Zi Wei Bu Tian Di

I have been in the mortal world for more than 800 years, and the place where I stayed the longest is Yuefeng Mountain.In Yuefeng Mountain, there is a Lou Ling named Lou Yue who will be a great person in the future. He was raised by me alone. He can be regarded as my...son...uh...disciple...uh, it seems that Lou Yue is not willing to admit himself Is my son or apprentice.There is also Lou Ling named Lou Zhenhai, he is the original ancestor of Zhenhai Tower, and he is probably my Ziwei. I guarded the true spirit of Zhenhai for 19 years, and guarded his tomb for more than 100 years.Now he didn't even have a sawdust left, so I continued on my way to find Ziwei.

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Many years later, when I came back, Yuefeng Mountain had been renamed Huafeng Mountain.Zhenhai Tower has been rebuilt again, but it is still called Zhenhai Tower, but it seems to be different.

I searched around but couldn't find Lou Yue, so I brought out the new Lou Ling to ask, "What's your name Lou?"

He said his surname was not Lou, but Hua.

I asked him again, "Do you know Lou Yue?"

He shook his head and said he didn't know.

My heart sank, and I asked him carefully. He said that in the past 300 years, Zhenhai Tower had been built and then destroyed, destroyed and then rebuilt. He was able to cultivate into a spirit thanks to the fact that there had been no major storms in the past hundred years.

I asked him, "Why is your surname Hua?"

He thought for a while, but he didn't seem to be able to understand the history, so he said in a daze, "This mountain is called Huafeng Mountain. Naturally, my surname is Hua, but I heard that Lou Ling's surname was Lou in the past, but it is recorded in Lou Zhi that the ancestors had Fate, descendants are not allowed to have the surname Lou, nor the name Yue." After he finished speaking, he suddenly realized, "You said that the former Lou Ling was called Lou Yue, and this mountain changed its name, and Lou changed its surname. Is it like avoiding the taboo of the emperor?"

This confused Lou Ling doesn't seem too confused.

It's just that I don't quite agree with what he said.

I vaguely felt that Lou Yue didn't want me to remember him.

In fact, I have come to him a few times, each time when a big storm came, I saw him holding his sword in the wind and waves, as inviolable as the emperor of the sea, every time I felt a strong feeling of my family The pride of a child growing up.But I dare not show up every time, for fear of delaying his practice.

I have checked his spiritual book, he is destined to have a fairy root, if he can avoid the catastrophe of love, he will have a great chance.

In fact, I have always been vaguely aware of his little thoughts about me. I helped him grow up as a teacher and father. He hasn't seen anyone else in 100 years. It is normal for him to have some thoughts about me.I only think that he is still young, and when he matures, he will naturally be able to sort out his thoughts, so I want to avoid him even more, so as to kill his little thoughts in the bud.

I especially hope that Lou Yue can practice to become an immortal, the eyes of Lou Mingyang who will not let go when his life is over, and the blood of Lou Zhenhai Dingfeng who died on the ground are all the eternal pain in my heart.I can't imagine how I would feel if I gave Lou Yue the same way I gave Lou Ming Lou Zhenhai one day?Just thinking about the scene of a white-haired man sending a black-haired man, I feel so sad that I can't breathe.

But I couldn't find Louyue anymore.

I checked Xianji but couldn't find his name, and my heart was half cold.

I searched the ghost register again and couldn't find his name, so my heart froze.

Wouldn't he be wiped out?

Ben Tiandi, who had lost his son, lay back to the unrecognizable Zhenhai tomb. The surface of the tomb was moved to flat ground. Not to mention no tombstone or even a tomb bag, the smell of Zhenhai had long since disappeared in the tomb. It has been repaired, who repaired this old grave that no one knows about?

I lay where I used to lie, and felt that the position was a little different, a little sunken, like the kind of marks that someone often came to lie on and deepened.

I felt uncomfortable, and I was stung by something next to me. I turned my head and saw a pile of wood. It looked like the broken wood when I buried Zhenhai before, but the wood in Zhenhai had already turned into soil. These new woods are who?

Seeing that the wood was not buried for many days, I felt a warning sign in my heart, so I sat up, shaking uncontrollably, and touched the wood one by one.

Then, I saw the engraving on the top one: "Zihua, don't go", and the next two small characters, "Louyue".

These broken logs are...

My tears broke the ladder instantly.

My little Louyue buries itself in the grave where I lay.

When he was a child, when he saw that I wouldn't let him enter the tomb, he said, "I won't go in even if I die." When he sent me away disheartened, he said, "Go, Zihua." Shan Zhen Hai Lou Lou Ling "Lou Yue" is a character that gods would give a thumbs up when they hear it. He should have been ascended to a fairy. Why did he finally bury himself in this place? There is not even a monument or a grave bag, only I can find it in the tomb?

Later, I heard a story from Shunfeng'er.

Shunfenger is the most inquisitive fairy in the whole heaven, everyone can ask him for anything.At that time, I had already returned to the Heavenly Court. There was a flood in the mortal world. I had been a pseudo-lou spirit for decades, and I was more concerned about the flood in the mortal world. That time I went to the mortal world through the dust-observing mirror as usual. It happened that Shunfeng was also in my ear, and I heard him say: "It would be great if the building was closer, not to mention such a big flood, he can control even the biggest storm and strong wind."

The clairvoyant next to him asked him: "I've seen the Louyue you mentioned before, the one on Yuehua Mountain, who is really capable. Why, do you have friendship with him?"

