofa in the living room, he saw Cheng Yao's face froze.

In the afternoon, Cheng Yao was holding the mobile phone here to watch the video of Pei Yanzhi and Xu Qi.

Those edited ambiguous moments began to play repeatedly in his mind along with the sweet BGM.

Seeing Cheng Yao's gloomy gaze on the sofa, Pei Yanzhi frowned indistinctly, bent down and wanted to put Cheng Yao on the sofa and talk to him, but Cheng Yao hugged him tightly by the neck. He kept kicking his legs and trying to climb up.

Pei Yanzhi stood up helplessly and put his hands in his arms, inexplicably wanting to laugh: "What's the matter baby, do you want me to hold you all the time?"

After a while, Cheng Yao asked sullenly: "...Is it not possible?"

In the next second, before Pei Yanzhi could reply, he began to struggle violently in his arms. When Pei Yanzhi put him on the sofa, he shrugged and shook his head, looking very sad.

"I don't know why I lost my temper like that today and threw things... I will be good in the future, I won't be like this... Can you not dislike me?"

Hearing Cheng Yao's hoarse voice, Pei Yanzhi didn't know what rhetoric to use to describe the severe pain in his heart.

He could only slowly squat down in front of Cheng Yao and hold his hand, interlocking his fingers, adjusted his most gentle tone and looked up at him steadily: "No matter what you are, I will always like you. "

Once upon a time, as long as the word 'like' was uttered from Pei Yanzhi's mouth, Cheng Yao's eyes would be as bright as stars.

But now, Pei Yanzhi only read strong anxiety in his dodging eyes.

Cheng Yao walked into the abyss alone, and his whole body was swallowed by darkness. He closed his eyes, covered his ears, and subconsciously began to deny everything.

Pei Yanzhi tried all the methods he could think of but failed to get through Cheng Yao's heart, and was finally at a loss.

KIKI's guess is probably right.

It's just that all of this happened so suddenly, it seemed that there was no warning, and there was no time for anyone to react, maybe even Cheng Yao himself hadn't noticed it yet.

Pei Yanzhi tried his best to pretend nothing happened, reached out and scratched Cheng Yao's nose lightly, narrowed his eyes and said with a smile, "I'm going to cook, why don't you stay here and watch TV obediently for a while?"

If there is any smell of medicine passing by the tip of his nose, Cheng Yao's empty and out-of-focus eyes suddenly fell on Pei Yanzhi's hand passing in front of his eyes. Slipper stood up and walked to the kitchen.

"No, I'll do it, you can't get your hands wet."

Pei Yanzhi didn't dare to go against his mind at all now, and looked at his back with a complicated mood. Because he got up too violently after squatting for too long, his head suddenly became dizzy, and he couldn't stand up for a while and fell heavily on the sofa.

The movement was so loud that when Cheng Yao was halfway there, he turned his head and saw that he was scared out of his wits, and ran back in panic.

"God Pei!"

"It's okay baby. I'm a little hypoglycemic. I stood too hard just now."

Pei Yanzhi didn't want him to worry and quickly shook his head, looked up at him and said, "We won't stew the beef, and it's too troublesome to defrost it, so let's fill our stomach first with glutinous rice balls."

Cheng Yao's eyes were full of worry, and he nodded quickly: "Okay, I'll go right away."

After Cheng Yao finished speaking, he turned around to leave, but Pei Yanzhi, who was leaning on the sofa, suddenly took his hand, and smiled with the corners of his mouth curled up.

"Low blood sugar needs something sweet, don't you even have a kiss?"

Cheng Yao seemed a little embarrassed, and after hesitating for a moment, he bent down and quickly smacked Pei Yanzhi's lips, then turned around and ran to the kitchen to boil water.

Pei Yanzhi closed his eyes and let out a long breath,

He didn't miss the blush that floated on the kid's cheeks just now, and things shouldn't be as bad as he imagined.

But he still took out his phone and added the WeChat account of the counselor recommended by KIKI just now.

Psychological problems should not be underestimated. It is not simply a matter of comforting and coaxing the patient to make the patient recover without any major problems. If there is no professional judgment and correct guidance, the consequences may be very serious.

It may be somewhat busy, and the counselor did not pass the friend request quickly.

During the waiting process, Pei Yanzhi went to the mall to choose a new mobile phone for Cheng Yao. Just after the payment, there was a ding-dong on WeChat, reminding his friend to approve the request.

[Sincerity is precious: Hello, is this Mr. Pei? 】

Whether it was the stable-looking WeChat name or the hand-painted Eiffel Tower in the avatar, Pei Yanzhi felt that this person was a great scholar, knowledgeable and reliable at first glance.

He typed quickly with his left hand and replied politely.

【Yes, Chen Mengqi asked me to recommend you. I don't know your name yet. Let me make a note here. 】

The next second, the other party sent over a panda head emoji that made Pei Yanzhi almost spit out a mouthful of old blood.

【(I won’t, I’m going to piss you off.jpg)】

[Sincerity is precious: Captain Pei, you must not be so polite!My name is Lu Cheng, and I'm an old fan of yours! 】

When is this, who did Chen Mengqi recommend?

Pei Yanzhi's expression management was a little out of control, he took several deep breaths, and typed as calmly as possible to ask.

【Uh... Because the person on my side who needs to trouble you is indeed very important to me. I don't mean to offend. May I ask how expensive you are? 】

[Lu Cheng: I am 24 years old, but you have to trust me, Team Pei!I am very professional! 】

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The other party sent a series of pictures without saying a word, some of which were mainly written in English, Pei Yanzhi could probably tell that they were degree certificates, and another long picture was a press release from a well-known domestic media, probably saying that this person was 16 years old and passed the entrance examination. X Beijing University, the story of studying abroad at the age of 18.

[Lu Cheng: Captain Pei, I dare not say anything else, but you have to trust Meng Qi's character! ]

Pei Yanzhi read Lu Cheng's gorgeous life and was about to believe him, but when he saw him mention KIKI's character, he hesitated for another second.

You, a professional psychological counselor, actually tried to convince me with Chen Mengqi's character, how can I trust you?

Really pissing me off :)