you are my omega

For several days in a row, Xu Shijiu didn't have any good feelings towards Xu Manyue, but she didn't have any bad emotions either, just plain, but it was her plainness that made Xu Manyue very timid, and she didn't dare to mention anything at all.

Lin Xinyi also didn't know how to persuade Xu Shijiu, so she could only let Xu Shijiu calm down. Unexpectedly, this calmness lasted for several days, and she was always distracted when doing homework every day, and she couldn't come back at all. God's kind.

"Xu Shijiu."

"Ok?"

Xu Shijiu suddenly came back to his senses, and stared blankly at Lin Xinyi, his eyes were not focused yet, but he clearly felt Lin Xinyi's helplessness.

"Let's talk?" Lin Xinyi had nothing to do with Xu Shijiu, and asked patiently, it's not an option to continue like this.

"..." Xu Shijiu hesitated, she still didn't like to speak out what was in her heart.

"Huh?" Lin Xinyi was not in a hurry, but asked patiently.

Looking at Lin Xinyi's pure eyes, Xu Shijiu nodded uncontrollably as if he had been bewitched.

Xu Shijiu agreed, but Lin Xinyi didn't know what to say, she accidentally saw the intact suitcase half covered by the curtains, and was very surprised, "Xu Shijiu, hasn't your suitcase been packed yet?"

After all, I have decided not to travel.

When this matter was mentioned, Xu Shijiu couldn't help but a little bit of regret surfaced on his face.

She is actually looking forward to it. She has never traveled far away or left this city in recent years. Although she still feels uneasy and scared, Lin Xinyi and her sister have more courage than Xu Shijiu, who was braver before, to go to the brand new The world, to learn something completely new, it's a pity...

"Let me pack it up for you." Lin Xinyi opened the suitcase and noticed Xu Shijiu's regret, and comforted, "It's okay, we have a lot of time in the future, and there will always be a chance to go where you want to go in the future .”

"A lot of time..." Xu Shijiu repeated, watching Lin Xinyi pack her things, he couldn't help feeling sweet in his heart.

Lin Xinyi said that they will have a lot of time in the future.

very nice.

"There is one more family member connected by blood, Xu Shijiu, you are actually happy." Lin Xinyi didn't see the corners of Xu Shijiu's lips slightly raised because of her own words, and continued to persuade.

Lin Xinyi passed by Xu Shijiu's side several times, and accidentally saw the contents on Xu Shijiu's phone, which were all baby products.

So compared to Xu Manyue's uneasiness, Lin Xinyi would always comfort her confidently every time, because she knew that Xu Shijiu cared about this child.

Although she never showed it.

Xu Shijiu is such an awkward Alpha.

"..." Xu Shijiu heard the subtle envy in Lin Xinyi's tone, thinking that Lin Xinyi no longer had any relatives in this world, and immediately didn't know how to respond.

Talking about this kind of thing, Lin Xinyi will feel sad.

"Whether it's sister Liu or this baby, you must have a special place in my sister's heart, and you must be very important. There is no doubt about it."

Lin Xinyi was not surprised by Xu Shijiu's silence, nor did she feel anything, but continued talking on her own.

"Sister is just your younger sister, she must be very loving."

"Sister, sister was not like this when she was young..." Xu Shijiu couldn't help but said, his expression became a little gloomy.

"Eh?" Lin Xinyi paused and looked at Xu Shijiu, not quite understanding what Xu Shijiu meant.

"My sister hated me when she was young." Xu Shijiu smiled forcedly, full of loneliness.

It was because of this that Xu Shijiu was even more frightened. She was afraid that her sister would not need her anymore if she had everything, and would no longer protect her. She was afraid that she would lose Xu Manyue.

Her sister is her only relative.

The only mother who was good to her has already left, she only has a sister, if she loses her sister...she will have nothing.

"Why—" Lin Xinyi felt unbelievable, and just wanted to say 'how is it possible', but in the middle of speaking, when she saw Xu Shijiu's red eyes, the remaining two words were stuck in her throat and she couldn't say it.

"Because I have become like this, my sister treats me so well." Xu Shijiu's voice was filled with tears, and she was very afraid. The only person who does not dislike her is her sister. If she loses her sister After losing his sister's love, Xu Shijiu didn't know what was left of him, what a useless person like himself was doing in this world.

"Why do you think so?" Lin Xinyi found it unbelievable, but she didn't know their past, so it was difficult to say or comment.

"I..." Xu Shijiu was speechless, his voice trembled violently, his eyes were red, but no tears fell, but it was just like this that made Lin Xinyi feel more distressed.

Lin Xinyi hurried to Xu Shijiu's side, squatted down in front of her, reached out to hold Xu Shijiu's cold hands, her eyes were full of distress, "Don't think about it."

