Tie up to the social fear movie emperor

Luo Xiao came over and wanted to hug him gently, but Fan Xiaoyu immediately pushed him away and said:

"It's okay, it's okay, I'm fine, really...I, I may be like this sometimes. Just, when I'm hacked, or scolded too badly, I'll...but it'll be fine after a while! Really Yes! This has happened before, after a while, just bite the bullet and record a few times..."

Luo Xiao looked at him without moving, and after a while, he still hugged him into his arms.

"I'm not saying you can't do it, I'm saying, if you feel that you are not in a good state temporarily, don't force yourself."

"But I-"

"You really don't need to push yourself so hard on everything," Luo Xiao said. "It's good to relax once in a while. At least, you have a way out and someone you can rely on, right?"

Fan Xiaoyu buried her face in his arms, quietly listening to his heartbeat.

Luo Xiao's heartbeat has always been strong and powerful, and his warm chest is also the harbor he is most attached to.Fan Xiaoyu gently rubbed against him, Luo Xiao stroked his hair and said, "If you have to take care of everything by yourself, then what's the use of us who love you?"

"Are you still talking about me?" Fan Xiaoyu raised her head, "Aren't you the same yourself?"

"I didn't want to infect you—"

"You said it!"

"Well, I was wrong."

Luo Xiao stroked his hair with a smile in his eyes, and Fan Xiaoyu leaned back into his arms contentedly.

"Xiao Yu," Luo Xiao said again after a long time, "You've really worked hard, it's no big deal to take a break once in a while."

"Well, isn't there a saying? 'People who are better than you work harder than you, so what right do you have to rest'..."

"That's someone's creed, it doesn't have to be yours." Luo Xiao looked at him seriously and said, "For you, as long as you are yourself seriously, someone will love you especially - like me. "

"Well, don't you like me because I'm good-looking- ouch!"

Fan Xiaoyu was hit by Luo Xiao, and wanted to hit him.Luo Xiao wrapped him in his arms, calmed him down, and then sat down beside him.

The two sat in front of the piano, each tapping the piano with one finger.Finally, when the two of them pressed the same button, Luo Xiao covered his hand with his palm.

"Xiaoyu, I talked about this with Teacher Ning before," Luo Xiao said, "He told me that he didn't realize until he was 25 years old that people can live without being so tired."

"Well?"

"Occasionally, you can not care so much about other people's eyes, and occasionally you can not compare too much with others. More importantly, do what you want to do and maintain a happy mood. There is nothing in this world that is more important than living happily—— You live for yourself, not for anyone else, don't you?"

"I still want to do it for you..."

Luo Xiao touched him, as if to say, I won't argue with you on this...

"I also had this kind of confusion when I was a child," Luo Xiao said. "At that time, I was too concerned about the eyes of people around me, and my life was very unhappy. In fact, it was the same when I was acting in the first place. I would consider when the camera captured me. Are the facial expressions and movements correct. I can’t really let go of myself in the play, because I will always be concerned that there are so many people around me looking at me—”

"and after?"

"Later, it was Teacher Ning who told me that in the play, you only need to play that character well. As for the rest, it should be left to other people to consider."

Fan Xiaoyu looked at him.He just mentioned in a sentence, "When he was a child"

.........

"...Later we talked from on-screen to off-screen. In fact, both on-screen and off-screen are the same. No matter what kind of life you live, you don't have to live it for others to see. You are afraid of the camera now, but you are actually afraid of it. What outsiders think of you, they have some bad comments about you, so you will be afraid because of those words-but you know under what circumstances, the "human words" in "human words are awesome", Is it the least powerful?"

"What, when..."

"When you don't care about them at all."

"But I don't have such a strong heart to not care about them, at least I don't think I can do it now..."

"No one can achieve it overnight," Luo Xiaowen said, "You can take your time and start by caring more about yourself. People are selfish, and people can be selfish. When you want to seek a little something for yourself Don't blame yourself too much for the little respite, really."

Luo Xiao kissed his forehead.Fan Xiaoyu hugged his thin waist, touched the tight and knotted muscle lines on his back, almost fell into his tenderness...

Of course he also wanted to take advantage of it...

"small carrot……"

"If you want to be lazy today, then be lazy. We won't go to the supermarket, and we won't broadcast live. I'll play the piano with you, okay?"

"Well……"

"Or you can keep touching, and I may be picked up by you in a few seconds."

"Forehead--"

Fan Xiaoyu let him go in embarrassment.Seeing that he became so "conscious", Luo Xiao raised his eyebrows, his eyes seemed to say: Do you have something to say?

Fan Xiaoyu nodded, blinked at him, and carefully opened another chatter box:

"Little Carrot, you just talked about your childhood... What exactly did you experience when you were young? Can you expand on it?"

"..."

Luo Xiao looked at him and blinked unnaturally.

An hour later, Fan Xiaoyu started the live broadcast as scheduled, and met the long-awaited fans.

"Hi... Hello everyone," Fan Xiaoyu smiled shyly at the camera, which immediately caused screams in the barrage.

