even if I don't go

Ning Siyin rushed to the hospital again the next day when she heard the news that her grandmother had woken up. When her grandmother saw her rushing in, she hurriedly wanted to sit up.

Ning Siyin hurried forward and hugged the old man, rubbing lightly on her neck.

"I don't know to come to see grandma when I go home, let me take a good look. Our Ayin is so big, how handsome is he?" Grandma's voice was obviously weak after surgery, but she smiled There are folds.

Grandma loves the three siblings the most, and used to buy them snacks and pocket money behind her mother's back.Now she sees her gray hair, her face is full of dimples, and she is alone guarding the old house, but she is too busy with her own affairs to visit her... If she had gone earlier, as a medical student, she would have discovered her grandmother's condition earlier, and also There will be no such fear and fear today.

"It's my fault. Grandma, you will be healthy in the future, and I will visit you often." Ning Siyin shook the old man's arm lightly, feeling guilty one after another.

"Aren't we, Ah Yin, going this time?"

"No, I won't leave grandma again."

"Hey, it's good to come back. It's also good for me to see my good grandson-in-law earlier. These two little devils are not obedient at all. They work and work all day long. Ah Yin, grandma loves you the most, you have to work harder Jin, grandma, I don’t know if I can still see my great-grandson and great-granddaughter.”

As soon as the old man regained some energy after the operation, he began to worry about the marriages of the children in the family. Ning Siyin didn't know whether to cry or laugh.

"Grandma, what are you talking about! You are going to live a long life. Also, you said I was your baby just now, why do you despise me now?" Ning Sitong complained with aggrieved appearance, Ning Siyin glanced gratefully.

"Just you little devil, you play games all day long, and you scare away several little girls that grandma introduced to you. Our Ayin is a good girl with a serious manner, right? sound."

Ning Siyin didn't know whether to answer the conversation, but when she saw Ning Sixin who had been hidden for a long time, she gave him winks and agreed.

"Grandma, you are in good spirits. But just after the operation, you should rest more." Yan Zipei led several residents into the ward with folders in his hand.

Her hair was tied back without makeup.The three buttons of the white coat were rigorously buttoned, and the locks of hair on the temples swayed slightly with the flow of air as she walked.

Zipei's appearance has always made her unable to take her eyes off...

"Hey, Doctor Xiao Yan is here again, I really trouble you."

"Grandma, you can just call me Zipei. These are what I should do, there is no trouble. Is there anything uncomfortable about grandma?" Several resident doctors checked the indicators of the bedside instruments, while Yan Zipei bent down and talked Grandma Ning was chatting.

"I'm fine, I'm fine." Grandma Ning caressed Yan Zipei's hand affectionately, "Thanks to Zipei, he came to see me again and again. This doctor is kind, and he is right."

Yan Zipei smiled, turned to Ning Siyin and said, "Ayin, come to my office to talk at 9:30 after the ward round."

"You little girls know each other, and there are whispers." Grandma Ning said jokingly, her complexion looked good, and the data showed normal, so Yan Zipei left with peace of mind.

At 9:30, Ning Siyin arrived at the office as scheduled, but there was no one there. She came and went in a hurry yesterday and didn't have time to look around. Taking advantage of this gap, Ning Siyin wandered around in the small room.

The white and flawless walls, the huge solid wood bookcases are full of various professional books, and the cold iron cabinets on the other side are stacks of medical records.There is a cup of cold coffee on the tidy desktop, and there is a reversed photo frame on the low cabinet at the side.

Ning Siyin wanted to go forward to hold up the photo frame, but Yan Zipei pushed the door open and walked in.

"Sorry, a few patients had high fever and convulsions, so I wasted some time." Seeing Ning Siyin's movements, Yan Zipei squinted his eyes unobservably.

Ning Siyin smiled understandingly, naturally and keenly obtained the information just now, and retreated to the visitor's position, a little embarrassed, but more of a little regret for what he hadn't done just now.

