Rebirth of self-redemption

It's two words.

I sat quietly in the car, watching Song Qi alone in a black coat, with the scarf wrapped around his neck, walking down the steps while rubbing his hands and exhaling, forming a group with other people around him. sharp contrast.As if in the sky full of ice and snow, other people's world is full of laughter, only his world, only he lives alone.

I guess he didn't have the guts to walk into the ward.Otherwise, how could the figure be so bleak.

Song Qi didn't look at me. My body was hidden in the darkness, so I couldn't find it if I didn't pay attention.So he left the hospital without looking sideways and went straight to the station.

I didn't drive the car in front of him like last time.In my prediction, his life will get better little by little, and he won't have to carry as much burden as me.

So, I don't need to do these little things anymore.

But I don't know why, seeing Song Qi's back gradually disappearing in the darkness, the faint pain in my heart from the kidnapping recurred. Even though the air conditioner was turned on in the car, I still felt cold.

Back at Gu's house, it was rare for Gu's mother to cook once.At first I thought that this woman of noble birth and elegant posture didn't know how to cook, but this was beyond my expectation.

I help bring the dishes out of the kitchen. ——Because our family is often away, and there are no housekeepers and servants at home, these small things are done by us, which adds an extra layer of warmth to ordinary people.

The three of them sat at the dining table, all adhering to the consistent principle of silence.

For a while, there was only the sound of bowls and spoons colliding or food being picked up in the restaurant.This is also what I expected.The sudden increase in talking about father and mother makes me feel wrong. After all, I am not their real son. They have lived together for so many years, and the more they talk, the easier it is to expose.

But no matter how silent, at least the family is eating together.There are also people who can't get together with their families.

Before I met Yu Leyang in my previous life, my parents and I lived a simple and happy life. During the holidays, everyone would get together lively, and after dinner and tea, we would tell a few jokes from school, making everyone laugh.

Since when have things changed?

After dinner, Gu Fu and Gu Mu lightly asked me a few things about my studies, and after a few exhortations, I went back to my room.They seem to have something to do tomorrow morning.

I sat in the living room, staring blankly at the wall clock hanging on the wall, and thought of someone who should be alone at this time.

It was almost 9 o'clock, Song Qi must have not slept yet.

I thought of Gu Jianzheng who gave up his body to me. Since he wants to make up for it, should I, do something?Or, myself, want to do something?

But why would I want to do this?If it was me who just came here, how could I think of Song Qi like this, treating him like a stranger.

I sat on the sofa in a daze for a while, but I got up and took out the car keys from my pocket.

After talking to my parents about going to a friend's house to borrow study notes, I went out.

Driving all the way to the street, I watched the familiar scene passing by outside the window, and I started to ask myself again, what are you going to do?

Giving others hope in the impossible is not my style.

In the end, he parked the car downstairs of Song Qi's apartment, and picked up the book from the drawer in the room on the passenger seat.The real Gu Jianzheng said before leaving that he would give the book in the drawer to Song Qi for him.

I opened the car door, took the book and walked into the door of Song Qi's apartment, hesitating how to deliver the book to someone.In the end, the door was suddenly opened, and Song Qi and I stared blankly at the door.

Surprise flashed in the other party's eyes: "Why are you here?"

Before I could answer, the other party interrupted: "Ah, wait a minute, I'll throw out the garbage first! I have something..." As I spoke, I quickly ran the bag of garbage in my hand to the garbage not far from the building. Throw it away at the recycling place, turn around and run into the building.I didn't hear the words behind.

I stared blankly at the door of the apartment where there was no one in a few seconds, and I couldn't help but wonder if I had hallucinations just now.

I had no choice but to stand in place with the book and wait patiently.

Song Qi was out of breath when he ran downstairs, his face was flushed in the cold wind, and there was an extra beautifully wrapped gift box in his hand.

"Merry Christmas!" Song Qi looked at me with a smile and handed over the gift: "I originally planned to call or go to your house to give it to you tomorrow, but it seems unnecessary now."

I took the box and said, "Tomorrow won't be Christmas." There was no point in giving it back then.

"I've always wanted to give it away, I don't care what day tomorrow is." Song Qi said seriously.

I was a little dazed, seeing his complex expression at this time, because my feeling in my heart was very complicated - a little sour, a little hard to understand.

I handed over the book in my hand and said, "This one is given to you by Gu Jianzheng."

