Zi Wei Bu Tian Di

At dawn, I sensed that the building spirit of Zhenhai Tower was extinguished.

Silently, not even a single candle was extinguished.But I just sensed it, and I watched the spiritual power in the building pass away quickly, and more than 100 years disappeared like arrows. He left and completed his final mission.Do your best and die.

Leave me alone in Yuefeng Mountain, to be an immortal immortal.

It's the first day of July again.

Yuefeng Mountain is very lively, faithful men and women come together, and folk songs and joyous words fill the mountains and plains.I hid on the top of the mountain and watched the incense burning in the Zhenhai Tower.

This new Zhenhai Tower was built by me alone.The stone and wood from Yuefeng Mountain are used.

The good deeds of this Heavenly Emperor will always have unexpected results. For example, after hundreds of years of saving suffering in the world, the common people actually worship Qinghua Tianzun for saving suffering. Every year, I receive many posts asking for marriage. Please gou Chen to transfer it to Yuelao for me, the old man Yuelao kept talking about me stealing his incense.No, when the new Zhenhai Building was built, the Lou Ling hadn't been conceived yet, and I've been living in it for decades as Lou Ling.My original intention was to guard Yuefeng Mountain for Zhenhai, but I didn’t want to keep doing this and it changed. After saving a few couples of fateful mandarin ducks who died in love at the seaside, Zhenhai Tower became a Yuelao temple as it should be. This is not enough , Even those who begged for a child came, and it is estimated that Guanyin, the child-giving Guanyin, did not slander me less in the west.I did it on my own, I turned Haohaojingdi into a red dust temple where pilgrims come to cloud, people come to chant scriptures and ask for signatures before dawn, and the noise day and night makes my brain hurt.

As a real god, I was so exhausted in front of the fake Lou Ling, squatting on the altar in Zhenhai Tower every day, smoking incense, and listening to the people nagging about the short-term vision of the parents.In a flash, it is decades.

I thought that when Lou Ling was conceived, I could quit and end the hard life of this pseudo-Lou Ling, but I didn't expect that it would actually be a good day in the end.

Zhenhai Tower shook twice that day, I checked around nervously, and I was overjoyed, Lou Ling had it!After taking Lou Ling out and hugging him in his arms, the darkest days of the emperor's life began.

I don't know who this Louling is following, she is clingy, she has a bit of a temper...too cheerful - this is a euphemism - to put it bluntly, it is just too noisy!

He is Lou Ling, if mortals can't see him, he can't harm mortals.In the huge Yuefeng Mountain, I was the only living creature that could barely be regarded as a spirit, so he decided to specifically harm me.

In the first few years, because of his young age, he either hugged my thigh or wrapped it around my chest. No matter how I pulled it, he couldn't pull it away. He was really clingy.I hope that he will be better when he grows up. After he grows up, he will not hang on to others, but his voice will become louder, he will talk more, and his hands and feet will become more agile. My life will be even more difficult!He talked in my ear day and night, sometimes gossip about a good man and a believer, and sometimes tell anecdotes about little monsters in the sea. I perfunctory him by pretending to listen to him, but it was okay when I was young. Fool it, and when you grow up, you won't be able to fool it anymore.Every time he finished a paragraph, he would ask me "how do you feel?" If I couldn't repeat it, or couldn't say one, two, three, he would repeat it to me several times without letting him say it. Still not good, he would make trouble, either crying at the top of his voice, or dancing wildly with a sword in his hand.

After nearly a hundred years like this, I feel that I have really become an old fairy, and I am more tired than ordinary people living a lifetime, and my heart is tired.

I have been in the mortal world for more than 700 years.

Behind the Zhenhai Tower is a grave I set up with my own hands, and I sleep in it on weekdays.In recent years, I have started to sleep restlessly. The wood of Lou Zhenhai buried in the grave has been almost completely melted away, leaving only a pile of hard foundation stones.I can no longer feel the existence of Lou Zhenhai. In 100 years, the wood has turned into soil, and the smell of Lou Zhenhai can no longer be smelled in the stone.I thought, Zhenhai might have finished his reincarnation, and I don't know if he still remembers me, a useless fairy.

I named the small town Hailou, Louyue.

Lou Zhenhai once told me that his surname is Lou and his first name is Zhenhai.

In fact, every Zhenhai Tower should be called Lou Zhenhai with the same name.But I didn't want others to share this name, so I named Xin Louling Louyue.

Lou Yue has suddenly become more obedient recently, talked a little less, and stopped arguing with me.I suddenly felt that the whole world was clean, and I felt refreshed a lot.

One day, I went down the mountain and came back a little later.

From a distance, I could see Louyue with his head drooping at the foot of the mountain, and when I got closer, Louyue felt me, raised his head suddenly, and tears glistened in his clear eyes.

I was flustered by his crying and asked him what was wrong.

He said quietly and resentfully: "I thought you left me alone." There was an attachment in his eyes that was so thick that it couldn't be resolved.

I suddenly thought of Lou Ming, Lou Ming had this look when he looked at Zhenhai.

