Forget about hope

?Qin Yuqi once thought, what good would it be if others could not see her?

It's nothing more than buying a ticket when watching a movie.However, the feeling of not being able to be seen even though it exists is really uncomfortable.

Qin Yuqi looked at the shattered corpse on the road, feeling sick and wanted to leave quickly, but after a casual glance, he realized that the corpse was actually wearing the same clothes as himself?Take a closer look, why does this corpse look exactly like him?

This... Could this be his own corpse?

So, Qin Yuqi, who is looking at her dead body now, is it a ghost...

It is said that people die in car accidents every minute in the world, but they never expected that it would be their turn at this second.

Qin Yuqi couldn't remember why she had to cross the road, her memory seemed to be missing, as if she had forgotten something important.

However, Qin Yuqi at least remembered that her name was Qin Yuqi, and she was a student in Class 1 ([-]) of Xueyou High School.Qin Yuqi still remembers that not long ago, her parents each brought their "true love" to a showdown with each other, and then he was kicked back and forth by two new families like a football, so he had to live in his old home by himself, while he My family lives near this alley.

I hope that my body won't feel cold in the morgue, after all, his parents don't know when they will find out that the "ball" they created together is dead.

The day after Qin Yuqi's death, the police finally found his parents. After all, he was his own son. Both of them went to the place where his body was parked to complete the formalities, cremated him, and then began to search for the driver who caused the accident.

It didn't matter to Qin Yuqi whether she could find the driver who caused the accident, since they were all dead anyway.

Mom's eye circles seem a little red, Dad seems to have something to say but has been hesitating whether to say it, maybe it's a comforting word, but now Qin Yuqi - the only connection between them is gone, I don't know how to say it .

Why are you so early now!

Although she really wanted to say that, Qin Yuqi's anger dissipated when she saw the sad looks of the two people.In fact, it's not easy for these two people, otherwise how could I grow so big.

ok ok, sorry.Letting you have white hair and black hair is really embarrassing for you, I will be filial to you in my next life.That is, in the next life, stop taking quarrels as food.

Qin Yuqi sighed, and then watched the two people go further and further in the opposite direction.

She clearly knew that she was a ghost, but Qin Yuqi still lived her life as usual, going to school, leaving school, and going home every day.In the end, it doesn't make any difference whether he is a human or a ghost!

As a ghost, he can touch things but can't move them. Whenever he wants to pick up something, his hand will pass from above.

It has been two days, and it seems that no one has noticed Qin Yuqi's inexplicable disappearance. No one in the class has mentioned him, as if this person has never existed in the world.Thinking that he was just one of billions of human beings, and the earth would continue to rotate after death, he was not as sad as he imagined.

On the third day after Qin Yuqi's death, the school also learned of his death, and the old class organized a small ceremony of silence in the class.

Please say at least two sentences!Otherwise, who knows whether you are thinking of me or hurting me in your heart?Qin Yuqi complained, but she was really a little moved.

how to say?When he was alive, even if he desperately wanted to integrate into the group, not so many people cared about him.Although this kind of concern is at the price of his death.

His table and chairs didn't move, and he didn't even cross his name on the duty sheet. Everything remained as it was before his death. This reminded Qin Yuqi of a certain horror anime, and it made him uncomfortable no matter how he looked at it.However, it is also nice to be able to sit in the classroom and take lessons when you are bored.

That kind of feeling like a seed has just been buried in the soil and withered before it germinated. Is it loss?Is it regrettable?

Qin Yuqi's saddest thing was not that she died before the college entrance examination, but that even if she died, the classmates in the class would not feel any pain at all.Of course, Qin Yuqi never expected that the class group that had been incompatible with him would undergo any earth-shattering changes because of his death. It was nothing more than the loss of a classmate who had a [-]% correct homework when it was necessary to copy homework.However, for some reason, Qin Yuqi wished to at least see Xia Mingxiao look a little sad.

Contrary to Qin Yuqi who has been studying hard and is dispensable in the class, Xia Mingxiao belongs to the type with a simple mind and well-developed limbs, and is very popular in the class.I really don't understand, they obviously grew up in the same yard, how could they develop so differently later on.

Xia Mingxiao always bullies Qin Yuqi, but always protects Qin Yuqi.

But for some reason, Qin Yuqi felt that the person who should really be insured was Xia Mingxiao.

