It's all about love letters

This city is where Su Ci grew up, but he is not familiar with this city, Su Ci doesn't know where to go!

In such a huge city, there is no place for him to stay.

Su Ci took a taxi and went to the cemetery. The forest of steles was cold and lonely.

Su Ci had never been to Su Chen's cemetery. He didn't know where it was, so he shuttled between every forest of steles.

Some tombstones are clean, with fresh flowers and fruits for offerings; some are clean in front of the tombstones, with nothing.

There is only one place, the original color of the tombstone can no longer be seen.

Su Ci hid in front of the tombstone. There was nothing around him to wipe off, so he wiped off the dust with the hem of his clothes.

The white t-shirt had turned taupe and was filthy.

Only the word Su Chen was engraved on the tombstone, nothing else!

His fingers stroked the uneven surface of the monument inch by inch: "Brother, I'm sorry!"

For so many years, he has never liked his elder brother.

"You must be very sad. My younger brother who I love so much has hated you for more than ten years!"

In the distance, Fu Yun stood behind a tree, his eyes fixed on Su Ci.

The two of them stood and sat for two hours.

The setting sun slanted on this forest of steles, as if it had been coated with gold.

"Little Susu!" Fu Yun came out from behind the tree.

Su Ci froze and didn't look up.

"Little Susu, I got the admission letter from Peking University!" Fu Yun didn't care whether Su Ci heard it or wanted to hear it, he said to himself, "I'm sorry, Xiao Susu, I know your mother changed your wish. Yes, so I also changed my choice! You are so good, you should go to Peking University, since you passed the exam, why not go.

You never study for anyone, you read for yourself from beginning to end.I don't hate you!Little Susu, as I said, no matter what kind of person you are, you are the little Susu I know, the little Susu who can act like a baby, likes to eat sugar, and drinks milk tea. "

Su Ci's fingertips gripped the edge of the tombstone tightly, his knuckles turning white.

"I came here just to tell you that I received the admission letter, and I didn't expect to see...Little Susu, I thought I had time to tell you!" Fu Yun almost choked up, "Don't ignore me, okay?" Good! I know I'm wrong, I should have told you in advance, but Susu, you study so hard every day, I hope you can go to the best school and shine there, not...not because of the past , ruining your own life.”

A tear fell from the corner of his eye and dripped on the granite tombstone, blurring into a transparent crystal flower.

"Su Ci! I like you. There is no gorgeous confession, I just want to tell you in the simplest way, Su Ci, I like you, I like you as simple as this simple confession, I have no other thoughts, just I simply like you. I have liked you since the first year of high school! How can I hate you if I like you so much!

You are different from your mother, you are you, she is her, you are not a monster, you are my white moonlight, cinnabar mole, heartache, and treasure in my hand.It's too late for me to like you, so why would I hate you!Little Susu, let's go home! "

The sky gradually darkened, and the last sliver of the setting sun was swallowed by the darkness. The crescent moon hung high on the branches, and a few stars were dotted in it.

The pitch-black sky is vast and boundless, and it seems that it can contain all the evils in this world.

"Tangtang, you know, I thought that in this family, no one would like me, even my elder brother hated me, but just today, I found out that it is not. No! My elder brother likes me very much, and his death will not Not because of me, I often have a dream, I can't tell if it's a dream or it really happened.

I dreamed that there was a boy holding me and sinking to the bottom of the water. The feeling of suffocation was terrifying.But I am not afraid, I am willing, I have no struggle, no resistance!Sometimes when I stand by the sink, I can also see the scene in my dream, and see myself submerged a little bit in the water.

If only my brother would take me away when I was one year old!I don't have to carry a non-existent life, and I don't have to carry my brother's "wish". I can live a happier life than I am now, and there must be heaven.

I have seen heaven, it is really beautiful there, the world is pure white, everyone is friendly and kind, unlike this world, which is dirty, hypocritical and disgusting.Do you see this light red welt?

In the first year of high school, Chen Sisi shut me up at home and thought about it. When I was taking a shower in the bathroom, I saw my brother, and he was waving to me.There is a fruit knife next to it, and my brother said, as long as I swipe it hard, I can go to him, and I can get rid of everything I am suffering now, and I can be free. "

Fu Yun couldn't imagine what Su Ci went through in his first year of high school, how much blood he bled from such a long wound, whether it was Su Ci who called the hospital by himself or Chen Sisi who found it when he went home.

"But Tangtang! Everything is different after I got to know you last year. I don't want to leave this world. Even though he is black, you are colorful. I just want to have you! I'm afraid, I'm afraid you know What kind of person am I, you will hate me, fear me, and alienate me. Just now, I heard the sound of my heart breaking, the sound of the world collapsing. I always thought that was an exaggeration, but Tangtang, that is not, It turns out that people will really break their hearts, and the world will really collapse.”

This is the first time Fu Yun has heard Su Ci say so many words in one breath since Fu Yun knew Su Ci. Su Ci's voice became hoarse, and finally he couldn't help coughing.

Su Ci's face flushed from coughing, as if he was about to cough up his lungs.

