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? On the way home, I was in a daze. From time to time, I looked behind me and looked around. I was not sure if the people in the mental hospital had caught up. I heard a lot of news that once entered the mental hospital, they would leave Don't go, saying they will come to arrest people.

It wasn't until I walked back to the village on the small road besides the county seat that I really breathed a sigh of relief. I sat on a tree stump by the side of the road and thought about how to explain it to my mother when I got home. After thinking about it, I laughed again. The doctor actually He is also gay and likes men, but he shamelessly told my mother about a lot of treatment methods, which are obviously bullshit.

The most disgusting thing is that he also accepted a basket of local eggs from us shamelessly, showing an embarrassing smile.

Thinking about it, it's really disgusting enough to deceive a pure and ignorant woman, and the most disgusting thing is that as a teacher, I also covered my head, believed his words, and even expected to really cure my so-called disease.

It's just so silly.I covered my stomach and laughed a lot. I looked at the sky, and at the golden rapeseed fields all over the sky in the distance. It's still spring, and the year has just begun, and my life has just begun. At the beginning, why do you have to trap yourself in a dead end? Actually, you can lie, can't you?

I pulled my terribly wrinkled clothes, patted my cheeks with my hands, and walked home slowly. Along the way, I had thought of all the excuses.

After entering the village, I greeted many people. Uncle Niu in front of the village, Aunt Li in the back of the village, and Sister Ji next to my house chatted with her for a while, with the same tone as usual. Hiding myself, of course lying is also what I am best at.

When I arrived home, my mother was bending over and weeding the vegetable field in front of the house, her back was bent in a big arc, and the hoe was moving up and down, and then she slowly used the hoe to push the hoeed weeds away. , and bent down to push the haystack into the dustpan, and picked up the dustpan full of weeds, she tilted her head and saw me, and the dustpan fell to the ground with a "bang--".

I have never seen her running towards me in such a panic. As soon as she ran in front of me, she raised her hand and slapped me with a crisp sound.

"Why did you run back?! Did you get cured? You ran back!" My mother pushed my body angrily, wanting me to go back to the mental hospital that couldn't cure my disease at all.

I suddenly smiled, gently hugged my mother's thin shoulders, and comforted me: "Mom, I'm not sick anymore, I'm cured, I don't like men anymore."

Mother obviously didn't believe me very much, she raised her face and looked at me dubiously, "Really? You're not lying to me, are you?"

"How is it possible, otherwise how would I come out." I smiled.

"But you only stayed for one day, so you'll be fine so soon?" My mother stared at me with bloodshot eyes.

I touched my head and smiled embarrassedly as usual, "Mom, I'm not sick. I made a mistake in my judgment. This is not a brain twitch. I used to like Xiao Wei from the next village. I figured it out. Mom , you don’t want to think about these things, we all forget, okay?”

My mother seemed to be still hesitating, her chapped lips were trembling, and her haggard appearance made my heart ache.

I hugged my mother's small body and rested my chin on her shoulders. I haven't done this position since I was ten years old, but it was obviously useful for my mother. She gently patted He patted me on the head, and his tone softened a lot, "Xiao Yan, good boy, just figure it out, mom believes you are not sick, mom will have a grandson in the future!"

I don't know if my mother really believed me, but that day, she still cried, leaning on my shoulder and sobbing intermittently, her mouth never stopped, and she talked a lot, but I felt very warm No matter what, I'm afraid I won't be able to get the love I want, so I can't give up on family affection. ?