even if I don't go

? Ning Siyin, who was still asleep, was mercilessly pushed from the bed by a pair of slender, white arms.

"Don't tell me you're jet-lagged. It's 43:5 p.m., give you half an hour to take care of yourself. The gown is ironed and hanging in the cloakroom. Change out of your youthful espadrilles and think you're still alive." Yellow-haired little girl, although I know you are tall, but if your heel is below [-]cm, refuse, above." Ning Sixin brought the aura of commanding a thousand troops to the house, and Ning Siyin wailed and fell on the soft big bed .

"One last time, if you don't get up later, I will definitely not save you." Ah, when her lovely younger sister shines in the middle of the dance floor, one can already imagine her embarrassing image in the crowd hehehe.

Ning Siyin walked out of the Ning family gate after 32 minutes and 17 seconds.

The black and white fine-grained short dress wraps her superior curves, the small black suit is draped over her shoulders, and the dark brown hair hangs lazily on her chest. The jimmychoo solid-color high-heeled shoes step on the stone bricks in a regular rhythm, visually measuring 3cm ,Bad review.

"You're late. I won't save you." Ning Sixin cast a contemptuous glance at her shiny heels, folded her hands and stared ahead, with a frighteningly serious expression.

Ning Siyin knew that her sister had always been stern and selfless, so she stared at her for a minute with pitiful little eyes, and then began to worry about tonight's schedule.

As a single young man and woman of the right age, the Ning family's three treasures naturally received the attention of the audience, especially Ning Siyin, who hadn't appeared in public for six years.

She was surrounded by vain and submissive, flattering, or curious onlookers, among whom were many young talents who wanted to seize the opportunity.Ning Sixin felt relieved, and stood outside the encirclement to gloat. When she thought of the entertainment she had carried for her sister over the years, the little bit of conscience she had left disappeared.

The juice in Ning Siyin's hand was coaxed and tricked into red wine.Accustomed to being free and easy in the club, she obviously couldn't stand the enthusiastic social etiquette of the people of the motherland. Between drinking and drinking, she really couldn't support it even though her drinking capacity had improved a lot.

She smiled more and more reluctantly, and at the right time, the little prince stepped forward with his holy light, and overcame the thorns and thorns to protect his sister from the encirclement.

"How many people have loved your youthful and joyful moments

Admire your beauty, fake or real

Only one person still loves your pious soul

Love the wrinkles on your old face"

Ning Siyin looked at the fake or genuine smiling faces passing by, and for some reason, this melody sounded in her mind.

Only one still loves your pious soul, oh, who is it?

She went against the flow of people and hid in a corner. Behind the curtain blown by the cool breeze was a small balcony.The air after the baptism of the torrential rain was damp. While shivering coldly, his drowsy head became slightly clearer.

Turning her head slightly, Ning Siyin saw Yan Zipei who was both unexpected and expected—she was wearing a wine-red dress, and the flirtatious color on her body did not appear to be bewitching, on the contrary, she became more and more unearthly. .Her hair was draped softly on her shoulders, her face was exquisite, and she was slightly pale under the dim light. Her indifferent look made her look like a blood clan who had been sleeping for thousands of years—she was standing in a hidden corner of the balcony, so it's no wonder Ning Siyin couldn't find it in time.

It's too late now.

Ning Siyin subconsciously smiled apologetically, and wanted to retreat to the hall to avoid it, but felt that this was too deliberate, so she raised her hand as if to cover up and took a sip of the wine, and immediately choked.Yan Zipei leaned forward slightly, he had already taken half a step, and then stopped halfway, his eyelids drooped, and he remained silent.

Outside the balcony is the owner's careless garden. Now that winter is approaching, the steps are covered with red leaves, withered leaves, drizzle is falling, and the path is wet and muddy.In front of you is the bodhi world, and behind you is the warm and cold world.

While Ning Siyin quickly analyzed Dr. Yan's body language, he didn't know how to speak, so he just turned his eyes back and forth as if there was nothing there.Dr. Yan didn't show the slightest bit of inappropriateness on her face, she lightly stroked the wrist ornament on her hand, and her upright body unknowingly leaned on the railing—just like before.