Song Qi was taken aback for a moment, took the book in confusion while being surprised and happy, as if he couldn't figure out why I called myself by my first name.

After giving him the book, I said goodbye, turned around and drove away.

This book was given to him by the real Gu Jianzheng, not me.

Who am I, I don't know myself.

27

A few days before school started, I suddenly received a call from Wang Xinyong.

"Hello... Gu Jianzheng?" As soon as he answered the call, the other party's drunken voice came from the receiver. It was still very noisy, so it was probably not in a serious place.

"What are you doing?"

"Looking for you...um...what are you looking for..." The other party seemed to be thinking hard.

I have an urge to hang up the phone.

"Oh, that's right..." The other party's tone suddenly became low: "Li Mian knows everything, everything! Do you understand the truth?" He was slurring his words, and when he spoke later, Wang Xinyong's tone was choked with sobs.

"What's going on?" I couldn't help frowning.

"It's not all about Xu Yue! Find someone to tm investigate me! Just to get revenge, I dumped her, secretly asked Li Mian out, and dumped pictures of me with some men in front of them and told him I Because I like him, I stole her on purpose!" Wang Xinyong became more and more excited as he spoke.

I didn't say anything on the face, and I didn't feel anything in my heart.He should have thought of such a day when he vented outside.What's more, to ruin a relationship with a girl in order to achieve personal goals, this kind of thing is because he was wrong in the first place, and he is shooting himself in the foot.

As a second-generation official who grew up in a superior environment, he didn't seem to have any strong moral concepts about these things, which led to the current situation.

"How did Li Mian react when he found out?"

"Hmph," Wang Xinyong snorted through his nose, "What kind of reaction can I have? Apart from being gay, I'm also a homosexual who has plans for him. It's good if he doesn't beat me up. I still hope he Beat me up."

I was silent for a while, and finally asked, "Why do you like Li Mian so much?"

Such a person, what kind of handsome man and beautiful woman can't be found, why should he fall in love with Li Mian who is average in all aspects?I really don't see anything special about the other party.

"I don't know," Wang Xinyong said, "I just remember that I met him on the first day of school. The guy stood next to me at the opening ceremony and fell asleep standing up. At that time, I thought he was funny. Afterwards, as we got along slowly, I found that Li Mian always offended people when he spoke, but he often thought of others sincerely and said whatever came to mind. Maybe I just like this kind of straightforwardness..."

Hearing the other party's voice getting weaker and weaker, I frowned and shouted, "Wang Xinyong?"

But the other party suddenly asked: "Hey, Gu Jianzheng, do you know why I told you this?"

I didn't speak, waiting for the other party to explain.

"Because you are in the same league, hahaha..."

I rolled my eyes and was about to hang up when the other party suddenly said, "You know? Actually, I'm quite envious of you..."

"What?" I asked.

"You have Song Qi, and Song Qi has you, how good it is."

"I don't have that relationship with him," I clarified.

"Cut...forget it," Wang Xinyong sneered drunkenly: "It doesn't matter that you were so anxious when you asked me to help find someone?"

... How anxious am I?I tried to recall it, but I couldn't remember it.But it's normal to be in a hurry.After all, it was my past self.

"Look, the person you like also likes you, it really makes me jealous..." The other party said as if deliberately provoking me.

"I don't like Song Qi." I frowned and reiterated, and then said: "You have nothing else to do, so I hung up the phone." I really don't want to listen to the other party's messy guesses.

The more I listen, the more annoying I get.

"Something, big thing..." Wang Xinyong said suddenly after being silent for a while.

"how?"

"I locked up Li Mian."

I was stunned, and sat up from the sofa: "Are you crazy?" Wang Xinyong doesn't seem so stupid in my impression?

Wang Xinyong's voice suddenly showed a rare trace of grievance: "You know what? This is the first time I hate his straightforwardness so much!"

Needless to say, I can guess what hurtful things Li Mian will say.

"I have never been treated like that since I was a child!!" Wang Xinyong's voice suddenly became agitated: "How could I let him go! I have done so much, how can I give up because of his few words! But I can't stand it." He said those things, and I couldn't think of anything else to do but lock him up."

"When he is free, you may have nothing at all, you know?" I reminded.

But I suddenly felt in my heart that he was really similar to me in some aspects in the previous life.

"I know. I don't know what to do now." Wang Xinyong muttered: "So I want to ask if you have