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Cheng Yao's life has indeed changed a lot since he officially started using medication.

At the beginning, the side effects were indeed very serious. From about the third day onwards, he continued to feel nauseated and lost his appetite. Even Pei Yanzhi couldn't eat the food he cooked himself.

I always feel thirsty, dizzy, top-heavy, and have no strength at all. I feel very tired even though I haven’t exercised much, and lethargy worsens.

This also caused the live broadcast room thousands of miles away to be closed for several days.

Lu Cheng said that when he first came into contact with antidepressant drugs, these reactions were normal, and after a while, they became less severe.

Pei Yanzhi understood the truth, but seeing Cheng Yao always feeling so uncomfortable still felt like a knife piercing his heart.

The only good news may be that Cheng Yao's mood has finally stabilized.

In the past, he would often get angry with Pei Yanzhi because of some trivial and inexplicable things, and they would quarrel.Or suddenly unhappy without warning, and don’t know why I’m sad, in short, I just want to vent, and finally force myself to cry until I can’t stop.

Not anymore.

The children became very quiet at first, taking their medicine on time after waking up and eating, and then studying and live broadcasting as usual without making noise all day long.

But his words became few and far between, and his responses were slow.He may not be able to react for a long time when someone says a word during a chat, and he may not be able to understand the meaning.

Because the contrast with the previous one was so obvious that even the audience could see it, and the barrage swiped the screen every day to ask what was wrong with Wan Li and why he was so lethargic.

All sorts of speculation quickly began to surface online.

To put it better, he may have encountered something that caused him to be restless and out of state.

The bad ones are saying that after he became popular, he drifted away, and he was indifferent to others, which was pure expansion.

Today's far away is indeed very influential. After the latest announcement of the CCLV education talk show, even the education circles began to focus on him.

After negotiating with Pufferfish TV, Pei Yanzhi posted on Weibo, which he hadn't posted since the last time he posted the account book information, and disclosed his illness far away.

The content of the bullet screen swiping began to become uniform again [distressed]

After all, the audience is kind, and the gifts are more than before. Not to mention, every time he sees the overwhelming barrage after the broadcast of Yaoyao Wanli, it basically tells him to take a good rest, and it doesn't matter if he doesn't broadcast live.

Even if Cheng Yao insists on going to work normally, as long as he yawns or rubs his eyes in the camera, the bullet screen will start crying and howling, telling him to go to rest quickly, and all of them play the role of the old mother with true feelings, as long as Cheng Yao does not rest. To remind.

Because of his outstanding performance throughout his career, Pei Yanzhi didn't receive much scolding from professional players after all.

He never expected that the place where he was scolded the most in his life would be the live broadcast room thousands of miles away.

Cheng Yao's growth path was already bumpy, and now he is suffering from this disease. Fans feel distressed but can't take care of him personally, so they pour all their feelings on Pei Yanzhi who can be by Cheng Yao's side.

As a result, Pei Yanzhi's status suddenly changed from group favorite to group bully.

Thousands of miles away, he sneezed, and the bullet screen asked why he didn't add clothes to the child, and Pei Yanzhi was scolded.

I couldn't find a pen while I was doing my homework thousands of miles away, so the barrage asked why I didn't prepare a pen holder by the side for backup, and Pei Yanzhi got scolded.

Yaoyao Wanli wanted to take a sip of milk tea, but the straw purred a few times, and found that the milk tea cup was empty and finished drinking. The bullet screen asked why he didn't order a big cup for the child, and Pei Yanzhi got scolded.

Even if he originally ordered a big cup of highland barley taro ball Bobo tea, Pei Yanzhi didn't refute it, and just lay flat and got sprayed.

After taking the medicine for more than a month, the side effects gradually disappeared.

Before, when Cheng Yao's mood fluctuated greatly and he would cry at every turn, Pei Yanzhi always hoped that he would not be so sad.

But now Cheng Yao really doesn't cry or make trouble, and is indifferent to everything. He just lives step by step every day, like a small robot with a programmed program. Pei Yanzhi feels even more uncomfortable.

Before, at least the children who could be coaxed from time to time smiled.

Now, no matter what sweet words he said, Cheng Yao would just mechanically twitch the corners of his mouth, and the smile didn't reach his eyes.

Afraid that Pei Yanzhi won't be able to handle it after a long time, KIKI often leads Lu Cheng over to visit

"Hey, tell me when will your skills be good? I have to prepare an extra serving of clear soup hot pot base every time, not to mention, how hard it is to clean the mandarin duck pot with slippery edges and seams. "

After entering the door, KIKI took off her scarf and began to change into her slippers as if she had arrived at her own home. Lu Cheng walked in right after her, carrying two huge plastic bags in his hand, which were full of hot pot ingredients.

Pei Yanzhi shook his head helplessly, and said, "It's almost recovered, but Yaoyao is strictly controlled, and I can't help but not let me touch anything spicy before the cure. Bear with it, you don't want to mess with it."

"Mandarin duck hot pot is boring." KIKI, who was born in the city of hot pot, rolled his eyes and looked disgusted. After changing his slippers and seeing that there was no one in the living room, he looked around and asked, "Where is Xiao Wanli?"

"Recite vocabulary in the room." Pei Yanzhi winked in the direction of the bedroom, and went back to the kitchen to continue washing the vegetables.

KIKI was amazed again and again: "Tsk tsk, with Xiao Wanli's energy, if he hadn't dropped out of junior high school back then, at least he would have been recommended to Tsinghua University."

"Who says it's not." Pei Yanzhi couldn't help sighing as he spoke.