Su Ci had a bad voice, and his mood fluctuated in a short period of time, and his breathing was difficult for a while.

Fu Yun stepped forward to hug Su Ci, and patted his back lightly.

*

Su Ci woke up suddenly and found that Fu Yun was patting him on the back.

"Tangtang." Su Ci said with a strong nasal voice, "Hold me tight!"

Su Ci's eyelids were slightly closed, with a tired expression on his face: "Tangtang, I'm scared!"

Fu Yun lay beside Su Ci, hugging Su Ci tightly: "Don't be afraid, I'm here!"

"I dreamed about the summer vacation of the third year of high school again." Su Ci found a comfortable spot in his arms, and sniffed the smell of the other person vigorously, looking for peace of mind.

"It's all over!" Three years later, Fu Yun's voice became more steady, shedding the immaturity of a teenager, and giving him the smell of an adult man.

"I'm going to meet my mother tomorrow!" Su Ci clutched Fu Yun's clothes, "I'm afraid this is her plan to delay the attack."

"Susu, auntie, she already knew she was wrong. She has changed a lot in the past three years. Maybe she was not a good mother before, but Susu, if she wants to be a good mother, you should give her a chance!"

Three years ago, when Su Ci ran away from home, he threw Su Chen's letter paper to him. Su Ci wanted revenge. If this is the case, then no one should think about it.

Su Ci remained silent.

Fu Yun lowered his head and kissed the top of his hair: "Susu, in fact, you really want to be loved by your uncles and aunts! If that's the case, don't miss it. If you think your first half of life was too hard, then let them experience it too." taste."

"I, I don't want to! I don't want them to experience the pain I have suffered again." Su Ci interrupted Fu Yun, "I don't want to take revenge! I regretted throwing down my brother's letter impulsively three years ago! I don't It should be like this!"

He didn't want to treat his mother in the same way, he didn't want an eye for an eye!

Carrying the pain of a life is too difficult!

"Then accept Auntie's apology!"

"But I..." Su Ci put his arms around Fu Yun's thin waist, "But I can't make it through!"

Because what Chen Sisi once destroyed was his world, everything about him!

Just forgiving like this, will it give her the illusion that he is still the Su Ci who can be manipulated by others.

She should be taught a lesson.

Su Ci was thinking about what to do to keep the balance in his heart.

"Little Susu." Fu Yun kissed the corner of Su Ci's lips, "Forget about the past! If you keep yourself trapped in the past, you will never be happy. I know it's hard to let go, but little Susu, you Be kind, you will regret it later! I don't want to see you regret it."

Fu Yun's words fell on Su Ci's heart, and he was so heavy that he couldn't breathe.

Fu Yun knew him so well, his every move could be guessed by Fu Yun.

What happened three years ago, three years later, he regretted it, so would he regret what he did today in a certain year?

The next day, the doorbell of Fu Yun's small villa rang, and Su Ci sat on the sofa, waiting for Chen Sisi and Su Ze to arrive.

Su Ci hadn't seen them for three whole years.

The moment the two of them walked in, Su Ci was in a trance for a moment.

The answer that I didn't figure out yesterday is also figured out at this moment!

He will still regret it!

Before a certain year, he regretted it!

Chen Sisi had gray temples and crow's feet deep enough to kill a mosquito. She was sallow, emaciated and emaciated.

However, Chen Sisi was not like this three years ago. Three years ago, Chen Sisi was still a mentor in the research institute.

But now, she looks like a 60-year-old aunt.

But in just three years, Chen Sisi has undergone earth-shaking changes.

"Xiao Ci!" Chen Sisi's voice seemed to have gone through vicissitudes, and it was no longer sharp and crazy as it was three years ago.

"Yeah." Su Ci looked indifferent, but he had forgiven them in his heart.

"Xiao Ci, Dad is sorry for you!" Su Ze thinly took off his portrait, "If Dad used to..."

Su Ci interrupted Su Ze's words: "It's been three years, and the calendar has been turned over three times. Let them pass on the past!"

It's been three years, and they probably suffered no less than him: "You can go to my brother's cemetery!"

"I'm sorry! I'm sorry! It's all our fault. I'm too career-minded, and I want you to follow our path! It's my mother who is too selfish!"

Chen Sisi didn't expect Su Ci to forgive him like that, and the guilt in his heart grew deeper.

In the past three years, they couldn't find Su Ci, nor could they go to Su Chen's cemetery.

The Fu family kept strict watch over there, without Su Ci's permission, Chen Sisi, Su Ze would never have been able to enter.

For three years, I wanted to make amends but didn't know where to go to make amends.

When all the dust settled, Su Ci breathed a sigh of relief: "Go again tomorrow, you guys have a good rest today!"

Three years ago, Su Ci and Fu Yun went to Peking University, Su Ci studied computer science, and Fu Yun studied finance so that they could go home and inherit the industry.

Su Ci was hugged by Fu Yun: "When do you plan to make our affairs public?"

Su Ci fell into deep thought. In fact, he wanted to disclose it just now, but Su's father and Su's mother had too much impact on him, so he forgot it for a while.