I realized that I really had to go, and staying here to keep getting involved would be even worse for Lou.

Lou Yue seemed to have grown up overnight, he talked less, kept his eyebrows closed all day long, and practiced sword hard.When I don't look at him, I always feel that there are two fiery eyes burning my back. When I look back to meet his gaze, he turns away as if nothing happened and continues to practice sword.

What an awkward child, I am so worried that my heart is twisted together. It is not easy to raise a child. I am aging faster in the past 100 years than in the previous few thousand years.

In the past few years, Lou Yue has made great progress in sword practice, and he can easily subdue ordinary strong winds and waves.But he couldn't learn the last trick no matter what.I was in a hurry to leave, fearing that raising him like this would delay him, so I said harshly: "If you don't know how to learn again, I won't teach you anymore. Don't go out and say that I taught you!"

He hung his head halfway, raised it for a while, with tears in his eyes and tear stains all over his face: "Zihua, do you want to leave?"

I never told him my real name, and the name I used in Yuefeng Mountain was always Zihua.The former Lou Ming never asked my name. Although I took the initiative to tell Zhenhai, Zhenhai never asked, as if my name was not important to them.But Lou Yue is different. He has been asking me for my name since I can remember, so I had to make up Zihua for him. Later, he clamored to change his name. He wanted to change his surname to Zi instead of Lou.This is not acceptable, if Zhenhai finds out, I will forget everything taught by his descendants, and I must crawl out and fight with me.

I wanted to hug Lou Yue, like I hugged him when I was a child, but when I received his long-awaited eyes, I stopped my hands in fright, and said hard-heartedly: "I'm leaving, I can't teach you anymore, if you don't want to Just learn it, I won’t force you, just leave it at that.”

With a sound of "clang", his Zhenhai sword fell to the ground, and I picked it up with great distress. This is the treasure left by Zhenhai, and it won't do if it breaks.Looking up again, I saw the deep despair in his eyes. He had a pair of clear and beautiful eyes, like peach blossoms in March, but at this moment, they were like bare branches with withered leaves in autumn, full of bleakness.I handed over the sword, he took it, then turned around, and danced the move of Youlong Jingyue.

It turned out that he really learned it long ago, but he just hid it from me, so as to drag me down and not let me go.Seeing that he had learned it, I felt relieved, so I hardened my heart and said goodbye to him: "Keep Yuefeng Mountain well, use this when you are in trouble..."

He threw away the token I handed over, a delicate conch, as long as he blows, I can hear it no matter how far away, and rush to him in time.Now the baby conch that I have spent several years to practice is lying quietly on the ground, just like the silent embarrassment between me and him.

Finally, I heard him say: "You go, Zihua."

That was the last time I heard him call me.

I said go, but I haven't left yet.

I lay in Zhenhai's tomb for several days.When I was an emperor in the past, I wanted the best in everything, rich clothes and fine food, rare birds and animals, all perfect.Back then when Gou Chen took me to go to the mortal world, I always felt that the mortal world was not enough spiritual power to be filthy and filthy, so I nagged him for several days.Although I went to Youming for 100 years, but with Ziwei by my side, everywhere is a fairyland.

Unexpectedly, the dignified Emperor Qinghua turned into a perverted fairy who loves to lie in old graves one day. Before that, I lay in the tomb of Xie Mo Song Hongfei for decades, and now I lie in the tomb of Zhenhai for 100 years. Seeing my dejected appearance, I want to say that I have lost the face of the Emperor of Heaven.

The reason why he didn't leave in a hurry was because he couldn't bear the smell of Zhenhai.Although his smell can no longer be smelled, his smell has been soaked in the grave for 100 years, and I can no longer tell whether it is the smell of Zhenhai or the smell of the tomb that I cannot live without.The second is not to worry about going downstairs and overtaking that kid.The child I brought up with one hand has been psychologically built for decades, but when I want to let go, my heart still hurts unbearably.I watched from across the grave that he left the building every morning before the pilgrims who burned the first stick of incense came, and practiced sword on the cliff of Yuefeng Mountain. Watch the sunset for a while, then return to the building with the sword in hand.I thought he liked the excitement, but I found out after I left that he was also tired of the excitement of Zhenhai Tower.

It's all my fault, I didn't make a good start for the new Zhenhai Tower, and I tossed it into a place of mortals after I tossed it into a place of mortals. As a result, he couldn't transform into the building to nourish his soul like Zhenhai did, so he could only rely on constant maintenance. Practice swords to improve your cultivation.

I watched him for a month, but never saw him come to Zhenhai Tomb.He used to know that I was sleeping in the tomb, and when he was a child, he was clamoring to come to sleep with me, and he gave up the idea of ​​touching the tomb after being chased away by me several times.Although I used the fairy method to hide my body, even though he was a spirit, he couldn't see me, but I thought that he didn't miss me at all, so he held his breath for no reason, it was really a big deal.After thinking about it for a few days, I finally packed up and set off.

Farewell, Yuefengshan.