He suddenly remembered the old things that Hou Wenchu ​​took the initiative to find Cheng Yao when he learned about Cheng Yao's illness.

It's really hard not to feel bad.

Why do these misfortunes always befall Cheng Yao...

Abandonment by parents and public opinion on the Internet are not enough, there is even school violence.

Cheng Yao was the busiest when he was in junior high school, and he really had no time to take care of it. If Hou Wenchu ​​hadn't taken the initiative to tell him, he would never have known that Cheng Yao was bullied in school for three whole days because he was poor and neglected. Year.

After knowing each other for so long, the children never mentioned these things in front of him, and they only talked about the good memories.

All these things are backlogged in my heart, how can I bear it.

KIKI originally wanted to chat with Cheng Yao, but after walking around in the living room, he finally gave up the idea and decided that it would be better not to bother.

She picked up the cat teasing stick on the ground to play with Pei Qian. From the corner of her eye, she caught a glimpse of Lu Cheng picking up the phone and typing non-stop after putting down the things. It looked like he was replying to messages.

What's the matter with being inexplicably upset?

KIKI unconsciously squeezed the cat teasing stick in his hand, a little bit upward, and asked him with a slight frown: "Lu Cheng, why are you standing there? Don't you help clean up?"

Lu Cheng raised his head and glanced at him, then looked away casually, and said while typing, "Oh, there's something wrong."

"What's the matter?" KIKI said in a bad tone.

"A friend was shopping and sent me a lot of photos to let me see which pair of boots look good." Lu Cheng said.

"What boots, let me see."

KIKI, who loves boots, was aroused with curiosity, walked over and stretched his head to look, Lu Cheng also very cooperatively handed over the mobile phone to let her look, then turned to pack the ingredients in the bag, and put them out the same way take.

As soon as he swipe up the chat history, KIKI's brows twisted into a twine.

[Ah Xin: Doesn’t this one look better?I really like the broken diamonds on it~]

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[Ah Xin: But I am a little hesitant, this pair seems to be more white, take a look]

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Lu Cheng: [Buy them all if you like them, you look good in your clothes]

[Axin: My brother’s mouth is so sweet, why don’t you buy it~]

[Ah Xin: The next time I meet you, I will wear the pair below. ]

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At the end, KIKI's face was as dark as the bottom of a pot, and he had the urge to drop the phone to him.

With a sullen face, she threw her mobile phone on the table in displeasure, and said, "Is this the one who said that she seems to have bipolar disorder and flew here to ask you for consultation?"

Lu Cheng put down the duck blood in his hand and nodded: "Yes, you still praised her for being good-looking and asked for WeChat, did you forget?"

"..." KIKI's temples twitched, and he raised his eyelids and stared at him, "She doesn't seem to be suffering from bipolar disorder, the smell of green tea almost knocks me out."

"Are there any?" Lu Cheng unlocked his phone and turned it over to look again, pretending to be stupid, "No, isn't this just to show me the shoes."

KIKI felt incredible: "Is this to show you the shoes? You can't tell that it's obviously to show you the legs? How dare you say that I have studied psychology for so many years?"

"Then you must look at the legs when you look at the shoes." Lu Cheng smiled innocently, "Besides, the little girl does have long legs, and it's human nature to want to show off. Why are you so angry?"

"...I'm so full."

For some reason, KIKI felt that his heart was in a panic, and he turned his head back to the living room to continue playing with Pei Qian. Pei Qian was dizzy from the speed at which the cat teaser was thrown, and fell to the ground after turning around in the same place for a while, like a cat. dead cat.

Pei Yanzhi didn't tell the truth. After washing the dishes in silence, he walked to the dining table and arranged the ingredients with Lu Cheng.

With just one glance, Lu Cheng could see that he was in a bad mood. He poured out the fish balls and crispy sausage and put them on a plate, and asked with a smile, "Have you been to the hospital?"

"Huh?" Pei Yanzhi raised his head in doubt, "What am I looking at?"

While busy with the work in hand, Lu Cheng joked with him: "I feel like you're almost depressed."

Pei Yanzhi was amused by him, sighed and shook his head lightly: "That's not true, it's just that it's really hard to be happy watching the person you like look like a little wooden man every day."

"No way, look at it, it's normal at this stage." Lu Cheng reassured him, "Paxil hydrochloride, like Wangqing water, is numb after eating, and I don't care about anything. True joy."

Pei Yanzhi nodded: "I understand."

"He is now the little rabbit who locked himself in the wooden house in the story I told at the beginning. You have to wait for him to open the door and come out by himself." Lu Cheng said.

Pei Yanzhi had a good memory, and soon expressed his puzzlement when he heard the words: "I remember that the story you told didn't end like this."

"I know that this story is actually an open ending, only the first part. The ending I told at that time was intentionally pessimistic, and I told it specifically for him." Lu Cheng explained.

"Why?" Pei Yanzhi asked, "Is there anything wrong with telling him a better ending?"

"Of course there's nothing wrong with it, but it's too idealistic. He will only think it's an ordinary fairy tale, and he will forget it after listening to it casually." Lu Cheng said, "He will remember it in his heart if it turns a fairy tale into a tragedy. When human beings face tragedy, they naturally have a subjective motivation to change it."

After finishing speaking, Lu Cheng smiled himself: "I dare not say that this is very useful, it can only be regarded as a subconscious guidance, it is better than nothing."

After thinking about it for a while, Pei Yanzhi asked him, "How do you use it?"

"If he can suddenly remember this story at a certain moment and find out that the hunter outside the door is you, it will be useful. Only he can open the door. When he finds that you are constantly hurting because the door is not open, he It will definitely be opened."

Lu Cheng said.