Without Ning Sitong's intrusion, perhaps they would have remained relatively silent.

"A Yin—let's eat a piece of cake to cushion your stomach first." Eh?Eh!Why does this beauty look so familiar.

"Hi, good evening, it's very stuffy inside, isn't it? My name is Ning Sitong, you..." The little prince put on a charming smile, put the small plate in his sister's hand, and winked vigorously.

Ning Siyin grabbed his arm and pulled it in, Ning Sitong grumbled dissatisfiedly and struggled.Seeing her stop again, she said softly: "It's still quite cold outside, go in, since you are a doctor, you should take care of your body more, right?"

After finishing speaking, she turned around as if fleeing.

Ning Sitong was at a loss when he heard the beauty behind him lightly open her red lips.

"A Yin."

She had a litter of little rabbits in her heart.

"Welcome home."

She resisted the urge to cry, tried to control her head, and walked forward without looking back.

Finally, the name that had been muttered hundreds of times in the dream was called out.Yan Zipei's thoughts were a little wandering, his ink pupils were filled with complex emotions, and his cold heart was slightly heated because of her light concern—perhaps just out of kindness.

"Sister, sister, sister! Who is that? Your friend? She's pretty, why don't you match up with your brother?" Ning Sitong who was in the excitement quickly abandoned the illogical conversation just now, and didn't notice Ning Sitong at all. Unusual emotions.

She looked at her younger brother and hesitated to speak, "You can play by yourself, I want to go back first." After she finished speaking, she searched for her irresponsible parents in the crowd to report, and quickly disappeared into the crowd on her high heels, leaving only the little girl behind. The prince alone reflected on where he had offended his princess.

Ning Sixin frowned looking at the unnatural younger sister who was covering up her head too much, and she could think of who and what could make the fearless Second Miss Ning lose her mind.Her worried and helpless gaze made Ning Siyin's heart tighten even more, and he hurriedly said goodbye and fled.Ning Sixin withdrew her gaze from following her all the way, sure enough, she had better not touch love.

Ning Siyin sat quietly on the car home, looking at the skyscrapers and bustling streets passing by outside the window, and didn't want to lament the ever-changing hometown, but was nostalgic and sad.

She originally thought that she was strong enough, but the loneliness and helplessness of being alone in a foreign country, all kinds of emotions of longing, remorse and depression, all broke out within a month.

In the first three years, he was accompanied by Ning Sitong, and he was dragged out to clubbing every two days. He adapted quickly and made many warm friends.When encountering a minority of white people who are racially discriminatory, there are also younger brothers who charge out and ridicule.It's just that every time my younger brother wanted to go back to China to invite her to accompany him, she always refused with excuses, and the two had a lot of conflicts because of this.

After Ning Sitong graduated with a master's degree in computer engineering, he asked if he would continue to accompany her to complete her studies. The scientific research environment in California is good, and it's okay to stay for two more years.Seeing his indifference, Ning Siyin knew that he was actually returning home, and comforted him that it didn't matter if he could handle it, and sent him on the plane amidst his worries about turning around every three steps.

Can she really handle it?

Ning Siyin has completely become an academic machine who only reads sage books.

She buried herself in dreary studies, experiments, analyses, reports, papers.The tutor praised their Asian students for their hard work, and her peers admired her for her non-stop sleepiness. Close friends took turns to persuade her to participate in social activities, but she couldn't force herself to cope with the unrestrained pursuit of international friends several times.

Later, the instructor took them to the wild to relax, made a few pointed remarks, and talked about her depressed mood as a future psychotherapist alone. Only then did Ning Siyin realize that she was ashamed of her years of experience. Professional knowledge, determination to "makeover", return to the original...

The car drove away from the CBD, and the number of vehicles on the road gradually decreased. The wind was mixed with rain, and it fell obliquely on the face like a few crystal clear teardrops.

She must have a lover.So many years have passed.

Every time I pray that there will be someone who will love her and take care of her, but I also hope that I still have a place in her heart...

Will that person be like himself, when he thinks of her, his eyes sparkle? ?