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For Alvin, the Levi he saw at first sight had infinite possibilities. He lived aimlessly, but in his heart he was still pursuing things that he didn't even understand himself, and he couldn't realize this. In fact, Ruxin and his body were forcibly separated, but they were still pulling hard, leaving him covered in scars.

But there is still vitality, and there is still a sliver of hope that can be ridiculed for itself. The faint spark is still hanging in front of the eyes, forcing this shadow lurking in the darkness of the underground street to crawl under the sun.Even though he was still humble and filthy, he was covered by the aura of a strong man and gradually purified.

But these things are disappearing at an alarming rate.

The end of the war not only brought joy, but also destroyed the lives of a few people. They were used to fighting, shuttled between the eyes of death, and soaked in the pain of killing intent and blood.Ease only gave them temporary happiness, but destroyed their faith.More historical evils are gradually emerging. Unlike the threat of giants, it only erodes life at a very slow speed, but it still exists.But it is the exhausted soul that has to face and solve these crimes and is captured by happiness.

The necessity of Allen's death is well known by all upper classes, if he does not disappear from the world, the war will not end.So he can only keep silent, even with a trace of rejoicing, at least Levi will lose all memory of that child, then the reason in his heart will prevail and let him make the same choice, endless Losing and giving up on an unimpressed subordinate is simply a matter of only one option.

Alvin breathed in the smell of the potion in the ward. This smell just floated lightly, and people could get used to it and forget it soon.Instead, they piled up heavy and tired in the chest, as if contagious from another person in the room.There is only a wonderful kind of abandonment left in Levi's body, which is incomprehensible but sympathetic. This feeling that is closer to gray is so small and powerful, which makes people feel like walking on an ice field. Neither can.

The reason is probably the same, the same as the reason why he concluded that Levi would risk his life to protect Alan before he lost his memory. It has no actual basis, it is just a feeling born of getting along with Levi all the year round, or The role of this theorem is clear to the beholder.

He realizes with vigilance that the presence of Alan Yeager will rip out all of Levi's sanity.And this fact will have a huge impact on the century-old war that mankind has struggled for. Then, he is willing to regard the accident that caused Levi to lose his memory as the so-called will of the world, and then take it for granted to complete his own mission.This would be the most perfect ending, Erwin thought, even if he wanted to give up an innocent life, he had to make it happen.

The necessity of victory was before him, the last bet of weary humanity, so it could only succeed.

He looked at Levi, who was still staring at the window motionlessly, not knowing whether he was looking at himself or looking out through the glass. When the strongest human being has such a weak sense of existence, Alvin almost felt that he would Disappears in the next second.

So he broke the silence.

"Alan's death is unavoidable, you don't have to blame yourself," he thought for a while and then continued, "This is the sin of all of us."

It was just a simple reassurance, but Erwin caught the fleeting stiffness on Levi's face, but it seemed like it was just an illusion, Levi turned his head and looked straight at him.

"I know." He said, even the tone of voice was exactly the same as when he entered the room.

Alvin couldn't pick a thorn in it, so he could only continue to say, "You took good care of Alan back then, so even if you forgot about him, this feeling wouldn't disappear so easily," he looked at Levi again Er, "But he is dead, you still have to live."

- Don't push yourself too hard.

This is what Erwin left before he left, and Levi felt more and more incomprehensible, everyone felt that he took great care of that kid, everyone was worried about his future, but he himself didn't realize it.But as long as you think about this matter, the other will will immediately show signs of breaking free again, just like a dying person is constantly struggling for life, struggling, as long as someone blocks it, even yourself let go.

He let himself lie down on the bed, the light outside was still bright, he could almost hear the sound of every cicada's chirping, these tones were so clear, they drilled into various areas of his brain by category, quietly destroying them.

Levi understands how terrifying the power of a dying person is, so he knows he'll soon lose control of his body.This should be an unforgivable thing for him, he should be disdainful, angry, and then fight and kill him.

But he didn't do anything, and he found that deep down in his heart he had no resistance to it, and even waited for this day with vague anticipation and anxiety.As for himself, he has lost the power of confusion, he only understands that it must be like this, even if the ending is complete destruction, he will never recover, and his body will be smashed to pieces.But this day must come, he must suffer, despair, and atone for his sins.

He has not confessed to the great crimes he committed after losing his memory.

There are still people waiting for his redemption.