Shun Fenger said: "I have spoken to him a few times, but we can't talk about friendship. Some people say that he is arrogant and arrogant, but I think he is quite kind. A semi-immortal like him is rare in a thousand years. He is capable and a little Temperament is also normal."

My heart was already itchy when I heard it, and I quickly asked, "What did you all say?"

Shun Fenger said: "He asked me if there was a fairy named Zihua in the sky, and I said no; he asked me again, and I said there was no; he asked me again, and I swore that there was no such thing. He said something Even Shunfeng Er said that if he didn’t have one, he really didn’t, and then he left. After that, he didn’t hear any news from him. He had heard that Lou Yue was about to accept the Jade Emperor’s canonization and ascend to the post of immortal, so he disappeared inexplicably..."

At that time, my head felt like it was exploded, and my heart ached like a knife.

He doesn't ascend because he thinks there is no me in heaven.

And in the mortal world, because I hide from him, he can't find me either.

I heard that Zeng Louyue made a big fuss in the Underworld and got married with the King of the Tenth Hall of Hades. I was so scared that I made a special trip back to the Underworld to appease a bunch of Hades' little ghosts.I think Lou Yue went to make trouble because he was looking for me.

He has been looking for me in the Three Realms for hundreds of years, but he has not found me. He must have thought that I was gone...

He thought I was gone...

That's why he gave up his chance of immortality and followed his Zihua...

I shouldn't have lied to him that my name is Zihua.

When he left, I didn't even know who I was...

I walked out of the Guanchen Hall like a walking dead, with tears streaming down my face.

The more my small building, the more my small building...

How many times have I thought that after 1000 years in the mortal world, I will bear the debt of my children.

I can dream of him every few years. In my dream, he is still the nagging Xiao Louyue who stuck to me talking over and over again when I was a child.

He is still willing to enter my dreams, and he is still willing to be that little Louyue who accompanied me in my dreams. I often think, where might he be waiting for me?

But this is impossible.His Loumu was clearly buried in the Zhenhai tomb. I have confirmed every piece of wood in the tomb. It is the building wood that I made piece by piece to build Louyue. The Louling has no body and will dissipate. .Lou Zhenhai was so powerful back then, without his body, wouldn't it be the same if his Yuan Ling dissipated?

Later, "Louyue" became a name I couldn't even mention.

These are all later stories.

——————The end of the future tense, back to the end of Chapter 7, Qinghua left Yuefeng Mountain——————

In fact, I know that Lou Zhenhai is Ziwei.

I've checked Lou Zhenhai, Lou Zhenhai has no spiritual book, and he can't find his offspring after his death. It is written in the book in the underworld that his offspring turned into a tree.Really, it's worse than Xie Mo and Song Hongfei. At any rate, Xie Mo and Song Hongfei have the idea that the sea is wide enough to leap with fish, and the sky is high to allow birds to fly. They are fish that can play and birds that can fly.a tree?Lou Zhenhai, can you be more boring? Planting in one place for the rest of your life is like going to jail, and only Emperor Ziwei can do this.

I left Yuefeng Mountain and started looking for Ziwei aimlessly.

I have been in the mortal world for more than 800 years.It is expected that Ziwei has reincarnated to the ninth world.

When Ziwei left, he told me that he wanted to be himself.

In fact, I have never really understood the relationship between being myself and entering reincarnation.Ziwei let me enter the Donghuang Bell with good intentions, and I understood the cause and effect of many things in the bell, most of which were about me, his own, without mentioning a single word.Ziwei understood my quick temper too well, knew that I would become manic after knowing the truth, and specially trapped me for a few more days to get rid of my anger.The result lived up to everyone’s expectations. When I got out of the bell, it was indeed the day to let out my anger. No one dared to persuade me to be violent and manic. It's the same thing as "the son does not recognize the father".

Earlier I was so angry that I didn't want to go to Yuqing Palace again, but later I couldn't bear to go.

I really want to ask, why does Ziwei insist on entering reincarnation?

All the gods in heaven don't know about this matter, so they can only ask saints outside the Three Realms to inquire about it.I vaguely know my father... That Yuanshi Tianzun knew it. In the past, I would sit in front of him and pester him for ten days and eight days.I can't do this right now, and it seems that I don't have the status of father and son...

Full of doubts, I had no choice but to hold back. Fortunately, I have endured for more than 800 years. If I endure for another hundred years, Ziwei should come back after 1000 years.The 1000 years is guesswork. I checked Ziwei’s star affairs arrangements. The furthest arrangement is thousands of years later, and the latest arrangement is 1000 years later.With Ziwei's dedicated personality, he will never shirk responsibility for things within his duties.

In the first few years, I really wanted to pass the time quickly. Year after year, it was more difficult than grinding.On the contrary, now, Ziwei should be in the ninth generation, which is close to 1000 years, and all kinds of worries have been added. I can't help worrying: What if Ziwei doesn't come back in 1000 years?

If Zhenhai Tower is really Ziwei, I only met one of Ziwei's previous eight lifetimes, and the remaining two lifetimes are based on probabilities, the possibility of me meeting him is really small.If you can meet him, you can accompany him through the experience, waiting for him to take him back to heaven; if you can't meet him, what is he involved in the mortal world, does he not want to come back or can't come back?In the mortal world, I can be involved in the debts of children like Shang Louyue. As for him, will he have children in the mortal world or... a wife?

I, the Suffering Heavenly Venerable, have saved countless people, but I cannot save myself.The more I think about it, the more afraid I become, and the more afraid I become, the more I think about it, as if I have entered a dead end, with no way ahead and darkness behind.