even if I don't go

9:17

As soon as the collective TV symposium was over, Miss Bi Ning summoned Ning Siyin into her room in the name of exchanging feelings.The enemy is currently betraying the revolution, and he cannot escape the crime of living.

Ning Siyin knelt on the bed, trying her best to soothe the nerves of Vice President Ning, who had a sore back and aching back after a long day of work—as the price for not having a united front just now.

While enjoying himself, Ning Sixin listened to his sister's frightening events of the past day in a few words, and felt that it was unusual.

"Which hospital did you go to?" She asked casually.

Ning Siyin was taken aback by her sister's sensitivity, and felt that she was overthinking, "Third Courtyard."

"Oh...the neurosurgery department of the Third Hospital is quite famous." Taking a glance at her sister's slightly pursed lips, Ning Sixin could tell that she had indeed experienced an impressive "meeting by fate from a thousand miles away".

Ning Siyin didn't expect such a weird trend in the sisters' night talk, but she was always good at changing the subject.

"Sister, so you really don't plan to get married?" The second play of playing tricks.

Ning Sixin opened his eyes suddenly, Ning Siyin trembled in shock, and forgot to move his hands.

"Didn't I just break up with my boyfriend?" Ning Sixin was too lazy to bully her, but he had a more "vicious" method, "Don't stop, press until I fall asleep."

Ning Sixin wailed in his heart, and shook his sore arm, "Boyfriend, are you talking about the one a year and five months ago?"

"Hiss... are you talking too much?"

Knowing that as a sister-in-law, Ning Sixin absolutely couldn't bear to let her sister who had just died suffer further physical pain, Ning Siyin became more and more confident.

My sister's body, appearance, and family work are not first-class. If it weren't for a boyfriend who came out from time to time, she would really think that her sister is also a fellow. "What is the reason... driving and calling? Showing love in public? No Open the door for you? Too much sugar in the coffee delivered?"

She knows Ning Sixin too well. She has had countless suitors since she was a child, but she always keeps her cold face away from others.Later, due to the pressure of age, I had several boyfriends one after another. Either the man couldn't stand the sister Queen's aura is too strong, or she herself was not a gentleman here and was impolitely picky.

"He even argued aloud with the waiter in the restaurant why the change was [-] cents less!"

really.But such a stingy man who cares about every detail, don't mind.

"Can't you lower your standards a bit and have a good relationship?"

"What about you, can't you let her go and try other hugs?" Ning Sixin didn't intend to let her take the initiative to speak, turned over, looked at her sister's face that froze for a moment, trying to find some clues from it, the air The flow seems to have slowed down.

Ning Siyin's heart twitched hard, and scenes from the past surged like a flood that had opened its gates.

put her down?Didn't he let her go a long time ago?

From gradually reducing the meeting time, from preparing application materials for exchange students alone, from packing up all her gifts, from quietly changing her mobile phone number, and never leaving her hometown without saying goodbye.Who said you didn't let go, why didn't you let go?

"She has come to you many times. When you just left, that child was guarding the gate of our community every day, and worried that her parents would find out that she was causing you trouble, so she could only stay bored in the car. Later, I couldn't stand it and told her You went abroad, she didn't say a word, but her eyes were red in an instant, and she suppressed her tears, thanked me and left."

"Later, I saw her several times—I mean the past few years. She was very frank, saying that she was just passing by on business. Oh, what a coincidence, they happened to be on Valentine's Day and Christmas Eve."

"If it's really impossible to fall in love with someone else, have you ever thought about..."

"It's all over. She's fine, and so am I." Ning Siyin's voice was as low as dust.In the final analysis, I was too cowardly at the time. In the final analysis, I let go first. Is there any room for redemption?

Ning Siyin leaned over and hugged her sister, gently stroking her long hair, "I hope you are well."

"Aren't you going to ask me what I plan to do next?" The atmosphere was a bit dull, and Ning Siyin tried to save his plummeting mood.Ning Sixin signaled her to continue.

"I plan to take the qualification certificate of psychological counselor first. My brother in the United States has opened a counseling studio by himself after returning to China. He has invited me and plans to go to him to adjust his life first. I really want to be tested by various experimental reports. The defense is crazy! The people of the US Empire are crazy enough to fight for 48 hours without eating or drinking! If the instructor hadn’t dragged me, I’d be back in July...” Ning Siyin’s voice was extremely cheerful, Ning Sixin sighed silently, and acted as if nothing had happened.

"Are you sure that a returning doctor who majored in clinical medicine wants to go to a psychological counseling studio to be a confidant big sister?" Ning Sixin despised her behavior of not using what she had.

"Be clear about neuropsychology, at least there is an interdisciplinary part of psychology. Private psychological clinics in China are not well developed, and public hospitals generally don't have psychotherapists. It's useless for me to get a license."

"Isn't there one in the Third Hospital? It just so happens that Dad has friendship with the dean, so it's not a problem for you to go in."

"... "

Miss Ning was able to grasp her speaking skills very well, and after going around in a circle, she returned to the place Ning Siyin didn't want to touch.

"I'm sleepy."

"What about the time difference?!"

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Ning Siyin had a dream, in which she was still young and immature.

Yan Zipei was squatting in front of her, a small tuft of thick black hair curled up mischievously, but she didn't intend to remind her, she just smiled secretly.Ning Siyin could see her slightly trembling eyelashes, like the wings of a butterfly, ready to fly away.Yan Zipei carefully smeared her ankles with medicinal oil, with varying degrees of strength.It was obviously something to enjoy comfortably, but it made Ning Siyin's ears turn red.The heat was steaming, and my heart felt numb and numb, I couldn't tell what it was.

"Zi Pei..."

"Ah."

"Zi Pei..."

"Ah."

"Zi Pei..."

"I'm here, does it hurt?"

"No, I just wanted to call you."

Yan Zipei gave her a reproachful look, and wanted to pinch her cheeks with his hands, but when he lifted them up in the air, he found that they were covered with medicated oil, and then dropped down with a little regret.

Ning Siyin was thinking at the time, how could there be such a beautiful person in the world, and how could such a person be possessed by her.So she moved freely, lowered her head and kissed Yan Zipei's shiny black hair, "You will be a very good doctor in the future."

"I will also be a good lover." Yan Zipei's tender eyes seemed to melt her.

Ning Siyin's mood softened, "When the time comes, you will become a doctor of the gods, and I will be upstairs above you as a psychiatrist. We can have breakfast together at Qingxi intersection, and go to the dessert shop on Fifth Avenue after work Go buy your favorite mango pancake, we can raise a Satsuma, it will greet us at home..."

Yan Zipei just looked at her, the corners of his mouth slightly raised.But gradually let it go, revealing a hint of sarcasm.

Ning Siyin was stunned, and tears welled up somehow...

3:20

"Ayin...Ning Siyin!" Ning Siyin opened his eyes full of water vapor, and responded with a hoarse voice. Ning Sixin looked at her worriedly, and wiped away her tears pityingly.

"Don't think about it, we're all here and we all love you."

Ning Siyin forced a smile, reassuring her sister that she was fine.After Ning Sixin fell asleep again, Ning Siyin stared at the ceiling with sour eyes for the next few hours.

Oh, maybe jet lag, she told herself.