"...Yes, it's been a long time... It's okay, what can I do? Don't I also stay at home? - Respond to the call of the motherland! Don't make trouble for the country! Don't go out and run around! Hahaha... You have to be obedient, don't go out casually, wash your hands frequently, wear a mask, you know?...Luo Xiao? Luo, Luo Xiao, Luo Xiao is also very good, I heard that he is also staying at home, Hahahaha, it's okay..."

In fact, Luo Xiao was eating in the kitchen.The two of them have been dawdling not to go to the supermarket, he is a little hungry.

Fan Xiaoyu continued to speak to the camera:

"...Well, there hasn't been much activity recently, you know, the crew will not resume work at this time, and other announcements have also stopped, just for us to have a long vacation... eh? "Recalling Spring Return" will not be affected, Don't worry, I'll still take pictures...my arm is already healed, it's healed, look, it's very good~..."

He chatted with fans about his recent household chores for a long time.Sure enough, once the chatterbox was opened, he was not so nervous, and the atmosphere in the bullet screen was also very good. Knowing that most of the live broadcasts were die-hard fans, everyone cared about him carefully.

The smiles on Fan Xiaoyu's face gradually increased.He found the heartwarming feeling that he had not seen for a long time. There were so many heartwarming bullet screens in the live broadcast room, which made him feel that everyone loved him.

And with so many people still on his side, he seemed to have nothing to fear.

"...Well, that matter, don't mention that matter, it's over anyway... My teacher and I—err, brother Hanze and I are actually still the same, um, you know Yes. Hey, it’s the same in this circle, in fact, you can’t really blame anyone, right, maybe I would do the same, no one is perfect...”

Suddenly, there was a rampage in the barrage.Fan Xiaoyu thought that his mention of Jiang Hanze had caused some bad momentum, but he saw it—why the word "Luo Xiao" was written all over the screen?

He hurriedly turned his head, Luo Xiao, who was just looking for snacks in the kitchen, now had a piece of beef jerky in his mouth, and was lying on the sofa, swiping his phone!

The most important thing is that he is wearing a long home jacket, which is not fastened on the chest, and it is wide open!

Fan Xiaoyu hurriedly looked at the live broadcast, and Luo Xiao appeared in his background impartially.Fan Xiaoyu hurriedly covered the camera, stammered a few words and then hurriedly turned it off.

"Little Carrot! What are you doing! You were photographed!"

Luo Xiao sat up blankly: "Oh, sorry..."

"Did you do it on purpose?"

"Ah."

"what?"

Fan Xiaoyu's nose was burning, and she turned on her mobile phone to watch the live broadcast.The fans went crazy, frantically swiping comments under the empty screen in the live broadcast room:

【What did I see?Are my eyes blind? 】

[Is that Luo Xiao?Isn't that Luo Xiao? ! 】

[Cohabitation is real!They are really together! 】

[The best news in 2020 is that my CP is real!I die without regret! 】

[Bless you Xiaoyu, I have loved you for ten years, and I will choose to continue loving you.As long as you can find the happiness that truly belongs to you, no matter he is a man or a woman, we all look forward to his appearance]

[Luo Xiao, please be nice to Xiaoyu, he is so stupid, he can't live without you, you must love him fiercely for me! 】

Fan Xiaoyu: ...What kind of confusing speeches are these -- how stupid am I!

Guo Rui, who had been following the live broadcast, immediately called and asked him what to do, whether he should come out of the closet or not, with a look on his face that watching the excitement was not a big deal, and even a little excited.

"Of course I suppress it! Otherwise, I will be on the hot search by accident! I will be scolded by Heizi for 'taking up public resources'...Okay, okay, go and appease the crazy girls, they know this by themselves That's enough, don't go to Weibo and say...we, we...hey, you just say that we are just good friends visiting each other-what? Pajamas? He, oh he, he just took a shower!--why? Take a bath? I, I don't want to tell you anymore! You want to go yourself! Hang up!"

Fan Xiaoyu was so pissed off, Luo Xiao was still eating beef jerky on the sofa as if nothing had happened.

"You you you you you - what are you doing! You scared me to death!"

"Actually, you don't need to be too nervous," Luo Xiao said calmly, "You can see that everyone's reactions are basically blessings. You have to trust them, they are almost the people who love you the most in this world besides me. It's..."

"I--"

I'm fucking speechless?Fan Xiaoyu was a little annoyed.

However, under Guo Rui's good control, this matter has not been brought to the Internet to ferment.It’s just that she said that it’s probably New Year’s Eve in the fan groups tonight. Many people decided to stay up all night and drink and talk happily. Several big fans she knew even cried sincerely. cry...

Fan Xiaoyu is a little embarrassed. Do you know that he can really be so happy after "falling in love" and "coming out"?Wouldn't it be even more joyful if they knew that the two of them were going to go to the supermarket hand in hand soon? ...

Luo Xiao was already standing by the door waiting for him.There were many hats, masks, scarves, and gloves, and Fan Xiaoyu walked towards him hesitantly.

"Now, let's go now?"

"Well," Luo Xiao stretched out his hand to him, "Are you ready?"

"I'm ready, but in case—"

"There will be no chance," Luo Xiao said, "Let's go."

The two walked out the door hand in hand.