Xu Shijiu actually didn't want to continue talking at first, but looking directly into Lin Xinyi's eyes, Xu Shijiu couldn't help but have the desire to confide, and couldn't help but want to tell Lin Xinyi everything.

"It's not a fantasy, it's true."

"Ah."

Lin Xinyi didn't know what happened to the Xu family sisters before, so she had no way to persuade her to say anything. She could only give an appropriate response after Xu Shijiu said a word. Clenched hands tighter.

It's a good thing that Xu Shijiu is willing to confide and speak out. If he keeps it in his heart and doesn't say anything, the scar will be covered all the time, and it will gradually fester and become inflamed, and it will gradually become difficult to heal.

Maybe speaking out now is already a wound that cannot be healed, but at least, if you are willing to speak out, at least there is a possibility of healing.

"When I was young, I always lived with my mother. My sister was always taken by my grandfather. Every time my grandfather brought my sister home, my sister always ignored me. She didn't like me..."

Xu Shijiu remembered it very clearly, and complained to Lin Xinyi about the matter with his sister in his memory, with a disappointed expression and a low voice.

Lin Xinyi listened carefully, but looking at Xu Shijiu's sad face, Lin Xinyi couldn't help but think of those children who were wronged in the kindergarten and dragged the teacher to complain.

To be honest, Lin Xinyi couldn't imagine how Xu Manyue hated Xu Shijiu at all, she just imagined it, and she couldn't imagine it.

When Lin Xinyi came out of Xu Shijiu's room with a melancholy face, and saw Xu Manyue who was guarding the door anxiously, her expression became more complicated, and she didn't know whether she should say what Xu Shijiu said. Tell Xu Manyue those words.

"Xiao Yi! Did you guys talk about something?" Xu Manyue immediately sensed that something was wrong with Lin Xinyi's expression. She usually looked helpless when she came out, but today it was obviously different.

"...I said something." Lin Xinyi was very embarrassed, "I just don't know whether I should tell you."

"Did you say something that you can't tell me?" Xu Manyue frowned, her whole heart raised.

"Indeed." Lin Xinyi knew that she couldn't hide it.

"..." Xu Manyue felt even more uneasy, and sighed sadly, "Xiao Jiu still can't accept Yanyan and the baby..."

"I don't think Xu Shijiu would mind this kind of problem." Lin Xinyi said firmly, Xu Shijiu was actually just worried that she would gradually lose her place in Xu Manyue's heart.

Worried about losing the only family member, the only sister.

"In addition to this problem, can there be other problems?" Xu Manyue didn't understand at all, and couldn't figure it out at all.

"It's just..." Lin Xinyi hesitated, paused, and said tactfully, "She is afraid of losing you, afraid that if you have someone you care about more, if you have your own Omega, if you have a baby, you won't care about her anymore."

Xu Shijiu is an Alpha who is extremely insecure, and also prone to cranky thoughts.

"..."

Xu Manyue had never thought of Lin Xinyi's call, so she was very surprised when she heard it.

"Sister, Xu Shijiu also said..."

"say what?"

Xu Manyue stared at Lin Xinyi closely, her eyes were too eager, Lin Xinyi felt that if her sister had the ability to read minds, she would have read her own mind countless times in this situation.

"Xu Shijiu said, you didn't like her when you were young."

In fact, Lin Xinyi tried very hard to speak as tactfully as possible, but there was no way to express this kind of words tactfully.

"..."

As soon as Lin Xinyi said this, Xu Manyue fell silent immediately, her eyes widened slightly, she never thought that Xu Shijiu would tell Lin Xinyi about her childhood.

She knew that Xu Shijiu's attitude towards Lin Xinyi was different from how he treated others, whether he was Alpha or Omega he had met before, but she did not expect that Xu Shijiu had already divided Lin Xinyi into a person who could There are people who know her past.

He didn't expect Xu Shijiu to be so special to Lin Xinyi.

"Is it true, sister..." Lin Xinyi asked cautiously, from Xu Manyue's sudden silence, she could also guess a little clue.

"..." Xu Manyue was silent again for a while, before she nodded and admitted, "Yes."

Although she had listened to Xu Shijiu talking about it for so long, she couldn't help but be surprised when she heard Xu Manyue's confession. After all, her sister and Xu Shijiu seemed so close, it was impossible to imagine that her sister hated her. Xu Shijiu's appearance.

"When I was a child... when I was a child, my mother felt that I didn't need me after she had Xiaojiu, so..."

Xu Manyue didn't finish her sentence, but just like this was enough to make Lin Xinyi feel somewhat dazed.

Xu Manyue looked at Xu Shijiu's closed room door. Actually, she didn't expect that Xiao Jiu was still concerned about what happened at that time, and she didn't expect that Xiao Jiu was disturbed by her attitude.