"Then, let's get straight to the point and discuss your grandma's condition." Yan Zipei rubbed his brows and sat down.

"Subarachnoid hemorrhage, you know very well that the cause is nothing more than congenital intracranial aneurysm and vascular malformation, grandma still has a 20-year history of high blood pressure..."

"According to the changes in the condition, the high incidence of edema has not yet arrived, and we must always pay attention to the possibility of brain herniation... I don't need to talk about postoperative diet, but these are the generalities." The majors are different, and some unfamiliar majors Ning Siyin struggled to hear the vocabulary, as if she had returned to the days when Yan Zipei listened to her calmly and commented on neurophysiology test papers.

"Do you understand?"

"..." Ning Siyin was a little lost in thought.

Yan Zipei waved his hands in front of her funnyly, "I have to assign tasks to the interns, you..."

"Ah, I'll go see grandma again." Ning Siyin stood up in embarrassment, feeling that Dr. Yan was a little different today, maybe it was really the "doctor's benevolence" that made her a little softer?

"It's been hard work." Her voice was not loud but sincere enough.

Yan Zipei watched her leave, picked up the photo frame at the side and looked at it for a long time, lightly brushed the youthful brows and eyes in the photo, and placed it on the bottom of the desk cabinet.

Ning Siyin lived a two-point and one-line life—even though she didn't have to.She provoked the important task of taking care of grandma on the grounds that "the whole family is the most free for me"-as if it wasn't her who resisted the topic of "three courtyards" a few weeks ago.

But we all know that in fact, the old lady of the Ning family will never be short of caregivers, and the pampered and pampered Second Miss Ning has never been experienced enough to be reassuring no matter how many years she has left her.Except for the time spent chatting and joking with grandma, what Ning Siyin does most is also what she is best at - waiting.

She leaned quietly on the sofa in front of the window, her head tilted to one side, and she looked at the artificial lake downstairs in the hospital wantonly and lazily, her mood was as calm as the surface of the water.Autumn was coming to an end, the temperature was dropping sharply, the rare sunshine generously covered the whole window, and the golden halo shrouded her beautiful face.There were several psychological materials spread out on her lap, her plain and slender fingers resting lightly on the edge of the page, and her thoughts drifted to nowhere.

Zipei will appear three times a day, and it is said that it was five times before he "stayed".Grandma said that Yan Zipei often came to talk with her at night, which was when she went home, which made Ning Siyin a little disappointed.Maybe the previous contact was just out of the friendship of her old friends, or maybe her smiles were just formal and serious manners, maybe she shouldn't have a little hope because of a few words, maybe...

The door opened with a click, and Ning Siyin hurriedly turned her head, her gaze was directed towards the door.

The first one came in was Wang Erxiao, oh no, Wang Shi, Doctor Wang, followed by Doctor Lin, and behind...there was no tall figure.

Grandma was still resting, and the doctors relaxed their movements one after another, and everything worked in an orderly manner.Wang Erxiao greeted her silently, seeing that her eyes were still glued to the door, he clearly met her expectant eyes, "Doctor Yan didn't come to work today."

What's wrong?Ning Siyin gave him a puzzled look.

"It seems to be sick, which is not common." Wang Erxiao said softly, turning his head to revise the doctor's order, "But no one can handle the amount of 36 surgeries for 4 hours of continuous fighting."

I got sick?Ning Siyin hurriedly got up and walked outside the ward, entered the number he knew by heart in twos and twos, then froze there hesitantly.

Has Zipei's number changed?In what position did she make the call?

Heh, maybe she is an irresponsible family member of the patient, and she didn't even confirm the mobile phone number of the attending physician.Or maybe she is a friend who doesn't care about her heart, and she doesn't even have the courage to call to express condolences.By the way, she used to be a merciless lover...

"The number you dialed is active..."

At some point, Ning Siyin's fingers had already dropped. Hearing such an echo, he was relieved, and leaned dejectedly on the cold tiles again.

How can I contact you?