At that time, Qin Yuqi happened to pass by the apartment building where Xia Mingxiao lived, and saw a man and a woman standing on the street, arguing fiercely over tuition and living expenses, and Xia Mingxiao was caught in the middle

Qin Yuqi, who hid from the sidelines and watched the battle with a mood of watching the excitement, saw Xia Mingxiao's roar pulling the two of them out of the seemingly endless quarrel.He said that since you don't want to deal with the money, then don't bother, he will find a way by himself.

After the man and woman left, the passersby who were watching also dispersed, and Qin Yuqi sat quietly on the steps in front of the unit, buried her head between her knees, wondering what she was thinking.

Should he comfort Xia Mingxiao?However, Xia Mingxiao, who has always had a strong sense of self-esteem, must not want his ugliness to be seen by people he knows.

So, Qin Yuqi hid in the corner all the time, silently watching Xia Mingxiao sit on the steps for a while, then stood up and entered the unit door, before leaving with peace of mind.

Later, Qin Yuqi happened to pass by Xia Mingxiao's place more often.

Qin Yuqi saw Xia Mingxiao lying on the lawn teasing the neighbor's golden retriever.

Qin Yuqi saw Xia Mingxiao sitting on the steps in front of the unit, licking a popsicle, thinking about something.

Qin Yuqi saw that Xia Mingxiao had spent the whole summer vacation learning to ride that second-hand bicycle that he had bought from somewhere, but somehow he couldn't learn it.

Later, Qin Yuqi found that she would be happy knowing Xia Mingxiao.

It's just that when sending homework to the teacher's office, he happened to see the specific address and phone number of Xia Mingxiao's place, so he memorized it.

But now, would Xia Mingxiao feel sad because of the death of a classmate with whom he had nothing to do with?

For some reason, Qin Yuqi felt very sad when she thought of this, even more sad than dying without knowing why she died.

Qin Yuqi hasn't come to class for two days. It's impossible for a guy like this who seems to be aiming at Peking University and Tsinghua University to be absent without reason, right?Is it sick?Or what happened?

The more Xia Mingxiao wanted to learn, the more he felt uneasy, since he obviously lives in the opposite door, he should go and visit Qin Yuqi.

But he stopped just outside Qin Yuqi's house, do you want to knock on the door?They had quarreled a few days ago, and with Qin Yuqi's character, she probably didn't want to see him again.Thinking of this, Xia Mingxiao decided not to bother other people in a brazen manner.

Xia Mingxiao lay on the door of Qin Yuqi's house, and saw through the cat's eyes that the lights inside were on.

It seems he is at home.As long as nothing happens.

Xia Mingxiao showed a smile that even he couldn't understand, and left silently.

When did it start?

Xia Mingxiao and Qin Yuqi grew up together, but before they entered high school, they became estranged from each other for some reason. When did he start paying attention to Qin Yuqi again?

Maybe it was from the last basketball game, Qin Yuqi was forced to participate because of lack of manpower, at that time Qin Yuqi became a thin, delicate boy who was always studying hard.

At first, Xia Mingxiao just felt that the little Qin Yuqi's dunk was like a fish trying to bite the hook, and her movements were ridiculous.However, watching him practice over and over again, and seeing the serious and unwilling expression on his face, Xia Mingxiao realized that this nerd who only lives in studies and exams also has a cute side.

Also, at the beginning of the summer vacation, he saw Qin Yuqi carrying a heavy bag of rice upstairs by herself, and then stepped on the ground and fell down with the rice. The rice spilled all over the floor, but Qin Yuqi was at a loss He squatted on the ground, burying his head between his knees.

For some reason, Xia Mingxiao felt sorry for the boy in front of him.Maybe it's because Qin Yuqi's experience is very similar to her own.When Xia Mingxiao was very young, his parents quarreled every day. He didn't care about Xia Mingxiao at all. Without the love of his parents, he always felt that he couldn't hold his head high among children of the same age.

Maybe it's just because the two of them have many similarities. Xia Mingxiao, a candidate for the deputy squad leader, always has an inexplicable concern and concern for her childhood sweetheart, Qin Yuqi, who has rejected her. She interprets this feeling as Sympathy for students with complex family structures is also okay.Thinking of this, Xia Mingxiao felt relieved.

Maybe if he took the initiative to approach Qin Yuqi, he could become friends with Qin Yuqi again.

However, his intuition told him that as long as he kept watching silently like this, it would be fine.

So, he really just stood outside the door of Qin Yuqi's house, watching silently...

always……?